Friday, November 30, 2007

Yes yes... i know... i'm going on a bloggin spree!! lol.. 3rd post in a row!

well... this post is about...

ME!



MEL!



US! lol...


Anywayz, finally met him after like.. soooo long!!! and we went to watch ENCHANTED!! its a really cute and sweet movie really... very the fairytale! i likeee~!!!!

So if anyone in need of a feel good movie... go watch it k? you will actually come out of the theatre grinning away... lol!

And i got my overdued b-day present from him! I LOVE MY NEW GUESS WATCH!! lol.. hehehe...


Its the above model but its gold face with white straps and i am so in love with it!! heeee....
Thanks dear!

Met the Senoritas on Tuesday... And poor hidayah was dragged around by me and deena and we were camwhoring AGAIN! lol..

i really find joy in taking photos... even though people don't get it sometimes... its just fun you know... the memories you get.. the feelings that you have when you're there... talking, laughing and snapping away... Yes i tend to indulge myself in such things even though pple tend to roll their eyes everytime i take out my camera... lol!

But oh well... its a way for me to destress without having to spend any money... and later on i find joy in editting my pics... lol!

Anywayz, we went ard taking photos and we even took class photos with hidayah.. to train her for the time she will be a teacher! who knows rite? she might end up having a form class! confirm got class photo wat.. so all the more reason to take the pic...

so here's how the pic looked like.... lol!

We were happily taking photos at the bridge outside Fullerton Hotel when we after awhile we realised that we were being watched by 2 Israeli before they started taking photos of us... Hidayah has managed to hide from them leaving the both of us there... stunned. She refused to emerge from beneath the railing and well yeah... the both of us were caught in a whirl of flashes.

Trust me the guys are NOT hot! Their cameras were btw. One of them owns da new canon digital SLR! *rolls eyes*

However its so hilarious when one is obviously hooked on someone's good looks... and its uber farnie when they went on and on about beautiful and killer eyes... and they actually thought... My eyes are naturally that colour...

I WAS WEARING MY PURPLE LENS!

i mean.. COME ON~! who is idiotic enough to do that? Sheesh...

There are many times that we wish our boyfriends are there... and that is one of those times...

anywayz.. here's more photos!


And PICTURE OF THE NIGHT... goes to.... the one below... We've even made an album pic out of it! lol!!!!


If you're my Shakira, then i'm your Beyonce...
eh deena? LOL!
The other day... I ran to deena's house coz i was irritated, frustrated... whatever it is.. and after that me and deena went to Vivocity for ice cream to de stress!!

And we bought Ben & Jerry's and went to the rooftop to eat it and you know wanna look out into the sea and look into the night sky and watch the stars twinkle... and get yourself lost in the night sky...

YEAH RITE!!!

that's a whole load of bullshit la.. you give me (a professional camwhore) a nice setting, a camera, ice cream and great companion (deena, a newly converted camwhore)... You only get the part "And we bought Ben & Jerry's and went to the rooftop to eat it" and after that the rest.. IS HISTORY!
So here it is... SOME of the pics..



And we both have agreed that below is our fav pic! lol! Even though i HATE my hair...

Thursday, November 29, 2007

I actually have tooo many photos to upload here...

So here's an example of an extremely outdated photos!
The Hari Raya Pics with the Drama peeps!! We went out on the 2nd last day of Hari Raya for a Hari Raya closing outing. Dressed in traditional costumes, we were out to camwhore and have fun!

We met after YCP rehearsals... And well me and mel was late... coz he came over to leave his things at my house and change... And hally kept calling later on... lol.. they were already at Azi's house watching Just Follow Law! lol..

Went home really late! I reached home about 2am. This year's jalan beats all jalan raya... i came home really really late not only for the one with the Drama peeps.. but enough of me going on and on... here's the long awaited photos.



My very first Hari Raya with a couple photo... hahaha.. sweet rite? We're purple this year!
Royal is in da house!

That's all folks... more photos from my other outings will be posted in upcoming entries!

Monday, November 26, 2007

The last photos i posted are the one and only 'kinky' photo of me and my cousin that i'm willing to share here...


Well during one of my MIA days i actually ended up at Sentosa with Deena and Nadia. I was in
need of a holiday. A break.


I know Sentosa is in Singapore... But its away from Mainland. Away from the bustling streets, cars and people... So the 3 of us agreed that Sentosa is a holiday without having to buy your plane ticket, your hotel accomodation and telling your parents that you'll be away for the next 3 days or so... lol!

Met Taufiq (hally's friend) on our way there in the train and exchanged our hellos.. We bought chocolates, sweets and watever else that you can think off... sat by the beach talking, tanning, laughing before swimming around in the sea... I tell you it was the furthest swim i've ever done at Sentosa... or at any beach...



Damn tiring la... the 3 of us got tired of swimming to the island after awhile and just lay in the middle of the nowhere... with our faces in the sun and the waves pushing us around... But we did reach the island... nobody swam there this time round... coz it was high tide... it was like.. 4ms so near to shore... So the 3 of us act as if we own the island... we were lying there peacefully..


when Deena tried to be farnie and smothered me with wet sand!!!

yeah.. basically after awhile you have 3 girls screaming at top volume running around the island... lol!


They had some beach party going on and they were playing various BEP and beyonce songs and the 3 of us... like i say, acting as if we own the island rite? clubbing by ourselves la down there... lol!

but after that i tell you... i was dehydrated that i fell sick over the weekend and over the following week! SADDED I TELL YOU! SADDED!

We were not being disgusting... the choc we bought melted so we started playing with it while enjoying ourselves! lol! Deena and her idea of having us becoming lipgloss models and the above is one of the many end results. I am not posting the other pics. lol!


Some are way suggestive... And people will confirm get a shock seeing the 3 of us.. normally civilised like that... lol.. so yeah.. lol!

But i have to give it to Deena for giving the picture of the day! lol...





She is so gonna kill me for posting that up... but hey! i love that pic! lol!!


And after all that tanning, splashing, pigging out, talking, laughing, screaming, squealing like pigs, bitching and 105photos... and of course, the sun has set... and watching sunset with each other.. we 3 agreed that its not exactly the most romantic... so the 3 of us headed back to vivocity for dinner! lol!!!

Talk about satisfaction sia. We all look contented. lol!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Its been a while since i've logged in here!! Anyone missed me? lol! I missed my bloggie~!!!!!!!!

*hugs bloggie and squeezes it to death*

There's tons of photos that i wanna upload frm the jalan raya with da drama people all the way to the things i've been up to the past 2 week that i've been MIA-ing as everyone puts it...

But that i will have to do when i'm more awake... its like 4.36am rite now and i have fencing later... *faints* Yes yes... i know.. i should be asleep... BUT I CANT SLEEP! i've been sleeping late the past week and no matter how early i wake up... its not enough to make me sleepy in the night... SADDED.

The other day i was blog-hopping to kin's blog and there was this birthday pest personality thingy...

and guess wat? I'm a SKUNK!

And here's the definition of the Skunk....

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind! one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

I have no idea if any of the above is true... lol! you guys be the judge of that. lol!

And i know i've wished her already 2 midnights ago... but i shall wish her again...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZAI!

I LOVE YOU~!!!! and happy turning 23! hehehehehe... Hope you had fun that day... we'll meet up soon!


And SC, i know we havent do alot of things la... but you say wait until i lose weight wat... I HAVENT! SO YA! lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *angelic smiles* yes yes.. we shall go out soon... since you wanna de stress rite? lol! We'll have our destress session soon k? Chocs, ice creams, candies? You name it... we'll go get it!


And... MELVYN ALEXANDER LEE YI QUN! I MISS YOU! You better appear soon or i'm really gonna show my love to you through various abusive means! And smacking is just the beginning... *evil grins & winks*

That's all for now folks! Pics in the next entry when i'm awake... lol!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

I'm sick and i'm hungry and wat the fuck i dont need a scolding...

I hate my life. I hate my surrounding. I hate my environment, maybe I am just pissed now...

I dont wanna stay anymore. I dont wanna see what's going on and I don't wanna be a part of this anymore...

I wanna live my life. I wanna explore everything and I dont need all this shit...

I feel like vomitting. I have a splitting headache and I'm coming down with a fever...

All I said was that i'm hungry and even that is wrong now...

I'm misunderstood. I'm tired and I can't believe i'm crying...

I have no room to run too. I have no one that is talking to me rite now and i feel lost...

I'm making my tea salty. I'm making my book wet and I can't control myself...

I want a hug. I want words of comfort but I don't know where to start looking...

Everyone's busy. Everyone's busy. Everyone's busy. Get a grip Nad!

And i'm crying. I'm crying like i've never cried before....

I'm going. I'm leaving to a place where only i exist...

Shouldn't have let my guard down. Shouldn't have left my familiarity. Should have continued being categorized as heartless...

That was easier to handle.

Maybe once i reach that place of familiarity... I shouldnt leave it anymore.

Friday, November 16, 2007

Its Friday.

I woke up on Monday somehow knowing that it will be a really really long week. Well... it is indeed a very very long week.

Somethings just came one after the other and i had to resort to other things to distract me. Yes, really distract me.

The last thing i want rite now is to actually stay at home. *faints*

The other last thing i expect out of myself was to actually to be as worried as i was on wednesday... The shock and the worry that followed immediately. Yes, he ever went into coma once and the last thing i want is for that to happen again.

So much for me cursing him half the time, avoiding him, ignoring him and all of that... but at the end of the day, he is my father.

I didn't expect that instant worry. Never did expect it. Nevertheless, it came.

Nobody knew how i was feeling. Nobody will. There is no point in that.

We will always have to make good of a situation... Even if it just for our entertainment. A distraction is a distraction nevertheless... Even if its just a pair of surgical gloves...

heee.... yes yes.. maybe halloween did come a lil late for us! lol...

I'm currently on a semi-hiatus. My sincerest apologies for that.

I miss my friends. I miss standing in the rain. I miss listening to bird chirps. I miss him. I miss his voice. I miss the light breeze. I miss staring up at the ceiling and hear nothing but the whirring of the fan. I miss a quiet life. I miss the sound of rain. I miss the smiles of others. I miss the comfort of his palms. I miss the sea. I miss the salty water and soft sand. I miss those pair of dark brown eyes that never fails to show me care. I miss my friends' laughter. I miss time. I miss those days where friends sit back, relax, have coffee and chat about everything.

I miss the simple things those that can be taken for granted.



P/s: Azi, Hally and Kin... can send me the hari raya pics?! thanks!

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Cold War: No More

I've been annoyed for awhile already. He came over just now to meet me at home before going out.

Truthfully, i was more worried about the possibility of my boyfriend being featured in the next episode of "Missing" than anything else.

At that point of time, i was more worried about him getting lost in Hougang than being annoyed at him. Especially when he has not reached the house more than an hour after he left his house.

But of course, due to the fact i was annoyed with him, i obviously refrained myself from smsing him. Haiz. They say only male have egos. i think today, i have shown the whole world that there is such thing as female ego as well.
*faints* will wonders ever cease?
I had half the mind to just tell him to meet me at the nearest MRT Station. hahaha.. talk about paranoid sia..

I even started pacing up and down my study room at one point until the doorbell rang and I found him grinning triumphantly at my doorstep. I think my expression was priceless. lol.

I really can't help it la.. esp when the last time he send me home he told me that i live in some Ulu Pandan area of Singapore... and that was a cab ride la... He took a bus to come over today. I think anyone would understand my paranoia when they know mel. lol! Sorry mel! hehehehe...

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Anywayz, caught The Seeker; the dark is rising today. Seriously, dont watch it pple! the both of us actually nearly fell asleep half way through the movie. Even the popcorns wasnt helping!! We even found the popcorns boring!

Its like sian-ness X 1000000. really!

I thought nothing could be worst than Resident Evil.... i surely thought wrong! hahahaha...
I would give it 1 out of 5 popcorns for nice special effects and cinematography. Other than that, it was draggy and boring~!

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thanks for today. you were really sweet. heee. and no, its not because the both of us happen to be wearing pink. lol!

Monday, November 05, 2007

I found out today that my initial birthday present from Mama was a 2-week vacation to Mauritius and I was supposed to leave the country today.

However, due to certain events that have unfold itself in the past few weeks of my life... Mama has decided to just get me the camera and she is of course, highly annoyed at how things are actually turning out.

I havent exactly blogged how it has been turning 21.

To tell you the truth, i havent felt like blogging for weeks already. Eversince Hari Raya came. I just wish that someone would just take me away from here. Take me away from reality and just spend that one day with me, in a place where there's no one else.

Before i forget, i'd just like to thank Halimah for treating me to a play on Saturday! It was a good one. Really. wahahaha.. i cried!! *hides face* I cant believe i just admitted that here! AAHAHHA... and that was one of the most eye opening script ever. LOVE IT~!



Went to watch the YCP skit at Tampines CC. It was farnie!! lol! kudos to the casts and production team! the rest of the pics are with the other YCP members that was present for the Hari Raya thing...
On other topics, work has been keeping me really occupied the whole week or 2. Its been alrite i guess... Made my very first Japanese friend... Takeru! lol! I've come to a conclusion that Japanese are so polite and soft spoken people.





More pics with Azai! lol... but look at us man... we look as though we've been having lack of sleep! i guess it happens when you have to wake up so so so early a few days in a week! Aside from getting teased constantly and daily by timothy and de sheng.. its been fun! And i think i should start wearing cap to go out.. yes?
oh yes.. i havent posted pics of my jln raya with the senoritas!



I think thats enough pics for now folks... And Deena is beginning to believe that she is my long lost twin... *Faints!!!* She is convinced that we are beginning to look alike. I have no idea if that is good or bad.
And how has it been turning 21? its been unexpected. Its been quite.. hrmmm... and i've been quite annoyed with someone eversince my birthday. LOL!
so yeah.. go figure!
For now, i'm gonna go to bed! wheeee~! *apparates~!*