I had the most eventful christmas..

Met my cousin on saturday coz she wanted to pass me my christmas presents.. yes pple, me and my cousin tend to exchange presents... yes.. on christmas... its happens... my family is just too colourful..

so we went around clarke quay and ends up with her not allowing me to forget how dumb i can get when it comes to guys... esp when a particular italian spanish guy that came along..

Did some last minute shopping.

she stayed over.. it was the crappiest sleepover ever... she left early in the morning to meet her dad for christmas lunch. And came back late.. but i had to pick her up coz, she forgot how to come back to my house.. talk about lack of direction. sheesh.

we went out on boxing day again... shopping and ice cream outing and movie.. so ya..

and talking about guys.. wahhaha.. and i bought myself a turqouise and pink shoe to replace the pink one that i bought from Charles & Keith in April this yr. Some of you might have remembered it.

And we talked more about guys.. whahahah.. sheesh. girls. lol~!

speaking of girls and guys...

To a certain someone:

CONGRATS MAN~! LIKE FINALLY~!

someone is finally attached~!!! whahahahaha... thanks for making me one of the first few to know.. hehehe.. really appreciate it.. friends for life per.. LOL~!

I swear Carrie Underwood and Kelly Clarkson looks similar now.. seriously~! ok ok.. fine maybe at first glance or something.. but still.. they look similar..

You dont believe me.. go see Carrie Underwood's video - Jesus, take the wheel..

Only difference: one is brunette while the other is blonde

If there are times i feel like killing my grandmother.

This is one of it.

Some hari raya outing.

The people.



The one that lay eggs.



Let's play: Whose mother is it? lol



Random Pics

The girls


Even though we quarrel endlessly, we still take nice pics ok~! lol


The playground pics



Its titanic all over again~!


My House

The balcony.


The chair.


The sofa.


The fan.

OK it seems like i havent been putting up pics and i'm like still stuck with uploading pics from hari raya rite?

LOL~!

so ya.. here it is.. Hari Raya Day 03

It started of with some photo-taking from home...

Starting of with me and my mom


Then we have me & my 2 cousins that i like totally grow up with..


There's the grandmother and the cucus


and the aunt and the nieces and nephew


Oh ya, and pple say that this one looks like my sister...


then obviously we all went out..

and even in the car we started taking pics la.. i have managed to turn even my cousins into camwhores now.

This was at the traffic light


Yup. My cousin drives. irritating rite? and she's like. wat? a yr older? argh~! and this pic? it was taken WHILE driving.. she plans to kill us all~!! HELP~! and she loves to speed. i nearly died of heart attack the last time we went to harbourfront and she was driving her dad's car.


so we reached our uncle's house somewhere along east coast.. and he has a huge back yard~! and obviously me.. saw it a a potential photoshoot venue. wahhahahaha

Oh wait. I realised i havent introduce my cousins so here it is from the oldest to the youngest.



And well.. i think if shahdon sees the following pics he's going to scream for copyright.. whahaha.. but well.. they requested for it so i had no other choice wat.. hehehe

and first up: Mawarni

She's the eldest, she's 20. she's in sabah rite now in her final yr doing Degree in Geology and she drives. and i love her~! wahhahaha



2nd: Mawardy

he's the only thorn amongst the roses. A yr younger than me. Currently just starting his degree. Still in melaka in a university college doing degree in Java Programming. He knows how to drive but doesnt have a license. instead, he owns a bike and he has a motorbike license. ARgh. this pple have all the luck.. sheesh.. I love him too~! hehehehe



3rd: Marini

Gonna do her SPM (O levels) this coming yr. she's the tomboyish of them all.. no surprise that she's dating the state's u20 team's striker. whahahaha.. And she's the vainest of them all.. she can never feel the breeze.. coz, she'll run to the nearest mirror and check whether or not her hair is still in place. Love that girl~!



and finally: Marliany

the youngest of them all. Just passed her UPSR (PSLE) with flyng colours. Everyone tends to mistake her as my younger sis as pple thinks that she and my mom looks alike.. hehehhehe.. totally in love with her cuteness~!



yup yup yup.. thats the cousins from across the causeway.

Anywayz, lemme continue with the pics.





and this dinosaur always ends up in the photo album... 3 yrs in a row already

Thanks. Thanks alot. really appreciate it.

Its about time. i will no longer stand this shit. i'm not around to be treated like trash.

thanks.

ha. sheesh. ARGHF~!

Having been blogging for awhile now..
cant seem to put anything down in words.. alot of been happening.. hmmzzz... i know ishall just upload pics on of these days..

oh ya.. forgot to mention..

I watched SNOW QUEEN the other time.. really enjoyed it.

muahahaha.. i love it..

aiyah watever la i'm not in the mood to blog..

looking for new blogskins.

ARBITRATION LECTURE.

Anyone knows wat is it?

Its the time where....


Aisyah comes in late and plonks herself rite next to me.. wahahaha.. its the first time i sat with her in lecture...

She came in.. sat beside me... looks at me and gave me a chesire cat smile.. talk about creepy~! wahhahahahaha

Then the lecturer goes on and on and on about something about the difference between interest and position...

And i was obviously losing interest...

then the people behind us started to drop all kinda things... Bags, pens, pencils, sweet wrappers, the ENTIRE pencil case... You name it.. they've dropped it...

Asked me to pick some of the things up.. but i couldnt be bothered.. some of it was UNDER my seat.. dont expect me to pick up rite?

Anywayz, when a pencil case dropped i picked it up and passed it back... then i notice a correction between my seat and aisyah's. So, i asked her is it hers... then she was like.. nope. must be the girl's... so she leaned forward to pick up the tape..

she leaned.. she stretched her hands... she couldnt reach it.. then when she was about to clear her table to move the table out of the way.. i picked it up instead...

then obviously you can expect wat comes next..

Somewhere along the lines of.. OMG. I CANT EVEN REACH TO PICK UP THE CORRECTION TAPE?! I'M GOING TO WRITE ABOUT IT IN MY MULTIPLY LATER TONIGHT~! I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE SHORT HANDS..

I'm like.. HUH? OOoookiez... watever..

then we turned our attention back to the lecturer before losing our interest for the umpteenth time...

That was when aisyah turned to me and said... "Nad. *flashes chesire cat smile* See my face. Improving already or not?" For a moment there i was like.. "Improve? face? huh?"

5seconds later.. it hits me that.. she was talking about the nonexistent pimples on her face... asked me whether or not its still around...

i was like... -,-"

so ya.. basically thats how lecture went today...

more like a facial consultation session.

Mercury Rising

Watched it on Sunday...

Actually suppose to watch Jamaica Cafe that night at Esplanade... Its an indonesian acapella group... They're like.. wooohooo~!

But ya.. didnt watch it..

went to DBS ARTS CENTRE...

wheeee

watched mercury rising..
its like a tribute to Freddy Mercury like that la..

i love the female singers...
i love the pianist... *go du preez*
i love the dancers.. they were like uber entertaining...

Like some of the songs.. but thats about it.. hehehehe
Maybe its coz of the sounds system or something.. heheheh

so ya..

wheeeee

thats all about mercury rising folks~!

I'm FREE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIP has come to an end~!

Yup. Yesterday was my last day... YAy~! wahhahaha.. my bag was sooo heavy... i was lugging my things home as if i just moved house or something... haiyo...

didnt get them a farewelll present... will go back there one of these days then i dont think i'll go back there again... Provided if they post me to another department like Marketing or something.. wahhahaa.. more fun i suppose..

YIPPEE YAY~!

I seriously cant wait for school... like yahoo~!

oh anywayz,

DEENA~!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TODAY~! HAVE FUN WITH YOUR HAIZAD~!

Other than that...

wheee... i'll be back in school on MONDAY~!

Hmmmm...

Leave. I actually left. I couldnt believe that i did it... But still.. i felt guilty afterwards...

but.. haiz.. i'm just too tired to care la ah..

Anywayz,

BACKSTREET BOYS IS COMING TO TOWN~!!!!!!!!!!!
*screams*

Tickets price range from $70 - $160
*screams even more*

I've been wanting to watch them since Primary 3... and now, they're coming in January... But is it the rite thing for me to indulge myself with? concert?

I know i shall ask Santa for tickets this christmas.

Dear Santa,

I'd like to have front row tix for the "BSB Concert - Never Gone"... I know i've been good this entire year... Would you be able to fulfill my dream? I promise that i'll be a gooooodddd girrrllll

*shows toothless grin*
Lotsa Lurve,
Nad

Another thing,

It is tooo good to be true...
I've got my eyes on you...
you're like heaven to touch...
something something sooo much...

I've got my eyes on the new Motorola phone.. the u6 a.k.a Moto Pebl. It's like so cute~! I've always have this fascination over those black smooth pebbles you find in fountains... and now there's a phone inspired by that thing...

I'm like OVER THE MOON~!
Ps: My mom thinks its ugly.. any comments peeps?

Item: Moto Pebl (U6)
Price: $538 with 2-yr plan

My mom knows by hook or by crook i'll get my hands on that piece of communication device... But she just thinks that its too expensive for something that looks like a pebble~! I'm like... wth? -,-"

Anywayz, i'm hoping for the price to drop by January or something? then maybe i might ask my mom to sponsor half the price... who knoes...

*grins*

then... There's the shopping that needs to be done... that itself gonna need cash...

Then, there's this other thing that i think i'm gonna do.. thats like quite ex as well... depending on whether or not i'll get any subsidy from the parental dept..

Why do i suddenly have expensive desires?

ARGH~!

its a hint.

For me to work once SIP is over and term starts.

wheeeee

ok.

my neck hurts...

helpp..

Its dark.

You dont know where to go... You search for something.. You just cant see anything...

You sit.

You wait.

For someone to finally notice that something's amiss.

Coz, everytime you approach,
they run...

I'm at my mom's office at the moment..

wahahhaa.. timecheck: 938pm... (yup. my mom's a workaholic at times)
Mom called around 730pm like that to ask me to accompany her at work...

And i didnt go to work today.. i'm so going to get into trouble.. i didnt have an MC.. and i'm online.. but nobody seems to be online...

this is sad...

i'm sorry to the senoritas for not joining you guys today.. i'm just tired and broke..

and i end up not joining my cousins at this turkish-moroccan lounge & relax place... Sounds high class ah? LOL~! so sad.. me never go~! ARGH~!

Sometimes, i think i'm just too responsible for my own good...

If my mom allows, i'll think if i reach home at 3am, my grandmother confirm nag the following day...

so ya...

haiz...

I just need something to do.. Badly & SOON~!

shit... i cant log into my stupid computer.. haiz..

my keyboard has failed me~!!!!!!

my letter 't' is spoiled..
The number '5' all the way to backspace is spoiled as well...

so ya. i cant log into my computer as my password has a T in it..

so sad sia.. this weekend no computer..

No blog~!
No MSN~!

SHIT~!

Hari Raya Day 2 AND 3...

I know its abit late to post this up...

but then again, its never to late to upload pics rite?

LOL~!
-i'm just currently extremely bored-

Remember how i was complaining abt the fact that my cousin came only at 950 am on the second day and how i wasted my time staying up waiting for them?

Yup.. SO ya..

Lemme present to you the 2nd day of Hari Raya.

The moment i reach home.. the house was in a state of chaos as everyone was getting ready to go visiting... and the first thing i did was ran to the nearest camera that i can get hold of and start taking pics...

Starting with myself of course...


My cousin getting ready...


And how guys just refused to take pics with you if they're not made up... Wat's happening to the world now? tsk tsk tsk..


SO off we went visiting... and the next thing we know.. we were taking pics, coz, the surrounding conversations were not captivating.. LOL!

so ya.. the 3 sisters tried to pose quietly so that no one around would notice..


Me and my not so good aiming.. but nvm.. as long got my face can already...


And the cousins took pics...


Then we happily perasan down there... and obviously got scolding later on.. coz, the flash was too distracting...


SO ya... we went off to the next house.. but obviously my fingers started to itch after like 15mins of trying to behave in the house la... so we went off to the dining area and took pics..


Then there's the drink advert... she thinks one of my DT members is cute.. whahahaha


Followed by the Kerepek Advert...


and of course, my mom couldnt help but sibuk wanna take a pic also.. so much for scolding us.. hehehehe...


Ok till here...

i'll upload the other pics some other day..

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

It was saturday... I was really looking forward to that day...
Why do you have to do that to me?
Why do you have to talk to me about something i despise?

Darling, Tell me.

How do i love someone when i was never shown how to love that person?

Is that the real purpose of you agreeing to go out with me the other day? To talk about something that i shut myself out of? To compare our lives? You'd never know how much i hurt that day... You'd never know how much i teared the moment i reach home...

You know why? Coz, you already have the mindset that i'm in the wrong... You listen to them... But why you as my cousin, cant even listen to me?

You dont know wat i've been through.. Naturally, you wont know how much anger i have towards them... I'm sorry that i nearly let the entire bus hear me... but i cant help it...

Everything, the whole story, was against me... You keep saying you understand, but you didnt listen... You asked me to change... TO CHANGE? HOW CAN I FUCKING CHANGE? OUT OF THE BLUE... How am i suppose to do something i've never done my entire life suddenly?

Sorry. But i'm not you.. I'm not easily swayed..

You dont know how lost i felt that night... You dont know how alone i suddenly feel that entire day... you dont know how hard i had to put our conversation aside to enjoy myself that day... I suddenly felt as though the world shut me out.. As though everything i ever knew was turned against me...

Therefore, i beg of you.. pls pls pls.. don't compare our lives...

And suddenly that Saturday, i was so lost and alone.. With no one to turn too, i cried myself to sleep...

Why do i have to torture myself like that?
Why cant i just enjoy Saturday the way everybody did?

Argh~!

Mr grandmother is driving me crazy.. Can you believe it? That yesterday she stayed up just to wait till i reach home and scold me for reaching home late~!

ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And wat she said? I was so shocked that i was actually speechless.... Haiz

IT HURTS~! IT FRIGGIN HURT~! how can she say that abt her own grand daughter? i wonder whether or not she know wats the meaning of it.. seriously. coz, if she did, i'm very sure she means it...

coz, my grandmother never say anything she didnt mean...

but it hurts... it really does..

I was feeling too rebellious yest to actually feel insulted.. i was just grumbling under my breath... thank god she didnt see me doing that as well.. i might have gotten a slap in the process...

But today, its a totally different story...

why cant she believe me? why is she so against me going back at night.. its not as if i do anything illegal.. its not as if this country is soo dangerous that i need an escort home...

like this.. she insults..

just imagine... next week? 4 days. i'd definitely go home later than rehearsal days rite?

if only you knew wat she called me...

*cries*

Hari Raya

I havent show you guys any pictures from my hari raya... SO here it is..

MY DAY 01..

This is me with my mom la.. [Who else rite?] Morning of Hari Raya...


Then this is me... all set ready to receive guests... since we didnt go anywhere on the first day this yr.. My new earrings nice? LOL~!


Then my aunts came.. or rather old neighbours of my grandmother... but their children and me... are like cousins already.. that close la.. wahahhaa...


Then i had a great big surprise.. my cousin came with my aunt.. Lemme show you my uber cute nephew...

PRESENTING TO YOU: IBRAHIM


And then.. the next few pictures are those of my cousins la.. just a sneak peek into the rojak family i'm in.. lol~! More will come on saturday when my cousin has a open house.. wheeeee cant wait~! more pics~!







And here's my baju from the first day... NICE OR NOT?? Whahahaha...


That's all for my first day folks.. Wheee~!

Other day pics.. coming up soon... i havent even post the other events pics.. waaaaaaaa... *sobs*

Alot to upload... too.. little.. time... *dies*

P.S: To Hudz
EH.. if wanna jalan raya rite.. i'm free on the 20th la.. if you guys can make it la... hmmm we can always ask the other 8... Riana, Ain, Adi, Sambri, Khair, Ismail, Mimi, Hidayah and who else ah? is that all? oh ya.. there's 10 inclusive of the both of us.. so ya.. correct la.. Oh ya.. and i forgot, syaiful..

TO anyone else For now i'm booked on both weekend days for 2 weeks.. pls postpone any future or possible outings for now.. lol~!