SHORT UPDATE

Been busy with school. Its not funny. Exams upcoming, timetable's out and I still have pending essays to be handed up. Yup yup.

Lack of slp. BLEARGH NOT FUNNY. Eversince i left singapore, i havent drank much coffee, mocha especially. but these 2 weeks, i drink at least 2 cups of large mocha everyday in school.

Tired. Seriously, the amount of books i'm reading its like major knowledge overload. NOT FUN.

Driving. I've done 7 hours of day driving. which means i'm left with 33hrs day driving and 10 hours night.

BTW, did any of you realise how fast the days have been passing. dammit.

I have lost track of dates a long time ago. Basically, ever since i've been lacking sleep to do essays. I only function on today, yesterday, tomorrow, last week and next week.

Ok. i'm going to wear my socks. its 630pm now. i'm taking the 7pm bus to the city. need to unwind. been doing often. its the only outlet for me. truthfully its cheaper than watching a movie. I will blog about it more on why.

And you know wat's the best part? My essays usually form itself the following day and then suddenly everything makes sense. So I know what kind of studying person I am. i can't just sit still in my room enclosed within the 4 walls and a room. and its been proven with my essay results this sem as compared to last sem.

i'll update more when my mind isn't occupied with my Political economy of Asia Pacific Region - Asian Financial Crisis Paper.

Ya. smart me had to pick that topic of all things. LOL!

oh wells. byeee

GIRL TALK

you know, being a girl, there will always be situations where there will be someone attempting to get to know you.. correct?

but you know wat's worst?

the fact that they got to know you, then the attempt to break up with you when there's nothing going on to begin with.

I dunno why, but i've always had more guy friends in certain portions/aspects of my life.. i'm not complaining, coz i enjoy their company... gives me a break from the normal things that some girls talk about. clothes, make up, shopping and boys.

BOYS. sometimes i really wonder, what's so great abt such a topic? I dunno.

Anyways, as i was saying...

while i appreciate their company, there are times that some just can't seem to stay just as friends. I think many of you who already know me, knows that the issue of boyfriend has always been a very non-talked abt topic. Even from when i was really young.

one thing is coz, i'm choosy. i'm really choosy. i know that and it doesnt help that countless people have pointed that out to me as well.. but yeah... I do things my way.

While i appreciate and feel flattered at the expression of interests at such an early stage of acquaintance, i actually find it ridiculous.

How can you be THAT interested in me rite?

While i keep an open mind about accepting friendships (at times, against my better judgement), i have no idea why some people just cant accept the fact that... we're friends.

why can't we just be friends?

do you really have to work to start something? rite from the start?

but i'm not like that. i've never been like that.

But one thing for sure, in any friendship - you have to get to know each other. so in the process of getting to know each other, you will find out certain things about the other party...

but.

guys, they don't exactly listen do they? even if they tell you that they do. So they listen to whatever they wanna listen and come to whatever conclusion they wanna come too.

that pisses me off the most. you misunderstand the words i say just coz you don't read or listen properly, how is that my fault? and why is it that i have to clarify things that you misunderstand? shouldn't it be the other way round?

so one thing, i would say here. if you wanna get to know me, you'll have to accept everything about me. my past, my present and my principles in life.

Why do i always have to defend myself about me?

Coz i seriously cant be bothered to explain why certain things happen the way they do in my life. Havent you realised?

I HATE TO REPEAT MYSELF.

So, stop asking me why am i living my life the way i am. Coz thankfully enough to both god and my mom, i have to luxury to do so. Stop asking me more about my love life when you start getting all suspicious right from the start. I don't have a love life. Stop asking me about my past when you're jumping to your own conclusions from the beginning. My past is part of me. Deal with it.

So i dont know why, i have to be selective about which side of me i have to showcase coz i don't believe in that bullshit.

you wanna know me, accept me as i am.

And deal with that.

Omg!

I've been so busy with uni, you have no idea! I'm so tired and all i wanna do is sleep. Yesterday, i didn't go for my Third World Politics, no, i didn't oversleep. On the contrary, i woke up early on Thursday... But I didn't prepare for tutorial the night before coz I was too tired and when I woke up, I was still so lethargic. I just went back to bed after that.

The previous day, I have political economy rite? I entered class and just sat there. I was so tired, i didnt even realised that my classmate was talking to me until like a full 5 seconds later when i noticed someone staring in my face. All i wanted to do was sprawl myself on the table and sleep, but he just burst out laughing in my face. Like thanks ah.

Surprisingly, i still managed to contribute alot to the tutorial. Proud of myself!! My tutor just giggled all through class... tsk.

so i have an essay due on monday and i wanna go out tomorrow.

so i will try to finish it by tonight. its the seminar paper which i presented on last week and had awesome feedback about it from my tutor. which means, 85% of my research is done, i just have to type it out and reference it. BLEARGH.

I've been keeping myself entertained with something new online which i'm too embarrassed to say it here. so yeah. LOL! soorrryy.. i will i guess one day. i dunno. LOL!

And i joined this facebook contest on iDreamin... in hopes to get a lomo.. here's the pic! Its shot with my Canon 1000D with the new add-on lens that i ordered on E-bay few months back...

This contest is to win a Lomo. SO PLS HELP ME WIN IT.

here's the link: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4021533&id=117054736218&ref=mf

the steps are the same if you're on facebook, like the group then you can like my picture!

If i don't win this one... I'm gonna be persistent and join in the next one and be more annoying about gaining voters than i already am rite now...

SO PLS PLS PLS SHOW YOUR LOVE!! THANKS

I WANT THAT LOMO!