It seems as though her dreams were not just dreams. They were real things that actually happened in the day to her loved ones. Her dreamscape has told her of many things. Quarrels, Arguments, Happenings. Desires, Truth, Secrets.
She thought never could she be ever spot on on such things. Until something happened. The conversation about the quitting. She thought, wasn't it all a dream the other day? But how was it that she could see the quarrel in third person and for him to tell her about it later on.
It was a different kind of deja vu.
It became something she feared off when she closed her eyes. This is her actual dreamscape.
About 1 and a half weeks ago, she remembered complaining to her cousin and bestie that she wished that she wasn't what she is. She wished, she would actually look different. They asked, why the sudden topic? She answered, its just a feeling she had recently.
There was once, recently, she was sitting out there waiting for bestie to arrive. She was gazing out and day dreaming when someone whispered in her ear, Be Strong. She turned in shock to find no one. There was no one. Everyone else was a good 200m away from her. She closed her eyes and shook things aside.
She dreamt that night. Of a certain conversation. With someone unknown. He told her to be strong, to be patient. She woke up, calm and at peace.
And she wants to tell him that, she will never walk away from him. She will not leave him alone and vulnerable to go through things by himself. As long as his feelings are true, if she is meant to be with him, she will be with him irregardless of what's happening right now. She will be there. If she is meant to take things a step at a time. To cross the sea without a life jacket or a boat. She will. If she has to fight for it, she will.
Alot of things have happened. Things that he know that she knows, things that he doesnt know that she knows and things that were told to her to break them up and he doesnt know.
But what others don't know is... She always have faith in him.
She knows deep within her heart that she will always be there for him. She hopes he knows that.
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