The One of A Kind

And Numbness took over...

They met in a desperate attempt to update each other. Yet, at the back of her mind she knows. She should be home. He was there, She was there and she, was and still is sick.

She was going to be in trouble with him the next time she meets him.

It seems as though she never bothered. It seems as though she never cared. She knew better than that. Even though others think otherwise.

She has never managed to show her care in the right way. She has never managed to vocalise her concerns. She has never knew how to reach out.

So she stayed away.

She stared in silence at the scenes unfolding before her eyes. She asked what she needed to know and nothing more. She voiced out her concerns only to her. She knew that it will be the best way to deal with things. If anything else happens, it is she, who will be emotionally detached enough to resume the role and responsibility in a desperate situation.

No wonder they always commented that she can never feel. No wonder they always commented that her heart was cold.

But she knew better.