The One of A Kind

As everyone knew, I failed my politics in year 1 semester 1 and there was no supp papers for that bloody module.

I die die wanted to overload my semester 2 coz well, I WAS SO BLOODY FREE AND I NEEDED THE DAMN MODULE FOR A CLEAN TRANSFER... duh.

So i emailed my bachelor of arts administrator and she told me that I could not overload when i asked her why coz i really needed it, she told me that i have yet to fulfill the necessary 18cu requirement before overloading can be approved. I was like.. WTF.

so this sem, in the midst of all the shit that has been thrown at me since the new year has started, I decided to just choose my bloody modules in case i have to stick in this bloody undergrad program rite.

this sem, i'm only allowed to do 3modules coz each modules is 6credit units coz i'm already doing upper level subjects as i will be graduating from Bachelor of Arts (w/ (hopefully) triple major) end of next yr.

so i actually can put all my classes in one day and be free the rest of the week but i can bet you. when essays come piling in, it will be oh so joyous.

and because of the stupid module i failed last yr, i have to retake one yr 1 module. So i emailed my admin rite. and guess wat she said? she said she is not in charge of overloading requests and she gave me someone who is in charge of it.

And do you know wat else is stated in the request? THERE IS A REQUEST FOR OVERLOADING APPEALS AND SPECIAL CASES. basically, for idiots like me in my situation last semester rite?

THE LEAST SHE COULD DO WAS TO TELL ME THAT. Rite? KNN. KNS. what's the point of having a student advisor when they don't bloody advise at all? fuckers.

They gave me the shittiest offer which I accepted, currently putting me through the shittiest hell hole and isn't really helping me at all.

And you know wat?

All I wanted is that law degree. Is that really too much to ask? I am willing to give my life up for it. People don't understand why I've always wanted to be a lawyer. I have a long list of reasons. Its the only way I can give back.

sometimes, i tell myself, get over it nad. There is other things out there that you can do so well. Yeah. Maybe. Its just a law degree isn't it?

I'm just very put off rite now.

I need coMfort.