There's tons of things constantly reeling in my mind.
- My Women Studies Analysis due tomorrow and I'm only halfway through it. I'm just scared that I am not on the right bullshittng track. If you know wat i mean.
- The 10 topics that i will have to remember out of the 25 that is gonna appear in my Politics paper on Tuesday next week. Which I have not touched on, coz I thought that Criminal Justice was next Tuesday. Not Politics. Well, at least i realised it sooner.
- My entire semester's worth of grades kept on replaying itself in my head, constantly telling my sub conscious mind that I need at least a Credit for the exams to get straight Ds and CRs in my result slip.
- My conscious mind telling me to calm down and take things one at a time
- Its strange, this fear. But I guess, I want it that bad... *shrugs*
- My chest and back... hurts.
- I need something to distract me right now but I can't bring myself to have fun coz it keeps on appearing in my head.
As a result?
Tonight.
A night where I can't sleep and I can't do anything coz I'm stumped. At a loss for actions.
And surprise, its already 8.05 am and the sun have been up for ages. And I'm mentally tired but I can't go to sleep and I will be heading to school soon. Since I need to get away from temptation at home such as the bed and story books and well, I do need to finish my Women Studies Analysis inclusive of footnotes. So ya. I need other kind of books.
Haiz.
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