TGIF!

Its friday, its friday... La la.. La la...

BUT, I'M WORKING TOMORROW!!!

Argh. But its ok.. tmr's the 5th Saturday of the month! Which means, we'll have company activity... So tmr's activity is Bowling! Confirm got competition one tmr.... WAhahhaha...

Sidetrack: I should be going bowling with my mom more often to fully utilised my ball...

Hmmmm.. My dearest boyfriend has been refusing countless times everytime i suggested to go bowling! Nvm nvm... i shall find other means of making him go bowling with me... *Evil laughs*

Confirm fun! I've always had very fun bowling outings with my friends, the senoritas as well as the fencers. Not everyone knows how to bowl also... heeeeeeee... So can ah can ah can ah??

The 3 of us should go bowling one of these days just to have fun... heeeee... Confirm got alot of blackmail worthy pictures one... lol!!

PWEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

And i'm very sure he knows I wanna take the ferris wheel once its up and running... which i will make him come along with me... hehehhehee...

Anywayz, i'll be catching a movie with deena after work and I don't know whether am i still meeting azi and nuraini for dinner...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Its friday and its just 10.01 am! Lol... eh the timing like very nice ah..

10.01 -> look like some face like that...

And i can't wait for it to end. HAHAHHA! 8 hours more to go before i'm outta here!!! wahahaha...

But then again, not say i'm going home also... i'll be meeting Shahdon at the Esplanade library later... And i think i'm gonna come down with a sore throat...

Sadded.

Dreaming with eyes wide open~!

I'm so tired i could just fall asleep anywhere.

Gosh.

I'm a walking zombie. I wanna take leave to stay at home and sleep. But cannot leh, my leaves so limited, i have to keep it for other emergencies such as:

1. Fencing Competitions
2. Productions
3. Holiday / Trip with friends (now, that has yet to materialise)

My brain is not really registering stuff... I'm quite stoned.

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Yest, had a conversation with Mama. The topic of my grandmother materialised. Mama just made a comment of how it seemed that she (grandma) seemed to be more old fashioned now than before.

And that obviously kicked off the topic of conversation. As i've suspected all along, it was my grandmother that has been putting the pressure on my mom whenever i come back late.

It seemed that Mama's fine with me going back late as long as informed her and also as long as i know my limits (i.e. not doing it too often).

Grandmother has concluded that i needed a father figure in my life to drill in the disciplinary stuff into me.

What my dear grandmother doesn't realise is that, what if i do get a father figure and if this person in question happens to trust me alot and believe that i am responsible enough to take care of myself and then gives me the permission to come home at 3am... Then wat?

She can't say anything to that now can she? Since she thinks that only a man can exercise disciplinary actions into my life and that's the only way for me to come back early. Once the exact opposite happens? I don't think i'd want to imagine what would happen...

Lol. Even though I think it is quite hilarious just thinking about it.

I shall stop visualizing her expression if that kinda situation do arise. LOL!

Stop being mean nad stop it! and stop entertaining evil thoughts! LOL!!!!

I'm at work trying to adjust my letterhead.

And as a sidetrack: I'd like to tell all you people that... MY PHONE CANNOT SCROLL DOWN! So irritating i tell you!

Random Moment: Ooooohhh, i just found post its in my blazer pocket... i wonder what is it doing there?! *wonders for awhile*

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My blue black that i got from Q.Y on sunday, it has turned an ugly dark dark purple!

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Had training yesterday. I was angry with myself. Very angry. I was disappointed with my performance during training. I couldn't take the strain yesterday... I couldn't even hold on that long.

My stamina has gone down the drain and i was very pissed off. By the end of training, i was ready to cry. My stamina has disappeared. The stamina which I got back from fencing nearly every single day last year, has disappeared.

I thought to myself, what happened? Last year, i was working too... then i realised, i was working somewhere else.

Yes, maybe i was being too hard for myself. But i can't help it. Your coach is there knowing how much more you're capable of and there you are not being able to match up to it. He's motivating you all the way and you can't seem to push yourself any further. Deep down inside, you know, you could have done it.

Maybe i shouldn't have reduced my trainings. I should just go back to 3 - 4 times of fencing in a week. But I'm so worried i can't commit to it due to work schedule. Everyone knows how shitty my schedule is.

I was de-moralised. I can't believe i performed as i did yesterday. I need to gain back my stamina and i need to get it back soon. I could not get my instant recover to chase my opponent. I WAS SO FRUSTRATED!

Coach reminded me to start re-doing my shuttle run. I need the short bursts of energy. That's the only way my body could withstand training. Long distance training is fine, but the speed and short bursts training are more crucial.

Right now, my long distance is fine. In other words, i could endure the long hours of training, the arm training, the movements... But, I CANT HANDLE MY SPEED TRAINING! My anerobics is like shit. argh!

Seeing my performance yesterday, i didn't even dare ask my coach whether i should join the Fencing Singapore International. Matt will definitely kill me if he finds out I might actually be backing out of my decision of joining FSI taking place in the mid of July.

ARGH.

Then I realised something else, SEA Games is at the end of this year. Out of the many reasons that i have for putting my studies on hold, Fencing was and still is one of it, coz i've let it go because of school once, i'm not going to let it go again.

I've realised that deep down, competitive fencing is something that i wont want to let go.

ARGH.

Yes yes, i know, my priorities are kinda screwed up rite now. lol! Its time to take things back in your control and get serious all over again Nad!

This entry will be a post filled with very random points.

I totally enjoyed my Saturday.

I nearly died of shock in the movie theatre.

I still have not gotten a satisfactory answer... I'm waiting... lol.

I enjoyed dinner at Swensens.

I had fencing on Sunday.

I won a total of 4 bouts out of 7 and 2 of the winning bouts, i won 5 - 0.

I turned violent in my direct elimination round thanks to my opponent.

He took Chambarra (the japanese martial arts / sword play) and you know how Japanese kill rite? You slash across the body and come back in to slash the legs off.

Basically, he whacked my thigh. I wasn't wearing my breeches. I was only in my normal shorts. My instant reaction was to scream. Who wouldn't? You just got whipped by a metal rod and mind you, guys strength are not exactly very gentle you know.

No matter how hard a girl whack, its definitely not as bad as a guy lor. Guess what i said next? wahahaha... "You're so gonna regret that... or rather, i'm gonna make you regret that"

The guys was like... "He's dead" WAHAHAHHAH!!! Yes. I was pissed. You should have heard the whipping sounds from my blade. My blade's really light and its very easy to flick, swing and kill. So ya. I even thought to myself, i wouldn't mind breaking my blade as long as he got enough souvenirs from me.

Yes. I taught him a lesson. And he's conclusion? I'm violent.

Please lor. I only turn violent when provoked. That was definitely a grave and sudden provocation. Even the law will be on my side. lol!!! Other than that i'm usually a perfect angel. LOL!

I have a huge blue black right across my thigh right now and i can't go swimming anytime soon.

I can't wear wide necks too! Coz, Matt gave me a blue black on my shoulder blade. He whacked me on my zip and the impact got transferred in.

Ouch.

I can count my short sleeves shirts or t-shirts out of the picture for now as well.

I have training today.

I met my girlfriend yesterday.

I'm totally in love with my boyfriend.

The last 2 lines sound so scandalous rite? *boogies about*

ITS FRIDAY!!!

Thank god and finally. i'm so sleepy rite now, i blame it on the freezing aircon... i'm quite comfortable here and i'm currently clearing my table to dump alot of the HR stuff on William's table. Talk about sweet... LOL!!!

Which i can bet with ya'll that he will dump it back on my table tomorrow since i presume he will be in and i will hope to clear my table and dump it back on his.

Hahahaha..

Revenge is sweet.

In his absence, what have i learnt?

HR stuff mainly coz the accounting things are all with Suk Ching. Thank god for that... Coz i remembered the last time he was on leave and when Suk Ching just started, my work was never ending... i nearly died with all the office stuff, clients stuff, HR stuff and also my work. LOL~!!

And i've learnt that some things are more tolerable. LOL!!!

and ya... i'm bored.... actually not really that bored la.. but you know.. lol!!!!

wheeeeeee.... i'm waiting for this Japanese girl that's suppose to come to collect her MOM letter from me and she hasn't appeared. I wonder why... hmmmmmm....

I'm in the mood for some serious work... argh.

Its gonna be a really really long day!

My boss's in the Indo office but my table cannot be seen!

I left work late yesterday hoping that i would be able to clear my table since today i have to do back to back interviews...

Now, that's nervewrecking... lol! Thank god Mas will be there... lol!

But hey! Both of us are like swimming with work piled rite up here! *points to neck*

My table so messy i cannot stand it lor! Thank god William's last day of reservist is tomorrow! Which means, he's back on Monday!!!! I've never actually looked forward for someone to come back until like that la... Then my table will be clean again! oh wait, maybe not...

And I've

But i'm coping well... for now. hahahhah!!!

Random thoughts: I so need to lose weight... ok fine, i'm on the way to losing it again... but its so frustrating especially the fact that i don't seem to have time to do it any faster... like go for trainings more often. I wanna lose weight by October. That was my initial plan. But from the looks of it? *pulls hair*

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I just interviewed Mato. Now that was farnie. Oh yes, my back to back interviews are for the TP Law Interns. That's the reason why i wouldn't do it alone. heeee...

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Aiyah... So many things to do... lol! I cannot leave late today... i'm meeting my nieces to tution them Maths. Now, that's another thing that i can go on and on about.

Some educators just pisses me off. Its like they teach for the sake of a job and not for the sake of seeing their students excel. THAT IN ITSELF PISSES ME OFF!

I mean if i can teach my niece who was failing maths to getting As after a month... Then why on earth she still need to go her to school, pay for school fees to people who doesn't even care whether she do well or not, whether she understands or not...

Argh.

And maths isn't the only subject i'm teaching her... ARGH. at this rate, i should just open a school.

I'm quite annoyed with some teachers. I know that not all teachers are like that... but thats only the minority group you know...

Yeah.. and soon i'll have people to tell me to go into teaching. My answer is a straight no... not coz i hate teaching... but i hate whiny and screaming children who loves to suck up!

LOL!

Yes, i do find kids at a certain age annoying, but there's really nothing i can do about it... My mom thinks that the only reason why i feel like that is coz i'm not exposed to young children often and that i dont have my own kids...

But hey.. that doesn't mean i hate my nieces and nephews.... Please lor i adore them to bits just as they adore me!

*angelic smiles*

Since some people have been saying that my blog very mushy... Not only Azi...

HELOOOOO... not say my blog very mushy lor... Where got mushy? Its not as if i'm proclaiming my undying love here lor... *faints*

I'm just saying i miss my boyfriend... just like how i state it here i miss my friends... that one call mushy meh?

You people purposely rite?? wanna make me turn red and hide myself in a sack rite? *smacks*

nvm nvm nvm...

Next time, i will go like: i'm having sleepless nights, thinking of him day and night... (Now, did that just rhyme? Lol.)

If i were to dedicate that kinda entry to my blog... i think i will just get smacked by people when i see them... HRMPH!! Heee...

So I will proceed to write on something that happened at Fencing yesterday...

Not all the guys was present yesterday since there was the National Trials happening at Clementi... But the group was definitely bigger than the one on Saturday, when i had my morning training...

I was supposed to go for training at 2pm... But of course, me being me, loved my Sunday tooooo much to actually drag myself out of the house... in other words, i forfeited my training since i arrived at 3pm instead.

The guys were obviously betting with each other how late i'll be. Idiots.

So those that were present was Josh, Morgan, QY (i can't really remember his full name, he's this new guy), Hendrik and James... And of course there's eve and me.

So we had our round robin where my first bout was with QY. That's not so bad la... i was trailing behind 4-0... Is it me or do people get over confident too easily?

Since i havent warmed up... I didn't realised i was playing around... Until of course i decided to kill and did a straight 5 points... lol!

I was shocked at myself.

My next opponent right after QY was Josh. JOSH DESERVES TO BE SHOT! I think i have turned him into some sadistic guy. I will elaborate on that later.

Josh was HAPPILY walking on the piste... And he said something along the lines of, "This is gonna be interesting... Its war..."

His first point, he whacked me right on my head and flicked my mask clip right off and obviously it flew away to the next piste... I tell you if he spoils my electric jacket... he's gonna die lor...

And my reaction?

"OI! YOU MISS FENCING WITH ME ISSIT?! YOU ARE SO GONNA DIE"


Which of course he did later on, and his excuse? I'm not out to win, but i'm out to kill...

ARGH!

But then again, he lost to nearly everyone... since yesterday's Motto was "KILL JOSH!"

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We'll now have a list of Classic Moments @ Fencing

Classic Moment 1

James and Hendrik was fencing each other in the finals (We had our mini competition).

James is this totally unbeatable fencer. He's 60+ and his speed is WHOA! So far not even the pros can beat him la... However, in this finals, Hendrik was leading James by 10 - 7... When the following conversation took place...

Morgan: I'll cut off my balls if Hendrik beats James

(At this point, both fencers were getting ready to fence again... when...)

Josh: Halt. GUYS! Hendrik! You better win ok? Morgan will cut off his balls when you do..

(Morgan than proceeds to strangle Josh)

Morgan: I did not say that... you totally made that up...
Josh: Look!! Hendrik is leading big time..
Morgan: Shit...
Josh: For all you know, James may be losing on purpose to see you cut off your balls.
Morgan: Shut up!!!

(Hendrik won James, 15 -11, And all of us were shrieking in laughter by then)

Josh: Hey Morgan, I'll allow you to borrow my sword to cut off your balls..
Morgan: *Fumes*
Eve: At this rate, Morgan will turn into a girl...

Classic Moment 2

I was quarrelling with Josh about the bruises he was giving me when we were fencing...

Josh: You're really violent!
Me: AM NOT!
Josh: Are too!
Me: Am Not!

(That went on for quite awhile)

Me: Its not my fault if you bruise easily or if you don't know how to retreat fast enough...
Josh: But its ok... Its good for the image... I get loads of girls thanks to you..
Me: You get girls' attention?
Josh: Yeah, I just show them the bruises and tell them that i got it from a girl...
Me: You get girls by showing off your bruises that you get from another girl?!?!?!
Josh: YEAH! I just tell them.. Look... I got these bruises from a girl this big... (there was obviously some actions involved)

Me: *Starts throwing shoes, gloves and other miscellaneous items in Josh's direction*
Josh: HEY! At least, i didn't mention your name!!!!
Morgan: If you did, i think you would already be lying in that corner in a pool of blood...

Classic Moment 3

Josh was trying to hide the fact that he wasn't doing to well this week...

Josh: Can we please erase the scoreboard?
Eve: For what?
Josh: So that people won't know i lost to Nadira...
Me: Please lor... I think if they see also, they'll be like.. Oh, that's nothing new...
Josh: *starts laughing*
Morgan: Did you realise what Nadira just said and do to you?
Josh: Oh.... shit.

Classic Moment 4

Josh and me were arguing yet again on each others' violence.

Josh: Eh, I'm not coming next week ah... I'm having exams..
Me: Ok
Josh: Eh you very violent you know, everytime get loads of bruises...
Me: Deal with it!
Josh: But good also la.. quite shiok...
Me: ............
Josh: Eh 2 Sundays later, you must come down ok, i'll be back so we fence again and make sure you give me loads of bruises...
Me: Why? You going on a date a tomorrow?
Josh: Huh? No la.. i have NS Medical check up the following monday
Me: Ooookies... and you need the bruises for?
Josh: To show off to the sergeants and make sure you'll get enlisted...
Me: Bloody hell...
Josh: Trust me... I'm gonna come back with a form just for you
Me: *Proceeds to show middle finger*
Morgan: You really want her to get enlisted ah? She become your drill sergeant... That's the end of you...

MUAHAHAHA... so that's some of the conversations that i can remember for now...

Its been a really long weekend... I kinda lost track of my days and timing within fri nite, sat, and sun.

I loved Friday. I finally met up with him . Its been 3 weeks... lol! yup yup... 3 WHOLE WEEKS! lol! i'm surprised i haven't made so much noise you know.. well ok i do have my moments... but still... i know some of my friends have seen my agony. hahahahah...

Hey i can't help rite? NS's shitty and you cant bring yourself to pester your boyfriend to meet you often when you know they're tired... even though you want to meet them so badly... you'll just have to deal with the agony of not meeting them ever so often in various other ways...

Like complaining to yourself, your diary and just show certain hints of your agony to your friends... WAHAHAHAA!!!

but oh well. there's really nothing much i can do about it....

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My weekends was packed with fencing and ycp and other stuff on saturday and fencing on sunday...

Josh deserves to be shot. Josh is one of the fencers i hang with or rather constantly train with... I shall tell you guys more about the things he did to me on sunday!!!

ARGH!!! HE IS SO DEAD~!

I did not go for National Trials yesterday... Due to various reasons, especially after coming back from KL the other time and i'm suprised my coach still ask me whether or not i'm going...

He sure has faith.

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I was reading Suk Ching's blog just now and her take on romantic love songs. Yup, romantic love songs do give you all those lovey dovey feelings...

and yes i do agree with her scenario...

Yes SC, It would really be something having that someone sing that particular song that depicts their feelings for you to you... It would be something to have "your song" kinda thing huh? lol! Exclusive to the both of you and something that totally means something to the both of you...

To be kissed on the forehead, to be hugged and just enjoy the company of each other...

How romantic is that?

I think every girl has their own scenarios... i have mine too... and i wouldn't be surprised if there are similarities... lol!

and now i should go and sleep already... haiz... Tomorrow i'm working.. i really am not looking forward to that.

*YAWNZ*

I'm missing him already...

Hmmm... so irritated lor... Its 1.30am and guess what i'm doing...

Edit stupid photos. Not even my face lor. Bloody shit.

HRMPH!

Haiz. I should start charging at this rate man. ARGH!

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My darling just got himself a new phone! SO JEALOUS CAN! and the best part? He got the phone that i'm totally in love with apart from the LG and Samsung one that i've been eyeing...

Grrr...

Anywayz, not that i'm trying to be mushy here or wat la... But i'm gonna announce publicly...

I MISS HIM LO! Haven't seem him for ages.. and i miss talking and crapping around with him...

Haiz.

Seriously, i can like go on and on and on in conversation with him... ok fine, i do that with other people too... but hey, the conversation topics we have are priceless... Now when i think about it, i tend to wonder how did both of us came up with some of the things we talk about... LOL!

But ya. I miss him!!!!

*smacks self* Ok ok fine... i shall not go on and on... ahahahaha.. but still!! ok ok ok.. *dodges rotten tomatoes* I can so foresee people throwing that at me... but haloooo... cannot help it can. My darling lor.. you jealous issit?

WAHAHAHHAH!!

Ok i'm full of shit.

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And my cousin's in Thailand AGAIN! and she was begging me to meet her there. I mean, i would if i'm not working and have all the money in the world.

Ok.. maybe not all the money in the world... maybe just if i'm not working.. then i'll have all the time... and then i can try my hands on wakeboarding too!!

Ya... and if i have all the time and i start wakeboarding and do it more often then Fencing, then my coach will just kill me when he finds out! LOL!

anywayz, i can't believe i just rant mindlessly over things like this. Its amazing how editting photos can lead you to such desperation. ha.

And i better go to sleep soon.

I thank god for my friends (old and new) and him.
I LOVE YA'LL!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!

I am in a much better mood today.

I think the word vomit i did yesterday really did help.

And i'm sorry to the person i vomitted to yesterday in case i was being annoying, irritating or any other descriptive word that falls in the catergory.

All I want to do is run into the safety of your arms, the comfort I find in your warmth and the security i feel everytime I'm with you...

Work's a bitch and there's nothing i can do about it.

Didn't have Fencing today. How sad rite? Lol! I'll be having trainings one of these days next week i think. I'm looking forward to it. At least, there's still something that is still there for me.

I hope i can have it. Trainings I mean. I foresee next week to be hell. I wouldn't be surprised if I'll be affected next week. If you know what i mean.

These 2 weeks have been hell for me. It took me nearly everything within to go through these 2 weeks and I thought at least today I could have a time spent with anyone to at least distract me and give me some kind of energy for the next 2 weeks, at least.

I'm surprised that no one has actually noticed even how sucky I've been feeling. No one, not even... nevermind.

The one day I needed someone, no one was there.

How appropriate.

How does it feel really when one says one thing, and the exact opposite happens? I'm too used to getting disappointed. I hold on to words, believing in them. I don't know. Maybe its the things I say as well. Maybe I'm asking for the unattainable?

Just please don't say things you don't mean. Don't say things just because it seemed rite. Don't say things just because... it needs to be said.

Am I asking for too much? Am I asking for the moon? Or maybe the problem is that I'm just giving in most of the time?

Or maybe being understanding isn't everything afterall huh?

I guess everything that's been happening is just getting to me huh?
i suppose.

I tend to brush things aside huh?
I suppose.

I tend to smile too much huh?
I suppose.

Maybe, I'm just a little (ok, maybe alittle is an understatement) unstable at the moment.
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Every girl needs that something.

Please just tell me that this are all nightmares that I am wondering, when will it end.

I have this terrible feeling inside that this is not going to end anytime soon. Its not going to end when next week comes along. I don't think i can handle this very well.

I'm making myself mentally prepared to get the scolding of my life on Monday. I'm making myself mentally prepared to be scolded for things that are the doing of others but myself. I'm making myself mentally prepared to accept the blame.

Nope. I'm not being noble.

But somehow, seeing the circumstances, I wouldn't be surprised.

Its true that the superiors are not around, but that doesn't mean that everyone can do as they please.

I suppose nobody realises that in every action, there will be a reaction.

I'm actually beginning to feel quite afraid just thinking of what will happen on Monday.

*prays to God real hard*

I hope my skin on Monday will be its thickest ever.

All I want to do right now is just run into your arms and cry...

I'm sick of this.

This is the umpteenth time that i wanna cry over my stupid, farked up job.

I'm beginning to look around. The desire for a change is so high that i'm not even caring anymore. I'm so pissed that even right now when i think about things, i could feel tears burning my eyes.

I cant believe it. I'm beginning to not care about my timeline. I don't think i can put up with anymore shit.

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!

Can someone tell me? Can someone just assure me? please...

*shuffles to a corner and cry*

I HAVE A FARKED UP JOB AND A FARKED UP SUPERIOR.

CB.

Today is 07.06.07... HEEEE!

Anywayz,

I saw the LG Shine yesterday.... its sooo cute!

I wanna get it.

ha.

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Went to watch Pirates of Carribean yesterday with Mama, Aunt and Nadia. It was farnie la... I am still keeping to my stand that CHOW YUN FATT IS HOTTT!!

wahahahha...

Why do hot men always die so early in the show? damn wasted lor! I totally adore his make up.

However, Nadia thinks that the only reason why i think Chow Yun Fatt is hott is coz, he's chinese.

Confused? Go figure.

I seriously don't think so lor. I think he's just plain charming. wahahahahah!!!

But the movie is not bad la... kinda fun actually if only the theatre wasn't freezing cold!

Orlando Bloom looks good only in the last scene! wahahha!! He only looks desirable with either a bandanna or elongated ears (think Legolas). LOL!

Oh and Nadia was playing with my hair! totally wat the hell lor! I was sitting beside her and concentrating on the movie

ME: "eh, what you doing?"
Her: "nothing ah why?"
SILENCE
Me: "Nadia, can you stop playing with my hair and leave it alone?"
Her: "I'm not playing with your hair, i'm playing with mine"
Me: *Grabs the hair she was holding* "You do realise that this is connected to my head right?"
Her: *stares and burst out laughing*
Me: "This is so not romantic"

And the both of us died laughing in the middle of a really serious scene.

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I have a Zara Voucher to spend... Hmmmmm.... What shall i buy?

I've been wanting to get a phone in the longest time.


Looking at my current phone, no matter how much i love it and get defensive whenever someone pointed out the condition of the phone, i have somewhat agree with the rest of the population (whoever that has seen my phone) that i need to change it.


Soon.

So I'm in desperate need of a phone. I think the phone appears higher on the priority list than a camera at the moment.

It sucks having to buy everything yourself now. *buries self* Boo hoo hoo!!!


I've been looking around. Yes i have. I nearly changed it last month.

But Mama together with the Singtel person managed to convince me that its not worth it to change it now since i will have to pay the full price of the phone and they kinda tell me, why not wait till my contract reaches 1 full year before changing it, since it will be a little cheaper. Ok. I hope it arrives soon!!


I just need a new phone.


Like a boyfriend, my phones also have to meet up to certain criterias. LOL!


1. The width has to be small! I have short fingers man. Ok la, not that short... But still!!! I don't need to overwork my entire hand to just hold my phone.


2. The phone as a whole must not huge. Like i say, i have short fingers and i don't really like to bring a bag when i go out so it has to fit where ever i need it to fit. WAHAHAHAH!!


3. If it comes in various colours, that's a plus point. I don't like having the same things as others. heee.... Unless of course its my mom, my boyfriend or any of my closer friends. But then again, they don't really like my taste in phones as they like "bigger phones" as how Azi puts it since she always threatens to throw my phone against the wall. Lol!


So basically, these are the phones i've surveyed, seen and touched.


Samsung





This one is a possibility, i like the green one...



This one is touch screen, a bit wide but kinda fits nicely in your hand you know... so its kind of tempting... but the price is kind of on the high side. ok maybe its not that high for the rest of you but for someone like me... who spends 160 bucks to get my current phone and still cant believe such amount was spent just to get it will think that its high. LOL!


Motorola




I still like the krzr. Most prob is coz of the colour. SO TEMPTING RITE THE COLOUR? I cant help but get attracted to everything shiny. lol! I'm sucha kid sometimes. lol!!!



This is also another possibility. Its slim, it comes in other colours and i'm quite comfortable with a slide phone. So ya. i'm keeping an open mind. LOL!


LG



I actually kinda like this phone. lol! Its really nice looking. And the design is cool la... its shiny too! hmmm... i might actually consider this you know... Since LG has been treating me well this past year (i'm talking about my current phone of course).



Now, this one look uber interesting. I saw it somewhere before but i've not actually touched it. lol! So i can't really remember whether is it huge or otherwise. Hmmmmmmmmmmm


So rite now, the possibilities are either the Motorola, LG V8600 or the touch screen Samsung. Ok the last one might be out since its like... a little on the high side.


And I'm still looking around. Since my 1-year has yet to arrive. That is I am able to wait until then. Ha.

Wheee...

I went on a half day today...

Coz,

1. I was too tired...
2. I had asthma attack since i was too tired.

Serves me right for meeting up with my cousin rite after work on a monday in which i was just back the day before...

Tsk tsk tsk...

But seriously, I have to catch hold of her before she flies off to Bangkok AGAIN. Stupid woman. Always leave me here.

HRMPH! But then again, there's nothing i can do also... since i'm like working!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAaaa....

Gone were the days where life was easier.

But anywayz, I'm looking through sistic website rite now...

Wahahaha.. Most prob, coz i was depressed since yesterday, i went topshop with my cousin and suk ching to make suk ching try out stuff...

So i was looking for my top shop dresses and realise that ITS NO LONGER THERE!!! i felt like strangling someone.

I guess that's the problem with Singapore.... Everyone can afford stuff with or without a sale... So clothes really do disappear unlike other countries where people actually do wait for a sale before they start buying.

Anywayz, let me just go back to my topic of looking through Sistic website.

1. ROMEO & JULIET

Waaaa!! I feel like watching it... its not like those ancient times R&J... More of a modern day R&J. Hmmmm.... 5th to 6th June 2007. OH WAIT! That's like today and tomorrow!!! HOW?!?!?!?! Tickets are prices at $20 to $60 bucks. ARGH!

2. Christina Aguilera Concert

30th June 2007. Ok maybe that's like something i would not watch. whaahhahahaha... I'm just stating it here to remind me of my sec sch days. lol!

3. Dim Sum Dollies In The History of Singapore

5th July to 15th July 2007. So cute rite? I feel like catching it... hmmmm...

4. The King & I

6th August - 26th August 2007. OMG OMG OMG!! I WANNA WATCH THIS! Can someone watch this with me?? pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... *Angelic smiles*

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Hmmmm apart from my sucky performance at OCM's Sports Arena (Olympic Council Malaysia) the other day, i kinda enjoyed myself in KL.

I went around everywhere like some expert. LOL! I took the monorail from Bukit Bintang to KLCC!!! Cool rite?! MUAHAHAHHA!! I mean HALO! its not like it was one straight train ride, i had to switch lines. LOL!!!!

After all that, Mama has allowed me to go KL by myself the next time round!! *boogies about*

But seriously, i don't know why pple love KLCC so much. there's really nothing much there. But, the camwhoring opportunities there are endless. Too bad. I dont have a camera and the right company to just go crazy. lol!

So out of the KL trip, i got myself a wallet, new heels, tons of shades, some clothes (those long shirt dresses kind that i've been wearing) and i can't remember what else i got myself. So i spend a total of MYR 300 - 400.

So thats like... SGD 180. That's not too bad i suppose if you see the amount of things i got. LOL!

i'm currently quite in love with my LIME GREEN glossy heels. lol!

I'm back from KL.

I'm sooo tired...

So how was my competition?

To put it simply, I SCREWED UP.

Yup i did. I did the stupidest of mistakes, somehow i didn't concentrate, I didn't react as well as i usually do.

I fenced like an amateur. My mistake. My disastrous mistake. Thank god the guys were not there to witness it. I swear they would have just beat me up there and then or something.

My coach even said that i fenced so much better on the weekends at FM than i did there that day.

That remark actually hurt. Its like a wake up call for me.

But he consoled me later on saying that i matched the guys' speed but not the girls. So my timing was off that day.

But seriously, I did so much better in Malaysia Open... But in Selangor Open i performed like that? It was afterall a smaller scale competition.

Realization hits. My priorities have gone wrong. I shouldn't have put work before fencing. I should have put fencing before work.

And then they asked, Am I going Hong Kong in July.... Am i?

*shrugs*

I don't even know if i'm competing this weekend. What more flying to Hong Kong?