hmmm... I really cant believe that its really over...

Who ever thought that 3yrs would pass by so fast?

I entered poly thinking that it would be like a lifetime in there.. wondering when on earth i'll go out of there... well.. obviously, my first year wasn't the best.. so ya.. maybe thats the reason why...

But, as the semesters flew by, i saw the end getting nearer and i really cant believe...

And when the last day of my exams... i was stunned.

It literally spells OVER.

And i wasnt really prepared for it...

I still cant believe that there wont be a next semester. There wont be another time table. There wont be any comparisons of timetable. There wont be anyone coming to me asking me what class i'm in. What subjects i'm taking, when i'll be free...

And on the last day, as i looked around when everyone was taking pics and busy running to pose for a picture at a sight of a camera, i've realised something...

I'm really gonna miss them.

Who would have guessed? LOL~!

I didnt make lotsa friends... I tend to just stick to what i have... But i'm thankful to god to actually allow me to meet more throughout my days there especially towards the end...

And i'm really glad that i have spent those times with them... even for a mere 5mins, you know.. at least, i got the opportunity to know what that person is like before leaving...

I know my last few days before the last paper was rather rocky... Arguments, Ignorance, etc... But i'm really glad it happened, at least it showed me the true meaning of alot of things and watever that has happened.. i've never regretted anything at any point of time...

Instead, i was rather relieved... to the point of being thankful... Things happened, and i wasnt really affected by it.. i guess its cause its expected and well, very predictable...

Throughout the 3 yrs,

I've made friends... With various people... Maybe some i never would have thought that i'd make friends with... I've lost a friend and most prob have gained that friendship again... I havent been talking to someone who i have known for a very very long time... 2 yrs in fact... being ignored? if i am... i dunno wat i've done wrong actually.. and if that person happens to be reading this.. i'm sorry if i did something wrong and i hope there wont be silence between us again...

To those that i've known, I truly cherish you guys~!

Before i did the video... I bought the BSB - Never Gone album.. went to their concert... Incomplete and Never Gone has always been my favourite song... Never Gone i told azi should be used in the video... the lyrics are just too meaningful...

We used it..

After the video, Never Gone has a very different meaning to me now..

I guess all i can say now is...

"If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again"

I have lots of thigns to update about... surprisingly... i still havent find the time to sit down and compose a blog entry... muahahahaha

Sounds busy eh? So wat have Nad been busy about? LOL~!

Hrrmm... *mysterious smile*

I think i've been doing weird things and have a strange feeling of continuing to do the weird things that i've been doing...

So here i am... manage to find the 5 minutes for this entry...

but now, i have to go.. BYE~!

*goes off to town..* tralallalalalala

Hmmm..

Time flies.. like seriously.. I cant remember when was the last time i blogged...

today's like.. hmmm.. FRIDAY~!

and monday's my Banking & Finance paper.. like yay~! and i havent studied.. whahahaha..

*twirls and jumps around*

Been occupied with trying to study... whahahaha.. Seriously, i'm not in the mood... wheee...

and been sick for the past.. hmm.. month? i think so.. wahahhaa.. doesnt seem to recover yo.

i'm so bored.. i'm so bored...

yuppedie doo dah...

And Tydon Banks has chosen...

Wahahahaha.. wanna know who's the unofficial winner of ANTM Cycle 6? Just look below.. wahahhahaha

Hmmm

I've found out that some of you did not get the video clip on the day of prom...

So can those who did not get it, please come forward and take it from me..

YUP. I have extras and i could burn more if its insufficient...

And for those who already watch it...

Comments? LOL~!. i know la.. i abit k-po... but since cannot see reactions.. i'd have to ask for comments rite?

hmmm.. oh ya.. and comments regarding the slide show can put it under the comments box instead of the tag-box? so that it wont digress you know..

THANKIEWS PPLE~!!

oh ya.. and for those of you who didnt go for prom.. no worries.. i'll be giving you guys the video as well.. i mean it wouldnt be fair if you guys did not get it... since, everyone's a part of it...

so ya.. i'm looking forward to see the comments.. and i'm sure azi is too..

at least something refreshing out of wat's happening now you know.. LOL~!

good day ya'll~!

Yes.

Prom's over. Like watever.

Am i happy with it? well.. could have been better...

one thing that i'm kinda sad, pissed or watever is the fact that the video clip wasnt played during prom...

we (me and azi) made it with a reason. We made it so that those who attended the prom could remininse together... share that memory together... it would have been a great meaning for us all..

it would mean alot to me especially.. and to azi as well..

now, it would be just THAT other stupid video clip that happens to be given out at prom as door gifts.

Yup. its just a freaking door gift and nothing else.

it wont hold as much meaning as something else. it will not even have THAT meaning you know..

the kind that something that everyone knows, when it was played.. all their friends were there to watch it.. an when you play it again at home you will remember the memories when you watch it as a group and the memories of those days..

but now?

its just another CD with that video clip. just that video clip containing photos of us. people.

maybe i'm over reacting.. i dunno.

but i know that it will definitely hold a different meaning if it was played there. Prom.

Coz, i remembered during my sec sch prom, the one thing that I really remembered was a particular video clip that was played of us.. the seniors.. everyone watched it. remembered it. cried with it. and realised that those are the people that they will miss when they graduated.

And i remembered seeing the room differently. suddenly all the grudges that were around disappeared for that moment. They understood. They appreciated.

And that is something i wanted to happen yesterday.. to have something from an event where everyone will just be there and remembered you know. i just want that magical moment again.

ARGH~!

I cant believe i'm actually tearing because of it...

i guess i'm really over reacting i suppose... but then again.. i think i should be entitled to it...

since me and azi spent our weekends putting the photos, making sure the songs flow, getting photos from others and places, finding photos of events that occurred when we first stepped into poly and me sleeping at 4am for the past week trying to make the envelopes look nice and dragging it around so that azi could write down the event name and then trying to make sure the stickers stick well.. and staying up till 7am of the day of prom to burn the CDs and falling asleep to wake up realising that i've not finish it and that prom would be happening later on that evening and also checking 3/4 of the CDs to see whether or not its burned properly..

Well, maybe i'm to be blamed for that... coz, i rejected the help from marcus coz, i wanted it to be confidential so that it would come as a surprise.

i guess it my fault as well.. if i really wanted that particular thing to go smoothly as well.. i should have personally made sure that there was backup... i.e: made sure there was another computer.

ARGH!

I should just shut up. It's afterall over. no use of me complaining also.. nothing can be done now.

*scolds self... NAD~! You shouldn't be over reacting~!..
NAD: OH SHUT UP*

I have no comments..

Its 230 pm... the afternoon of prom. YAY.

haiz.

gotta go to the bank.. ciaoz.

I wonder wat the other 3 are doing...

tralallala..

i'm at home...

its 2.42pm...

i have a dateline at 5pm.. and i have yet to complete my stuff.. I have to print in school..

i'm so clever oh soo clever..

YAY~!

i dont even know whether i can come to school or not... haiyo..

my head... pain pain pain...
i shouldnt have rejected my mom's offer to go to the doctor this morning...

*cries*

OMG.

There's so many things that i wanna update...

but but but..

i'm just too tired rite now.. wahhahaha.. 3.57am and i'm still awake.. and wait till my mom finds out.. i'm so going to be killed... why? coz, i'm suppose to be sick and resting.. so ya..

My chinese new year weekend was spent with me catching up with sleep and then today, or rather, yeasterday, i fell sick. I have no idea how man.. especially when all i'm doing was catching up sleep.. so ya.. i think the bug's released especially with the fact that i'm resting or something... sheesh...

i sounded like a bird la this morning.. can you believe it? NOT NAD, NOT MINAH ROCKER! But like a bird. sheesh.. dont believe me ask azi... wahahaha.. she was at my house to witness it.. lol..

and azi.. speaking of which.. i managed to recover it.. so ya.. nothing's lost.. and i've added finishing touches to the first part...

OMG. i just have to sleep rite now...

ALOT OF PICTURES. MUSIC THAT MEANS ALOT. A PROGRAMME THAT NEVER FAILS TO HANG.

definitely not a good combination.. lol.. especially not suppose to last for long hours...

YAWN~!

oh man.. i wanna post my BSB pics.. but nvm.. i shall wait till most of my things are done..

Toodle doo good people.

oh ya.. before i forget...

yes. i know its late.. but at least i'm wishing rite?

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL~!