stupid stupid sun.

its so bright!!! i cant even sleep anymore. or maybe i've slept that deeply that i promptly woke up at 1030 plus plus. but the thing is.. i wanna sleep somemore! Or at least i think i wanna sleep somemore. I'm at mel's place. why? i clubbed yesterday. I couldn't take anymore of South Africa Apartheid.

2 more papers next week..

Hmmm..

how was my public policy exam? I wouldn't say that i did badly.. but i'm not sure if i did well. if i manage to maintain my credit for that subject i'll be pleasantly surprised/happy/insert positive descriptive word. If I got an overall D for the subject, I will laugh so hard for the entire Adelaide to hear and maybe Singapore would be able to hear the faint echoes of it! AHAHHAHAHA. But then again, that's a little too much for me to hope for... i think. =P

Its a very dunno what kind of paper la.. i have mixed feelings about it.

3 sections.

Section A was 5 short essays worth 40%,

section B was "multiple choice" worth 25% (i think i screwed up this section coz some of the questions was fill in the blanks. how that qualifies as multiple choice? I HAVE NO IDEA. the should have made it like Section B. Part 2: Fill in the blanks or something. kns.)

the last question was about commenting, analyzing, evaluating the policy instruments that have been implemented by the Australian Government. 5 issues was listed and we had to choose 2. it was 35%.

I chose the one on climate change and global financial crisis (i did GFC for my policy briefing paper, basically i vomited out nearly everything that i could remember from my essay).

Who would have thought that the day have arrived for anyone to see me typing such a blog entry aie?

Approximately 3yrs ago, i would expect myself to be blogging about my law exams and complaining and whining about it. The overseas bit, yeah well, that was the only thing that hasn't changed from my daydreams. lol.

1 and 1/2 years more to go and i'll be able to hopefully complain, whine, get stressed out by my law exams instead! *waves pom poms to motivate self*

Political economy of Asia Pacific Region on Tuesday. I would like to think that i'm prepared for the paper. coz everytime i read my notes i'm thinking, why am i reading things that i already know from tutorials, readings, essays. I dunno. so confused. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Politics of Third World States on Wednesday. That's my last paper. Its the free writing paper. I'm doing on South Africa Apartheid. yup yup. Don't you think i sound smart typing that? I feel that my smartness have went up a notch just by typing that out. LOL!

I think i'm limiting my essay to approximately 2000 - 3000 words coz i have no idea how long that will take me to write it out manually during the exams itself. So i'm doing the essay with footnotes, type, print, drag to essay and copy it out on the answer booklet that's provided.

I hope that's alrite tho; me bringing in a completed essay.. hmm i mean how else can you do a free writing paper rite with a question of your choice? i missed the last lecture coz i was sick and the lecture wasn't posted up online.. bleargh~ i'm sad. if i cant bring in my essay i most probably will cry in front of my exam venue.

so that's about it with regard to school i suppose. hmm.

On to other topics, what if suddenly one day i announce that i'm attach? LOL! not that i am though.. just wondering what will the general reaction be... HAHAHAHHAHA. that's so random rite?

oh wells.

Seasons may change...

But I?

I may dress and look different to weather the storms

I may be vibrant for weeks and dull the next to adapt accordingly

I may be forgotten but on your way back you might just bump into me again

I may achieve my dreams and bask in my successes

but...

I remain rooted.

Despite all the years, the steps, the changes; beneath it all i'm still the same person you once knew.

P.s: I'm going to start watermarking my photos coz i've realised that some people are starting to take the pics from my accounts and claim it as their own.. so yeah.

O moon, how I long for thee?

Last week was study vacation, today is the start of exams. Well not mine anyways, mine starts tomorrow. I have Australian Government and Public Policy tomorrow at 845am.

Am I prepared? No. Actually, i'm not sure.

Truthfully, i have no confidence in this sem actually but i am clueless why my essays speaks otherwise?

BTW, APOLOGIES FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES.

the last few weeks have been hell with me trying to complete my essays and some of you are aware that i fell sick. And i received a week extension for one of my essays. That on its own threw me off my planned schedule! ARGH.

I was suppose to email my public policy tutor some stuff but he's off for a seminar overseas already,

my corruption essay is due today even though i'm halfway through it; its not done.

my public policy exam is tomorrow - i'm quite worried about that coz i actually thought it was Thursday instead of tmr. SO thank god i checked my timetable on saturday! Alittle late but its better than me checking it tomorrow afternoon or something. I've done some of the past exam papers but i'm still not satisfied coz i haven't fully go through my textbook properly. HAIZ.

funny how 1 week can throw you off your entire schedule. oh wells. no point regretting now.

But after tmr, i have approximately 1 week till my political economy exam and 8 days before my free writing paper. so maybe i would fall aslp tmr after the paper and study political economy once i wake up and get that done and over with and then bury myself in the library to settle my free writing paper for my 3rd world politics exams. yup yup.

yes, i'm that tortured this week and last that i actually put on make up to school today to study coz i didnt wanna look at myself in the mirror in library toilet with bright lighting and scare myself. so yeah...

Anyways, this is all for now.. i'm even tired trying to finish this entry.

GANBATTE TO ALL HAVING EXAMS. most prob its just those in Queensland and Adelaide, coz Josh who's in tasmania is already back in Singapore for the hols.. so yeah..

i'm sipping mocha rite now and i have a can of redbull in my bag for emergency rite after this mocha is done with.

and to me: ALITTLE BIT MORE NAD!

Tell me, How true is this?

What men should know : A woman who truly ♥ you will be angry at you for so many things but will stick around.

What women should know : A man who truly ♥ you will never let you go no matter how hard the situation is.

Men obviously know the above really well and exploit it to no end.