I wished that I could scream at someone. I honestly wished that I could. 

Sometimes, I feel like I'm doing all these things to assist people out of their predicaments. Out of their situations and always trying to make things better for them. But honestly, people aren't always returning the sentiments. It is honestly pissing me off. 

Why am I always the one being put in a situation where i'm constantly having to clean up anyone's mess?

Honestly.

I'm so pissed. 

But i'll meditate and seek guidance from god and hope for the best.

Its 2019... WHAT?

1st January 2019.

I hope this year will be filled for so many new opportunities for me. Both career and business wise. I really do hope so.

2018 has been a year filled with challenges and all things different.

2018 was a year of adjustment and fighting with society's expectations.

2018 was a year trying to break stigma.

2018 was the first year in 10 years that i have someone constantly holding my hand aside from my mom.

2018 was the the year I experienced love again.

2018 was also the year my heart felt a great loss.

2018 was the year of healing.

2018 was the year that the challenges seemed more prominent than the blessings.

In reality, 2018, was a great blessing in disguise.