I've been distracted unconsciously.
No matter how stupid that might sound. But its true.
The mind is seriously a dangerous place to be in and to be totally absorbed by it. Coz, you start remembering. You start remembering, the good, the bad, the jittery, the everything!
And then the other thing about it? You get absorbed in even more everytime you tell yourself not to think about it too much.
the irony of certain things.
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So, as an attempt to distract myself. Lemme indulge in one of those stupid but entertaining (at least to me) blog entries.
I met a friend the other day. I was shock at the change while he still expect me to be the way that i am. *rolls eyes*
One thing he didnt expect was the fact that i've graduated.
Another little fact about this friend of mine is that.. he loves to irritate me... by talking in a know-it-all manner and i'm cleverer than you tone with that idiotic smug look plastered on his face.
He: "That was fast!!"
Me: "You don't expect me to stay there forever rite? 3yrs have passed you know. Anywayz, what are you doing now?"
He: "NS la. What else?"
Me: "Huh? Still in NS? *bursts into fits of laughter* That's long!!!"
He: "You dont have to rub it in you know. Besides, i'm ending already. Going Uni soon"
Me: "Oh? Where and what you doing?"
He: "NTU, Comp engineering. you continuing rite? you this kind."
Sidetrack: What was that suppose to mean? This kind? Do i look like i love books to bits and geeky to you?
So then he started interrogating me on my results which was bloody irritating.
He: "So how's your results?"
Me: "OK la"
He: "Define ok"
Me: "Hey! Dont use my technics on me! Ok la... how i wanna define ok somemore?"
He: "Can get into local U or not?"
Me: "Cannot la."
He: "Then that one not OK wat"
Me: "Eh excuse me, no matter how much you think you're damn clever, if you're in my course you wouldnt get in local U as well ok.. or at least in the course that i wanna go. HRMPH!"
I seriously hate it when he does that to me! argh. Bloody shit. Please bear in mind that all these took place on my way home. So in other words, we were in the bus bickering like there's no tomorrow and i even ignored my mom la. bloody hell.
He: "Continue your studies str. la. You wanna wait for wat? Waste your time."
Me: "*pouts* you sound like a parent!"
He: "hahaha. i do that to you often anywayz, so get use to it. Go apply local Uni la... Then i can go to school with you"
Me: "Go to school with you?!?! NO WAY! I'll be mentally tortured daily if i go to sch with you!"
He: "You know, i always thought we could end up going Uni together, and i thought that after NS would be just nice for the both of us to be in Uni at the same time dont you think?"
Me: "Seriously, being freshman with you is not exactly my idea of perfect uni days you know, like i said. I dont wanna be mentally tortured. Besides, i dont wanna go NTU."
So after constant bickering about mentally torturing each other. We came to the topic of employment. And also to the fact of what i intend to pursue.
Me: "Looking for job now la."
He: "Nonsense ah you. I still dont see why you dont wanna cont immediately"
Me: "Coz, mister, i wanna go overseas"
He: "Where?"
Me: "UK."
He: "Why cant you just stay in Singapore? I remembered you telling me once when you were in yr1 that you can be a Paralegal once you've graduated. So why do you have to go UK when you can be a Paralegal in Singapore?"
Sidetrack: Is it me or does he have a great memory?
Me: "I want more to life than just to be a Paralegal you know"
He: "Forever. *rolls eyes*"
Me: "Besides, what's wrong in going UK? You, yourself, were just nagging at me 5 seconds ago at how i should continue my studies."
He: "Ok fine. Wat you wanna pursue?"
Me: "Law."
He: "LAW? for wat? Being a paralegal is fine enough as it is. At least its nice"
Me: "For wat? Isnt it kinda obvious? I wanna be a lawyer la... Duh! And what's wrong with that?"
He: "Lawyers are heartlesss"
- I nearly fainted when he said that. GRRR!! I would have strangled him if i had the chance.
Me: "They're only heartless in court.. *rolls eyes*"
He: "Whatever you say... *rolls eyes*"
So at this point, he reach his stop already so we were still bickering while saying our goodbyes and then i went to my mom complaining about the recently ended conversation.
Then this is wat my mom said.
Mom: "I've always found him nice and charismatic. He's a great guy."
Me: "ARGH!!!! Cant you see? He just tortured me out of my wits! How can you say that he's nice?"
*FAINTS A THOUSAND TIMES*
I alighted the bus with a feeling of disbelief and high level of irritation. so ya.
And now, i've entertained myself by typing all of that out.. i shall go to bed. wahahhaha...
Monday, July 24, 2006
"Don't be too confident that you might get it, what if you dont? You have to have a plan B. You were let down before, i don't wanna see the same thing happening to you again"
Seriously, those words keeps going on and on in loops in my head.
A little slap of reality is what i call it.
But she's right. I don't have a Plan B if i dont get it. And its nagging at me every single night even though i've pushed that thought rite to the back of my mind telling myself that i'll only think about it when the time comes for me to think about it.
Bad move.
But i dont see any other choice rite at the moment.
Seriously, those words keeps going on and on in loops in my head.
A little slap of reality is what i call it.
But she's right. I don't have a Plan B if i dont get it. And its nagging at me every single night even though i've pushed that thought rite to the back of my mind telling myself that i'll only think about it when the time comes for me to think about it.
Bad move.
But i dont see any other choice rite at the moment.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Ok..
i've finally changed my blogskin with a little tweaking done by Shikin.. also known as enlarging my fonts..
wahahhaa..
My blogskin is BRIGHT now!!
I dunno... alittle too bright maybe?? and It seemed a little congested... *Scratch head*
We'll see how long i'll stick with this blogskin.. anywayz, i shall now blog about the NYP Play. This is the first time i went to a play, only to find out the title of the play, seconds before going into the theatre... Why? Coz, Yazid, who informed me about the play didnt tell me wat the title is or wat it was about... he just asked whether i wanna go or not... *Faints*
Now, about the play...
Let's see...
1. i like the ticket. It takes the form of a ration card
2. its free!! wahahaha
3. i like the venue. TFA - Theatre for the arts.
4. I find that most of the characters were either under played or redundant.
5. I like the funny scenes of the play. The lines were really witty.
6. The voice of one of the Jap. soldiers is damn nice.
7. The minimalistic thing was ok, but it could have been further challenged, resulted in the stage being rather 2d
8. There were some wasted scenes
9. I love bookseller - muthu
10. It was an hour play, but it felt kinda long
11. If it was a first attempt at playwrighting = the writer has tons of potential
12. I was confused at some parts, maybe coz, i cant really hear the actors. They spoke alittle too fast/in spurts.
13. The stage directions could have been futher explored.
But all in all, it was a good play...
The end.
There. Not bad rite my commenting? very summarised. LOL!
i've finally changed my blogskin with a little tweaking done by Shikin.. also known as enlarging my fonts..
wahahhaa..
My blogskin is BRIGHT now!!
I dunno... alittle too bright maybe?? and It seemed a little congested... *Scratch head*
We'll see how long i'll stick with this blogskin.. anywayz, i shall now blog about the NYP Play. This is the first time i went to a play, only to find out the title of the play, seconds before going into the theatre... Why? Coz, Yazid, who informed me about the play didnt tell me wat the title is or wat it was about... he just asked whether i wanna go or not... *Faints*
Now, about the play...
Let's see...
1. i like the ticket. It takes the form of a ration card
2. its free!! wahahaha
3. i like the venue. TFA - Theatre for the arts.
4. I find that most of the characters were either under played or redundant.
5. I like the funny scenes of the play. The lines were really witty.
6. The voice of one of the Jap. soldiers is damn nice.
7. The minimalistic thing was ok, but it could have been further challenged, resulted in the stage being rather 2d
8. There were some wasted scenes
9. I love bookseller - muthu
10. It was an hour play, but it felt kinda long
11. If it was a first attempt at playwrighting = the writer has tons of potential
12. I was confused at some parts, maybe coz, i cant really hear the actors. They spoke alittle too fast/in spurts.
13. The stage directions could have been futher explored.
But all in all, it was a good play...
The end.
There. Not bad rite my commenting? very summarised. LOL!
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Went for the NYP play just now with...
Shahdon, Kin, Taufiq and his girl, Yazid and his SEJA friend (is it?) Azmi.
Let's see whether i've gotten the title rite...
wahahaha..
Light of the South.
Am i rite? I shall go check the programme sheet later... LOL!
About it? Comments? I shall dedicate a full blog entry on the play later... for now, i shall just say...
Kudos on the effort!
Need to sleep soon... Guess what have i been doing? its hilarious... i've been look thru my old files, and i've realised how blessed i am...
I've never been so tickled, angered, sad, concerned, all in one night of looking thru files... Talk about a wave of emotions... I guess i'll blog about that too.. Since, i've realised that i actually have a pending business that will continue to stay pending if i dont look to it? i dunno.. we'll see...
But my next blog entry will definitely be about the NYP Play. ehehehe...
Shahdon, Kin, Taufiq and his girl, Yazid and his SEJA friend (is it?) Azmi.
Let's see whether i've gotten the title rite...
wahahaha..
Light of the South.
Am i rite? I shall go check the programme sheet later... LOL!
About it? Comments? I shall dedicate a full blog entry on the play later... for now, i shall just say...
Kudos on the effort!
Need to sleep soon... Guess what have i been doing? its hilarious... i've been look thru my old files, and i've realised how blessed i am...
I've never been so tickled, angered, sad, concerned, all in one night of looking thru files... Talk about a wave of emotions... I guess i'll blog about that too.. Since, i've realised that i actually have a pending business that will continue to stay pending if i dont look to it? i dunno.. we'll see...
But my next blog entry will definitely be about the NYP Play. ehehehe...
Friday, July 21, 2006
I actually think this website is cute... i didn't know Gummy Bears could be educational... lol..
http://elliottback.com/wp/archives/2005/05/03/7-deadly-gummy-sins/
yeah well.. came across it on yahoo 9.
Anywayz, since NO ONE is entertaining me on the MSN.. *glares at certain people* Can you believe it? one of them even ask me to buy my own game so that i wont be bored... grrr.. !!!!!!!!
I shall indulge in one of those inane ramblings that i do here on my beloved blog! *hugs bloggie!*
I'm on my road to recovery! wahahaha.. or rather, now i'm having a slight sorethroat, but other than that i'm perfectly fine... YAY!
But, i've infected the whole house instead... ahahaha.. my aunt's and grandmother's sick...
the good thing is that, THERE'S NO ONE TO NAG AT ME!! *boogies around*
the bad thing? I HAVE NOTHING TO EAT!!!
Let's talk about....
SINGAPORE IDOL!
Ok dont ask me why... But i've been watching every single spectacular show! I swear me being too free = indulging into toooo much tv! but that's gonna change once my coach comes back from HK end of next week *cries*
So Gayle's the second one to be booted... I thought she would stay for abit longer la... I mean.. Haloo? If Jasmine could stay on, why not Gayle? *faints and dies*
Now the guys,
Joakim reminds me of the next Ace you know.. Not that he has the exact same looks. I mean compared to the rest, he is so called one of the most good looking guys around... so ya.. he's gonna be there for quite awhile.. People better start getting used to that performing monkey i suppose... ahahaha
Speaking of good looking, i'm very sure none of my blog readers here know that once upon a time (around a mth ago) i was actually head over heels with.... JONATHAN LEONG!
I actually found him cute!! wahahaha.. before you guys start killing me online, i'm just gonna announce to the world that..
I TAKE THE "I FIND HIM CUTE" BIT BACK!
Why? You know how Singapore Idol have that little bit of half hour extra show before the results? Yeah. I swear that thing is really wrong to have on air! really! wahahaha... Coz, i suddenly remembered why Jonathan looks damn familiar.
Last week, they showed his old sji fencing photo... and he was there with his sword and all along with his red hair.
No. Its not the red hair that turns me off. Its the red hair that triggered my memory. Coz, that red-haired guy, is the EXACT SAME SPOILT BRAT/ IRRITATING TOOT THAT I'VE GROWN TO DISLIKE DURING MY TIME FENCING WITH THE SJI GUYS!
Among the others la..
well, one coz, he really thinks he was damn cool esp with red hair. Personally, i thought he looked like macdonald.
Secondly, he thought he was damn good.
Thirdly, he thought the girls worshipped the ground he walked on. Well, in a way 2 of my seniors did...
Fourth, I just couldnt stand him!!! or rather the sight of him... really!! his smugness irks me ok.
Actually, if you ask me about the rest of the sji fencers, i would have said the same things... coz, if i didnt, i would actually be dating now.. *Rolls eyes*
Bloody Hell. And i actually thought that spoilt brat was cute?!?! *shivers* My coach better not find out or he'll never stop haunting me.
Speaking of coach, he actually told me to get well soon and take care and that i better be alive the moment he return from Hong Kong.. Talk about sweet. ahahahaha..
Anywayz, i feel like changing my blog skin...
what say you to the following?
1) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98405&action=Preview - I'm actually considering this, but the lion looks gay somehow.. dont you agree?
2) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98706&action=Preview - Ok, i love orange and black together, but its not centralised... and the fonts are kinda small rite?
3) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=99056&action=Preview - Now this is nice too.. why cant they make blog skins in the centre?!?! but i like this one too.. wahahaha
4) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98476&action=Preview
5) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=73275&action=Preview - this is so cute rite? LOL!
Ok that's the current top 5 on my list at the moment.. lol! another reason why i pot it here is so that i have the links la.. abit duh rite... easy access.. wahahaha...
Hmmm, i'm finally feeling sleepy.. so till another time ya'll!
Besides, i didn't know indulging myself in nonsensical blogging could be such fun! wahahaha...
http://elliottback.com/wp/archives/2005/05/03/7-deadly-gummy-sins/
yeah well.. came across it on yahoo 9.
Anywayz, since NO ONE is entertaining me on the MSN.. *glares at certain people* Can you believe it? one of them even ask me to buy my own game so that i wont be bored... grrr.. !!!!!!!!
I shall indulge in one of those inane ramblings that i do here on my beloved blog! *hugs bloggie!*
I'm on my road to recovery! wahahaha.. or rather, now i'm having a slight sorethroat, but other than that i'm perfectly fine... YAY!
But, i've infected the whole house instead... ahahaha.. my aunt's and grandmother's sick...
the good thing is that, THERE'S NO ONE TO NAG AT ME!! *boogies around*
the bad thing? I HAVE NOTHING TO EAT!!!
Let's talk about....
SINGAPORE IDOL!
Ok dont ask me why... But i've been watching every single spectacular show! I swear me being too free = indulging into toooo much tv! but that's gonna change once my coach comes back from HK end of next week *cries*
So Gayle's the second one to be booted... I thought she would stay for abit longer la... I mean.. Haloo? If Jasmine could stay on, why not Gayle? *faints and dies*
Now the guys,
Joakim reminds me of the next Ace you know.. Not that he has the exact same looks. I mean compared to the rest, he is so called one of the most good looking guys around... so ya.. he's gonna be there for quite awhile.. People better start getting used to that performing monkey i suppose... ahahaha
Speaking of good looking, i'm very sure none of my blog readers here know that once upon a time (around a mth ago) i was actually head over heels with.... JONATHAN LEONG!
I actually found him cute!! wahahaha.. before you guys start killing me online, i'm just gonna announce to the world that..
I TAKE THE "I FIND HIM CUTE" BIT BACK!
Why? You know how Singapore Idol have that little bit of half hour extra show before the results? Yeah. I swear that thing is really wrong to have on air! really! wahahaha... Coz, i suddenly remembered why Jonathan looks damn familiar.
Last week, they showed his old sji fencing photo... and he was there with his sword and all along with his red hair.
No. Its not the red hair that turns me off. Its the red hair that triggered my memory. Coz, that red-haired guy, is the EXACT SAME SPOILT BRAT/ IRRITATING TOOT THAT I'VE GROWN TO DISLIKE DURING MY TIME FENCING WITH THE SJI GUYS!
Among the others la..
well, one coz, he really thinks he was damn cool esp with red hair. Personally, i thought he looked like macdonald.
Secondly, he thought he was damn good.
Thirdly, he thought the girls worshipped the ground he walked on. Well, in a way 2 of my seniors did...
Fourth, I just couldnt stand him!!! or rather the sight of him... really!! his smugness irks me ok.
Actually, if you ask me about the rest of the sji fencers, i would have said the same things... coz, if i didnt, i would actually be dating now.. *Rolls eyes*
Bloody Hell. And i actually thought that spoilt brat was cute?!?! *shivers* My coach better not find out or he'll never stop haunting me.
Speaking of coach, he actually told me to get well soon and take care and that i better be alive the moment he return from Hong Kong.. Talk about sweet. ahahahaha..
Anywayz, i feel like changing my blog skin...
what say you to the following?
1) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98405&action=Preview - I'm actually considering this, but the lion looks gay somehow.. dont you agree?
2) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98706&action=Preview - Ok, i love orange and black together, but its not centralised... and the fonts are kinda small rite?
3) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=99056&action=Preview - Now this is nice too.. why cant they make blog skins in the centre?!?! but i like this one too.. wahahaha
4) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98476&action=Preview
5) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=73275&action=Preview - this is so cute rite? LOL!
Ok that's the current top 5 on my list at the moment.. lol! another reason why i pot it here is so that i have the links la.. abit duh rite... easy access.. wahahaha...
Hmmm, i'm finally feeling sleepy.. so till another time ya'll!
Besides, i didn't know indulging myself in nonsensical blogging could be such fun! wahahaha...
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
I shall furnish my 600th blog post with this... ISH! I shall strangle aisya for making me do this.. hrmph!
10, 9, 8... and the number goes on...
10, 9, 8... and the number goes on...
10 FAVOURITES
- Fave Colour : anything bright! Lime Green, Orange, Yellow...
- Fave Food : Don't really have fav. but currently thinking of Fish & Co. Prawn with Chilli Cream Fettucini
- Fave Song : BSB!! abit duh la rite? ish. and anything danceable you know... = enjoyable.
- Fave Movie : Lord of the Rings, Finding Nemo, Lilo & Stitch, etc
- Fave Sport : Fencing & Swimming
- Fave Day of the Week : Errr... dunno?
- Fave Ice-Cream Flavour : Chocolate
- Fave Car Model : Lamborghini... but i'll settle for Hyundai Coupe for now.. wahaha
- Fave Subject in School : Intellectual Property.. (err.. we're talking about Poly rite?) if not its Literature. wahahahaha
- Fave Snacks : Pocky
9 CURRENTS
- Current Mood : BORED
- Current Taste : Sore! having sore throat yo! cant taste a thing
- Current Clothes : tee and shorts.. (Whaddya expect? a dress? i'm at home!)
- Current Desktop : Mitac (we're talking about brand rite?)
- Current Toenail Colour : Au naturale..
- Current Time : 1704hrs
- Current Annoyance : Constant Boredom
- Current Thoughts : what am i gonna do after i'm done with this.
8 FIRST
- First Best Friend : errr... how was i suppose to remember? lol... oh yes. my first best friend was this guy i knew in kindergarten... wahahahaha
- First Crush : I'm not gonna reveal this! Alot of people i know, know him. WAHAHAHA!! reputation man reputation.
- First Movie : Beauty & the Beast
- First Music : Top of the World - Carpenters (my mom's fav band)
- First Car : BMW Sports (my dad's)
- First Real Date : errr... none! Anyone wanna bring me out for my first real date? wahaha
7 LASTS
- Last Drink : Milo
- Last Car Ride : The cab? on sat, out for dinner... waahahaha
- Last Movie Crush : Angel from X-Men 3
- Last Phone Call : to Melvyn on... errr.. dunno when.. monday?
- Last Song Played : Sean Paul - Connection
- Last Food Ate : Last Night's dinner
- Last Thing I Do Before Sleeping : Online, off comp, off lights, look up in the ceiling, nightdream and doze off.
6 HAVE YOU EVER?
- Have You Ever Dated 1 of Your Bestfriend? : nope. at least not yet.. wahahaha
- Have you ever broken the law? : nope... *angelic smiles*
- Have you been arrested? : are you nuts?
- Have you ever skin dipped? : nope nope...
- Have you ever been on TV? : errr.. hahaha.. ya.. when i was in pri sch.. LOL!
- Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know? : well.. no.. at least none that i can remember at the mo. wahahaha
5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
- Tee
- shorts
- beads
- studs
- lingerie
4 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
- woke up from sleep
- reply various smses
- drink milo
- go online
3 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR NOW
- the fan
- the keys of my keyboard
- my cough
2 THINGS YOU CAN'T LEAVE WITHOUT
- handphone
- cards (atm, credit, debit. supplementary.. you name it... wahahhaa)
1 THING YOU'LL DO WHEN YOU ARE BORED
- look thru my phonebook on who to disturb or go online finding a victim on msn.
5 BEAUTIFUL PEEPS TO CONTINUE THE GAME
- Shikin
- Melvyn
- Huda
- Azi
- those connected to my blog
Basically, beautiful pple yo! lol!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Lip sync extrordinaire
OK... I've found a nicer website other than the-forever-lagging-and-giving-me-problems-youtube.com... so ya..
i just find this video sooo cute and farnie.. hehehehe...
ENJOY!
Monday, July 17, 2006
Time really seem to pass by damn slow for the past few days...
Or maybe, being sick does that to people...
Headaches, Fever, Flu...
Well at least, i can walk around now... unlike yesterday... I even blacked out in the kitchen...
argh~!
I hate feeling weak... and my mom finally managed to drag me to the doctor this morning... grrr...
yes yes.. i know very late... but i still go right? so dont even think about nagging at me ah... wahahahaha.. and you know who i'm referring this too.. LOL!!!
I'm bored now! i have no idea what to do!!!
wwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I feel like i'm gonna fall asleep anytime soon!
Went for coregroup last friday...
it was interestingly funny! lOL! Helped some of them with their preparation for Magus Luna II. And i found out that they watched the previous Magus Luna. Oh god. *Buries Self* So paiseh-ing lor.. wahahahaha... Played the wolf game later on... Now, THAT game was equally interestingly funny!!!
wahahahahah....
I was wolf twice.
Such an interesting wolf i make! wahahhaa... So innocent. *angelic smiles*
Muahahaha..
So what am i doing now? Idling my time away listening to songs and trying to soothe myself... i think i'm really drowsy rite now..,
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's...
Deja Vu
Or maybe, being sick does that to people...
Headaches, Fever, Flu...
Well at least, i can walk around now... unlike yesterday... I even blacked out in the kitchen...
argh~!
I hate feeling weak... and my mom finally managed to drag me to the doctor this morning... grrr...
yes yes.. i know very late... but i still go right? so dont even think about nagging at me ah... wahahahaha.. and you know who i'm referring this too.. LOL!!!
I'm bored now! i have no idea what to do!!!
wwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I feel like i'm gonna fall asleep anytime soon!
Went for coregroup last friday...
it was interestingly funny! lOL! Helped some of them with their preparation for Magus Luna II. And i found out that they watched the previous Magus Luna. Oh god. *Buries Self* So paiseh-ing lor.. wahahahaha... Played the wolf game later on... Now, THAT game was equally interestingly funny!!!
wahahahahah....
I was wolf twice.
Such an interesting wolf i make! wahahhaa... So innocent. *angelic smiles*
Muahahaha..
So what am i doing now? Idling my time away listening to songs and trying to soothe myself... i think i'm really drowsy rite now..,
Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's...
Deja Vu
-Beyonce's Deja Vu
Friday, July 14, 2006
OK this is one of my most memorable msn conversations!
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
shit i'm craving for coke
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
how unhealthy is that?
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
argh
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
hmm okie lemme try...
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
but it might not be a good one at all..
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
OMG
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
i think i have a prob
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
i swear i thot i saw JOKE rather than COKE
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
okie i need a shrink
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
eh sia lahh...
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
i'm gonna cut and paste this and put it on my blog
Instead of realising this little fact, he continued giving me a whole chunk of the following!
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
this happens to me umpteen times alr sia!!.......just now watching some cina tv series right...
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
then i alws read subtitle one mah......
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
so i thot this one part said, blablabla got bed ridden.......
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
n i ask my sis, how she got bed ridden or sthg like that.........
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
den my sis looking damn confuse n told me, no leh, it was title as she died on a bed!!
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
WAO LAOZZ!!!
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
now come to think bout it, i m surprise i pass my eng comrpe...
WAHAHAHAHHAHA... i shall not mention who this person is.. but i know some of you will know this person.. so ya...
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
shit i'm craving for coke
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
how unhealthy is that?
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
argh
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
hmm okie lemme try...
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
but it might not be a good one at all..
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
OMG
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
i think i have a prob
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
i swear i thot i saw JOKE rather than COKE
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
okie i need a shrink
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
eh sia lahh...
-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
i'm gonna cut and paste this and put it on my blog
Instead of realising this little fact, he continued giving me a whole chunk of the following!
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
this happens to me umpteen times alr sia!!.......just now watching some cina tv series right...
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
then i alws read subtitle one mah......
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
so i thot this one part said, blablabla got bed ridden.......
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
n i ask my sis, how she got bed ridden or sthg like that.........
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
den my sis looking damn confuse n told me, no leh, it was title as she died on a bed!!
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
WAO LAOZZ!!!
MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
now come to think bout it, i m surprise i pass my eng comrpe...
WAHAHAHAHHAHA... i shall not mention who this person is.. but i know some of you will know this person.. so ya...
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Met Azi & Mel today...
Azi bought the exact same shoe.. only, hers is bronze! and that's not all!! We went to People of Asia (POA) next...
Where i found this:
YUP YUP! Azi got a new hair style! hehehehe.. wheee..
Met up for lunch, walked around, looked for azi's sneakers... we wanted to watch POC but then... Mel had to go for church today so we cancelled the last minute movie plan...
Bumped into my sec sch best friend... Gosh. Unbelievable... Lost contact eversince poly started... We used to be... like inseparable... we're like a pair of siamese cats... even the difference of class did not manage to pull us apart.. She was in triple science while i was in Comb. sci, pure lit class..
But of course, things have changed... Man. we were both shocked to see each other... seriously. Will be meeting up with her again soon.. =)
Anywayz, i shall not digress any further... back to my outing...
Remember how i've been pestering azi to get her ears pierced since Prom??
WELL!! SHE FINALLY PIERCED HER EARS!! AND I GOT TO CHOOSE HER EAR STUDS!! YAY!!
its this beetle stud.. soooo cute!
then we went to far east gelare's to eat ICE CREAM!! yay even more!
Azi got her own waffle which in the end tempt both me and mel... So, we ended up sharing a waffle! I swear he's trying to kill me... I mean just look at it la.. It even looks sweet from the picture rite??
He even picked caramel sauce over the normal maple syrup! Bloody hell! purposely rite? And his excuse? To get back at me for all the sweet popcorns that i've denied him every time we watch movies... like.. wat the...
I think i had a terrible headache after all that sweetness.. I mean, i dont eat waffle + caramel sauce + honey crunch ice cream + cookies & cream ice cream all in one meal on a daily basis you know...
We got high after that..
Its called sugar rush honies..
After that, mel decided to spend some money on a pair of shades...
and after he left (sadded!) we proceeded to PS!!
that's when i actually started! YIKES!
Well, yes.. i bought shoes.. what else rite?
It all started when we entered Charles & Keith coz, Azi here wanted to buy a pair of sandals to replace her prev. ones... coz, the beads were coming off.. While she was looking around, i took the oppor. to look around as well..
I SHOULDNT HAVE! ARGH!
Coz, i ended up buying this:
Azi bought the exact same shoe.. only, hers is bronze! and that's not all!! We went to People of Asia (POA) next...
Where i found this:
YUP! nice rite? I've been looking around for it.. after i spotted it during one of those fashion runway shows you know... Azi bought the exact same pair too.. wahahhaa.. this is fun! and then she blames me for being a bad influence... wahlau! so unfair.. I never force her to buy lor! lol lol!!
Lemme let you in on our little conversation when the both of us was in front of the mirror...
AZI: Dee, nice or not? I feel like going to war.
ME: ............... *faints and dies*
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
ART FAZIL
Hmmm, thats a singer yo! wahahaha.. One of my all time fav. malay singers who's currently in UK. or rather.. he's always in UK. one of those singers that have made it big in other countries... His songs are very inspirational.. really! a lounge singer in UK, a recording artist here... Not bad rite?
Ok i like his malay songs.. actually one of his malay songs... its like.. so poetic i could die! wahahahaha... and i love the music video though.. wahahah.. done in UK... i just admire him la.. let's see if i can find his video clip and his picture.. i like his hair! wahahha.. its long and str. now how i wish mine could be permanently like that. HURMPH!
ok i cant find the video clip! sadded. i've found the audio clip though from someone's website... Let's see if i can plant it here... Anywayz, love the song for its simplicity.
Here's the lyrics and as usual... i'll translate it for the benefit of my curious non malay readers. wahahaha...
Merindu Kepastian
(Longing for Something Decided)
Andai kau menjadi pelangi
Biar ku jadi awannya
Agar kita selalu bersama
If you ever be the rainbow
Let me be the clouds
So that we'll always be together
Andai kau menjadi sang duyung
Biar ku jadi karangnya
Agar kita sentiasa bersua
If you ever be a mermaid
Let me be the corals
So that we'll always be near
Andai kau menjadi merpati
Biar ku menjadi sang bayu
Agar kita sering bertemu
If you ever turned to a dove
Let me be the wind
So that we'll always meet
Andai kau menjadi puisi
Biar ku jadi melodi
Bersama kita menyanyi
If you ever become a poem
Allow me to be the melody
And together, we will sing
Andai ku menjadi rembulan
Sudikah kau menjadi kejora
Hingga pagi nanti
If I become the moon
Would you be willing to be the stars
Shining till break of dawn?
Andai esok aku menjadi tanah
Sudikah engkau menjadi bunga
Menghiasi dadaku
If tomorrow, i've become the soil
Would you willingly be the flower
that'll be adorning my chest?
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Ok, end of translation...
I love the way he pushed the malay language to remind us of what we've forgotten.
Beautiful, soft & poetic.
Ps: Ok i cant seem to put the audio clip here.. but here' the website that i got it from: Art Fazil - Merindu Kepastian
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Monday, July 10, 2006
ITALY WON THE WORLD CUP!
wat a bummer!
I wanted France to win it!! waaaaaaaaaaaa...
but its ok..
wahahhaa.. its a great match with lots of unexpected twists... One of the mot hilarious match i've ever watched.
Like Zidane's sudden rash move... ramming his head into the italian player's chest that caused him the red card... What a way to end a career you tell me?
Trezeguet's stupid miss at the penalty shoot-out.. WAT A WASTE!
Zidane's miraculous penalty kick 7 mins into the match...
and me constantly mistaking the italian goalkeeper's name for Bafoon.. when its actually Buffon.
Ohhh.. and its funny watching players falling left and right like flies starting from 3mins into the game.. Starting from french player, Henry.
Its been an interesting match.
and finally World Cup's over and i dont have to wake my mom up every time there's a match...
YAY!
Actually, this post has another purpose aside from the end of the World Cup fever... but rite now, i cant remember wat i wanted to type here.. wahahaha
wat a bummer!
I wanted France to win it!! waaaaaaaaaaaa...
but its ok..
wahahhaa.. its a great match with lots of unexpected twists... One of the mot hilarious match i've ever watched.
Like Zidane's sudden rash move... ramming his head into the italian player's chest that caused him the red card... What a way to end a career you tell me?
Trezeguet's stupid miss at the penalty shoot-out.. WAT A WASTE!
Zidane's miraculous penalty kick 7 mins into the match...
and me constantly mistaking the italian goalkeeper's name for Bafoon.. when its actually Buffon.
Ohhh.. and its funny watching players falling left and right like flies starting from 3mins into the game.. Starting from french player, Henry.
Its been an interesting match.
and finally World Cup's over and i dont have to wake my mom up every time there's a match...
YAY!
Actually, this post has another purpose aside from the end of the World Cup fever... but rite now, i cant remember wat i wanted to type here.. wahahaha
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
and italy won germany 2-0!!
There la.. i tell my mom already... germany wont win this yr's world cup.. nooooo.. she didnt believe me...
i already tell her either france or portugal will win the world cup.. but noooo, she didnt believe me... and her reasoning was? how can germany not win the world cup? they're playing at home soil..
told ya!!! this match proves it all.. not all team can win under pressure...
so i think portugal might win, like they all say.. portugal is the underdog this yr...
but then again, if france win would be cool..
i have always supported france since spain is long gone!! lol...
There la.. i tell my mom already... germany wont win this yr's world cup.. nooooo.. she didnt believe me...
i already tell her either france or portugal will win the world cup.. but noooo, she didnt believe me... and her reasoning was? how can germany not win the world cup? they're playing at home soil..
told ya!!! this match proves it all.. not all team can win under pressure...
so i think portugal might win, like they all say.. portugal is the underdog this yr...
but then again, if france win would be cool..
i have always supported france since spain is long gone!! lol...
Monday, July 03, 2006
OK.. 2nd entry for 3rd July 2006. wahahaha..
At least this thing will keep me away from watever i was thinking about... Got tagged by my "darling" DT Freshie, Fima. *smacks*
5 snacks I enjoy
1. Cadbury Hazelnut Chocolate
2. Twister Fries (LOL~! i know.. of all things rite?)
3. Pocky!!!
4. MacDonald's Chocolate Milkshake (That's considered a snack rite?)
5. Sour Sweets
5 songs I know the lyrics to
1. Unfaithful - Rihanna (how not to know? The damn song has been going in loops in my head)
2. All BSB songs (Don't stare at me... I'm a die-hard fan *bluek*)
3. It's Like That - Mariah Carey
4. I believe I can Fly - R Kelly
5. Reason Why - Rachel Yamagata
5 things I would do with 100 million
1. Enrol to Uni IMMED. and get meself a pvt apartment, car, laptop and everything else.
2. Buy a huge house that my mom can renovate in anyway she wants.. LOL!
3. Go for Slimming! & Then go on a HUGE shopping spree.. WAHAHAHAHA
4. Create an Empire & have my own fashion label (then like that... i'll get more money!!)
5. Travel anywhere with anyone... I might even be able to pay for anyone to anywhere staying at anyplace!!! wahahaha
5 places I would run away to
1. Beach
2. a coffee house
3. Resort
4. Island
5. anywhere that i feel like running to.. be it a person or not.. lol
5 things I would never wear
1. things that are not suppose to be worn OUT OF THE HOUSE
2. just bra and panties
3. Bikini (well at least not in the figure that i'm in now.. wahaha)
4. Things that i wont be comfortable in
5. Underwear outside my pants, jeans or shorts
5 bad habits
1. Biting my nails
2. Making faces at people
3. Bullying my mom
4. too fussy on certain things
5. being too polite in certain situation
5 biggest joys!
1. My cats
2. My family
3. My 2 groups of 3s
4. Doing things that i'm totally passionate about
5. to know i've make others smile
5 fictional characters I'd date
1. Angel from X-Men
2. Garfield
3. All the prince from various fairytales.. (lol i'm beginning to have a feeling that they're all the same person)
4. Wolverine frim X-Men
5. Ok i have no idea who else... OH YES!! but this would be valid if i'm a guy.. wahaha.. Characters played by ANGELINA JOLIE!! lol
5 unfortunate individuals to do this
1. Melvyn Lee
2. Nur Azizah
3. Nur Hidayah
4. Shahdon
5. Halimah (doesn't mean you're last on the list can escape!)
At least this thing will keep me away from watever i was thinking about... Got tagged by my "darling" DT Freshie, Fima. *smacks*
5 snacks I enjoy
1. Cadbury Hazelnut Chocolate
2. Twister Fries (LOL~! i know.. of all things rite?)
3. Pocky!!!
4. MacDonald's Chocolate Milkshake (That's considered a snack rite?)
5. Sour Sweets
5 songs I know the lyrics to
1. Unfaithful - Rihanna (how not to know? The damn song has been going in loops in my head)
2. All BSB songs (Don't stare at me... I'm a die-hard fan *bluek*)
3. It's Like That - Mariah Carey
4. I believe I can Fly - R Kelly
5. Reason Why - Rachel Yamagata
5 things I would do with 100 million
1. Enrol to Uni IMMED. and get meself a pvt apartment, car, laptop and everything else.
2. Buy a huge house that my mom can renovate in anyway she wants.. LOL!
3. Go for Slimming! & Then go on a HUGE shopping spree.. WAHAHAHAHA
4. Create an Empire & have my own fashion label (then like that... i'll get more money!!)
5. Travel anywhere with anyone... I might even be able to pay for anyone to anywhere staying at anyplace!!! wahahaha
5 places I would run away to
1. Beach
2. a coffee house
3. Resort
4. Island
5. anywhere that i feel like running to.. be it a person or not.. lol
5 things I would never wear
1. things that are not suppose to be worn OUT OF THE HOUSE
2. just bra and panties
3. Bikini (well at least not in the figure that i'm in now.. wahaha)
4. Things that i wont be comfortable in
5. Underwear outside my pants, jeans or shorts
5 bad habits
1. Biting my nails
2. Making faces at people
3. Bullying my mom
4. too fussy on certain things
5. being too polite in certain situation
5 biggest joys!
1. My cats
2. My family
3. My 2 groups of 3s
4. Doing things that i'm totally passionate about
5. to know i've make others smile
5 fictional characters I'd date
1. Angel from X-Men
2. Garfield
3. All the prince from various fairytales.. (lol i'm beginning to have a feeling that they're all the same person)
4. Wolverine frim X-Men
5. Ok i have no idea who else... OH YES!! but this would be valid if i'm a guy.. wahaha.. Characters played by ANGELINA JOLIE!! lol
5 unfortunate individuals to do this
1. Melvyn Lee
2. Nur Azizah
3. Nur Hidayah
4. Shahdon
5. Halimah (doesn't mean you're last on the list can escape!)
Went for the interview at Bedok (Hoh Law Corp) on Friday. Well, it went well actually... but i dont think i would wanna work there...
even though there's so many things that's attracting me to the damn place. *kills self*
Supposed to meet Hally since she's been pestering to go out with me since whenever. Met my cousin at Bugis after her school ends... went for lunch and then received a call from her mom rushing her back immed.
I was obviously dragged along only to find out the other person who was together with her mom at the point of time was one that i'm not looking forward to meet.
The 4 of us went to Arab St. And well, the summary was simple... You never fail to amaze me. Especially when you're willing to spend quite an amount over roots than me.
In other words, the damn roots worth more than me.
Yup. I'm being bitter about it... It doesnt help when a few things was revealed... Like how he wanna exchanged my phone with his samsung slide phone (which is actually an EXTRA & UNUSED phone). Well, someone obviously can't see me having more than him.
But me finding out about that EXTRA phone. Well, i nearly strangled someone. I cant believe the things i resort to actually try my luck, to only get rejected and find out things like this after i got my own phone with my own money. ha. THANKS ALOT.
One thing for sure, i just hope i'm treated better in the future by someone of the opp. sex...
Having him doing that to me, makes me wonder whether am i THAT worthless for my own father to treat me like that? If he can...
I dont wanna imagine what the other people of the opposite sex would treat me... the same? am i just at that level? Will i even be worth/mean something to someone in the future?
ARGH!!!!
Ok i'm not feeling too good at the moment... I shall just sign off and continue my friday entry later...
*runs off and hides in a place where no one can see*
even though there's so many things that's attracting me to the damn place. *kills self*
Supposed to meet Hally since she's been pestering to go out with me since whenever. Met my cousin at Bugis after her school ends... went for lunch and then received a call from her mom rushing her back immed.
I was obviously dragged along only to find out the other person who was together with her mom at the point of time was one that i'm not looking forward to meet.
The 4 of us went to Arab St. And well, the summary was simple... You never fail to amaze me. Especially when you're willing to spend quite an amount over roots than me.
In other words, the damn roots worth more than me.
Yup. I'm being bitter about it... It doesnt help when a few things was revealed... Like how he wanna exchanged my phone with his samsung slide phone (which is actually an EXTRA & UNUSED phone). Well, someone obviously can't see me having more than him.
But me finding out about that EXTRA phone. Well, i nearly strangled someone. I cant believe the things i resort to actually try my luck, to only get rejected and find out things like this after i got my own phone with my own money. ha. THANKS ALOT.
One thing for sure, i just hope i'm treated better in the future by someone of the opp. sex...
Having him doing that to me, makes me wonder whether am i THAT worthless for my own father to treat me like that? If he can...
I dont wanna imagine what the other people of the opposite sex would treat me... the same? am i just at that level? Will i even be worth/mean something to someone in the future?
ARGH!!!!
Ok i'm not feeling too good at the moment... I shall just sign off and continue my friday entry later...
*runs off and hides in a place where no one can see*
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Ok.. Mel asked me to do this coz he thinks i'm too free.. so ya.. hmmm my dirty little secrets or watever you would call it.. wahahahaha...
1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
31) been to a wild party
32) seen the mardi gras
34) had a spring break in florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent cd
41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
61) consider mac, dre, e40 or mistah fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoookkkk...
There goes my reputation.. wahahaha.. or watever reputation there was to begin with... suppose to be 66 but i'm not really sure about the 5...
so i'll just stick to 61/100 ->Now, who would expect that coming from me?
1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
31) been to a wild party
32) seen the mardi gras
34) had a spring break in florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent cd
41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
61) consider mac, dre, e40 or mistah fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoookkkk...
There goes my reputation.. wahahaha.. or watever reputation there was to begin with... suppose to be 66 but i'm not really sure about the 5...
so i'll just stick to 61/100 ->Now, who would expect that coming from me?
Friday, June 30, 2006
Anyone ever wondered what happened if Nad actually lost alittle weight?
As in not that kinda skinny skinny, still chubby kinda skinny?
Well,
Here's how i'll probably look like... (look at my face! *Dies*)
As in not that kinda skinny skinny, still chubby kinda skinny?
Well,
Here's how i'll probably look like... (look at my face! *Dies*)
UNRECOGNIZABLE!
I'm very sure that if lost a hell lot of weight in UK, once i come back.. No one would recognize me even when i'm standing right in front of them.
*Dies again*
OH SHIT! It's 3am and i'm still awake. And i have a bloody interview tomorrow at 930am at Bedok!! ARGH!!! Shit.
Went to watch Superman with Mel and Azi just now.
Wahahhaa..
I have no comments about the show. THe beginning was kinda draggy but it was ok la.. nothing much.. i dont like the credits.. (is that wat they call the beginning part of the movie?) it looks like WINDOWS Screensaver..
One thing for sure is that...
I'm gonna put romance movies on my LAST RESORT MOVIES TO WATCH LIST.
Coz, i'm pretty sure half way thru the movie.. i actually will feel freaking lonely. BLOODY SHIT.
Happened during Superman. I'm not gonna allow that to happen again.. WAHAHAHAH
Wahahhaa..
I have no comments about the show. THe beginning was kinda draggy but it was ok la.. nothing much.. i dont like the credits.. (is that wat they call the beginning part of the movie?) it looks like WINDOWS Screensaver..
One thing for sure is that...
I'm gonna put romance movies on my LAST RESORT MOVIES TO WATCH LIST.
Coz, i'm pretty sure half way thru the movie.. i actually will feel freaking lonely. BLOODY SHIT.
Happened during Superman. I'm not gonna allow that to happen again.. WAHAHAHAH
OK.
I expected to get into trouble with my mom the moment i got down from the cab...
But i didnt.
Surprisingly.
Especially when she sounded damn pissed on the phone and the fact that my grandmother was nagging in the background didn't help either. Especially when i can hear what my grandmother was nagging is not a good thing as well.
When i met my mom, it was surprisingly normal. She was perfectly fine with me.
So now i know what has always been the problem.
The Dearest Senior Citizen in the house.
Well, at least she was asleep when me and my mom stepped into the house just now. My mom made me rush into the toilet before she notices anything...
ARGH.
I mean HELLO!! I'm like OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.
Ok fine. I'm still 19..
but still which 19 yr old gets nagged at for coming home later than 1130pm?? Which 19 yr old gets questioned every time she goes of out the house?? Which 19 yr old is stopped from going out as often as she wants?
Ok. me.
But you know wat i'm trying to say. I have things i wanna do. I have the curiousity of any teenager to try out some things.
ARGH.
I can't wait to go UK.
Yes i really cant.
3 yrs away from home. It MIGHT be 3 yrs of bliss for me.
I expected to get into trouble with my mom the moment i got down from the cab...
But i didnt.
Surprisingly.
Especially when she sounded damn pissed on the phone and the fact that my grandmother was nagging in the background didn't help either. Especially when i can hear what my grandmother was nagging is not a good thing as well.
When i met my mom, it was surprisingly normal. She was perfectly fine with me.
So now i know what has always been the problem.
The Dearest Senior Citizen in the house.
Well, at least she was asleep when me and my mom stepped into the house just now. My mom made me rush into the toilet before she notices anything...
ARGH.
I mean HELLO!! I'm like OLD ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.
Ok fine. I'm still 19..
but still which 19 yr old gets nagged at for coming home later than 1130pm?? Which 19 yr old gets questioned every time she goes of out the house?? Which 19 yr old is stopped from going out as often as she wants?
Ok. me.
But you know wat i'm trying to say. I have things i wanna do. I have the curiousity of any teenager to try out some things.
ARGH.
I can't wait to go UK.
Yes i really cant.
3 yrs away from home. It MIGHT be 3 yrs of bliss for me.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Ok i'm here to announce to the world that i've finally gotten a replacement to my Samsung phone that broke apart!!
wheeeee!!!
I'm so happy!
lol..
It was a competition between the Moto Pebl and the LG M6100...
and my choice was?
wheeeee!!!
I'm so happy!
lol..
It was a competition between the Moto Pebl and the LG M6100...
and my choice was?
Yup. I got the LG M6100. In singapore the avail. colours are white, silver and titanium gray. My mom thinks that the titanium gray is nice.. So i got the titanium gray.. So interesting. LOL!
One thing though, i have to get use to having such a small phone. lol.
But i'm still itching for moto pebl. Nvm. If there comes a more updated version of the U6. I'll conider it. LOL!
Monday, June 26, 2006
I'm starting work at Toa Payoh most prob next wk. I've not gotten back to the boss.
*scratch head*
Might be going Bangkok this August. No wait. WILL be going Bangkok this August. Will tell the boss that upon acceptance of job. Wahahaha..
I just wanna go there...
besides, its about time we go somewhere out of this country TOGETHER! i'm so looking forward to this..
*jumps around*
*scratch head*
Might be going Bangkok this August. No wait. WILL be going Bangkok this August. Will tell the boss that upon acceptance of job. Wahahaha..
I just wanna go there...
besides, its about time we go somewhere out of this country TOGETHER! i'm so looking forward to this..
*jumps around*
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Ok.. my "Dearest" Shahdon was tooo free.. so he decided to give people that he thinks is equally free some thing to do..
so here it is..
7 Random Things About Me
1) I'm shy (really!) especially around strangers.
2) I'm not as innocent as people think i am. LOL!!! *winks*
3) I wanna own my own fashion line and label.
4) I love animals even though i'm allergic to animal fur.
5) I'm allergic to dust so i dont do household chores. (trust me. i'm not lazy. lol.)
6) People love my cooking but i just can't be bothered to cook. (I'll cook only in dire circumstances; i.e: when everyone's sick and i'm broke and hungry)
7) I hate to watch Jurassic Park.
7 Things That Scare Me
1) Sharks (I really can't help it... its because of all the Jaws movies i watch as a kid)
2) the future
3) Cockroaches
4) Losing my mom, or even the thought of it.
5) Technology-less. (Includes cammie-less, hp-less, comp-less, mp3-less and more)
6) Vege. (Esp. Brocolli [yes hally. those are miniature shrubs!! EW!])
7) Fashion disaster moments on others or myself.
7 Random Music At The Moment
1) Rihanna - Unfaithful
2) PCD - Buttons
3) Ashlee Simpson & Missy Elliot Remix - LOVE (I totally love the effects)
4) Ray J - One Wish
5) MC - Never too far, through the rain, we belong together & its like that
6) BSB - Never Gone, Incomplete, What makes you diff makes you beautiful to me & Crawling back to you
7) nivea ft. youngbloodz & lil john - Okay
Ok well this is the only section i can like OVERFLOW... its like.. so easy to write my random music.. 7 is DEFINITELY NOT ENOUGH.. lol.. i have a long list of randoms.. like Ciara ft Lil Bow Wow - Like you and Ciara - 1 2 steps, treyz song ft twista - just gotta make it, BEP - My Humps, sean paul - temperature, marques houston ft Chingy - I Like that
and
I SHOULD STOP IT ALREADY.. lol
7 Things I Like Most
1) Good and Danceable music. (Damn Shiok i tell you.. LOL!)
2) 2 groups of 3s.
oh wait.. thats not things.. ok.. ermmm..
2.1) SHOPPING FOR SHOES AND EARRINGS! yup thats more like it.. now let's continue..
3) Camwhoring and influencing others to do the said.
4) Sitting and staring out the window when its raining (Its really therapeutic and soothing)
5) Fencing & maybe acting? lol...
6) ICE CREAMS, PRESENTS AND SOFT TOYS!! (Yes. i'm turning 20. so sue me for liking things like that. hrmph.)
7) A special moment
7 Things I Often Say
1) "Huh"
2) "Errr"
3) "Wat the fysh"
4) "*Ka-bish*" (That's a sound effect which i've verbalised)
5) "I swear (insert the rest of sentence)"
6) "Go and die"
7) "Aiyah, watever la. I dont care."
7 People To Do This
1) Hidayah
2) Suk Ching
3) Aisyah
4) Wahidah
5) Fadzley
6) Phifie
7) Mastura
so here it is..
7 Random Things About Me
1) I'm shy (really!) especially around strangers.
2) I'm not as innocent as people think i am. LOL!!! *winks*
3) I wanna own my own fashion line and label.
4) I love animals even though i'm allergic to animal fur.
5) I'm allergic to dust so i dont do household chores. (trust me. i'm not lazy. lol.)
6) People love my cooking but i just can't be bothered to cook. (I'll cook only in dire circumstances; i.e: when everyone's sick and i'm broke and hungry)
7) I hate to watch Jurassic Park.
7 Things That Scare Me
1) Sharks (I really can't help it... its because of all the Jaws movies i watch as a kid)
2) the future
3) Cockroaches
4) Losing my mom, or even the thought of it.
5) Technology-less. (Includes cammie-less, hp-less, comp-less, mp3-less and more)
6) Vege. (Esp. Brocolli [yes hally. those are miniature shrubs!! EW!])
7) Fashion disaster moments on others or myself.
7 Random Music At The Moment
1) Rihanna - Unfaithful
2) PCD - Buttons
3) Ashlee Simpson & Missy Elliot Remix - LOVE (I totally love the effects)
4) Ray J - One Wish
5) MC - Never too far, through the rain, we belong together & its like that
6) BSB - Never Gone, Incomplete, What makes you diff makes you beautiful to me & Crawling back to you
7) nivea ft. youngbloodz & lil john - Okay
Ok well this is the only section i can like OVERFLOW... its like.. so easy to write my random music.. 7 is DEFINITELY NOT ENOUGH.. lol.. i have a long list of randoms.. like Ciara ft Lil Bow Wow - Like you and Ciara - 1 2 steps, treyz song ft twista - just gotta make it, BEP - My Humps, sean paul - temperature, marques houston ft Chingy - I Like that
and
I SHOULD STOP IT ALREADY.. lol
7 Things I Like Most
1) Good and Danceable music. (Damn Shiok i tell you.. LOL!)
2) 2 groups of 3s.
oh wait.. thats not things.. ok.. ermmm..
2.1) SHOPPING FOR SHOES AND EARRINGS! yup thats more like it.. now let's continue..
3) Camwhoring and influencing others to do the said.
4) Sitting and staring out the window when its raining (Its really therapeutic and soothing)
5) Fencing & maybe acting? lol...
6) ICE CREAMS, PRESENTS AND SOFT TOYS!! (Yes. i'm turning 20. so sue me for liking things like that. hrmph.)
7) A special moment
7 Things I Often Say
1) "Huh"
2) "Errr"
3) "Wat the fysh"
4) "*Ka-bish*" (That's a sound effect which i've verbalised)
5) "I swear (insert the rest of sentence)"
6) "Go and die"
7) "Aiyah, watever la. I dont care."
7 People To Do This
1) Hidayah
2) Suk Ching
3) Aisyah
4) Wahidah
5) Fadzley
6) Phifie
7) Mastura
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Monday, June 19, 2006
Ok.
My week resumes as per normal...
I'm working again... Even though i'm still recovering from post production exhaustion.
Leave over already wat... wat to do? I cant wait for my upcoming vacation in August!!!
wahahaa
I cant believe myself...
Anywayz, i'm back to doing my Writ of Summons and my quantification and my letter of demands and my bundle of authorities and my research for my lawyer's trial next week.
Yes pple. I'm working at a law firm.
Welcome to the life of a Paralegal.
wahahaha...
But i'm looking for another job.. at another law firm maybe... I'm leaving this one at the end of the month...
yup.
i'm leaving it even though my pay is quite high.. tralalala
why? Ask me and i might consider telling you!
*winks*
My week resumes as per normal...
I'm working again... Even though i'm still recovering from post production exhaustion.
Leave over already wat... wat to do? I cant wait for my upcoming vacation in August!!!
wahahaa
I cant believe myself...
Anywayz, i'm back to doing my Writ of Summons and my quantification and my letter of demands and my bundle of authorities and my research for my lawyer's trial next week.
Yes pple. I'm working at a law firm.
Welcome to the life of a Paralegal.
wahahaha...
But i'm looking for another job.. at another law firm maybe... I'm leaving this one at the end of the month...
yup.
i'm leaving it even though my pay is quite high.. tralalala
why? Ask me and i might consider telling you!
*winks*
Saturday, June 17, 2006
DREAMSCAPE 3.0
play. stop. rewind.
Let me bring you thru the 3 mths of work before we reached the production week.
Welcome everyone.
To the Dreamcape 3.0 journey from the eyes of one of the directors.
ME.
It started off as a dream. Yup, a dream journey. Everything was fine. Everything was going great.
I remembered the first 2 months of rehearsals. It was so fun, i remembered weaving certain characters together to form a single story.
I remembered the daily rehearsals that was planned to end at 5 actually ending at 1 or 2pm.. i remembered thinking that i have such an efficient cast...
That i thought i had my very own dream team.
I really believed in that dream team. Especially when the filming was done, script was on the way out.
Then i suppose every dream will turn into a nightmare.
Its bound to happen. I mean nothing good lasts forever.
I felt them losing the feel, i felt some losing the interest... I checked the calender and its a month away from production. I thought my cast was tired with school work or whatnots so i pushed that naggin feeling out of my mind.
So we scheduled a mass briefing.
Maybe it was a mistake to have it.
I definitely acknowledge my mistake.
My mistake as a director was actually not bringing the entire cast and team to visualize what i had in mind. My mistake was not telling them my vision, telling them what i would see in the end product.
I knew that was the biggest mistake, coz, we did things separately... so no one other than the directors have seen the full picture... and i'm sorry for that mistake of mine...
However, it was no excuse for the lack of faith. but i respect that. Each to their own i suppose.
I took everything that was thrown at me... head on. yes. i should have dodged it alittle.. but i didnt.. i took everything head on, regardless of how hard the impact was.
The directors shared everything together.. Our last minute addition to the team was Shikin. Yup, as last minute as it was... She accepted the role fearlessly.
Courage was what i observe my directors having tons of. The courage to go on with a dream. The courage to face things. The courage to push for the unknown. The courage to face anything that was thrown in their way.
We built a wall. A wall maintained by the directors. We held hands to keep it strong.
The stormy skies did not clear. It stayed for 3 weeks. Yup... The sun begin to appear again as the production week loomed near.
Things miraculously changed throughout the production week.
Suddenly, i have people being extra hard working... giving their all.
But then again, its better late than never. rite? RITE.
Yerp. A miracle happened.
The opening night and closing night was pure magic.
I remembered the journey everyone was put through during the preparation process. The lack of commitment for rehearsals. The difficulty to concentrate during rehearsals.
I actually teared on opening night.
Its hard not too...
I remembered every single incident, i remembered ever single face that kept me going. I remembered every single word that was exchanged. I remembered every hurt that i felt.
And to have a briefing rite before opening night was hard for me. Yerp. Coz, it finally happened.
It ACTUALLY happened.
It came and went. By the end of it, i realised that watever was performed that night was the exact same thing that i saw 3 mths ago in the initial stage.
Yup, i already knew my end product from the beginning.
I've dreamt of it countless times.
And on the 15th June 2006.
That dream became reality.
Closing night came.
I was tearing in the holding area as i heard my cast performing on stage... Yes, I was tearing... I was trying so hard not to lose control.. Tears were dripping on my script. Yup, my script was tear stained.
I was looking at the page of the script that the cast was performing live before me... And i remembered thinking to myself, "Look Nad, Just hear that. Did you realise how much they've transformed?"
By the time Scene 19 came... I was actually tearing quietly beside the door. Doing curtain call wasn't easy.
It actually marked the end of a journey.
During the de-briefing, i've never felt quite so appreciated before.
It was funny how uncomfortable i felt. I couldn't wait for it to end. Maybe its coz, i'm someone who finds it difficult to show certain thigns openly... so when it actually happen to me...
i was speechless. Definitely speechless.
By the end of it, i was numb. Yup. the feeling of satisfaction was great. Later on, i went to the tree on stage. The tree that i built (later on with the help of Hally to complete it). I did wat i did when it came to the end of opening night.
I went to the tree, i went behind the curtains, i looked out at the tree as i turned off the lights on the tree.
Blue first, followed by red... and yellow was finally turned off.
Then i came out from behind the curtains and stood there infront of the tree staring at it. And i told myself, "The end."
I could go on thanking various people. Yet, i feel that its never enough. So here i am thanking you all again.
To the freshies: (both fifis, rainbow, eel, fiona, hidayah, hina [issit?] and the one that wears specs.. lol.. sorry i cant remember your name!)
i never would have thought that it would have been a fun time over such a short period. I never knew i would have the opportunity to spend time with you guys. Its funny how i was under the impression i was somewhat disliked by you guys. lol. I will definitely remember you all. Its difficult not to. You guys are the future of DT, take care and with the enthusiasm that i've seen in you guys... i'm definitely looking forward to see what you guys will bring to DT. Just keep in touch.
Iguana:
Thank you for agreeing to be my costume and make up head. Its been fun. rite? I'm sorry if there were times that i lost my temper and accidentally took it out on you. I'm sorry for that. I dunno wat else to say... i'm just grateful for your presence to do the dreamers' make up... To get the entire group of freshies ready. Remember wat i tell you during our msn convo, ok?
Halimah:
I've given you the note, but somehow i felt that its not enough. Thank you Hally. We became friends because of a production. We stayed because of a production. We definitely became so much closer because of a production. I thank you so much for putting up with my crap during the production period. Basically, i thank you.
Melvyn:
YO! just wanna say countless of thank yous to you.. i'm sure you know that already, from the note and all. I'm sorry for putting you thru alot of things. I'm thankful for your presence. Really grateful for that. Thank you for being there whenever i'm down. Thank you for pulling me up whenever i'm lagging. Thank you for giving me a shake when you know i needed it. i dunno what else to say.. so thank you.
Directors:
I dunno what else to say to you guys. Everything's done. Everything's said. All i hope is that we'll never lose contact with each other. Its been an honour working with the both of you. We watch each others back, we look out for each other. We made it happen together.
The rest of the team:
Thank you for everything. Thank you for staying. Thank you for being there till the end. I'm glad that we started the journey together and we end it together as well. It has been some journey and i thank ALL of you for being a part of it.
__________________________________________________
TO all of you,
I dunno when we'll meet again. this might be a good bye to some... Maybe we'll meet each other again.. Maybe we might not. So i'll just take this oppor. to say... Good Luck to all and take care!!
I wish you guys all the best...
I know that i've made a statement once, sometime during this production during one of those times where i was frustrated... that i would never be in theatre again after this... But then again, i wouldn't know when oppor. will come knocking on my door. In other words, i'm not washing my hands off theatre. Yes kin. i'm listening to you.
so maybe, i might be working with some of you agian..
In another time, another place, another production.
So.. It'll be a goodbye for now, from me to you.
p.s: There will be a cast party. no worries.
-Nadira-
________________________________________________________
Hidayah:
Thank you for your poster design. Thank you for your programme booklet. Sorry for stressing you out with my requests for the poster and the programme booklet. But i know you still love me rite? lol!! Its such a pity that you missed my show.. it receive HIGH RATINGS from the audience from BOTH NIGHTS! too bad. dont believe me.. ask deena. she came to watch it with Haizad.
My friends & Cousin: (azi, deena & Nadia)
Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for coming. Thank you giving a listening ear when i needed it. Thank you once again. I hope you guys enjoyed the show. And thank you for coming to ALL my shows so far.. wahahaha. Love ya'll loads.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Thank you all of you for coming or taking this journey with us.
For now, the dream has end and reality resumes as per normal.
Signing out finally, leaving the dream behind.
This is Nadira.
One of the Directors for Dreamscape 3.0 -Play. Stop. Rewind.-
play. stop. rewind.
Let me bring you thru the 3 mths of work before we reached the production week.
Welcome everyone.
To the Dreamcape 3.0 journey from the eyes of one of the directors.
ME.
It started off as a dream. Yup, a dream journey. Everything was fine. Everything was going great.
I remembered the first 2 months of rehearsals. It was so fun, i remembered weaving certain characters together to form a single story.
I remembered the daily rehearsals that was planned to end at 5 actually ending at 1 or 2pm.. i remembered thinking that i have such an efficient cast...
That i thought i had my very own dream team.
I really believed in that dream team. Especially when the filming was done, script was on the way out.
Then i suppose every dream will turn into a nightmare.
Its bound to happen. I mean nothing good lasts forever.
I felt them losing the feel, i felt some losing the interest... I checked the calender and its a month away from production. I thought my cast was tired with school work or whatnots so i pushed that naggin feeling out of my mind.
So we scheduled a mass briefing.
Maybe it was a mistake to have it.
I definitely acknowledge my mistake.
My mistake as a director was actually not bringing the entire cast and team to visualize what i had in mind. My mistake was not telling them my vision, telling them what i would see in the end product.
I knew that was the biggest mistake, coz, we did things separately... so no one other than the directors have seen the full picture... and i'm sorry for that mistake of mine...
However, it was no excuse for the lack of faith. but i respect that. Each to their own i suppose.
I took everything that was thrown at me... head on. yes. i should have dodged it alittle.. but i didnt.. i took everything head on, regardless of how hard the impact was.
The directors shared everything together.. Our last minute addition to the team was Shikin. Yup, as last minute as it was... She accepted the role fearlessly.
Courage was what i observe my directors having tons of. The courage to go on with a dream. The courage to face things. The courage to push for the unknown. The courage to face anything that was thrown in their way.
We built a wall. A wall maintained by the directors. We held hands to keep it strong.
The stormy skies did not clear. It stayed for 3 weeks. Yup... The sun begin to appear again as the production week loomed near.
Things miraculously changed throughout the production week.
Suddenly, i have people being extra hard working... giving their all.
But then again, its better late than never. rite? RITE.
Yerp. A miracle happened.
The opening night and closing night was pure magic.
I remembered the journey everyone was put through during the preparation process. The lack of commitment for rehearsals. The difficulty to concentrate during rehearsals.
I actually teared on opening night.
Its hard not too...
I remembered every single incident, i remembered ever single face that kept me going. I remembered every single word that was exchanged. I remembered every hurt that i felt.
And to have a briefing rite before opening night was hard for me. Yerp. Coz, it finally happened.
It ACTUALLY happened.
It came and went. By the end of it, i realised that watever was performed that night was the exact same thing that i saw 3 mths ago in the initial stage.
Yup, i already knew my end product from the beginning.
I've dreamt of it countless times.
And on the 15th June 2006.
That dream became reality.
Closing night came.
I was tearing in the holding area as i heard my cast performing on stage... Yes, I was tearing... I was trying so hard not to lose control.. Tears were dripping on my script. Yup, my script was tear stained.
I was looking at the page of the script that the cast was performing live before me... And i remembered thinking to myself, "Look Nad, Just hear that. Did you realise how much they've transformed?"
By the time Scene 19 came... I was actually tearing quietly beside the door. Doing curtain call wasn't easy.
It actually marked the end of a journey.
During the de-briefing, i've never felt quite so appreciated before.
It was funny how uncomfortable i felt. I couldn't wait for it to end. Maybe its coz, i'm someone who finds it difficult to show certain thigns openly... so when it actually happen to me...
i was speechless. Definitely speechless.
By the end of it, i was numb. Yup. the feeling of satisfaction was great. Later on, i went to the tree on stage. The tree that i built (later on with the help of Hally to complete it). I did wat i did when it came to the end of opening night.
I went to the tree, i went behind the curtains, i looked out at the tree as i turned off the lights on the tree.
Blue first, followed by red... and yellow was finally turned off.
Then i came out from behind the curtains and stood there infront of the tree staring at it. And i told myself, "The end."
I could go on thanking various people. Yet, i feel that its never enough. So here i am thanking you all again.
To the freshies: (both fifis, rainbow, eel, fiona, hidayah, hina [issit?] and the one that wears specs.. lol.. sorry i cant remember your name!)
i never would have thought that it would have been a fun time over such a short period. I never knew i would have the opportunity to spend time with you guys. Its funny how i was under the impression i was somewhat disliked by you guys. lol. I will definitely remember you all. Its difficult not to. You guys are the future of DT, take care and with the enthusiasm that i've seen in you guys... i'm definitely looking forward to see what you guys will bring to DT. Just keep in touch.
Iguana:
Thank you for agreeing to be my costume and make up head. Its been fun. rite? I'm sorry if there were times that i lost my temper and accidentally took it out on you. I'm sorry for that. I dunno wat else to say... i'm just grateful for your presence to do the dreamers' make up... To get the entire group of freshies ready. Remember wat i tell you during our msn convo, ok?
Halimah:
I've given you the note, but somehow i felt that its not enough. Thank you Hally. We became friends because of a production. We stayed because of a production. We definitely became so much closer because of a production. I thank you so much for putting up with my crap during the production period. Basically, i thank you.
Melvyn:
YO! just wanna say countless of thank yous to you.. i'm sure you know that already, from the note and all. I'm sorry for putting you thru alot of things. I'm thankful for your presence. Really grateful for that. Thank you for being there whenever i'm down. Thank you for pulling me up whenever i'm lagging. Thank you for giving me a shake when you know i needed it. i dunno what else to say.. so thank you.
Directors:
I dunno what else to say to you guys. Everything's done. Everything's said. All i hope is that we'll never lose contact with each other. Its been an honour working with the both of you. We watch each others back, we look out for each other. We made it happen together.
The rest of the team:
Thank you for everything. Thank you for staying. Thank you for being there till the end. I'm glad that we started the journey together and we end it together as well. It has been some journey and i thank ALL of you for being a part of it.
__________________________________________________
TO all of you,
I dunno when we'll meet again. this might be a good bye to some... Maybe we'll meet each other again.. Maybe we might not. So i'll just take this oppor. to say... Good Luck to all and take care!!
I wish you guys all the best...
I know that i've made a statement once, sometime during this production during one of those times where i was frustrated... that i would never be in theatre again after this... But then again, i wouldn't know when oppor. will come knocking on my door. In other words, i'm not washing my hands off theatre. Yes kin. i'm listening to you.
so maybe, i might be working with some of you agian..
In another time, another place, another production.
So.. It'll be a goodbye for now, from me to you.
p.s: There will be a cast party. no worries.
-Nadira-
________________________________________________________
Hidayah:
Thank you for your poster design. Thank you for your programme booklet. Sorry for stressing you out with my requests for the poster and the programme booklet. But i know you still love me rite? lol!! Its such a pity that you missed my show.. it receive HIGH RATINGS from the audience from BOTH NIGHTS! too bad. dont believe me.. ask deena. she came to watch it with Haizad.
My friends & Cousin: (azi, deena & Nadia)
Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for coming. Thank you giving a listening ear when i needed it. Thank you once again. I hope you guys enjoyed the show. And thank you for coming to ALL my shows so far.. wahahaha. Love ya'll loads.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Thank you all of you for coming or taking this journey with us.
For now, the dream has end and reality resumes as per normal.
Signing out finally, leaving the dream behind.
This is Nadira.
One of the Directors for Dreamscape 3.0 -Play. Stop. Rewind.-
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Opening night's in 15hrs..
Hahahaha...
i'm actually confident in my cast! i hope no one reads this though.. as in anyone from my cast... they cannot know this.. coz, later they over confident how??
lol.
Its been a long journey and its coming to an end.
and its been some journey indeed.
and i cant wait to see what tomorrow has in store for me..
good nyte Singapore, and welcome to Dreamscape 3.0!
Hahahaha...
i'm actually confident in my cast! i hope no one reads this though.. as in anyone from my cast... they cannot know this.. coz, later they over confident how??
lol.
Its been a long journey and its coming to an end.
and its been some journey indeed.
and i cant wait to see what tomorrow has in store for me..
good nyte Singapore, and welcome to Dreamscape 3.0!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
By Temasek Polytechnic DramaTec
DREAMSCAPE 3.0
p l a y . s t o p . r e w i n d .
PRODUCERS:
Shahdon Md. Jamil
Ramkumar Kabetha Bai
DIRECTORS:
Nurashikin Abd. Rahim
Nur Nadira Zainal (yours truly!!)
Shahdon Md. Jamil
Venue: Auditorium 2 Odyssey (Temasek Poly)
Date: 15th & 16th June 2006 (Thursday & Friday)
Time: 7.30pm SHARP (Door opens at 7pm)
Ticket price: $5 (its even cheaper than a movie ticket!!!)
A devise play, set in an unknown space where dreams are played out. Be fascinated by 3 original pieces interwoven with multimedia and live stage performances.
LOST
It’s a story of 2 souls who are alike yet facing different problems in life. Both are engulfed in loneliness and each yearns for freedom. While in search of an escape, they stumble upon an unknown chance to realize a certain relation that they were never aware of. A story unfolds revealing the past, present and an uncertain future. Will these souls be reunited again to form a happy family or its just one of those fantasies that only occur in dreams?
PARANOIA
A lady believes herself to be reformed and never to turn to her old ways. The ways, which viewed by society, will be considered Forbidden. Happily married to a loving man with wonderful kids, she led a happy life devoting herself fully to the marriage. Till one day, in a midst of the hectic office life that the husband leads, she was neglected. He dreamt of a possible reason why she doesn’t seem bothered by his neglect. Did she really reform or was that an old habit that is difficult to cast aside?
DISAPPOINTMENT
Teenage life is never easy. Ironically, its harder for a parent. Attention-seeking, rebellious and lost, Nur Safarina does everything in her powers to feel accepted or feel loved. Her mother, a single parent, finds it difficult to face the society with her current status as well as the fact that her only daughter is not making her proud. Praying to god to allow her daughter to realize her plight, a twist of events took place. Was her prayers answered or was she hoping for an impossible light to cast down on them?
_____________________________________________________
Interested?
Email me at ddzaniel@gmail.com or my msn, spikeyspike2000@hotmail.com . for those of you that have my number... feel free to message me then..
wheeee
DREAMSCAPE 3.0
p l a y . s t o p . r e w i n d .
PRODUCERS:
Shahdon Md. Jamil
Ramkumar Kabetha Bai
DIRECTORS:
Nurashikin Abd. Rahim
Nur Nadira Zainal (yours truly!!)
Shahdon Md. Jamil
Venue: Auditorium 2 Odyssey (Temasek Poly)
Date: 15th & 16th June 2006 (Thursday & Friday)
Time: 7.30pm SHARP (Door opens at 7pm)
Ticket price: $5 (its even cheaper than a movie ticket!!!)
A devise play, set in an unknown space where dreams are played out. Be fascinated by 3 original pieces interwoven with multimedia and live stage performances.
LOST
It’s a story of 2 souls who are alike yet facing different problems in life. Both are engulfed in loneliness and each yearns for freedom. While in search of an escape, they stumble upon an unknown chance to realize a certain relation that they were never aware of. A story unfolds revealing the past, present and an uncertain future. Will these souls be reunited again to form a happy family or its just one of those fantasies that only occur in dreams?
PARANOIA
A lady believes herself to be reformed and never to turn to her old ways. The ways, which viewed by society, will be considered Forbidden. Happily married to a loving man with wonderful kids, she led a happy life devoting herself fully to the marriage. Till one day, in a midst of the hectic office life that the husband leads, she was neglected. He dreamt of a possible reason why she doesn’t seem bothered by his neglect. Did she really reform or was that an old habit that is difficult to cast aside?
DISAPPOINTMENT
Teenage life is never easy. Ironically, its harder for a parent. Attention-seeking, rebellious and lost, Nur Safarina does everything in her powers to feel accepted or feel loved. Her mother, a single parent, finds it difficult to face the society with her current status as well as the fact that her only daughter is not making her proud. Praying to god to allow her daughter to realize her plight, a twist of events took place. Was her prayers answered or was she hoping for an impossible light to cast down on them?
_____________________________________________________
Interested?
Email me at ddzaniel@gmail.com or my msn, spikeyspike2000@hotmail.com . for those of you that have my number... feel free to message me then..
wheeee
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
When i feel like giving up and i look at the hard work and i push the thoughts aside...
When i feel like screaming, i look around at the faces and the anger subside, alittle, yet it still subside, somewhat.
When i feel like killing, i remembered that there's enough killing going on in the world and they're not even recruiting for new members.
When i lose faith, i look back at the thing that keeps me going.
When i get disappointed, i remind myself of the times i've been proud of them.
When i feel helpless and lost, i turn to you and i thank you for it. A friend with little to say but actions that speak louder than words. A silent friend is wat i call it.
When i feel like crying, i follow a certain someone i know... think of rainbows, bunnies and colourful lollies and everything in this world will be beautiful again.
and then...
when you look back, you wonder why did you endure all of it?
and unconsciously you find yourself answering, that all of this is a learning experience. For the other to learn from you and you to learn from them.
Coz, beneath ALL of it.
You will not realise at that very moment the beautiful things that were present until yrs have passed and you look back at it again.
And then you see it.
There.
Around all the time, waiting for you to realise it.
When i feel like screaming, i look around at the faces and the anger subside, alittle, yet it still subside, somewhat.
When i feel like killing, i remembered that there's enough killing going on in the world and they're not even recruiting for new members.
When i lose faith, i look back at the thing that keeps me going.
When i get disappointed, i remind myself of the times i've been proud of them.
When i feel helpless and lost, i turn to you and i thank you for it. A friend with little to say but actions that speak louder than words. A silent friend is wat i call it.
When i feel like crying, i follow a certain someone i know... think of rainbows, bunnies and colourful lollies and everything in this world will be beautiful again.
and then...
when you look back, you wonder why did you endure all of it?
and unconsciously you find yourself answering, that all of this is a learning experience. For the other to learn from you and you to learn from them.
Coz, beneath ALL of it.
You will not realise at that very moment the beautiful things that were present until yrs have passed and you look back at it again.
And then you see it.
There.
Around all the time, waiting for you to realise it.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Hmmm..
I dunno how to describe it.
I dunno how to describe it.
Hmmm..
I dunno how to describe it.
The people are nice, the bosses are nice... but you know.. you just get the feeling that you wont stay there long?
yup. i get that feeling.
me? getting that feeling is rather odd you know. esp, when i can be considered rather loyal...
ARGH.
i dunno. maybe i'm easily bored there. Maybe soon, i wont be so bored la.. who knows.
I have my own table which i'm gonna decorate soon. no actually i have like 3 tables to myself, making it look like a U-shape cubicle...
i've transported my mugs there, my crocs are there... i need to transport my sweater, shawl, stuff to paste on the wall, and i'm looking for an eeyore soft toy to put on the CPU! wahaha!! oh yes a place to put my stationaries, nice and colourful ones. At least you know, it will have my trademark there...
SPEAKING OF SOFT TOYS AND TRADEMARKS!
i went to watch Da Vinci Code with my mom, cousin and aunt. like FINALLY!
So while waiting for my cousin and aunt to arrive, my mom went to buy the tickets. So i naturally will tag along rite? yup i did.
Both of us walked up to the counter and my mom asked for 4 tickets to Da Vince Code.
The girl at the counter said, "Ermm, for you info this movie is NC16."
My mom: "Ok. i'm fine with that."
The girl kinda ignored my mom and turned to me, "Exactly how old are you?"
(Pls keep in mind, i just came back from work... So, i was not in my jeans and t-shirt)
I stared at her for a moment to check whether was she teasing or something before i answered, "err.. 20?"
She stared at me before she started laughing.
seriously, i dunno whether thats a good thing or a bad thing.
Friday, June 02, 2006
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Ok.. the great singapore sale is here.. and i'm going crazy..
wahahaha... for the very first time, i'm actually buying things during this period.. as in.. buy things by myself for my own use you know... i swear age is the answer to me going for solo shopping sprees... i no longer wait for my mom, unless the things i wanna buy is like way BEYOND my budget.
well, been going out with mel for the past few days.. and its HILARIOUS!
ok we went shopping on Monday... And the best part of being an image consultant is that...
wahahahaha.. you get to pick out ANYTHING and force it on the subject to try!!!
oh well, been doing that to him for close to 3yrs now... so i guess he's used to it.. LOL! ok the fun part is this...
You go to a shop... You pick out something nice... You force him to try... and he ends up buying it...
So its like..
going shopping without spending a thing!! LOL!!
so in the end?
EVERYONE ALSO HAPPY! lol!!!
Wat did i buy for myself?
On Monday, I bought for meself 2 tees from esprit and a tie from topshop. Yes, i've always been into ties but never found those skinny ones... and finally topshop's selling it!!!! so ya, my mom is encouraging me to buy more ties... lol!
I just hope that once i start working, my colleagues or lawyer wont comment that i got to work as though i'm going for a fashion show.
But anywayz,
I spend a total of $68.90 0n monday!! UNLIKE MEL! lol...
So today i met mel at PS.. wahaha.. after he left for Victoria Concert Hall and before i went to shop for production's make-up... I bought meself 2 pairs of heels from X:odus.
YUP! 2!
Yes, for those of you who have hung around me would know i'm a sucker for shoes and earrings... YUP! i have tons of earrings.. big ones, small ones, glittery ones, HUGE & antique ones... YUP, you name it.. i think i might have it...
But now, my shoes collection is on the rise...
I bought 2 shoes from there and i only spent a total of $33!!! YUP!! That's how much i'm loving the sale rite now!!!
Coz, in 1 week i've gotten for myself 5 items and i've spent around $100!!!!
Wooohoooo..
I still have other things to buy!!!
Like jeans & 3/4s from Dorothy Perkins, Formal Shirts from Robinsons... Oh well, i'll have to put my priority on the formal shirts i guess.. SO SAD!!
But then again, formal shirts = me having something to wear my tie with!!!
YAY!!
Ok i'm mad.
wahahaha... for the very first time, i'm actually buying things during this period.. as in.. buy things by myself for my own use you know... i swear age is the answer to me going for solo shopping sprees... i no longer wait for my mom, unless the things i wanna buy is like way BEYOND my budget.
well, been going out with mel for the past few days.. and its HILARIOUS!
ok we went shopping on Monday... And the best part of being an image consultant is that...
wahahahaha.. you get to pick out ANYTHING and force it on the subject to try!!!
oh well, been doing that to him for close to 3yrs now... so i guess he's used to it.. LOL! ok the fun part is this...
You go to a shop... You pick out something nice... You force him to try... and he ends up buying it...
So its like..
going shopping without spending a thing!! LOL!!
so in the end?
EVERYONE ALSO HAPPY! lol!!!
Wat did i buy for myself?
On Monday, I bought for meself 2 tees from esprit and a tie from topshop. Yes, i've always been into ties but never found those skinny ones... and finally topshop's selling it!!!! so ya, my mom is encouraging me to buy more ties... lol!
I just hope that once i start working, my colleagues or lawyer wont comment that i got to work as though i'm going for a fashion show.
But anywayz,
I spend a total of $68.90 0n monday!! UNLIKE MEL! lol...
So today i met mel at PS.. wahaha.. after he left for Victoria Concert Hall and before i went to shop for production's make-up... I bought meself 2 pairs of heels from X:odus.
YUP! 2!
Yes, for those of you who have hung around me would know i'm a sucker for shoes and earrings... YUP! i have tons of earrings.. big ones, small ones, glittery ones, HUGE & antique ones... YUP, you name it.. i think i might have it...
But now, my shoes collection is on the rise...
I bought 2 shoes from there and i only spent a total of $33!!! YUP!! That's how much i'm loving the sale rite now!!!
Coz, in 1 week i've gotten for myself 5 items and i've spent around $100!!!!
Wooohoooo..
I still have other things to buy!!!
Like jeans & 3/4s from Dorothy Perkins, Formal Shirts from Robinsons... Oh well, i'll have to put my priority on the formal shirts i guess.. SO SAD!!
But then again, formal shirts = me having something to wear my tie with!!!
YAY!!
Ok i'm mad.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Met my mom today... Supposed to go watch DaVinci Code...
But well,
I bumped into my niece at PS instead.
She was with her friends... and well, i didnt realise she was there till she screamed my name for the entire of PS's Basement 2 to hear... and later on jumping on me... My niece's 12 btw.
Well, most of my nieces tend to do that, while the nephews climb all over me. But i digress.
Take note: She was doing all this in the presence of her GROUP of friends.
So yes, i had a group of girls staring at us... while she was screaming and later on introduce me.. "This is my aunt!!!"
Ok seriously, i have no idea whether i should take it as a compliment since she was saying with pride... Or otherwise.
I mean tell me dearest friends, when was the last time you were introduced to your relative's friends as their aunt/uncle?
NEVER!
that's the thing. For all i know, i could be the same age as some of the girls' eldest siblings or maybe even younger.
But, they were obviously staring in awe at me.
Coz, well,
1. i told her i'd meet her another time to celebrate her b-day with her...
2. i guess i dont look anything like an aunt...
3. tell me which aunt will allow their niece to pounce on them in public??
And later on, i found out the reason why they were staring at me.... Her friends thought that:
1. I'm really pretty (DIES!)
2. I'm really sweet (Seriously, i dunno why they said that... considering they didnt see me do anything sweet.. hmmm..)
3. And well, they thought i'm the coolest aunt... (again another, "Wat the" moment for me)
so in the end, i met my niece again after she left her friends... we went for dinner with my mom a.k.a the grandmother... WAHAHAHA!!
She told me that she wanted to watch "Over The Hedge". And since i wasn't doing anything else later on. I thought why not, even though i already watch it last saturday.
And i bought her a huge Chipmunk soft toy for her birthday present... Coz, i thought the chipmunk looked like her... Wahaha.. she was squealing in delight when she saw the chipmunk. i made her carry it though, the paper bag was huge and i was feeling lazy. wahahaha.. and it was a hilarious sight seeing the paper bag being dragged around (literally).
Random point #1: My niece thought i'm 16. She nearly died when she found out i'm reaching the BIG 2 this october.
Random point #2: I swear there are times that i'm so sure that alone is the word i'm gonna hear for the rest of my life. (this have no relation to the outing i had just now.. but ya.. lol)
Random point #3: My niece yearns to have pimples. I told her to stop talking nonsense.
But well,
I bumped into my niece at PS instead.
She was with her friends... and well, i didnt realise she was there till she screamed my name for the entire of PS's Basement 2 to hear... and later on jumping on me... My niece's 12 btw.
Well, most of my nieces tend to do that, while the nephews climb all over me. But i digress.
Take note: She was doing all this in the presence of her GROUP of friends.
So yes, i had a group of girls staring at us... while she was screaming and later on introduce me.. "This is my aunt!!!"
Ok seriously, i have no idea whether i should take it as a compliment since she was saying with pride... Or otherwise.
I mean tell me dearest friends, when was the last time you were introduced to your relative's friends as their aunt/uncle?
NEVER!
that's the thing. For all i know, i could be the same age as some of the girls' eldest siblings or maybe even younger.
But, they were obviously staring in awe at me.
Coz, well,
1. i told her i'd meet her another time to celebrate her b-day with her...
2. i guess i dont look anything like an aunt...
3. tell me which aunt will allow their niece to pounce on them in public??
And later on, i found out the reason why they were staring at me.... Her friends thought that:
1. I'm really pretty (DIES!)
2. I'm really sweet (Seriously, i dunno why they said that... considering they didnt see me do anything sweet.. hmmm..)
3. And well, they thought i'm the coolest aunt... (again another, "Wat the" moment for me)
so in the end, i met my niece again after she left her friends... we went for dinner with my mom a.k.a the grandmother... WAHAHAHA!!
She told me that she wanted to watch "Over The Hedge". And since i wasn't doing anything else later on. I thought why not, even though i already watch it last saturday.
And i bought her a huge Chipmunk soft toy for her birthday present... Coz, i thought the chipmunk looked like her... Wahaha.. she was squealing in delight when she saw the chipmunk. i made her carry it though, the paper bag was huge and i was feeling lazy. wahahaha.. and it was a hilarious sight seeing the paper bag being dragged around (literally).
Random point #1: My niece thought i'm 16. She nearly died when she found out i'm reaching the BIG 2 this october.
Random point #2: I swear there are times that i'm so sure that alone is the word i'm gonna hear for the rest of my life. (this have no relation to the outing i had just now.. but ya.. lol)
Random point #3: My niece yearns to have pimples. I told her to stop talking nonsense.
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Friday, May 26, 2006
You know...
Azi blogged about how she got a job. How she came up with the theory that lawyers passed resume around...
I think they do that.
REALLY!
Coz, i think i'm about to get a job.
As many of you would have known. I held myself back from applying jobs due to my commitment to Drama and the fact that i have a production in 2 weeks time.
And this afternoon at 1230 i received a call.
Apparently, my resume was faxed over to the lawyer. And he called asking me am i applying for a job and did i fax over my resume? Obviously, my natural reaction was.. "HUH?" and that was what i said... "HUH?"
Obviously he got over his confusion quite fast...
I think i know which lawyer faxed over my resume. I'm gonna thank the lawyer later. I have an angel in the midst.
But now, i'm still in awe.
Awe at the fact that i have an interview on Monday at a place that i have no idea how to go... But the lawyer was damn nice, he described every single lane and road that i'm supposed to pass by or go thru...
So ya.
Damn patient. wahaha... coz, i got confused half way thru his direction explaination. wahahaha...
And, my fencing coach replied my email.
SURPRISINGLY.
And i might be having fencing trainings that might commence next week. So i guess my sword will be wondering the streets with me again.
I knew it would be temporary parting with my sword when poly starts. But i didnt know it will be this soon.
Anywayz, since i need to vent out my frustration on things... i guess my coach will be the best answer.
WAHAHAHAHAHA....
Azi blogged about how she got a job. How she came up with the theory that lawyers passed resume around...
I think they do that.
REALLY!
Coz, i think i'm about to get a job.
As many of you would have known. I held myself back from applying jobs due to my commitment to Drama and the fact that i have a production in 2 weeks time.
And this afternoon at 1230 i received a call.
Apparently, my resume was faxed over to the lawyer. And he called asking me am i applying for a job and did i fax over my resume? Obviously, my natural reaction was.. "HUH?" and that was what i said... "HUH?"
Obviously he got over his confusion quite fast...
I think i know which lawyer faxed over my resume. I'm gonna thank the lawyer later. I have an angel in the midst.
But now, i'm still in awe.
Awe at the fact that i have an interview on Monday at a place that i have no idea how to go... But the lawyer was damn nice, he described every single lane and road that i'm supposed to pass by or go thru...
So ya.
Damn patient. wahaha... coz, i got confused half way thru his direction explaination. wahahaha...
And, my fencing coach replied my email.
SURPRISINGLY.
And i might be having fencing trainings that might commence next week. So i guess my sword will be wondering the streets with me again.
I knew it would be temporary parting with my sword when poly starts. But i didnt know it will be this soon.
Anywayz, since i need to vent out my frustration on things... i guess my coach will be the best answer.
WAHAHAHAHAHA....
Friday, May 19, 2006
One would think that they can never be disappointed with something over and over again.
But one thought wrong.
One would think that it hurt once, it would not hurt as bad the second time.
But again, one thought wrong.
I give my all tooo many times only to be let down again. One would think i'm dumb. But i think i'm just loyal.
Yes. Maybe that's it. Or maybe i am dumb, but just denying the fact that i am. Yup that's possible too.
and finally,
I'm sorry.
But one thought wrong.
One would think that it hurt once, it would not hurt as bad the second time.
But again, one thought wrong.
I give my all tooo many times only to be let down again. One would think i'm dumb. But i think i'm just loyal.
Yes. Maybe that's it. Or maybe i am dumb, but just denying the fact that i am. Yup that's possible too.
and finally,
I'm sorry.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Your true color is Blue!
What's Your True Color?
Brought to you by Tickle
If i have the perfect figure, the greatest of confidence, i'll dress up every single day just so i can look like that. Sometimes, its no surprise girls love dolls, its the epitome of perfection. Rite?
Saturday, May 13, 2006
I think this song is quite sweet dont you think?
"Dance With My Father"
By Luther Vandross
Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
"Dance With My Father"
By Luther Vandross
Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
I remembered watching ULTRAVIOLET..
Gosh...
That show sucked big time...
Its exactly the same with AEON FLUX...
Good looking lead, great costumes, bad acting and plot...
totally a waste of money..
but the only good thing about it is that,
it was the first time senoritas watched the movie as a group... yup, after 7 yrs of friendship, that was the very first movie we watched with the 3 of us all present... wahhahahaa.. which obviously was followed by ICE AGE in the previous entry...
wheee..
Gosh...
That show sucked big time...
Its exactly the same with AEON FLUX...
Good looking lead, great costumes, bad acting and plot...
totally a waste of money..
but the only good thing about it is that,
it was the first time senoritas watched the movie as a group... yup, after 7 yrs of friendship, that was the very first movie we watched with the 3 of us all present... wahhahahaa.. which obviously was followed by ICE AGE in the previous entry...
wheee..
I wanna watch so many movies~!!!
Gosh.. i've never been this tired from a weekend before...
but yayness! i'm bloody tired...
Let's see.. my latest movie was Ice Age i think...
yup yup.. and i watched it TWICE.. wahahahhaha.. and i still think the animals are as cute as ever!!!
Watched it the first time round with my mom.. the second time was with the senoritas and Melvyn... well, the second time was much more interesting...
we went to watch it at Cineleisure.. it was around the time of the Singapore Fashion Festival if i'm not mistaken... but ya.. there were tall quite good looking caucasians, in other words i dont think the models have left the country... wahahahha..
so the 4 of us was at Cineleisure's Arcade... playing games.... when a particular group of 3 girls walked in looking for a racing game that's vacant... so as you can see, a particular male of the group suddenly turned quite red and extremely quiet... that one tends to wonder whether he injure himself...
so when the 3 of us turned to him...
as you can imagine,
his eyes was fixed to the girls that he wasn't blinking, his face was red, his mouth was slightly parted due to shock, his eyes were as round as marbles...
yes ladies and gents, keep this picture in mind..
and you'll get the exact same expression that me and the senoritas witness that particular day... which made us nearly die of fits of giggles...
seriously, how on earth you wanna make an impression when your first reaction is as such rite? wahahahahah...
and to top it all of,
when we poked his sides, snapped our fingers in front of him... wahahhaa.. NO REACTION!!!
but once the girls passed us... his expressions totally change to a more relax one and he turned to us, "So are we racing now?"
WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH.....
yup. me and the girls nearly died.
and the best part after all this?
"Haiyah. No chance one la... All of them taller than me one..."
Which obviously made Deena swallow a comment... hahahahahaha
Gosh.. i've never been this tired from a weekend before...
but yayness! i'm bloody tired...
Let's see.. my latest movie was Ice Age i think...
yup yup.. and i watched it TWICE.. wahahahhaha.. and i still think the animals are as cute as ever!!!
Watched it the first time round with my mom.. the second time was with the senoritas and Melvyn... well, the second time was much more interesting...
we went to watch it at Cineleisure.. it was around the time of the Singapore Fashion Festival if i'm not mistaken... but ya.. there were tall quite good looking caucasians, in other words i dont think the models have left the country... wahahahha..
so the 4 of us was at Cineleisure's Arcade... playing games.... when a particular group of 3 girls walked in looking for a racing game that's vacant... so as you can see, a particular male of the group suddenly turned quite red and extremely quiet... that one tends to wonder whether he injure himself...
so when the 3 of us turned to him...
as you can imagine,
his eyes was fixed to the girls that he wasn't blinking, his face was red, his mouth was slightly parted due to shock, his eyes were as round as marbles...
yes ladies and gents, keep this picture in mind..
and you'll get the exact same expression that me and the senoritas witness that particular day... which made us nearly die of fits of giggles...
seriously, how on earth you wanna make an impression when your first reaction is as such rite? wahahahahah...
and to top it all of,
when we poked his sides, snapped our fingers in front of him... wahahhaa.. NO REACTION!!!
but once the girls passed us... his expressions totally change to a more relax one and he turned to us, "So are we racing now?"
WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH.....
yup. me and the girls nearly died.
and the best part after all this?
"Haiyah. No chance one la... All of them taller than me one..."
Which obviously made Deena swallow a comment... hahahahahaha
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