OK! Got maself a new template..

I have no idea whether or not i like it... But watever.. i'll stick with this till i get bored of it.. have a more colourful template.. but.. hmm.. dunno why this attracts me also...

Hmmm.. and i cant seem to change the colour of the fonts automatically.. too tired at the moment.. shall work on this later on..

Its 225am...

It a sunday morning..

And i'm bored...

Hahahhaa.. what did i do today?

Well... helped hidayah with her magazine project.. yes.. there was a photoshoot.. yes.. i was the "Model"..

And it WAS RETARDEDDD!! LOL!!

just hope i didnt destroy the pictures.. whahahaha..

She concluded that i have a Baby-ish face... WHATEVER *Rolls eyes*

I'll look mature when i grow older... hahahhaa.. Rite now, i'll be contented with the babyish face as she puts it... at least, i still look young rite?? whahahaha..

so ya.. hahahha.. damn funny though.. i just wanna see her magz after all this.. whahaha..

Had fun doing it though.. wahhahaa...

I think i just loved accounts.. LOL!

Abit too late.. but wat the hell...

went for CCA just now... Have no idea wat happened and ended up joining the table topics contest.. and got 3rd place.. whahahhahaa... Not bad ah? *winks*

weekends are here again...

AND

I think i'm thirsty.. so ya.. Good bye!

This is seriously fucked up!!

First, i nearly screwed up OB group by coming late... not 5 mins, not 10mins.. but 45 FREAKING MINUTES!!

Second, i didnt bring my exploration report to be finshed after OB class today that is suppose to be handed up during psychology...

and now i have to type it all out again!!!

I'm seriously going to cry!!

Fuck. Fucked. Fucked up.

MELVYN LEE!!

Stop posting blog entries and start typing your letters!!!!!

Later you complain haven't finish la.. still need to do pscyho project later la.. this laa.. then laa.. then in the end complain that you're hungry....

So ya...

And can you stop being so stressed!!!!

*pours buckets and pails of water*

I lasted thru fam ok.. you confirm can last thru one project can...

tralalalal

This is so fun!! conveyancing is just soooooo fun!! hehehehee

Yes.. i think i've gotten over fam law...

now.. "looking" forward to OB tomorrow, handing in of Psych Exploration report tomorrow as well as the group report as well as finishing my my psycho pppt slides...

Oh and some body need to need to suggest to this lecturers to go for a writing on whiteoard classes... I can go blind at this rate..

Go blind and die young!

*pulls hair out! Covers face! Dies!~*

Can't believe i screwed up the fam law presentation... Thanks to me, the group lost marks.. BRILLIANT!!!

I'm so sorry man... Really..

I have no idea how i can make such a stupid mistake... argh!!! must be thinking of something else when i was looking for it...

Now its like a few grades lower thanks to me..
HAIZ~!

*runs off and hides*

This is the LONGEST wait ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm hungry...

and its also traumatising....

Family law is done!! Family Law is Done!! lalalallala!!!

YAY~ YAY~ YAY~ YAY~!!!!!

Ahaahhahahahaha....

*goes on the merry-go-round*

lalalallalalalallalalalala~~!!!!

Just started continuing the fam law slides now...

So tired! My eyes wanna close already, but i shall not complain for i have slept for a total of 4hrs i think.. lol.. from 1045pm to around 230am

hmmmm.. so scary you know.. i have no idea wat's gonna happen tomorrow during the presentation.. i'm currently quite blur on the first question and have no idea whether or not i've done it correctly... hmmmmzzz....

Ahhhh... I'm so worried....

I think at the rate i'm going, i might just die young... really..

On a brighter note, oh wait.. wat's the brighter note?

Hmmm.. oh ya.. met my cousin just now... well, had to console her... aiyo... she ah.. so very the anti-climax one... eeee! i dont like! make me worried for nothing.. coz, she gave me like 2 miss calls, and a scolding the moment she picked up the phone..

i thought my grandfather sick or in hospital or something... sekali.. you know wat?!?!

she quarrelled with her boyfriend... *faints*

At the rate this people are treating their girfriends... i just feel like sending someone to assasinate (is that the rite spelling?) them...

Ok that's not the bright note.. lol! i've finallly remembered the brighter note..

I LOVE MY NEW SHOES!!! *Jumps around in it*

but obviously my mom had to be a wet blanket saying that at the rate i'm going to wear it, and the fact that its on me.. and me being me... the shoes will definitely NOT last long.. so ya..

Nearly had a heart attack in class..

why?

coz, dearest darling mel...

put the family law ppt slides in the recycle bin instead of sending it to me!!!

GOSH!

Tomorrow there's school!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH....

why is the weekend so short oone?? i felt that i've barely been at home and then next day schooling already..

was happily complaining away to my mom when she said that most prob its coz i was in school on saturday.. that's why cannot feel the weekend.. but i went swimming today.. hehehhe..

yesterday had open house..

And guess wat? I was dressed out in 80's style.. well, dont ask me how or why? ended up taking part in the DT open house performance.. it was fun though.. but watever it is..

i still cant get over the fact that:

I wore a red skirt with a white top and a pink scarf on my head and pink and white earrings.. (Obviously i didnt wear that to school.. i changed in school)

and that i bumped into some of those juniors of mine.. *Rolls eyes* and i thought i was forgotten... Saw them.. or rather they saw me first.. they were like..

"eh isn't that Nadira? and so cute... she's wearing a..."
*me cuts in*
"HI! BYE!!"
*starts running*
"AND Don't even think of continuing ah.. you pple ah..."
*trails off... runs up the stairs and out of sight*

and then had jam & hop... stayed for part of it.. it was... ERRRR... NO COMMENTS... stayed for part of it.. and left... embarrasing myself on the way out... *shakes head at the memory*

and now?

Doing my fam law.. ayaiaiiaiaa.. i can do this.. this is fun. yes it is.. it realy is!!

AND

MELVYN..

Happy birthday!! hehehe... and start stocking up on your hair dyes.. hahaha.. you're old.. you're 19!! lol lol lol.. You're reaching the BIG 2 Soon!!

Anywayz, have fun.. stay happy... smile more often.. and even though you're older.. dont turn serious.. whahahahaha..

i'm sorry for the outburst in the previous entry..

so so sorry...

its just that...

i forgot how to be a brick wall...

ARGH!!! *Screams even more*

Nothing i do seemed right to you since the past week...
I've been trying so hard...
So damn hard!!!!!!!!
But obviously nothing pleases you nowadays...
nothing at all!!
Saying that i've been doing certain thing...
Not caring of the circumstances...
not caring of anything..
Do you seriously know how much it hurts??

Oh ya, i forgot..

i'm the insensitive heartless daughter...

ARGH!! If this the internet connection is going to fail on me again..

I'LL DEFINITELY SCREAM FOR THE WHOLE HOUSE TO HEAR AND WAKE MY MUM UP AND MAKE HER DO SOMETHING TILL ITS FINE AGAIN.. AND I CAN USE IT IN PEACE AGAIN..

Obviously its an exaggeration, i'm not THAT mean to force my mom to do something in the wee hours of the morning... but the screaming part.. NO.. that definitely is not an exaggeration.

So what exactly am i doing?

Hmmm.. the psychology report is done, so is my psychology powerpoint slides.. I'm quite proud of myself.. managed to proof read some atrocious english and now my eyes hurt real bad!! but my report looks nicer though.. lol!

so now i'm trying to bullshit through OB... seriously hope the teacher buys the crap though.. hmmmm..

but wat i know is that, some parts will definitely be contradicting as one member will be making us sound perfect while i will somewhat make us sound pathetic?

GOOD LUCK TO US. AMEN.

I'm bored...

Oh wait.. i shouldn't be... i have lots of things to do..

So what happened today? Hmm oh ya.. started on all the projects that's needed to be completed... well.. i hope it'll complete by friday latest..

So today is the day AFTER V-day.. LOL!!

Yesterday, was like... A flower shop WITHIN school. Its like flowers flowers flowers everywhere.. *dies*

I mean its nice to get those multi-coloured roses, huge sunflowers in those sweet-coloured papers... But its like.. Those flowers will just die by next week!! hahaha.. Dunno why they insist on flowers on V-day but not on normal days..

isnt it like cheaper? sweeter? (coz, you're the only one carrying the bouquet instead of any Mary, jane or sally that you bumped at every corner you turn) and obviously more orginal.. hahahha..

And i remembered on Sunday i was pestering my mom to buy roses for the house.. when i realise the roses cost $13 instead of the usual $6... Madness!

but still, the flowers are sold out coz, the devoted boyfriends would still buy it for the beloved, flower-hungry girlfriends.. whahaha

So what did i do yest? Hmmm. Nothing. heee. sad? Hmmm. dont think so. hahaha.. used to it.. :P

But i did catch the 47th GRAMMY AWARDS!! WOOOHHOOO!!! i love alica keys!! lol.. and usher's dance.. *Drools*

Did anyone watch MTV Asia Aid? Hmmmm.. Alicia Keys is sooooooo PWEEETTY!! *drools* I mean i know that she has always been pretty but.. watever.. heeee..

Went to Miss Lim's House on Friday!! wahahahahhaa...

Guess what?!?!!?

I learned how to play Mahjong!! LOL!! whahahaha.. *rolls on the floor*

Well, obviously at first i sucked most of the time and of coz, being the resident pain in the ass by asking what number is it every 5 seconds.. and i actually understand it better after MX came.. whaahha.. he explains mahjong in english perfectly well..

And later on, he no longer wanted to play coz i kept winning.. whahahaha.. and he was somewhat sure that i cheated or something and soon called me silent killer.. lol! so, after MX left the table, Me, Rafidah, Nurul and Azi conquered the Mahjong table..

Pls note: 4 Mly girls at a Mahjong table.. it was really quite a sight.. whahaha

Then there were word or sounds.. i'm not to sure about that.. such as pong or kong or something along that lines.. so ya.. when you're excited or something.. you'll just go.. "pong.. oh wait.. ping.. eh i meant pong.." so ya.. hehehe it was fun

Then Miss Lim joined in and soon it became a table of discussion how school was as well as playing.. wahahaha.. well, i started losing once we played with the chips.. so ya..

Note to self: I'm just not meant to gamble.. LOL~!

And towards the end, the 5 of us agreed that that Mahjong is a very ADDICTIVE GAME..

nurul and rafidah even considered on getting their own mahjong set so that they can practice and the next time they come to miss lim's house or somewhere, they'll be fully prepared with cash and skills.. LOL!!

And if they did that, they are just about to be my new best friends.. wahaaha

Then the baby is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!! AHHHH!!! And she likes me!!! ahhhh.. I'm so touched and honoured!! lol!

i'm going to pester my cousins who are not married to get married and those who are to get themselves pregnant or something.. Coz, beware! there's a willing babysitter in town!! ahhh!!

Take note on the word babysitter, it means that if i'm about to do any babysitting job anytime soon, we can always discuss the charges beforehand..
*Grins and gives angelic smiles*

and monday's V-day.. i have no idea why am i making so much noise over it.. heee

OH,

And Azi,
You might think that you're not worth it, but others might not see you the same way you see yourself. You might only see your weaknesses but others might only see your strengths and some might love you even more for your weaknesses. (",)

I know that this is a bit late..

BUT

Happy Chinese New Year to all

And to all muslims out there,

Happy New YEAR!

Today was the crappiest and the lamest day that ever happened to me eversince secondary school.. oh wait.. hmmm.. well.. i guess it is the crappiest and lamest day that occurred in a long long time..

So what did i do today?

I went to Pasir Ris Beach with:

Rebecca = She's too free and has been trying to meet up with me and the other 2..
Meng San= It's been awhile since i last hang with this cuckoo head
Farhana= She's back from Australia for holidays
Rachel= She's too free too.. All these A'level grads.. tsk tsk tsk
Hidayah= To fulfill our promise and obviously to meet up with them

And of course, there's me.. heeheh.. deena wasn't around..

that was the craziest outing ever.. really!! hahahaha.. we walked to Pasir Ris Park from the interchange and we sat on a huge rock.. while farhana, meng san and rachel attempted to storytell, me, hidayah and becky was busy taking photos and also being nostalgic.. whahaha

well.. the last time the 3 of us sat on that rock was.. after we got back our prelim results.. hahahahahaha... that was one frustrating period.. but that was last time..

then we walked to the other side of the park...

Then somewhere along... we came up with a new way of saying the F word without actually saying it.. but actually.. i think it sounds more obscene.. whahahaha.. and then there's the Hairy Horny Hairwhore.. and when we reached the interchange again.. that particular phrase was somehow inserted in the national anthem..

and it ended with hidayah coming over and watched MULAN together.. whahahaha..

Hmmm.. the study trip.. i think i've made up my decision.. i'm not going.. even though mom has given me the green light.. but, i guess, its still too much of a financial risk on my part??

oh ya.. Valentine's Day next week rite??

hahahha.. So exciting.. some pple have celebrated their one yr.. LOL!! Damn Happening! And i'm looking out for new blossoming love.. AITE AZIZAH?? heheheheheh.. *Angelic Smiles*

And i need to find my work to do.. 3 more weeks of school.. This sem has not turned out as what i expected it to be.. hmmmm.... watever... haiz

BRIDGE:
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm going live my life (not the way you want me to)

CHORUS:
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

--------Rumours, Lindsay Lohan

Can't some people just stop being paranoid over some things... What's the use of being possessive? it equates to you loving someone more?? or are you just plainly pushing that particular person even further away..

Why trust someone else more than you trust somebody you've been annoucing your love for? Is that still call love? Then tell me, where's the trust in that so-called love? I truly dont see the purpose in a partner sending someone to so-call spy on the other and later report back...

And i dont get it why some people try to change their partners so much when who they fall in love with is the person they meet the very first time.. the time when nothing was changed..

you fall for that person, for wat you see, wat you know and wat you hear.. and care to enlighten me again, why are you restriciting their moves, clothings, actions? Why do that just because of your insecurities, your paranoia, your watevers??

Why is it that you love someone so much and yet vulgarities flow out like water each time you quarrel? Why is it that you confess your love to her and yet in your mind you're thinking something elsE?

Is this what you call love? is this wat you call a relationship?

If it is..

no wonder i'm still single...

hahaha.. i'm such a good girl this weekend that i myself cant believe it!! whahahaha..

Well, one of the reason is that i've been at home!! AAAAHHH!! *Screams in d'lite* Cant really remember when was the last time that i've been at home the entire day during the weekend..

Finally! My definition of family day is back in my dictionary again!! whahahahah.. WHooppiEEE!!! *does somersaults*

So what did i do? Wahahah.. i've been going swimming alone.. waaaa.. so refreshing!! i truly do wonder when will i get over this swimming frenzy phase though.. hahaha.. but i'm quite sure this wouldnt last that long..

But then again.. i might be wrong.. been wrong on quite alot of things for the past 1 and 1/2 yrs.. whahahhaahha

I need to do alot of things.. HA! time to be proving some shit..

sometimes, the words are just getting on my nerve! how can i be so happy and yet so pissed at the same time at that particular moment? Just because it made me smile genuinely for once.. and then it left me standing there stunned.. Totally confused.. how can something so enjoyable be depleting?

but then again.. even though its affecting me so much.. even though i wonder why... hmm.. maybe i'm.. nvm forget it...

i'm going to try my best to ignore it for now.. for i'm sure that there are reasons that time have not permit to be revealed.. just yet.

SO i went out today to meet Deena after class... coz, hidayah had photography class at 7pm and ends at 10pm..

Purpose of outing: To help her find the perfect gift *i can make a career out of this* and for me to look out for some stuff.

Yes.. i was suppose to meet her at 5 la.. Well, as usual.. she's late.. but i shouldnt be complaining.. hahaha.. since its nothing new rite?? But, the itch to complain is great... So complain i shall!! whahahaha

she went home early to get some beauty sleep, as she puts it.. and ask me to message her when i finish ma lesson... So ya.. i managed to dilly dally out of school and sashayed to the bus stop after msging her.. and then somehow.. i felt.. maybe i should give her a call...

A very wise decision on my part..

Why?

Coz, when i called her.. she just woke up.. and i'm at Tamp interchange!! so obviously she got earache and someone who witnessed got amused...

Why?

Obviously i started nagging la.. wat else?!?!

So i told her.. i dont care.. i'm not going to push back the meeting time.. we'll still meet at 5.. i mean wat the hell.. she's still gonna reach earlier than me.. serangoon to orchard is nearer than tamp to orchard.. rite?? well.. i reached there at hmmm.. 4.55pm?? i think la...

ya.. when i called her..

guess what? *DRUM ROLLS*

she just left her house and just gotten a cab... basically, she just entered the cab and on her way to meet me.. and i've reached.. and it was a 40mins journey from tamp intchange to orchard.. and still i'm early.. vely the good!!

Aiyah.. but cannot complain la ah.. i should be used to this.. *shakes head*

Besides, i had a very nice train ride to town.. haha..

*Hidayah OOOO hidayah.. if only you were there.. then can join forces and nag at her.. MUAHAHAHHA!!*

Hmm then we walked around orchard.. I meant THE ENTIRE OF ORCHARD.. really.. we walked through a few levels of Wisma then went to Taka and then walked to Paragon just to buy starbucks coffee.. (Don't ask me why we chose to buy it there when there's so many other starbucks around) hahaha.. but obviously was hmmm.. embarrassing?? ya.. lol.. oh ya..

WORD OF CAUTION!!
Don't drink the Green Tea Frappucino.. It tastes like the prawns you eat in cold dishes!! ReallY!! No kidding.. i'm still wondering why she likes it!! its like.. YUCKS! EWW!!

Walked to Heeren.. That's when we found it!! The perfect gift.. whahaha.. actually it was me that pointed it out.. LOL!! hhahaha.. *so you better start saving aite deen?*

After that walked to P.S.. walked the entire of P.S and then proceeded to City Hall.. Walked the entire Raffles City Shopping Centre with no particular purpose in mind.. Then walked through the Citylink and ended up at Suntec City... Obviously.. walked all over Suntec City.. before deciding to walk back to Raffles City and back to P.S..

Yes.. only then we decided to go home.. after all that walking.. it was 10pm.. hahahha..

*Oh ya, Deen.. If someone tells you that he feels as though i'm uncomfortable in his presence.. tell him that... its not that i have anything against him.. Coz, I wasnt prepared also.. you also another one.. dunno how to tell me where you going issit? I just follow you like some headless chicken with no sense of direction.. hehehe..*

Yes.. we need to go out again next week.. i still havent found anything!! pls inform hidayah and becky.. its about time we go out with becky!!!

hhhhmmmm.. wat else should i be updating about??

oh ya.. school.. wat else rite? whahahha.. hmmmm.. schoool.. *Shakes head* Wat i know is that i'm totally screwing this up.. but i just realised today that.. NOW.. i have some sort of motivation to do better...

And i went shopping yesterday!! WOOOHOOOO!!! whahahhaha... I'm Lovin' It~!!!

Managed to hide the things from grandma.. whahaha.. coz, she thinks that i dont need anymore clothes.. i think she doesnt notice that i'm wearing like nearly the same things to school everyday.. So.. Her finding out about my clothes = A BIG NO NO!! hahaha...

And i think this entry should end!! hahaha.. next week's CNY hols.. i cant wait!! really!! Why? Coz, 1)I'm going out.. 2)I'll be starting on my fam law! YAY! 3)My psychology grp project will be typed out!! WHEE!!

I really cant wait!! hahaha.. really!! I'm like so excited rite now.. hahaha.. can't believe i'm actually looking forward to typing out the grp report and do the slides and also start doing my other projects.. i think i might be sick.. hahaha

i should go check my temperature.. *bounces away*

Happy B-day Halimah!!

Have fun, Coz you're getting old already.. LOL! so enjoy before age catches up with you.. whahahaha.. ok.. i make it sound as if you're 91 instead of 19... yes yes... i'll get you something la ok? whahahahaa... i have a few people's present still pending.. so ya.. tunggu la sikit ye makcik?? lol
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Havent been blogging... For those who is leaving in a world of their own and refuse to come back to reality... yes.. the rumours you heard are true.. the one week term break is over! School's back! and study break before the finals is in 5 weeks time..
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Yea, i guess... i was missing something...
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Project Twinkle
Xrothia: Sentosa

It was fun... even though in the beginning i've made up my mind that i'm not gonna have any kids.. whahaha.. chasing after 3 was exhausting and it doesnt helped with them playing tricks on me.. lol... but then again... they were cute.. hahaha.. traumatising but cute!!! lol!! and the weather was terrible.. the sun was too hot.. it suddenly reminds me why its been such a long time since i went to Sentosa..