2010

realised how I didn't exactly welcome the new year in?

1st january was a friday. People always talk about how peaceful and holy fridays can get. Yes, maybe it was the perfect day to welcome the new year.

Many things have changed. If some things will not be changing, I will be a Year 2 student this coming academic year. If some things don't change, I will still be there.

2009 was eventful.

I left for Australia in such a haste that sometimes, I still can't believe I did it. Looking back, the feeling's surreal.

The freedom that came along with living on my own. It was exhilarating. As much as I hate to say it. I love it.

2009 was also a year of many mistakes. Maybe I was in that much of a haste to leave. But I've always been taught to never live in regret. So, I didn't regret it. Coz I learnt so much about myself in the past year.

I grew up. To be a more patient girl then what I was a year back. I'm the same girl that left singapore in early 09, just some enhancement in personality and character have occured.

2010 was welcomed with joy and always something good to remember. The fact that my cousin got engaged. She's lucky. especially to get someone like him. He's a nice man. And he's lucky too... to get someone as fiercely loyal as her.

Some have asked me when's my turn. I don't know actually. There's still so many things to achieve and to look forward to in my life and I think marriage won't be in the list for at list another 7years.

But who am I to say if fate gives me a different direction rite? Marriage is after all god's will. At least I know that as of rite now, i've yet to be match made or found out that I've been betrothed to someone since birth. lol Now that's paparazzi worthy. heh.

With certain glitches aside, 2010 have been somewhat kind so far.

To all my friends who have recently gotten married, CONGRATS!

To everyone else, may this year bring wonderful memories.

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"The trick is to recognize that a goodbye can be a good thing. where it can be a chance to start again."

- Ugly Betty, Season 4 Episode 11

As everyone knew, I failed my politics in year 1 semester 1 and there was no supp papers for that bloody module.

I die die wanted to overload my semester 2 coz well, I WAS SO BLOODY FREE AND I NEEDED THE DAMN MODULE FOR A CLEAN TRANSFER... duh.

So i emailed my bachelor of arts administrator and she told me that I could not overload when i asked her why coz i really needed it, she told me that i have yet to fulfill the necessary 18cu requirement before overloading can be approved. I was like.. WTF.

so this sem, in the midst of all the shit that has been thrown at me since the new year has started, I decided to just choose my bloody modules in case i have to stick in this bloody undergrad program rite.

this sem, i'm only allowed to do 3modules coz each modules is 6credit units coz i'm already doing upper level subjects as i will be graduating from Bachelor of Arts (w/ (hopefully) triple major) end of next yr.

so i actually can put all my classes in one day and be free the rest of the week but i can bet you. when essays come piling in, it will be oh so joyous.

and because of the stupid module i failed last yr, i have to retake one yr 1 module. So i emailed my admin rite. and guess wat she said? she said she is not in charge of overloading requests and she gave me someone who is in charge of it.

And do you know wat else is stated in the request? THERE IS A REQUEST FOR OVERLOADING APPEALS AND SPECIAL CASES. basically, for idiots like me in my situation last semester rite?

THE LEAST SHE COULD DO WAS TO TELL ME THAT. Rite? KNN. KNS. what's the point of having a student advisor when they don't bloody advise at all? fuckers.

They gave me the shittiest offer which I accepted, currently putting me through the shittiest hell hole and isn't really helping me at all.

And you know wat?

All I wanted is that law degree. Is that really too much to ask? I am willing to give my life up for it. People don't understand why I've always wanted to be a lawyer. I have a long list of reasons. Its the only way I can give back.

sometimes, i tell myself, get over it nad. There is other things out there that you can do so well. Yeah. Maybe. Its just a law degree isn't it?

I'm just very put off rite now.

I need coMfort.

CONGRATS

As most of you know, I was in Melaka over the new year weekend coz my cousin was getting engaged....

It was definitely memorable in more than one ways...

once again, Congrats Mawarni!!

Stay good to him hor!!!

So my aunt now is waiting for me to get engaged next before allowing her other children to even consider getting engaged... I just told her that she better allow them to cross whatever line there is coz it will take me a long while before i'm getting engaged. LOL!