Monday, December 21, 2009

Everytime I'm with them...

I don't need to prove anything.

I never feel shit.

I never been treated like shit.

We talk about everything under the sun. Politics. Travel. Clothes. Porn. Restaurants. Alcohols. Family. Relationships. Movies. Songs. Dance Moves.

They know my moods. But I guess, that's not coz of due to the years of friendship. That's due to the fact that we've been put in a situation together.

With them, I've always been treated right. I've always been taken care off. I've always been bullied but its still different.

With them, they treat me as their equal but still respect me as a girl.

With them, I always feel that there's hope still for the world. LOL.

They're not my cousins. They're not related. But they're like the brothers I never had. They're one of those that I've missed in Australia.

------------------------------------------------------------------

Fencing competition was shit. I didn't realise that the body wire was spoilt till Matt kept on asking me to test it after each point and then finally he told me to change it. The point was 11 - 2.

Yes. Mine was 2. In a 15 points bout. I wanted to cry by then! I wanted the individual medal so bad! And losing that badly to the opponent i was fencing against, it was... well. an insult.

Guess wat happened immediately after I changed the body wire? The bout ended 30 seconds after I changed my body wire.

I still lost. But guess wat was my points?

yup. the bout was 15-12.

Conclusion: I should have changed my body wire sooner.

-----------------------------------------------------------

my ankle is beginning to act up again. hmmm...

No comments: