Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Fear Grips

Thoughts swirling in her mind. Fear grips her heart. What a time to be pondering about her past? But she did. In the most inappropriate place and time. She brought herself back to 2years ago. Just as she finished school. She remembered complaining how long that particular year was. She couldn't wait for it to end only to be awarded with a year of ups and downs with it ending in the most unforgettable way she could ever imagine. The last she expected was that.

She hopes once again for a better new year. A blank page with thousand possibilities. A clean slate, unrefined, waiting to be polished. It started of with a huge dent on her slate, she spent the beginning polishing the dent... To make it disappear. Maybe it did. Its not as visible as before.

Now, she likes her current situation. She doesn't want it to end. Desperately hoping that time would freeze and allowing her to dabble in it for a longer period of time. But she knew this year would pass sooner or later.

Then? What'll happens next? The possibilities and uncertainties filled her mind. Worry paced her heart. Fear saunters in.

Now, she can only hope for the best. And she talks, to him in her heart and prayed.

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Like a lost soul taken by the wind.. She went in search of the Northern Star as guide to take her home.

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