The One of A Kind

I had a dream yesterday...

For someone's who's sick and having troubled sleep.. I had a dream, a rather insightful one actually.

Sometimes, i've wondered whether the choices i've made in my life were made because i'm expected to do it coz, its the most natural path to take or to make it because everyone expect me to make it.

There are times that i wonder whether am i making it because i want to do it or is it because of the fact that there's some sort of an expectation to live up to.

This break from school is the right decision for now.

From young till poly, all decisions were made by myself. Fast-paced. Expected (or not). Did i have time to thing about it? maybe not, well, you cant really blame it... especially when you're in Singapore's education system.

You're done with your 'O' Levels... You have to make the next decision of JC or POLY.

IF JC,
Which JC? Why there? why not this one?

IF POLY,
WHich poly? what course? What if i get bored of it half way thru?

But then.. you have to think all about this.. then you realise.. JAE is in a mth.. or something like that...

hahahaha..

Now, that i'm out of the education system for the time being, i'm gonna plan my life the way i want it to be.

Yes, maybe this job is just temporary.

Coz, after this, i'm going on a soul searching trip.

First BKK, to fulfill a promise.

Second to Bali, maybe with friends and cousins.

Then, i'll go visit my family in Nederlands.

Maybe some greens, sheeps and mountainous air would help make the mind at peace.

But of course all these have to take place after i've gone for the Fencing Competition in Selangor. I'm really looking forward for that.

HAHAHAHA!!

And dont get distracted with this entry, coz if you do.. scroll down and read my publicity entry!! wahaha.. the show's happening this coming weekend!