Ok ok.. Since someone asked to update on my birthday... I shall..

Let's see.. On 25th October...

Wat happened?? Well, my burfday is just like any other day.. nothing much really.. came to school for rehearsals... left when rehearsals are over.. went to TM.. Mel decided to watch THE GRUDGE! sht man.. Even on my birthday i still cant get to pick a movie!! This is unfair!!

So watched THE GRUDGE with azi, kay and mel and of course.. me! wahaha.. even though i tried to run to the bus stop.. but obviously in vain.. i was imprisoned.. lol.. i shouldnt go into smaller detail abt wat happen..

But the thing is.. i didnt actually watch it.. coz.. i spend 99% behind mel's sweater, mel's arm, my bag and the popcorn box.. and also whimpering away and silently cursing each time azi poked me to scare me..

And i really shouldnt write all that... i think i've just ruin my reputation.. or watever reputation i have in the first place...

and i make it sound as if my birthday was damn unhappening.. but i had fun though.. i'm turning cuckoo this week..

Then then then... yesterday.. i met the 2 senioritas as hidayah call us..

They treated me to swensens at crowne prince hotel.. and they're like nagging at me for reaching late..

i mean like helloooo.. i'm the birthday girl here... just wait for me and stop complaining.. muahahha..

we took loads of pics.. it's really crappy la.. at how i spoil the pics and make sure that i outshine them.. whahaha... and that i'm the only one that look nice in there.. wahahaha.. by the end of the photo taking session.. they were ready to strangle me.. muahahaha

oh ya.. they gave me this spirally looking, heart shaped-pendant and necklace from perlini's... alamak.. so sweet...

i mean i seriously didnt expect anything from anyone on my birthday la.. treating me to swensens was enough.. and getting such a present.. i was speechless...

To the extent.. they were like.. "OI NAD... Say something la.. Usually you like to comment wat.. now so quiet for wat?!?!?!"

I mean.. HELOOOO!!! I don't actually comment on everything you know.. especially not on things people give me...

Then we were chilling around... talking and updating each other on the happenings in our lives... sitting around and laughing our heads off... and did we embarrass ourselves yest?? i cant really remember that bit..

but i think we did.. lol.. i mean it wouldnt be a perfect outing if we dont embarrass ourselves... its like our trademark... doing something for the fun of it.. lol!

But i really truly love the present.. really.. its sweet and its nice.. :P thanks for everything guys... really appreciate it..

Oh ya.. Hidayah darling.. such nice pics eh? And i'm seriously stressed about my pics... ahh... I seriously will definitely go on diet now.. I mean i look like a friggin' teddy bear!!

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GUILT...

Haiz.. its written everywhere... sheesh..

1) Guilt because you've given a responsibility.. but you cant be bothered to do it anymore... maybe coz, i'm tired? i dont know... maybe i already lost interest long time ago.. could that be it?

Or maybe I was just hanging around coz i'm afraid to break that news to people? Oh well.

2)Guilt because everything else is wrong and you're just adding to the disappointment... haiz..

Sometimes i wonder why do i have to be me? Why can't i be someone else with the PERFECT life?

Ah. Watever.

Learnt something today...

Always expect the unexpected...
Why?
It'll reduce shock..
It'll reduce whatever else you're suppose to feel..
Therefore, it'll not leave you disappointed...
It'll put a certain expectation about a particular something...
It'll definitely will teach you something by the end of the day...

so people...

~Brace yourselves!~

::if only there were answers...::

Today after Devdas rehearsal and a somewhat traumatising journey to the interchange...

We (Me & Mel) was walking around century square trying to fill our time, thinking of wat to do... and obviously talking crap at the same time.... Well, the aim was to walk one round of every floor before proceeding to the next floor...

WALK WALK WALK WALK TALK TALK TALK TALK

--------- Walked the entire round, time to go upstairs------------

So we were walking towards the escalator...

Reached the escalator, stepped on it.. and guess wat???
Then and ONLY then we realised that the escalator was going DOWN instead of UP!!!

Ahhhhh So embarrassing!!!

And when we turned around... All red and embarrassed.. guess wat?? there was people who followed our lead and was behind us to go up as well... wahahahhaa... We nearly died of laughing... whahahaa... that was lame...

WELCOME TO THE WORLD~!!!

That was the quote of the day by our dear Miss Kabetha Bai...

Tralalallaa...

I'm bored...

It's the 4th day of Ramadhan...

Its the first day of the week...

and the 18th day of the month...

and yes, once again... i'm bored...
oh wait, i'm not bored.. i'm just sleepy... Aiyah.. i dunno lah.. i think i left my brain somewhere...

oh ya.. HIDAYAH!!! you were saying about coming over for break fast rite? Pls sms me the details stating when you're coming and with who.... muahahhahaa.... lol...

wat else ah? oh ya.. i'm scared.. of.. erm... erm... kabby
*hides in a pail... if i can find one that is big enough...*

Let me ask you... When a person calls you.. would you come running to him or her??

Well... Let's say... This particular person is not a friend of any sort... just some acquantaince of yours that would appreciate your presence at a certain place...

Tell me, who in their right mind would come running and to add to it, the call was received at a last minute rite?? IDIOTS!

What do you take me for? Just someone who would do anything you'd ask.. In case you forgot, not everyone is like you... Come running to anything just because you receive a call and you're invited...

Who would even come at a last minute notice... i know i wont... Me and THE REST OF THE POPULATION won't!!!

Sheesh.. Don't try to explain yourself to me when i can no longer be bothered to even listen... So much for logic... Tell me the neccessity of that and i'll think abt it again...

I know my duties... dammit.. but don't try to make a fool out of me.. even if you informed me on monday... I'd still wont be able to give you a positive answer...

What if you were informed the prev week? well... definitely no definite answer but you'd keep in mind that you were invited to something... most prob, you'd turn up.. am i rite?

What if you were given the task to call and invite a person and the event is tmr... would you even do it? ARGH!

Trust me. If you did, You'll end up embarrasing yourself and whatever you represented... coz, whoever you call will DEFINITELY have a bad impression...

And when you cant solve something... you look for me even for something so minor??? Thank god it wasnt in person... If it was.. I would have shoved the middle finger in his face!!!

What do you take me for?? Someone who you can dump all your shit on? and you'd know it will still be cleaned up?!?!?! If that's what you think... You can BLOODY well DREAM ON!!

Coz, i'm no longer taking responsibilities for your actions... Whatever you do... You jolly well think of an answer if you screw it up... And whatever the reason is... YOU better DON'T push it to me... I'd definitely slap your face right there and then!

ARGH!!! IDIOTS!! Why did god even create them?? They just take up TOO much space on this beautiful earth which they tend to contaminate at times...

BLOODY HELL!!! i'm just so pissed rite now!!!!

Hello world..

It's 2.14am... I cant sleep and i have no purpose to be awake... Such a problem.. LOL!!

Newsflash: Exams is over!!! Whooppie doo!!!

Oh yeah oh yeah... Starts doing a stupid dance followed by a chicken dance*

How was my exams? muahahahha... I'd be thankful if i just pass... that was how bad it is... Oh wait.. Maybe i was exeggerating a little... But nevertheless.. It was hell!!!

Contract and Crim Pro.. Sheesh!! At least Contract was much better... 10X better then Crim.. and i have a feeling that my LCOMM is gonna be pulled down a grade coz, i still cant find the stupid "W/o prejudice" letter... SHT LAH... There goes my dream of a possible dist...

ENOUGH OF THE MIND DRAINING TOPICS!

Let's move on to whatever is in store for me in this upcoming weeks:

I'm just oh so free rite now... lol!!! i can practically do somersaults!! *Ok.. i can hear kay nagging or rather threats: "You better enjoy it coz, it gonna end soon"

Well all i can say is that... At least, mine doesnt end that early.. not like the particular someone who is definitely going to tag about this particular point when he reads this particular entry.. muahaha..

*Oh my, that's alot of 'particular's used*

I shall not digress... But one thing is that... I know i'm not gonna be THAT free... lol!! I still remember during the june hols when i was seriously free.. and i was telling myself that... IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE...

Well, true enough... this hols, i'm packed.. muahahha.. I think it has something to do with yr-end hols, it happened when i was in yr1 too.. i didnt have any dec hols!!! but that was all in the past..

Its time to move on.. lol..

Let me see, what did i do on Saturday after contract?

Oh yes, went for lunch... You'd never guess the torture i went through just to settle for a place to go to... and yes, having a non-stop hits companion doesn't help.. He continously nags from the moment we stepped out of school till after lunch... IT WAS TORTURE... coz, it was an exprience worst than those of my grandma's...

And the best part was that... he nags about everything and anything... and after awhile.. i started mimicking him.. muahahaha!!! obviously, that got more nagging from him... But besides the nagging it was quite fun... walking around terminal 1 & 2.. *yes, we ended up at the airport... how creative rite?*

And today? I went to the cemetery again.. to finish up my grave painting.. now its done.. and i'm so gonna disappear from the house this coming weeks coz, my mom is gonna start her spring cleaning... *HELPP!!*

And.. tomorrow? I'm gonna drop by during rehearsal and later go for exco meeting... sht man.. stupid woman just gave me a list of chores to do and to be presented tmr during meeting.... I shouldnt be online man.. each time i'm online.. she gives me things to do.. grrr...

*In an evil voice: "Sumitra-kaki's timing is always opportune"

*hmmzzz... i have to start memorising my OWN lines... not other's.... [Trails away]*

Haiz... Tmr... Oh wait.. It's later at 9am... My second paper.. Not bad.. After that.. my next paper is on SATURDAY... MY LAST PAPER FOR SEM 1.. lol... but i shall not be too happy yet...

Coz, Tomorrow:

I'll be having my very own... JUDGEMENT DAY!! muahahahha...

Judgement day is the same as Crim Pro exam.. Coz, i think that's the end of my life.. muahahha.. i'm getting no where with my scenario.. I mean it can't be THAT difficult rite?? We're just 18 yr olds trying to do our best...

But wat do we get?? We have to solve a drug scenario which is totally far fetched...

Its one of those... You-think-this-kinda-thing-will-never-happen-but-nothing-is-impossible-in-this-course-kinda-scenario... i think you get wat i'm trying to say...

But one thing for sure is that.. if i were to pursue law after my diploma.. NO WAY AM I GONNA GO INTO CRIMINAL LAW!!! I think i'm having phobia of it...

~Criminalawhobic~ or EVEN more accurate.. ~Criminalprocedureobic~

QUIZZES!! Its been such a long time since i enlighten myself in such stupid past
times.. Muahahaha... Took it from Soffie's Blog.. Interesting answers as usual.. lol!!

I am the Charmer Charm is seduction without sex. Charmers are consummate manipulators, masking their cleverness by creating a mood of pleasure and comfort. Their method is simple; they deflect attention from themselves and focus it on their target. They understand your spirit, feel your pain, adapt to your moods. In the presence of a Charmer you feel better about yourself. Learn to cast the Charmer's spell by aiming at people's primary weaknesses: vanity and self-esteem. Symbol: The Mirror. Your spirit holds a mirror up to others. When they see you they see themselves: their values, their tastes, even their flaws. Their lifelong love affair with their own image is comfortable and hypnotic; so feed it. No one ever sees what is behind the mirror.

What Type of Seducer are You?
created by polite_society

Guys Like That You're Fun You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

You Are a Natural Beauty! You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless What Type of Beauty Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Ok i never knew that there is such a quiz... But flavour:Dr.Pepper??? That is EWwwww~~~!!! LOL!!

Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Dr. Pepper Saying that you're one of a kind is ... well ... an understatement. You're unusual, quirky, wacky - and you love to challenge people. And you are a total trendsetter. Your friends are quick to copy your fashion and music tastes. Which is why Dr. Pepper Lip Gloss is your perfect flavor. It's as rare and outrageous as you are. What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

OK.. This QUIZ IS PRICLESSSS!!! Muahahahaha

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

I'm so gonna kill myself now... YAWNZ!! i'm so sleepy!!!

But no.. I shall persevere...

*was wondering why yest's post didnt appear... realised that i accidentally hit the Save as Draft button.. How dumb?? Sheesh...*

I just have to look thru once.. And that's it.. I'm hitting the sacks...

Found my pen... Now i need to look for my ruler and eraser... How pathetic is that you tell me?? Me looking for a ruler and eraser the nite or rather morning of the exams... Sheesh... Only show's one thing.. How unprepared i am... haiz...

The LAST MINUTE Checklist for the Desperate
Pen -------------------- Check
Pencil ------------------ Check
Matric Card ------------ Check
Lead ------------------- Check
Bag -------------------- Check
Charge phone ---------- Check
Calculator -------------- Check
Brain ------------------- Still Pending *I'll only find out tmr if i bring my brain to sch or not
Set alarm -------------- Check
Remember to wake SC up - Pending
ruler ------------------- UNFOUND... Declared LOST!
Eraser ----------------- UNFOUND... Declared LOST!

*I can do this... it's not that bad... I wont allow history to repeat itself.. no... I will not allow the same thing that happened to econs to happen to accounts... No.. i'll never forgive myself if i did the freaking stupid mistake twice... [Nags at self... trying to motivate self..]*

Peacefulness comes from within...

Went to the cemetery today...
Purpose: To repaint the grave... And i totally destroyed my jeans coz, the black paint spilled rite on my lap... and i had to go home from Choa Chu Kang to Hougang like that...

And i'm so NOT gonna include my mom in any future painting jobs... I seriously wonder how she managed to get her shoes covered with yellow spots.. and her face.. tsk tsk tsk...

Scene:
It's quiet.. calm.. a place where you can truly be at peace...

While i was painting it... Memories just flowed through my mind like an endless river... I was caught up with my colouring and of course, the memories...

No not the memories of my late grandfather or late uncle.. i've never met them before... so no memories was ever created with them in it... Just memories of my life...

So many things have happened, so many ups and there's even more downs... There were times that i gave up... there were times that i barely manage to pull through...

I've said so many things to people... To people i'm related too.. i'm close with... i'm not so close with *Well if i say anything harsh to pple i'm not close with.. obviously its coz they deserve it... but anywayz,*...

I did so many things in my life... Things that I can never forget... Things that others will never forget... and also actions that have went unnoticed...

I've hurt so many people with my anger, my frustrations, my words, my hatred, my expression, my tone, my views....

Hurt people i'm suppose to respect, hurt people i'm suppose to love, hurt people i'm suppose to cherish...

I'm afraid if i loose everything... Afraid of what the future will bring, scared of ALL the possibilities... Afraid that i'll hurt more people... Afraid that there will be no light at the end of the tunnel... Frightened that there is NO such thing as a happy ending...

You make your own decisions... You be responsible for your own actions... How it is that throughout your life... you make decisions for yourself and it changes your life? everything here is you.. you and you alone.. nothing... just... Alone... One.. YOU...

I look at the grave and amazed how its meant to be for one... Alone... The word seemed to be planted there...

Certain things are just meant to be that way... Nothing will ever change it... I just have to remember... I'm alone... I have to believe in myself and watever i do... I was born to this world as the only child... and when i die... i'll be buried alone...

Dear God,
Forgive me for i have sinned

Study Break

A time of from school.. to do wat?? Study for exams... But wat am i doing??

I literally took the meaning.. Study break equates to a break FROM studying... Nice huh?? hehehe...

Staying at home for this week... is really shytie! Argh... I think i'm stressed.. about wat?? that i don't know.. I guess its just that there's lots of things going on at the moment... haiz.. *Nad!! Focus!! Certain things are not meant for YOU to worry about!!

Ok one of the reasons why staying at home is shytie is that... I do everything BUT study... Really!! I open the book.. And off i go to dreamland... I wake up... Take the book... And growl growl goes the stomach... and of i go in search of food... Haiz.. I wouldn't be surprised if couldn't fit into my jeans to go to sch next week...

I've been munching and munching and chewing and chewing... All dayyyyy & all niteeee.. that's bad.. rite??

Ok enough! I need to go study!! NAD!! STUDY NOW!!! *Slaps self*

Ahhhh... i hear something.... "Open me... gain knowledge... its for your own good... Nooo... Don't be afraid.. its just me.. Your Contract notes..." *faints*

Went to watch the korean horror movie today...

THE GHOST
*what kinda title is that??? So.. cheesy?? you put that title for a horror movie?? Wat an irony sia*

Let's see this is the... erm.. i can't remember...

Recently went to watch 'Face', before that was?? well i cant remember wat was before 'Face' but wat i remebered was that this month is like a horror movie marathon or something.. Must be the 7th month... wahahha

Anywayz, let's talk about ghost..

Supposed to be studying in school... and then wat happens?? Mel.. happily calls Azi and later MY MOM!!! to ask them whether or not they wanna watch movie.. and then kabby.. so ya.. its a 5 person conference call when i'm opposite mel.. seriously wondering why both of us are wasting phone bill when he could have used his speaker phone thingy...

If you guys are attracted to the trailer you see on TV MOBILE.. You guys are fooled!!! Its not exactly the greatest horror movie ever made... sheesh.. I personally think that it sucked... i mean its not coz, i hate horror movies.. but it just suck.. whahaha

The storyline is gone.. its really haywire... there is really no logic in there... no link from one scene to the next... and the ending is really gone... its spoilt.. and i wonder why new paper rates it 4 out of 5... *mel.. are you sure that's wat you see?? 4 out of 5??*

And my mom concluded that it might be something only the Koreans are able to understand... lol!!!

And the best part is that... i was cowering most of the time behind my mom's arm... and then? what was i doing?? i was the one explaining to my mom about the story and mel was clarifying some of his doubts with me...

It's either that i have x-ray eyes, able to see through my mom's arm OR that i understand Korean... to be able to understand the story without having to watch the whole thing and later explain to pple what the story is really about...

This is the first time

THAT

i've logged into my yahoo account everyday and so MANY times in a day

Well.. Its because.. my dearest Azizah introduced me to Yahoo! pool..

*nice time ah?? Study break you know!! Influence me into all this online gaming.. tsk tsk tsk.. Ok ok fine.. its my fault tooo.. I could have ignored.. hahahaha but.. i tend to give in to temptations.. lol*

Oh ya... where was i?? Hmmzzzz....

Oh yes yes.. what did i do today?? NUFFING!! NUFFING AT ALL!! i'm suppose to study!! but that's the word.. SUPPOSE TO.. but am i doing it?? NOooooo... *Nags at self but in vain*

OH YA!! DID YOU WATCH AMERICA'S TOP MODEL 2?!?!? Fuyooo!!! HOoOoTtt!! Mercedes and camille.. wooohooo!!! wahahahhaa....

ok i think that's all for now.. hehehe...

Oh ya.. NEWSFLASH... My first semester of this 'GLORIOUS' yr 2 have ended... it ended on firday lah.. like duh rite..

And next week is study break.. and the week after that is exams.. and after that.. i have rehearsals.. and more rehearsals.. and then i predict one or some of the rehearsals i'll be coming in my hari raya clothes.. ya...

Went to Little India today..

wheeee!!! i'm gonna go back there again next week.. coz i forgot to buy my anklets!! sheesh.. My mother la.. Rush me.. Well.. actually for my own good also la.. since i was fasting today...

My purpose of going there was to buy accessories to match my kebayas and most prob hunt for some stuff la... then instead of buying anything for hari raya... I got a pair of earrings which i'm currently in love with!!! wahahhaa.. ITS SOOOO NICEEE!!! ok ok.. nad.. stop!!!

Then.. got some food home for a stall which we always buy it from.. Ohhh SOOOO CUTEEE!! whahahaha...

Anywayz, later at night.. received a phonecall... ARGH!! So scary!! sheesh.. i dun even know who he is and he ask me to meet him and go out with him?!?! sheesssh!!! never sia!! the best part was that after he said hello... he was like.. do you have a boyfriend??

I mean... what kinda qn is that?? even better.. to start a conversation?!?!?! i think ah.. if he took LCOMM.. he sure will fail his ice breaker sia..

Meet some buggers online while playing pool... who called me racist due to my username... i mean.. WTH!??!?!!? sheesh.. human beings!!!

and kay.. you really wanna know the conversation during our dinner ah?? but ah.. its either you will chop of our heads.. or you'll die.. or you'd chop off our heads and THEN die...

Ok.. Actually, today i'm in such a good mood.. wahahhaa...

Let's see what happened today?? Well, it started off with my mom not allowing me to go to school.. coz, SHE WAS ON LEAVE.. That's my mom... hahahha... Well, its really difficult to get a mom stopping you from going to school coz she wants you at home to spend time with her.. Yes yes... my mom.. at times, when she is too free... i think she is the perfect example...

Well, obviously thanks to certain parties... i entered accounts tutorial 20minutes later than usual time..

Anywayz, had a LCOMM consultation just now.. yes.. The very same one that i was worried about yesterday! And guess wat?? I got a shock of my life... Well.. i think my whole group got a shock of their life.. Really.. no kidding...

The expression on our faces was just PRICELESS!! lol.. really, truly priceless... hehehehe... It was just UNBELIEVEABLE!!

Anywayz, i got my very first warning letter in my poly education... From Accounts... How thoughtful of the tutor huh?? And the best part was that... i didn't get scolding from my mom... instead it was an educational and informative "lecture"... Guess what she was going on and on about??

Trying to make me understand when 'BCC:' applies... Caring huh?? wahahaha...

Oh ya.. had my French Speaking test just now... Oh man.. I seriously dunno how i'll fair.. Its just damn hilarious... And then guess wat?? Went to meet my mom coz she was complaining on how I'M BEGINNING TO NEGLECT HER...

But anywayz, met her... and we went to watch movie... The Great Challenge. Its a new movie i think. Its all action-pack la... And none of the stunts were special effects... The fighting was just POWER TO DA MAX!! wahahaha....

And the main language in the show is... *Jeng Jeng Jeng....* If you guessed FRENCH, you just hit the jackpot baby.. whahahaha... English was at it's minimal... French was main.. Then there was a sprinkle of Thai somewhere.. and some American-sounding Mandarin.. *Their mandarin really sucks!* as well as Japanese... What a mix man.. lol!!

And to think of it... I understand the French part quite well... wahahhaa.. without having to read the subtitles... I'm so proud of myself.. Wahahahaha

I've been wondering when was the last time i met my group members and why its been such a long time since i last saw them..

Then i remembered the reason why.. LOL!! All my projects are over... Muahahahha...

And i can't believe i'm saying this... But is the very first time that i missed my groupmates.. Can you imagine that?? Ok pple.. Raise your hands if you miss your project groupmates.. I'm sure that all of you cant wait to get rid of them... Well surprise surprise.. I miss their company...

That is what happen.. Ladies and gentleman.. when you're in my course and you got so many projects to the extent that your group members are all you see... So when project finish, you tend to wonder why you're so free and why suddenly your group members are no longer hanging around in your face.. muahahaha

so ya...

Who are my group members?

*Drum Rolls*

Let me present to you:
Lili, Wahidah, Fiza and Nuraini

*Speaking of which.. tmr got lcomm consultation.. i'm scared!!!*

Anywayz, ya.. My group members.. To tell you the truth i never thought i would actually get along with them... hehehe... sorry.. but just stating the truth la.. But now.. Wahahah... I just wanna say that.... YOU GUYS ROX!

Gonna miss you guys.. That's a definite.. :P hehhee.. ok ok.. enough of this.. hehehhe

Ok.. i'm currently reading the Devdas script..

And

Ohhh Myyy Godd!!

Some parts of it.. I think the actors can just record their voice and play it over and over again..

For example:
*p: you can. one can do anything one wants.

d: can you elope with me tonight?

p: what are you saying?

d: can you elope with me?

p: you've no one to look after you.

d: can you elope with me? *

No offence kay... You know i'm just playing around.. *Gives my most CHARMING smile*

i'm bored and i'm sleepy and i have no idea why in the world i'm in school...

Haiz...

Came to school just for a one hour lecture.. Heloooo... How hard working can i get rite??

the answer is: VERY.. muahahaha...

Maybe i should just go home now..

Oh ya.. i forgot the reason why i'm still in school.. I'm waiting for the other two.. Just hope that they won't forget me.. muahahhaa... i'll just strangle their necks and flush them down the toilet... MUahahha... *evil grinz*

I think its time i meet him

Its time i swallow my pride

and not allow my ego get in the way

I think its about time i seek for help

From the one and only person i despise......

He is afterall the answer to most of my prayers...

i think......

I'm in school...

I'm sleepy...

I'm bored..

I'm dying..

And i'm a pig...

Why?? Coz, currently i'm hungry...

Anywayz, i dunno whether or not i'm late handing up the assignment today... Haiz... Havent slp.. and i need to go home soon to change into formal for tonight's Law Investiture.. Why did i even leave my things at home you tell me??

Should have brought it to school and changed later.... Sheesh...

At times i'm just amazed at my own stupidity...

I wonder when is it all gonna end?
I wonder is there really light at the end of the tunnel??
Or maybe a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow....

I wonder when will things change for the better...
I no longer wanna witness this anymore...
Its enough...

Maybe its about time it SHOULD end...
If only i could be in control... of everything.... or at least something...

Yesterday was fine.. Rather interesting i might say.. Wahaha.. Managed to make a few people stressed~~!! Wahaha.. Stressed?? By me?? LOL!! Can't believe it though.. I mean who am i compared to all those that were around rite??

It was fun in a very interesting way... Finally showed my mum my sufferings.. Wahahaha.. Finally she understood.. wahaha..

Hmmzzz...
Off to do my contract soon i think... After i managed to pester my mum to go eat dinner.. Yes yes.. DINNER!!

Tralalalala... I'm bored!! HELP!!!

I'm dying.. Can someone materialise to get me out of this sleepiness and boredom...

Oh wait.. I forgot.. I left Daphnie at the TV area.. Muahahaha.. here i come!! lol...

Oh shyte.. I havent practice my monologue.. I'm so gonna kill myself soon.. Sheesh... NAD.. GET AN ORGANIZER!!

Hmmzzz.. i think even if i got one.. don't think i'll be using it also.. Unnecessary weight added to the stupid bag of mine.. Speaking of bag.. i need to pay Azi $25... Hmmzzzz.... this is bad.. very bad...

YAWNZ!!

Hmmzzz.. *wondering where's the other 3...*

Oh ya.. I remembered what i've been wanting to post all this while...

SHEESH!!

To my 'DEAREST AND MOST BELOVED FRIENDS'... DEENA AND HIDAYAH!

YES.. My dearests.. I thought we were suppose to meet up on Saturday after planning for it on Friday nite.. Rite??

And i was happily looking forward to it when Saturday morning came and my phone beeped with a sms *I'm sure all of you know wat is SMS and i dont need to further explained.. For those of you who is still clueless.. I would really appreciate it if you could do all of us a favour and shoot yourself in the head*.... DEENA: "Sorrie Nad. Today's Plan cancel."

My darlings... dearests of dearests... sugar-coated.. pumpkin pies... the apple of my eye......

WHAT IN THE WORLD HAPPEN SIA?? I AM WAITING FOR AN EXPLAINATION HERE AND I WILL DEFINITELY BE EXPECTING IT SOON!!

And the explaination better be one good one or else.. you guys will be hanging from the ceiling fan i tell ya.. And it better not be a decision made solely by someone who is so famous and reputated to cancel outings last minute.. Do you hear me?? I'm WAITING!!

MUahahhahaa.... Ok. I sound mean.. and I feel mean... Sheesh... But these people ah... Grrr... *Chews on a banana*

REMEMBER: Explaination is much appreciated... OR RATHER I'M WAITING...

Went to Pasir Ris just now.. To 'chill' as Azi puts it... Met azi.. *Duh~!* Met tania, Marcus and partner, Julianna and partner....

Ya.. Took Photos.. and i realised something.. The camera can never be in Mel's hands.. Sheesh!! He takes ugly photographs~!! Muahahhahaha... And AZI~~!! Next time take photos ah.. pls inform first can... Aiyoh...

I'm so stressed rite now!!! ARGH!!! My face!! ARGH!!! Time for some facial and some... ARGH!!!!! I'm stressed!!!! OH SO STRESS!!

OH ya.. Some funny happened today... On our way home.. We were crossing the field towards Pasir Ris Interchange today when suddenly Julianna... "EEE... So scary wait got Anaconda" oh ya.. and there was Tania... "Go eat grass! when azi was complaining that she was hungry.. lol!!

Hellooooooooooo WORLD!! Muahahhaa...

My comp is back... My blog is fine.. Everything is fine again.. Muahahhaa...

Yes yes yes.... Muahahaha.. now i can type at the comfort of my home and not fear that my entry will not come out the way it suppose too... whahahaha~~!!!

Well. wat did i do during the weekends?

You would never have guessed!!! I went SHOPPING!! Muahaha... YA! I ACTUALLY WENT SHOPPING... Muahhaaa... i'm more girl than i actually realise.. But nvm..

I bought t-shirts and jeans.. and i need to go on other trip again since i'm somehow clearing my closet.. So ya... But i need MONEY!! This is so unfair!!

But nevermind.. I shall wait till the exams are over and done with.. And then i shall somehow think how i shall get the needed money to spend here.. hmzzzzz....

whee.. like finally i can blog... I realised something... My blog works perfectly fine when my comp is infected with virus.. How cool is that??

Anywayz, the uncool part is that the comp might hang and an entire long entry would vanish in an instant... WOOSSH!! and its gone.. whahahaa... so ya.. what did i wanna blog abt again??

Time check: 215am

Oh ya.. i need to list certain things down so that i wouldnt forget them.. since i keep reminding people of their stuff.. later i forgot all abt my chores.. LOL~!!

Things i need to do by the end of Monday:
1)Hand in LCOMM assignment w/o having to collide into the tutor
2)Settle my MC
3)See a certain lecturer
4)Call evaluators
5)Do my programme sheet soon
6)Prepare my Monologue
7)Do & Prepare for the Area Humourous Speech and Evaluation Contest
8)Do & Prepare a possible speech i might be doing this Fri
9)Do a draft of the Contract Assignment ASAP!!

Hmmm... what else are there?? Oh ya...
10)Study for upcoming exams
11)Try to stay sane in the process

Things i need to do over next period of 3-6mths?
12)Try to loose weight *Yes yes.. I know.. I'll try to do it this time round.. Or Deena will kill me.. Coz, 'Project NPF' will never be executed*
13)I need to buy clothes
14)Need money to do point 13
15)To be able to do all the abovementioned w/o neglecting my friends and my mom.

Yess yess.. I think that's about it... Hehehe.. 15points only.. I think can lah ah.. :P

So ya.. what was i suppose to blog today?? Actually i've typed a freaking long entry yesterday when the stupid comp decided to hang.. Yes! IT HANGED! sheesh.. Waste my time.. But let me try to recall what did i write or type or whatever...

Oh ya.. Just wanna ask... Have you ever felt alone when in real you're surrounded by people you know? Why is it that everything seems so perfect when you're around friends and seemed the total opposite the moment you space out? Why is it that all the wrong things that one could ever imagine fall on you the moment you're alone?

Why is it that nothing seems rite when you're walking alone? To the extent that you don't even realise that your friend is actually calling you.. Coz, it sound so distant... So far away.. As if it was brought along by the passing wind... And when you actually realise that someone is actually calling you... You also realised that your cheeks are wet...

Tralalala.. and seriously.. I think i need to sleep.. YAWNZ YAWNZ!!!

Failure

What exactly is failure?

Not having the capabality needed to complete a task? Not having the standards that you expect of yourself? Being the disappointment to yourself and others?

So once again i ask... what exactly is failure?

The inability to function or perform satisfactorily.


So if you are a disappoinment to yourself... Does it mean that you're a disappointment to others as well?? Are the standards you set for yourself equivalent to standards others would set for you??

Or maybe you feel like that just because you expect more from yourself?? But why do we set such high standards for ourselves?? Or maybe it varies from an individual to the next??

Hmmm... Nvm

I'm just OH-SO-CLEVER..

Haiz, what can i do?? Nothing i do seems to be right nowadays...

But nevermind... What's done is done.... There's nothing one can do about it...

ARGH!!!!!!

THAT'S IT... I'M SO PISSED!!! I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY I TAKE THIS KINDA SHIT FROM PEOPLE...

How many of you believe me if i told you that my comp is infected with virus and it restarts itself every 5-10mins the day before and today... it hangs itself every 5-10mins?? Well... OBVIOUSLY certain parties think i am creating the story up...

TELL ME WHY ON EARTH WOULD I CREATE SUCH A STORY?? FOR FUN PEACE AND LAUGHTER??? JUST TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF?? YOU THINK I WAT?? TOOO DAMN FREAKING FREE ISSIT??

Why on earth would I do that when i cant do my tutorial... cant meet my deadlines.... cant do anything... and feel totally helpless when that is one thing that i hate feeling... HELPLESSNESS... Sheesshhh...

Seriously, I'm not dumb! I know when you don't believe what i say. I know the reasons for the questions you ask. I know when you doubt me. I know when you don't really have faith in me.

You told me to pass it to you this morning. I said ok.... but is it my fault when i cant do it coz i have tutorials to attend?!?! is it my fault that my timetable is like that?? Oh wait.. I forgot.. you think that i make that up to rite?? Maybe i should just e-mail my timetable to you?? Would that please you?? Would that be rite?? Would that be THE ONLY WAY FOR YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M HAVING CLASS AND ACTUALLY BELIEVE ME??

This is turning out to be WORST than a lifetime imprisonment.... Its ending soon.. but that last bit... I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!

I was told by someone else... I was asked by that particular someone... Abt the thing i'm suppose to pass to you... He told me that you need it urgently... You're worried abt it... DO YOU THINK I'M DUMB? I DON'T KNOW ITS IMPORTANCE? Oh wait... i forgot.. i'm too young for you too actually trust rite?? For you to acutally believe that i'll do it?? Or maybe you just think that i'm just plain incapable??

Messaged me later online... A message filled with exclamation marks... abt me not submitting the thing... Thank God it was my mom that was online... And she told you what actually is wrong... then you believe?? Then you know that i wasn't making up stories??

Oh ya.. Received a phonecall.. On the verge of being questioned and screamed at... When i shut her off by simply saying that i've sent it 7hours ago... So now its my fault too that your mailbox is full and you cant receive mails??

wat a great way to start the day...

Having a MSN conversation with my most hated person!! the most irritating!! The one and only....

I shall not mention names here...

Hmmmzzzz.... SHOOOO!!!!

wahahahahaha...

How nice... Talking to the most irritating person god could ever create and talking about the most boring subject ever discussing about something that i already made up my mind on and having a pointless argument with me...

He can dream on if he thinks of having things his way...

Its peaceful again in the house....

Coz, my cousins left yesterday.... And i can't hear screamings of any sort or talking at the top of the voice.

Just peace.

Quiet.

Silence.

All i heard was the birds chirpping, the fan, the cat snoring and the constant beep on my MSN.. Muahahahaha...

Its not that i hate my cousins. I love them to bits. Enjoy my time with them. But i've been the only child for the past 17 years of my life. And obviously, i spend most of my time alone and none of my friends talk at the top of their voice or constantly talk. So ya, at times i'm not used for not having peace for a long period of time. That's all.

And to have them do that while i'm trying to do my work is worst!!! Argh!! Sheesh.. Hinting me to off the light which i ignored. And having my grandmother siding them does not help at all... I mean its like she knows i had a test on the stupid saturday and i was trying to study as well as do my work... she can happily ask me to off the light just because my cousins are here.

I mean... HELLO!!! Life has to go on you know...

And they were hinting to me that they're sleepy by giving me BIG OBVIOUS YAWNS and talking abt if somebody were to do that at the hostel, they would start quarrelling. Its not like they told me that they were going to materialise at 230am. If i knew that, i wouldnt be doing my work then would i???

And what irritates me the most was that i was using my DISCMAN at vol.7 and i could hear their conversations about their relationships and friends and my grandmother asking me to off the light... 230am!! my discman is playing at VOL.7!! and i can hear conversations perfectly well!!!

Hmmmm... I think me being the only child is turning me into an inconsiderate bitch... muahahaha... Haiz... I mean its not my fault that i DONT HAVE HOLS AND MY EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER AND I HAVE ASSIGNMENTS TO COMPLETE, DEADLINES TO MEET!! AND THAT MY COUSINS AND I ARE LIVING IN 2 DIFFERENT COUNTRIES DOING 2 DIFFERENT THINGS HAVING DIFFERENT SITUATIONS TO FACE!!!!

Anywayz, enough of me complaining... wahahhahaa....

I'm so clever... Oh so clever... ARGH!!!

Come in 30mins late to hand in a stupid assignment... class work don't wanna hand in late.. Must wait until assignment then hand in late rite??? Clever..... Sooo Clever....

Now i'm in school.. And you know wat?? I don't have contract later... Nice rite?? Sheesh... come to school only to hand in an assignment... and better still lcan't even come early...

GRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Nvm nvm nvm nvm nvm nvm....

yoooohhhhhoooo0~!

I'mmmm Bbbbaaacccckkkk!!! again...

Oh ya... did you know?

I've been going on a movie spree!!! weeeheee..

only problem is that.. none of the movies are of my choice...

i shall continue later.. i have one idiot beside me like a loud hailer... going on and on abt something that goes in my right ear and out the othe/r8816.. (Now she's babbling aimlessly AGAIN)

and the other that wants to go and eat. SO ya.. brb.. After mugging for tmr's acocunts test..

I'm so studious.. *Trying to believe it*

Ok.. I'm in school now.. muahahaha..

Back in school.. doing the same old thing.. trlalalala...

and i'm dying OOOOO dying OOO dying... tralalallaa....

Oh ya.. Met my couz, Omar, the other day... Had a long chat with him in the bus... in the bus you know.. how long can a chat be in the bus rite?? But anywayz, he missed 3 bus stops thanks to me...

Talking about wat he would do after O levels... Haiz.. Poor guy.. he's so confused and the mom doesn't even care... he doesn't talk to me when he meets me at my relative's house coz he's afraid that his sis would scold.. And the only time he talks to me is when we happen to bump into each other...

And his mom happily allows him to go America next yr.. Sheesh... There goes another cousin of mine.. Just because he is American citizen doesnt mean he can happily go there... And the mom still can say that you wanna go next yr also can... go go.. Isnt it like shooing him away??

Tsk tsk tsk tsk... Idiots... And i'm hoping to bump into him again... Fancy having a cousing that you're "close" with and you dont even have his hp number...

Truly amazing, Ain't it???

LOL!! in LCOMM lab rite now. Tutor going through the marking scheme for the opinion letter.. and i am so drowsy rite now.. My nose is turning into a full time tap.. And i think if Nuraini falls sick soon.. it'll be my fault.. wahaha.. coz, she's sitting beside me now... heheheeee...

And guess wat... I got scolding from the tutor not bcoz i didnt do my work. But its for something that is totally not related to the subject... And that is...

JENG JENG JENG..

My...

ASSERTIVENESS

Muahahhahaha... At that point of time i didnt know whether or not to smile.. grin or laugh.. whahahha... It was bad.. LOL!!

She said something which i'm having difficulties remembering at the moment due to valid reasons. Anywayz, she was saying something about me having problems with my assertiveness which leads to me not being a good leader because of it.. So ya.. heheheeee...

and also something about having control over things and that i have to exercise the power that is given to me at certain point of time.. Muahahahhaa...

So ya..

Basically, i'm a lenient class rep...

Heeeee... No wonder my class just LOVES me... *Trying to console myself* lol.. Rite...

So ya..

Basically, thats all for now...

tralallalala :P

Well.. I typed one long entry this morning at around 430am... And guess wat?? ITS GONE WITH THE WIND ONCE AGAIN!!! But nevermind... Since i'm so free in ILAW CHAMBERS now... I shall type away...

Well, its been 5days? I think its around there... Around 5 days since i lasted updated... Break record already... Waahahhaa.. When was the last time that i didn't update for so long?? I think it was during the MG season rite?? Coz, i remembered Kay pestering me update most of the time..

But anywayz, I shall really have to stop digressing like this...

So what am i suppose to say???

Oh ya... People who doesn't watch TV..

OLYMPICS HAVE ENDED

Its sad.. Coz, it means that i have no reason to stay up late already... Grrrr... Nvm.... I shall learn how to sleep early normally all over again...

Let's see what i have been up to for the past 5 days...

Nothing much actually.. Had CCA on Friday. Did OK for the Contest. Oh ya. Had a really interesting conversation on my way home. Went home with my IPP. So ya.. Had an unexpected conversation. I mean, Its not unexpected to have a conversation. But the topic of the conversation was unexpected esp with someone you dont really know well...

Am i even making sense?? Hmmm nvm.. As long as i understand can already... So where was i??

Oh ya... Topic of conversation: RELATIONSHIPS. I think its the age.. Coz, each time i talk to some around that age, it seems as if that is all they ever talk abt.. RELATIONSHIPS. tsk tsk tsk.. Very the limited you know...

But anywayz, it was a really interesting topic... Met him again the next day to go TPJC... Haiz. I was later late for my Crim Pro Meeting. Thanks to him.. Busy physchoing me there to leave TPJC later.. NVM..

So ya.. Where was i?? Oh yes yes.. I was late for my Crim Pro Meeting.. VERY late for it.. So ya.. I'm like any normal slack member that anyone could ever come across.. Late for meetings.. Never contribute anything during meetings.. SO ya.. Beware people..

Had a million scoldings in in the past week.. Screaming from my grandmother for waking up late on a stupid sunday.. Got scolding from my aunt for something that my STUPID cat did.

Nothing seems rite does it??

The journey of a thousand miles, begins with the first step

Its been such a long time since i last posted something... Ermm... Worth thinking about??? lol!!

Today was great... Met my mom.. my mom got pissed over something... but that will be further elaborated in another entry... Coz, i shall not digress now... Really have something in mind... So better type it before i start ranting on and on in another pointless blog entry... hehehe

I ever mentioned in one of prev entries.. Have you ever felt that you were opening up so much, telling everything to someone you're not close with... but you just clam up and can't do the exact same thing to a person you regard as friend??

Well.. What if the thing is now... you dont know how to tell people certain things... How much do people know about me?? That i have no idea... How much do i know about my friends?? Well.. I guess that's for them to judge how much they have actually revealed to me about themselves... But back to the topic... Have you ever wondered whether or not you should tell certain things to a friend...

But the only thing that is keeping you back is the fear of what others might think???

Well, to me... i guess.. it is difficult... True.. Everybody have their little secrets... Even me... But as for me... I tell... well.. not all of it... at least not yet... I'm currently comfortable revealing parts of me to some people... I guess thats the only way for people to get to know me...

I always wonder... Have someone actually hang around me minus the mask... Just them, without any secrets... as i'm aware of the secret... I really wonder that... if yes.. How many??

Some things are just so difficult to tell... I totally agree with that... but i guess, it is the case of who you actually tell... I mean its difficult to keep things and to actually tell things when you have a group of friends... but the thing is... Not everybody in that group knows each other.. as some might feel more comfortable with the other... and some do not... some even know more about the other than another friend in the same group... So ya...

It really is the question of who you are comfortable with.. and who you actually choose to share that secret without having to severe anything of any sort and who would actually share and no leave you alone to face any confusions... am i rite??

I wonder.. i really do.. For how many have chosen or will be choosing me to let out their deepest secrets that they will never share with anyone else as they're comfortable with the fact that it is me and only will be me that know the thing??

Some of my friends... They know who they are.. have chosen me... to reveal things without the fear of having me shunning them away... to them.. i thank you for choosing and sharing with me your deepest thoughts, your darkest secrets.. and having the trust in me, taking the risk hoping that i will not push you away and keep things to myself and only me.... And obviously not allow you to drown in your confusion alone..

I really thank you guys.. for taking the risk to test me for who i really am... :)

Didnt go for APEL today... I'm gonna guard the mailbox with my life... LOL!!

I hate NAPOLEON.... Why can't he just lead a simple life so that i can just read about him w/o having to scan through a 26pg biography all about his wars.. ARGH!!! So freaking confusing..

I'm so gonna kill him...

Oh wait.. I forgot...

He's dead...

WASTED... Haiz...

And My cutest teacher ever... nvm.. I shall not complain... I shall be a sweet little angel and smile sweetly and innocently....

Oh ya... i havent updated on wat happened to my OP rite?? After how much i complained about it rite??? Well Well Well.. Our theme was doing the unplanned planned thingy... LOL!! Coz, we gave up on trying to make it rehearsed... so we did the unplanned.. to make it look planned... makes sense??? NVM... Actually, the OP as well as the Q&A session was fine... Agreed with Wahidah... Have no idea why pple were complaining abt it...

I guess that's abt it...

Seahorse ?? Which Creature Of The Sea Are You?? brought to you by

Stepford Wives Hmmmm... Its the stupidest show i ever watched... Its ok.. but its dumb.. lol... And i think being a Bimbo at times is just so fun... wahahhahaha.... The show is kinda sexist... wahhahaha... Women are abusing their men... and the Men.. well.. They go to great measures to try to boost their self-esteem... SIAO! But it was funny though... Especially with the fact that Azi & Kay neglected the popcorns half way into the show... Making me and Mel having to finish up the popcorns...We nearly succeeded in finishing it... Left another half box out of 2 whole box... and i still have the popcorny feeling in my stomach.. *Bleargh*

Wheee.. I'm in school..
ALONE!!

Oh wait... I'm not alone.. I've found Kay... Or rather Kay's found me...

And kay's throwing tantrum beside me... Poor Kabby...

And i'm hungry... I have a group meeting at 12!!!! Doing wat?? Rehearse... Clever rite?? Confirm ah never rehearse again..

Wanna know why??

coz nearly everybody will start singing... singing and more singing...

Oh ya.. Yesterday i had the most terrifying times on the MSN... Wahahhaa... That nuraini ah... Waaaaaaa!!! I think can make a MSN addict hate MSN man... Tsk tsk tsk... or maybe her hormones were running wild yesterday...

Ok.. what shall i write about?? Hmmm.. Oh ya.. I also JUST realised something... My blog looks like an Olympics news update.. No need watch tv.. Just read my blog will be equally sufficient.. wahhahaa...

KABBY!! I'M HUNGRY!!!

I've developed a power...

A new talent..

Well, come to think of it..

Its not that new...

It's quite old...

I've developed the ability to sleep late and digress so much that even after hours have passed my work is still not complete...

Amazing ain't it?

Woke up early thinking that i have to work today.. turns out that i dont... and i nearly went back to sleep when mom had to "pounce" on the bed disrupting the peace man... Made we wake up.. Planning on wat to do..

when suddenly my grandmother..

Appeared at the doorway.. hands on her hips... "all you know is talk talk talk.. GO AND COOK!!" So ya.. that's what i did.. i had to cook... Wahaha.. Fear not pple.. I have not poisoned anyone.. Well.. everybody in this house is still alive... DAMN! wahaha.. kidding kidding.. lol..

Stayed awake to watch the Table Tennis Match... and guess wat?? I fell asleep rite before the match and woke up rite after the match ended... wahhahha... Well.. as i expected she lost... she... nvm... as a CERTAIN friend of mine is gonna make noise if he sees me commenting her... I'll get strangled for sure.. lol..

Anywayz, Saw the badminton match between Indonesia and Korea.. PHEEWIT!! POWER TO DA MAX! lol! That Taufik Hidayat really goes all out to win a medal for his country... and he just broke down and cry when he got the gold.. so.. nice.. I mean.. you tend to do that if you're representing your own country rite?? Go all out??

Wheee.... You know.. i'm so in lurve with the music video.. She soo pretty!!! Like me.. Wahahaha... *dodges rotten tomatoes*

Anywayz, what was i suppose to blog??

Ahhh... Stared at the TV.. You know wat.. I realise something... Eversince Olympics started, that's the only thing i've been watching...

Come back from school... Turn on TV... Watch Olympics... Middle of the night while doing work.. TV is on.. Channel 5... watching Olympics... Before going to school.. waiting for time to go.. On TV.. Watch Olympics.. WAT THE HELL RITE??

Soon, i'll be watching olympics... eating olympics... sleeping olympics... bathing olympics and breathing olympics... oh man.. Tsk tsk tsk tsk...

Oh oh... Guess what... I love the seasons quiz.. LOL!! i mean my answer lah.. The picture so nice... So erm.. ermm... mysteriouss... Yes that's it.. Mysterious... sooo Whheeee... wahahhaha...

Oh ya.. Watched the Table Tennis Match... SIN Vs. PRK

Bravo to LJW for the effort!! I mean eventhough i have something against them... She did well just now... It was tough... But well.. she wasnt mentally prepared for the full 7game.. But still she put up a tough fight.. So ya.. Well Done!! hehehehe...

Did i mention?
I lost my freaking EZ LINK... wahahha... And i made it just now... Cost me $21... Sheesh... $21 for a stupid card... and the worst part.. i pd $21 for a blank card.. I still have to top it up... Grrr... and the WORST part is that... I lost my ez link on friday... and i just topped up my concession stamp.. 52 freaking dollars.. GONE WITH THE WIND....

So ya.. All those pple who owe me money.. betta watch out.. i'm becoming a loanshark... asking pple to pay me back.. so that i can replace the concession stamp without my mom finding out... So.. Better run and hide before i find you... lol!!

Haiz.. You know wat!! My OP is this MONDAY!! YAY YAY!! YIPPEE!! WHY?? COZ I'M DEAD! I'm gonna kill myself for OP... But i'll be dead even before Monday.. I'm gonna get chopped by my president... HAIZ... She's gonna warn me again... I think at the rate i'm going, i'll be dismissed w/o even have to think hard wat to tell certain pple..

Oh yes.. Haiz.. Need to slp.. Have a feeling i'm working tmr...

Speaking of work..

Did you know that some pple find me rude.. becoz i didnt return a hello?? I mean like hello.. There's such thing as the tone of voice for you to consider you know... and you even dare to call me rude???? And you say that i have an attitude problem just becoz i didnt say a hello??? I mean who the hell is having the freaking attitude problem here?? You or me?? IDIOTS!!

And who are you to warn me to pick up my phone... I mean.. are you even paying for my freaking phone bill??? When you yourself dont pick up my calls!!! Why?? Just becoz you're higher than me.. You have the rite to ignore any calls... and only select certain calls to answer?!?!?!

argh!! Nvm... If you want to see attitude problem.. I'll give you attitude problem...

Ok

i was awake yesterday..

Till god knows what time.. Guess what i was doing??

I was watching TV... The Olympics is seriously succeeding turning me into an owl...
Watched both the table tennis games.. Singapore Vs. PRK and the other one is Singapore Vs. China...

Singapore Vs. China OMG!! I so totally didnt expect them to win!! *FAINTS* By them, I meant Singapore... Seriously, didnt expect them too.. wahahha.. I mean i support the Singapore Team.. But ah.. They havent been performing eversince ice age... So i gave up on them.. really!!

whahaha.. And she wont.. Yes.. I admit.. I wasnt hyped up about it.. Why? Coz, the fact that she wasnt born here.. I mean the feeling will be different if the player is a true-born-singaporean instead of imported-given citizenship immediately-singaporean.. I think you guys know what i'm trying to say.. so ya..

Anywayz, We'll see how long she'll last.. The track events have started!!! Wheeee... wahahhaa... Oh ya.. and the russian gymnast.. Khorkina or something.. So sad.. first time she didnt get gold sia... but nvm.. she already have tons of Gold Medals from Olympics..

And i think i should start doing something abt something.. doncha think??

You're Most Like The Season Winter ... You're often depicted as the cold, distant season. But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and Independant. You have an air of power around you - and that can sometimes scare people off. You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you rarely let people in if you can help it. You can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be negative, and hard to relate to, but you give off a relaxed image despite being insecure - and secretly many people long to be like you, not knowing how deep the Winter season really is. Well done... You're the most inspirational of seasons :) ?? Which Season Are You ?? brought to you by

Wheee.. Its the fifth day of Olympics.. Its damn happening.. Especially the swimming events.. POWER!! Yesterday's 200X4 Men Freestyle Relay was damn happening.. USA & Australia was damn close!!! Oh ya... And the Ladies Volleyball!! PHeeewwwiitt!! Soo sexy!! Wahahahah... especially the italian team.. Waaa.. so pretty.. LOL!! Oh ya.. and the ukraine swimmer.. and the romanian swimmer as well.. WAAAA... Ok ok.. GET A GRIP NAD!! wahahahaha.... But... ya... Damn happening... so nice.. hehehe

In LComm class rite now...

And i'm having a freaking headache rite now.. My eyes are just about to close anytime soon..

Shouldn't have come to school today.. Really not in tune with the world.. Trust me... I'm going to die.. wahahha... But ah.. I never go to the doctor.. so ya.. Have to come to school.. Miss Lim was giving me the LOOK when i told her i didnt have an MC.. wahhaha..

And the best part is that I'm late.. One more late or absent without MC from me.. I can kiss LComm goodbye.. wahahha.. Really.. debarment.. that is if my calculations are rite lah.. hehehe..

The air-con is seriously not helping.. grr grr grr... Its freezing my brain at the same time its boiling it.. Argh.. Go away.. stupid headache...

Ok.. I'm suppose to be writing letter rite now.. Write write write... Type type type... Draft draft draft.. Enter enter enter.. Check check check.. And guess what?? Its still a blank page.. whahaha..

Ok.. i better go now.. LOL!!

Didnt go to school today...

Can't believe it man.. I fell sick.. ARGH!! but nvm... I shall try to go to school tomorrow... But you see lah.. So clever rite?? 1248AM already and i'm still at the computer blogging away... Sheesh.. stupid headache coming back..

Anywayz, What did i do today?
Tried to get better..
Ignored my grandmother's nagging...
Later, Ignored my aunt's nagging...

Sometimes, I just dread staying at home... Grrr.. I mean what kinda person scolds you and then puts a nice tone at the end of the long nagging asking who you were... The abovementioned pple did that.. Grr... You know.. LCOMM naggings doesnt work.. I'm using complicated english... whahaha

Woke up today with my grandmother screaming in my ear every half an hour to wake me up reminding me that i'll be late for class.. And at that point of time.. I had a splitting headache... Haiz..Sometimes, STAYING AT HOME DOESNT HELP... Got scolded for the stupidest stuff..

You wanna know what?? For changing the switch into a different socket!! WHO in the world scolds people for that.. The abovementioned pple did... ARGH!! I was just heating up a freaking bread.. And the prev. socket couldnt work.. so i switched the plug into the next socket.. And i got scolding becoz i didnt change it back... ARGH!!!

Why did i get the scolding?? Coz, the other socket was for the rice cooker.. obviously, the rice cooker didnt work.. coz its not plugged in.. And my grandmother thought that its spoilt.. Aunt came home.. Complained to aunt abt the rice cooker and something else.. Aunt got irritated.. Found out that the plug is my doing.. Scolded me.. And my grandmother helped...

And ya.. All i did was heating up a freaking bread coz i was hungry...

Shitz..

My cousin came yesterday she went back to Sabah... her term started today as well.. And i was shocked...

Wahaha... Coz, my grandmother was back too..

Just as i was enjoying staying alone at home during the hols.. And just when school started... My grandmother have to come home...

I mean.. Is that just a coincidence?? Or its a sign?? Argh.. My luck just seems to get worse by the day..

Hate everything at the moment... Hmmm.. Except my friends.. They're the only one that has been keeping me sane rite now (Besides my mom)... Did i mention that they're the greatest? Ya.. they're the greatest.. wahahaha..Really thankful to them.. THANK YOU GUYZ!! hahaha.. i dont think they even realize that lah... but nvm.. i shall thank them anyway.. so once again.. THANK YOU GUYZ!! wahaha.. i sound like a spoilt tape recorder... lol..

Haiz.. Today first day of term 2... Some people having their OP today... I mean.. Is that just plain bad luck? or maybe its good in a way.. But the thing is.. Just as you finished your hols.. you have a project deadline today.. Aiyo!

But ah... HOLIDAYS JUST EVAPORATED IN THIN AIR WITHOUT YOU EVEN REALIZING IT!!! haaa.. Feel so much better now that i've screamed it out.. LOL!! i'm going mad... tralallalaa... I wanna buy digicam.. tralalala.. so can take more dustbin worshipping photos.. tralallaa...

went to watch THE VILLAGE with them the other day.. (Thursday) Them = Azi & Mel Why did i watched village when i dun even watch thrillers? Well... Coz, as usual, I was tricked... This is the 3rd time... OMG... 3rd time that i got tricked into watching something i dun wanna watch!! Haiz, its been a long while since that happened.. I thought that it will never happen again... Well well well.. Guess i'm wrong... As usual... I was on the phone with Kay before i met them... She already warned me that i might be tricked again.. Then i said to her... Cant be lah... Since mel said that Azi wanna watch catwoman.. GRR!!! I TRUST MY FRIENDS TO EASILY!!! GRR!! But nvm, i shall continue trusting them... wahahhaha.. I mean its not like its anything important or wat.. The most i might just die of FRIGHT if they happens to trick me into a really scary movie.. wahhahaha

Abt THE VILLAGE
If some of you have read azi's blog... Well.. you'd get a gist of the story... But its not all that lovey dovey... Its just twisted and weird and dumb and hilarious at times... OMG.. The scene where girl proclaimed her love.. LOL!! Damn FUNNY!! I've never seen a girl do that... maybe i should do that... whahhaa.. I shall proclaim my love to azi and kay and deena and hidayah... whahahaha.. Tryouts.. LOL!!

Really had fun actually... despite all the disco lights and interruptions my phone was giving... I managed to keep my mind of things... hehehe

Ok i have no idea, why the violet didnt come out... but anywayz, Yesterday, FRIDAY 13th As i predicted, i'd have the SUCKIEST of days... The worst that i've actually come across... WHY? Coz, i SCREW UP!! Was suppose to do my 1st speech... Well, that i did perfectly fine... Even though it was last minute without any preparation and rehearsal.... I still did fine... WHY? Coz, everyone commented on how well-rehearsed i was... What an irony huh... But, i screwed up the rest of it... So much for trying to make things better.. I just screwed it up... I try to see reasons... Reasons that will not make the fault mine... But even though i see it, I just know that deep down... I could have done much much better... deep down.. i know that the fault IS mine.. WHY? Its because of the responsibilites given... It will be my fault.. No matter what.. By the end of the night.. I was on the verge of tears... but nevermind... What's done is done... All i can do is try to do better the next time round... But the bottomline is: I suck... I screwed up & it could have been better without me... I'M SORRY

you are violet #EE82EE

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be. Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

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I'm sooo LOYAL to school i tell ya.. wahahha..

Why?
Coz, I'm in school library happily typing away in another pointless blog entry...

Had crim meeting today... Wahaha.. We met at 3pm.. And then.. we only get down to work like around 5pm.. And we ended at 530pm.. Not bad rite?? So.. What did we do for the past 2 hrs?? Wahaha.. We were corrupting the mind of the innocent... While one of my groupmates were looking around for eye candies... And We were updating on our gossip library.. LOL!!

It was the most happening group ever.. Then when we realise that its already 5pm, we started blaming each other for putting each other in the group.. causing us to digress so much... LOL!! Funny sia.. Ya.. love my crim... WAhahah!!

What else eh?
Oh ya, Having cca this friday... I'm just about to give up on them.. Haiz.. But whatever it is.. I must persevere... and endure.. yes yes.. Nad! Perservere! Endure! You can do it! Yes! I can do this! But seriously, i dunno how long i'll last before i actually made up my mind to pull out...

Oh man.. My malay is damn rusty... wahaha.. was trying out the previous entry in malay.. and it sucked!!! Wahahaha... rusty rusty rusty... tsk tsk tsk.. need to polish it man.. wahahha..

Anywayz, what was i up to today??

Well... didnt do anything much.. Rotted at home... till deena came over.. wahaha.. hilarious.. and then hidayah came too.. Well.. she wasnt suppose to... dunno what made her change her mind to come over... LOL!! It was damn hilarious.. wahhahaa...

We were crapping all the way... And hidayah was singing her rendition of.. what song was it ah?? oh ya.. right here waiting?? I think that was the song.. wahaha.. it was hilarious!! really enjoyed ourselves there.. and the thing is.. we didnt even do anything.. just came to my house.. and rotted.. and chilled... and slacked... I think they're stress with school.. My house is a de-stress outlet... it has always been the case with everyone...

Scenario:
Human: Haiz... So stress sia.. Must hang out somewhere... must go out.. I know... Go Nad's house... (looks for me...) Nadiraaa OOoooo Nadiraaaa... Can go over your house or not today?? need to de-stress sia..

Wahahhaa... cute... i dunno why they look for my house also... Come over sometime.. its not like they slacked... They read books.. play with my bears... and sometimes even continued studying... madness i tell ya...

Anywayz, where was i?? Oh ya,.... Then we were drinking cups and cups of strawberry tea... With hidayah going on and on how it is not sweet... but still.. she keeps on drinking... Wahahaha...

Setiap kali aku memandang ke luar jendela, menyingkap kembali kenangan silam. Aku keliru. Aku tidak pernah memahami apa yang telah berlaku. Aku asyik bertanya. Tetapi soalanku tidak pernah terjawab.

Aku buntu. Tidak mempunyai jawapan dan juga tidak mempunyai sesiapa untuk bertanya atau meluahkan segalanya. Aku resah. Kadang kala, aku geram kerana aku tidak pernah dapat apa yang ku cari untuk menamatkan segala kebuntuan yang ku hadapi ini.

Adakah ia suatu cerita yg telah lama ku tanamkan di pelusuk fikiran ku? Ataupun, ia adalah suatu karya yg tidak ingin ku sambungi? Mungkinkah ia suatu rahsia yg tak patut di timbulkan semula? Apakah soalan ini suatu tanda ataupun ia suatu bukti bahawa aku berperasaan? Aku berperasaan perikemanusiaan yang ku jangka tiada lagi di lubuk hati ku. Ataupun ia muncul akibat perasaan serba salah?

Did i mention??

That my cat is sick...

I think she's having a fever... Coz, she is like shivering... and her body is damn hot.. and she is like sneezing where ever she goes... And i have no idea why she stays up at night to accompany me while i am busy blogging away...

She really needs to sleep... She needs the rest.. hehhee.. Poor cat... Sneezing like nobody's business.. I think she has a headache too.. Coz, she keeps sleeping.. and when she walks... she cant even walk in a straight line... She walks all over the place.. and the next thing you know.. she just sleeps...

Tsk tsk tsk.. Poor thing.. I guess the flu season is in.. I'm surrounded by infectious pple or things or animals..

MONDAY

Today is National Day!! Wahaha.. I mean... Everyone so patriotic today... People wearing red everywhere... Its like.. the national day mood was there...

What did i do today??
I went to my aunt's house...

For what??
To celebrate her maid's birthday.. So cute rite?? Hahaha.. it was so much fun lah... so much laughter going around...

Its like.. celebrating her birthday when the parade started.. they started singing birthday song and cutting the cake.. and it looks as if.. we were celebrating Singapore's birthday instead of hers.. lol!!

But only thing was that.. The parade this year.. Well.. It was just.. WRONG in every way!! It was such a mess man.. tsk tsk tsk... Like nothing special like that..

Anywayz, watched Singapore Idol... LOL!!! It was damn hilarous.. I was HAPPILY making fun of people.. dammit! i'm so mean.. But who cares?.. I enjoyed myself.. and so did everybody.. lol!!

Anywayz, before the parade... Aunts were sitting around the table.. I was there... happily munching away.. *Ps:This is my mom's side... all the iron chefs!!* Anywayz, The party was great in a way.. Coz, the host doesnt have to cook.. all the aunts will bring something.. And the best part was that...

It is all homemade!! LOL!!

There was this bread that i thought my cousin bought it from some confectionary.. and it turns out that my aunt baked it.. wahhaah...

There was... chicken chop, satay, sausage rolls, sushi, cream puff, chocolate chip pancakes, tuna bun, noodles, popiah, fruits, drinks, jelly... And NOTHING was bought!! It was ALL HOMEMADE! That's the best part... And it was great...

So where was i?? Oh ya.. I was happily munching away and talking to my mom... When they brought up the topic that i nearly choked on... No no.. Not that they asked me whether or not i have a boyfriend.. I'd be to used to that to actually choke on it... It about HIM! SHEESH!! ARGH!!.. I just look at my mom with my eyes nearly popping out... and my watermelon was in mid air..

Since it was so noisy, at first i thought i didnt hear properly... But then, my aunt apologise and repeated herself.. that was when i just stared at her... and then i nearly snapped back... when i realise that some people who were sitting there are not my relatives.. they are family friends... That's when i just shut up, switched off.. and concentrated on my bun... Haiz...

There are just some things that even years passed... and the anger will not subside.... Nothing will extinguish the burning anger... the stubborness and worst of all the FEAR towards him...

Anywayz, that was all before my cousin arrived... I havent seen him in the longest time... He used to be one of those that i'm really close with.. Well, obviously now... grow up already... we're actually shy to be seen in each others' company.. LOL!! That was lame.. but its true.. That was how we got distanced... Anywayz, he is like DAMN TALL!! Grrr... And then i just stared at him...

Stare and stare and stare and stare... I was like.. Oh man.. Usher is in da house!! Wahahaha.. Idiot.. so good looking and so damn tall also dunno for what... lol!! But ya.. Usher... my cousin is an usher look alike.. wahaha... or rather.. in the malay music industry.. he looks like ferhad...

Anywayz, busy looking at him and telling my mom... Gossiping away on who he looks... and had to entertain his younger brother who is like totally in lurve with me... i think... Coz, each time i'm around... He'll blush... wahhahahaha... Look at me and start smiling... and turn all shy.. and blush... and run behind a chair and hide.. and peeking at me from there... Then whisper to the mother that he wanna sit beside me.. wahahaha...

Then once comfortable already... He'll be like.. I wanna sit with Kak Didi... I wanna eat what she's eating.. I want Kak Didi... I want to hold Kak Didi's hand! So ya.. hahahaha.. But he is damn cute lah... Hair so curly... and he is soo small.. And i forgot how old he is... hehehe.. Hopeless rite?? I know...

Overall, I had a really enjoyable time... hehehe..

SUNDAY

I was late for work... Overslept... The thing is.. my mom forgot to wake me up.. coz she thinks that i wasnt working... And the thing is.. i had 2 alarm clocks.. I mean why in the world did i set 2 freaking alarm clocks?? It only has to be one reason rite?? That i'm working on that day... Aiyoh!

Then obviously, i was late!! Luckilly i wasnt scolded... Instead, my boss was laughing at me when i told her.. Haiz.. But nevermind... At least i wasnt scolded or warned or whatever.. The thing is.. She just told me.. Next time dun be late... Waste your money on cab fare only.. hehehe.. And she keeps thinking that i'm spoilt... Coz i took a cab to work.. I mean.. Hello!! I was late! What do you expect me to do?? Hmmzz....

Anywayz, I didnt expect that i'd be working late that day.. Coz i was told that went my shift ended at 230.. i would be able to go off... But i didnt expect to be driven over to Katong Mall and continue with work... And only get released at 730pm..

I was suppose to go out with the other 2 man.. And i brilliantly blew the outing.. coz, i had to work late.. Its been 3 mths since the 3 of us meet.. and i had to do that lah.. I mean.. Both of them went out.. with the thought that i'll be joining them for dinner later.. HAiz... Well... I cant possibily do that when i'm still at the EAST at 730pm... Well.. I guess that's what work will do... Screw your social life.. BUt nvm..

Sorry guys! I'm really really sorry.. I didnt expect that to happen.. i'm really sorry...

We shall go out some other time ok? I promise.. Only problem is that.. I'm having break.. and the 2 of you are not... and now.. I suppose.. weekends are out of question.. i'm just sorry lah for the other day...

Havent been blogging that much... Well.. Most prob... I think its just because that my stupid blog refuse to turn out the way it suppose to turn out.. SO ugly one!! Stupid fonts... Haiz.. anywayz, lemme begin on FRIDAY... Went to Causeway Point to meet my mom after contract meeting... Walked around... Went to watch MEAN GIRLS... The show was oklah.. Normal teenage story... Bitchiness can still be improved.. When you actually think about it.. The bitchy factor was rather mild.. Then wat happen ah?? Oh ya... I was complaining to her about something.. that i can no longer remember... Before we went for the show, looked for present... Kept worrying that she wouldn't like it.. Oh well.. Whatever it is.. It's already bought.. so ya... I think thats the end of friday... Lemme move on to SATURDAY... Saturday was the chalet.. I was late lah actually.. And i was damn tired and sleepy.. Rushed to Pasir Ris to meet them rite after work.. Oh ya.. I'm working now.. Hilarious.. Didnt expect to work while schooling.. well.. surprise surprise.. I'm doing it.. Anywayz, crapped all the way at the chalet.. Singing National Day songs... at the top of our voices... Me and SC... proving to the world how patriotic we can actually be! whahaha... Besides that, We took tons of photos.. Making ivan vomit blood and making azi.. continously rolling her eyes that i was afraid it would actually fall out off her eye socket or something.. LOL!! Then before all the photo-taking.. we were at the playground.. I was playing on the bridge thingy.. then i was on this thing.. you sit on it... and it goes round and round and round.. well.. i closed my eyes you see.. and the next thing i know.. i was on the ground.. LOL! Went home all tired.. and fell str. asleep...

i dunno what to say... I dunno what to blog... How many times have such things happen? Tons rite? Wanting to blog... but it doesnt seem to flow... Why do you have to ask me why in the world i made that decision? I mean am i wrong to decide what i've decided? Maybe i'm too nice? Maybe its time for a change? Maybe its time i'll become more mean? Maybe its time for people to hate me? Maybe its time for something? I thought i was already mean... But i guess, not mean enough huh? Well.. wateverlah... Maybe i'm just out to prove a point... That even though after everything... I'm not the person that people thought i'd be... Not the person that was rumoured to be... Just the kinda person that they never expect i'd be.. Well..

Ok... I'm in school rite now...

Having my contract meeting... My crim meeting just ended... LOL!!

I had the most interesting crim pro meeting ever sia... All the gossips of the world!! I think i'm so gonna love my crim group man... So funny! The four of us are like schizos there... Its just damn hilarious...

The gossips are damn priceless man...

I cant believe this!!

Whaahhaha

If only they know... Secrets... Tsk tsk tsk...

Topic of gossip was damn unexpected...

It even started the beginning of school...

Wahahahha... I wanna die of laughter already...

Now i know why some people are uncomfortable around me... LOL!!!!! Wahahahahaha!!! Priceless man.. Damn priceless!!

I'm a Koala Bear!! A blue one to be precise!! Wahaha.. Cute quiz! Wanna try? http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php You are Blue Koala, who is extremely honest person, and will say things that come up in your mind straightly. You are also active and very cheerful. You also possess feminine attraction and have distinguished atmosphere. You are very popular, and tend to be with lots of people. You value your friends too. But unlike your outlook, you don't like to loose and are a strong-minded person. You possess strong will-power, and are independent enough to carry things out without getting the help of the others. You have great creativity sense and are much talented in this. You act simply, but you possess complicated inner emotions. You may be thought little bit eccentric. You like to lead varied life, and try to change the atmosphere yourself too. You can make quick decisions, and possess courage. You are well liked by both men and women. You have great sense of instinct and can get right at the point of things. You can affect people as well. You are very strict on money. You will not go buying things on impulse. Someone you love and your love life is what is most important to you in your life. You possess great natural skill to manipulate men. You should not rush into marriage after a passionate love.

Ok.. Guess what.. I'm in school.. and i'm hungry!! help!!

What am i doing?? Actually.. Nothing.. Coz, i'm here to hand in my legal opinion thingy... Tralalala... And i'm finding somebody to eat with me.. so ya.. haiz...

Whee.. Have i mentioned it?? I've got my phone!!! waahahaha....

My phone!! My phone!! My phone!! *chants away*

I'm so in LURVE with it!!! Wheee...

My mom wants to steal it... The green eyed monster in her is out!! Wahahaha

Anywayz, enough about my phone.. I shall blog about something else...

*thinks* Oh shyte... I forgot what to blog about.. thanks to my phone.. hmmmm

Oh my oh my...

They are sooo cute!!!

So tiny!! So cute!! So innocent!!

Oh ya oh ya...

They're a damn sweet bunch too...

Ahhh.... I'm going crazy...

Noooooo I can't help it... *Drools*

They're just so cute and innocent and chubby... and cute... and cute... Oh ya.. did i mention cute?!?!?! AhhH!!

Hmmm.. i think i'm done with accounts.. tmr is accounts test... and i'm confident?? Hmmmm Half way there lah i think... Need to buy stationeries man... Nvm.. I shall go meet my mom.. Oh ya.. today is MONDAY!!! SECOND OF AUGUST 2004...

SOMETHING IS COMING MY WAY!!
But i dunno whether my mom remembers or not... I've been telling her that over and over and over again... tralalalalala......
SOMETHING IS COMING MY WAY!!

Tralaalalalalala....
I need to go buy batteries tooo... And why am i even writing it here?? Hmm no idea... dont ask me why.... Checklist?? Its not as if i can bring it to popular to remind me...

Oh sht.. Talking abt checklist... I need to submit LCOMM checklist.. OH SHYTE.... Oh Ducking fish!!! Argh... nvm... chill.. i shall go do it now...

~Peace out~