Monday, July 19, 2004

Oh shite!! This is the second time i'm typing this stupid thing... See i told ya.. SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THIS STUPID BLOG OF MINE!! ARGH!!!

Anywayz, i'm currently desperately in need of break... YAWNZ!! I think I'm going blind soon. DAMN! its never healthy to stare at the computer for so long.... Seriously am going blind... But then.. Maybe i can start wearing contacts if i do need specs... *Thinks of the possibility* Haiz... This report is killing me....

Advice to everyone out there!!
Never do any last minute work!
So much for me telling everyone but fails to follow it myself. Been guilty of this crime eversince i can remember man....

Anywayz, i seriously think that something is OH SO wrong with this dumb blog. Just look at my prev. entry! I did not even change the font... and it is in some other font as well as in a different colour altogether! ARGH!!! Its going MAD!!! 

Ok.. nvm.. I shall continue with my report now... enough of resting...

Sunday, July 18, 2004

Ok.. I seriously need to be focused right now... Seemed to be continously distracted each time I'm suppose to be doing something that is important and extremely urgent...
 
Saw my Malay Cikgu on friday's newspaper... She just graduated with Masters in Malay Language and she's pursuing her PHD... Cool huh... But each time i think about her... Never fail to give me the urge of killing and strangling someone... But nvm... That was the past... 2 to 3 years have passed.. LOL!!!
 
Oh ya.. Hidayah darling... In response to your blog entry... We would try to meet up as soon as possible... Provided that all of us are free... And at the end of the outing, it will end with the 3 of us... and not the 2 of us... like how it usually is... Forever dating.. hahahaha... and also.. provided that I'm still alive.. hehehhe...
 
What else to write ah?? Hmmmm.. i dont think there's anything else.. anywayz, good luck on your projects people...

Saturday, July 17, 2004

Hmm let's see... I'm suppose to be doing my Crim Pro project that's due on Monday, 5pm. But once again, i cant seem to bring myself to do it... HAiz.. Instead i'm typing away... another pointless blog entry. Anywayz, didnt have school today... But still go to school coz i needed to hand in my pre-lab work and i turned up for CCA. A rather interesting experience i might say. Something different.
 
Oh ya, Something is very wrong with this blog of mine. But i can't seem to know what is it.. For eg: The blog below on the quiz thingy... Seriously, it is a waste of space. The quiz is so small but it takes up tons of space. GRR.. and the best part is that i cant seem to fix it. Anywayz, the quiz is kinda cool even though i had to do it 3 times before it actually confirmed that i am "Down-to-earth" as they put it..
 
Hmmm wat was it that i wanna write ah? *ponders Scratches head* Oh ya. I remembered... Have you ever realised how easy it is to digress from one topic to something that is so no related even though it has a link of some sort? It gets irritating. Coz, after awhile you tend to wonder why in the world you said it and how you even said it and how it slipped out of the unconscious mind. hmmzz.. Then after the conversation, you tend to wonder what in the world is the person you're talking to thinking about. and then you tend to scold yourself. and then you tell yourself, that you're not going to talk anymore. LOL! I mean, has it ever occurred to you? especially at times when you ask yourself to shut up, but you can't... and you just keep on going...
The down-to-earth girl
The down-to-earth girl

Which girl stereotype are you?

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Rushed of from school today to meet MOM at Dhobby Ghaut... She's been hinting that we've not been going out for quite some time... So, I dont have the heart to reject the outing... And was left with no other choice but to say yes...

On my way there, I met this sec sch fren of mine... *hidayah... Control yourself.. I know you wanna know who it is... But relax.. chill sista* I met SARAH CHAUDHRY!! wahaha.. yes yes yes.. *Hidayah, Pls put those eyes back to where they belong...* Anywayz, Don't intend to elaborate much on her...

Ended up watching movie with my mom.... *Why do i have the feeling that i'm gonna be beheaded if i reveal what i watch?* Anywayz, since i'm gonna be beheaded sooner or later, might as well get it out now... I went to watch KING ARTHUR... *Ok, I can practically hear pple screaming at me.. I think its just paranoia... Yes yes.. it IS paranoia...*

Anywayz, the show was good... It was heartwarming.. something like last samurai with a gist of LOTR... Somewhere around there lah... Anywayz, Just to escape from my death penalty, GUYS... Pls be informed that...
I wouldnt mind watching it again! :P

Oh ya... And seriously, the itch of wanting a new phone is getting intolerable!! ARGH!! nvm.. patience nad.. Patience... it will come.. the time will come.. it will be anytime soon...

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Mel is not the only dumb friend i have

Trust me... When you read this person's blog.. you'll know what i'm talking about!! Wahahaha.. its damn hilarious.... LOL

The Unfortunate person IS......
KABBY BOOBLE BOO!!!
PLs go to her blog!!
http://curlykay.blogspot.com
HIDE AND SEEK

Bet you guys have been playing it when you guys were small or maybe.. some might even play it last weekend or something. Hmmm.. Let me ask you a question... Have you ever played it with a moth?

Well, guess what... Right now, I've been playing hide and seek with the exact same insect! ARGH! And its driving me crazy! The thing flying around my study room making my skin crawl... And there I am crouching on my chair with Baygone in hand. Spraying each time it gets closer to me!! I mean I'm not afraid of moths or butterflies or crawling flying thinges. But I hate having the thought of a possibility that it might land on my head or on my arm or on my face!!

DIE YOU INSECT!!!

Monday, July 12, 2004

You would never have guessed what i did today... Wahahaha... Been pondering on it for quite some time... In the end i joined it!! LOL!! wahahaha...

Oh sht.. I forgot what i wanted to type... hmm nvm..
Quizzes time!! First up...
5
FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

Wahahhaa.. I'm a FROZEN QUEEN!! lol!! Hmm Kinda true.. Doncha think so? ANywayz, Next QUiz...
independant
Independant


What is your behaviour towards guys?
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End of quizzes... wahahha

Saturday, July 10, 2004

The eye twitches continously yesterday besides making me giddy, it actually hurts. I was like, what the hell was going on? Then, I found out the cause of it today. I knew it! It's always like that. Each time the eye twitches till it hurts, I know something will happen.

I mean my eyes tend to twitch. The normal twitching is usually, not enough sleep. Then when it twitches for a certain period, it usually means that somebody far away is coming. Well, that is what usually happens. Then if it twitches once or twice, and it hurts so bad. Then the next thing you know its gone and you thought you were actually dreaming that your eye twitched. When that happens, I will get the feeling that something is wrong.

Anywayz, didnt do anything much today. Just that have been a road directory the whole day! It started of when my aunt and a distant uncle came in from M'asia. And i was woken up by my grandmother screaming in my ear. Then a phone call from my mom. And before i knew it, my cousin was pouncing on me while i was sleeping.

Then i had to follow them go visiting. I had to be the road directory, and i was in a car with a distant uncle of mine... ARGH!!! he was so damn noisy and complaining that the traffic is not moving. And he was saying that we should have taken the expressway instead of this route, that route. Wahlao!! And there i was trying to keep my mouth shut and trying sooo hard not to be rude. Then he and the wife will have a minor argument where the wife will ask him to shut up and stop being irritating. There i was, trying to give directions over these 2 quarreling human beings.

I just felt like throwing him out of the car or make him sit at the back while i do the driving. That is also went i told myself that i have to get a driving license no matter what. At least, i'll be driving my own car and i can throw anyone out of the car at my own will.. MUahahaha!! such a nice thought.. *Daydreams*
I think there's REALLY no pre-lab this week!! Yippedie YAY!!! wahahaha... Which means.. I don't need to wake up early on Monday to hand in the pre-lab work!! YAY!!

And i still have not get my Chicken Rice!! Omg.. I'm not suppose to be thinking about food.. I've been chewing and munching like nobody's business.. So much for trying to loose weight and be on diet.. grrr....

Anywayz, I have to go now... Time to sleep.. Grandmother is awake.. She's already nagging at me.. But her voice was drowned by my music.. whaahhaa.. so, before she actually scream in my ear... I think i shall disappear first...
Oh man.. It's 428 am and i am still wide awake... this is wrong!! Very wrong!! Maybe i should do something productive.. Like reading contract?? You think it will go in at a time like this?

Anywayz, did i tell ya what happen on Wednesday and Thursday (07072004 & 080702004)?
I reached home on Wednesday at around 615pm... Ate my dinner... And went on my bed planning which homework to do first and i was playing with my phone lah... Then the next thing i know... I was woken by my mom coz, its time to go to school.

My mom being who she is... I seriously thought she was disturbing me just to make me wake up or something... Then i checked my phone, it was 650am on Thursday Morning. Pls take note i have not changed the night before. So there I was on Thursday Morning, fully clothed. When i mean fully clothed, I havent take my socks off... and my mom was like.. I think if i woke you up late.. you would still be able to reach school on time since you're already dressed... *OMG.. how lame can a mother get in the morning you tell me??*

Strangled her before i went to bathe... Then, i realised that I haven't touch my work at all... There I was doing my work like nobody's business in the bus AGAIN... Grr.. So moral of the story: Don't go near the bed when you have not finished things you're suppose to do.

Friday, July 09, 2004

Hmmmm... Let's see what i've been up too...

Been staying in school for reasons which I cant seem to find...

Yesterday,
Went to watch Movie instead of going for french. I'm going to strangle that Mel... His excuse was something about me having implied consent or something like that lah... Anywayz, We went to watch Spiderman 2....

The show was great i think... kinda funny at times. But ah... Their special effects can be SOOOO much better.. The part when spidy was jumping around and flying around town, it just loook so cartoonish... And when Dr. Octopus carry MJ... Omg.. That was just hilarious.. It look so damn fake... Wahahhaa... Yeah.. Besides the special effects, the show was great lah...

Went back to school for meeting. Waited for Kay with Azi and we found Amin... So went dinner together lah... So nice... The food... I wanna eat some more.. well, actually i'm just hungry at the moment.. :P

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

YAY!! I survived the night in one piece... It's a battle won i tell ya!!! wahahhaa... of maybe it coz, Dragon wasn't around.. I think Dragon was too busy with the new mate to actually care about everything else... And besides that, none of the irritating maggots was around as well... But but but... CUTIE WAS THERE!!! trying to impersonate spiderman.. ALAMAK!! SO CUTE!! And sukching.. he is not my crush of some sort... he is my nephew...

Basically, it was just a peaceful gathering of the past to reunite the present so that we can brave the future... hmmm amm i even making sensE?? I met people i never expected to meet... 2yrs disappearance was enough for me to get the hint that the relationship is just not important...

I was sad and felt kinda betrayed at one point of time... I mean all the promises made on how our generation would not allow history to repeat itself just evaporated into thin air... just because of something that neither of us were even involved in... How a person would never stand up to fight for their right so that ties were not severed....

Then it occurred to me how insignificant the relationship was even though we had the greatest moments ever... Never did i expect to see you just now... The shock both of us had... the expression on our face was just PRICELESS... How at first our vision was just limited to a certain angle... and how conversation was just everything but comfortable...

But no matter wat... we are related in one way or another... our relationship has always been good and we know that no matter how long we're separated... it will not make us strangers... Secrets were shared... Stories were exchanged... It was like the good old times again...

When numbers were exchanged, you told me things that you once said... I no longer believed... I'm sorry, but i no longer believed... But then i suspect you knew even without me needing to tell you anything... and you messaged.. i was shocked... i was amazed... But i no longer hoped where it will lead... Coz... If tonight's meeting is the first and last... i'm already prepared... coz now i will never allow myself to hope for things just because people happen to say it... it's just too disappointing when things don't turn out as you anticipated it...

Monday, July 05, 2004

I REALLY HAVE A DUMB FRIEND

Seriously, he doesnt even know how to spell my name!!!! can you even imagine it??? OMG!! and he still have the cheek to call me bimbo.. Tell me someone... where did i come across this unfortunate soul? tell me where?? And why did i even made friends with such a human being... it tends to drive you crazy... especially.. with his feeble attempts of trying to call you a bimbo when he is the one with the airhead..

tsk tsk tsk....
Here's a slight description of him for all of you out there to get a glance of the big picture...

M - monkey
E - erratic
L - liable for any damage caused
V - very irritating
Y - yucky yellow yak
N - Nimcompoop
Ps. to be changed once i reach home and has more time to ponder on his name... really need to rush off....
IDIOTIC ASSHOLE

EXCUSE ME.. you're the one taking your time ok... when move already you take your time to slowly move!!!! Then when people move already he never notice.. DUMB ASS!!!

YOU CAN GO AND DIE FIRST FOR ALL I CARE... But one thing i know is that i'm not gonna be the one dying....
IN YOUR DREAMS~!!

ESPECIALLY FOR MELVYN!

You can continue dreaming and wishing that i'd die.. one thing i can assure you is that i wont die anytime soon...

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haiz.... Cant wait for it.. but at the same time.. i'm actually dreading tonight... ARGH!! Wonder who's going to be there... hmmm... but nevermind, cutie is going to be there!! wahahaha... Cannot help it man.. he just melts my heart... tra la la la la...

But i have no idea whether or not the dragon will be there... it will just spoil everything... when i mean everything.. it is EVERYTHING...

Sunday, July 04, 2004

Ahhh... The cutie came today!! And he called my name.. First time!! I just melted sia.. So CUTE!! Last time he used to shy away from me.. now soo talkative... Talk and talk and talk.. and he pulled me all over the house... Ahhh... SO CUTE!! DROOLLZZ!! whahahaa.. The hair so curly... The eye so big... ahh!!!

I was blown away... He took my heart away... LOL!!!

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Need to put my body clock back on time... ARGH!! Havent been sleeping early.. and the you'll get dead tired in school that you dont think you can last another second longer... hoping that there is a bed directly there.. staring at you.. one which you can collapse in at any time... and i've been wasting money on cab fares... cant even be on time for a late lesson... And most of my classes only starts at 1.. and i have to take cab to school.. Imagine that.. ARGH!

But just now i was early without even the help of a cab... hahaha.. actually this week.. so far i only took cab once.. coz i needed to hand in the pre-lab tutorial.. so ya..