ok... Wahahahah..

Its kinda late..

And i'm currently too lazy to type out everything...

Coz, everything still seems utterly surreal to me..

REALLY~!

its like..

first, I cant believe that i went to a backstreet boys concert

second, i cant believe its OVER~!!!

Ok ok.. I gotta go..

i'll definitely update all about it..

DEFINITELY~!

I LOVE THEM~!!!!!!!!
*SCREAMS*

Before i indulge myself updating you guys on the Backstreet Boys...

(Yes. i know you guys are excited to read this blog just to hear about the concert rite? But pls be patient, the update will arrive shortly after this particular entry.)

I just wanted to comment on the movie: MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA

If many of you have high expectations of the movie.. Well, i better warn you to lower it before you actually get kinda disappointed with the movie..

Yup. the movie definitely captured awesome scenes moment where either the actor or the actress look ultimately gorgeous and awesome....

But emotion wise, its kinda lacking... especially when they're expressionless half the time.. makes me wonder you know... maybe Geishas are suppose to be like.. expressionless.. not allowed to show any kinda emotion to the world that sorta thing...

but then it will definitely affect the story wat if that's wat they're suppose to do... better film a wall like that...

But other than that.. the movie's fine... REALLY~!

Timecheck: 4.33pm

Date: 24th January 2006

And where will i be heading later?

Singapore Indoor Stadium...

For wat? Backstreet Boys- "Never Gone" Concert..

And wat time it'll be happening? around 3.5hrs staring from now!!

LOL~!

i know la.. my excitement kinda slow you know... only arrived today...

but then again.. i think i know why..

Coz, today's the only day that i'm truly free and allowed my mind to wonder away... and i still cant believe where i'm going later..

whahahahhaah...

its been like a week since i bought the ticket... and i cant believe its finally here...

I'm so tired from i dunno wat...

Currently typing away for Advance Civil Procedure Project... Deadline's tmr at 5pm.. its 2am and i have an arbitration class at 11am.. I wonder whether i'll be screwed for tmr's Intellectual Property (IP) test at 2pm since i havent study for it..

How brilliant can Nad get? Very.

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Let's see i have so many things to be done... OOOOOO... I need to be wonder woman... And i cant believe it.. its like already monday.. which means i'm watching concert in a day time... OOOOOO~!!!!! I can't believe this~!!! oooooo~!!!! wahahhaa.. i must be mad. LOL~!

Everybody knows that I was such a fool
To ever let go of you, but baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

Chorus:
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

Funny isnt it? How one minute everything seems to be going wrong... You thought you've had it with things... Then the next thing, everything seems to be alright again, esp because of regret. Regret, funny word isnt it? but how long can regret pull you through? How long more can chance be provided just because of regret?

Isnt it equivalent to be taken for granted? What happens if suddenly, no one is no longer there, to answer when you call, to catch you when you fall?

funny.

but then again...

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
I'm standing here all along

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right
Where you belong

Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

then again? oh ya.. where was i? oh yes yes.. i need to post up pics soon.. have i ever mentioned how much i love my new blog skin?

wahahhaa.. yes yes.. i love it...

RANDOM PICS



Time: New Yr's Eve (31st Dec 2005)
Venue: Long John Silver - Millenia Walk
Emotion for pic: Sadness/Depressed/ watever you wish to call it...
Reason: We're crazy.

I've finally got a new template..

YAY~!

ABIT THE WHITE..

it actually reminds me of hospital walls.. but i'm looking for something that has a big space for my entry instead of making it look all squashed up..

CUTE?

if it is.. say aye~!

wahahahha.. i like the drawing.. reminds me of an egg.

THE BOTAK HEAD MAN~!

or maybe.. a toyol?

whahaahaah

Now. Its back to me rushing for project datelines.. At least, now, there's no more performances or something...

Let's see.. oh ya..

8th Sin.

Hmmm.. I'll upload the pics up soon..

for now.. all i can say is a very big thank you to all.. not exactly the smoothest performance, esp not in the preparation area...

but still.. you guys rawk big time~! i love you guys..

the only problem i have now.. is that...

I can get over the thought of how dumb the audience can get...

sheesh.

if all they do is to watch lame show and laugh at things that's not supposed to be laughed at, they need to be killed. really.

I mean, if dont appreaciate.. don't come la..

oh ya.. i forgot..

We have a higher standard.
Confirm one..
Pple with higher IQ level was sent to the east of singapore to continue their education...

I'm just so irritated with it.. so ya.. LOL~!

Anywayz,

ON TO BRIGHTER NEWS~!

I'VE BOUGHT THE BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT TICKETS~!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh

I totally can't believe it..

Especially the fact that it's happening next week the 24th of January 2005~!!!!

OMG OMG OMG~!!

Ok.

It has been an extremely busy week.

I hate and love the weather at the same time.

Love

I love the coldness.. i mean, its not always that you get see singapore foggy due to cold weather and the temperature being a constant 16 degrees is un believable.

Hate

I hate it that i cant do alot of things.. I cant go out esp since its like raining all the time.. I mean its a nice weather to sleep and all.. but its definitely not nice to wake up..

It really hurts lor.. i've been on my inhaler for the entire 2 weeks already... yup. i tend to be breathless and kinda wheezy when its cold.. and well, i hate my face rite now.. its like.. soo bloated thanks to it... the flooring are like so cold.. i really could not take it.. i run around on tip toes in the house.. so sad rite?

I've never felt this helpless.. not even when i was in London.

Well at least dancing around in the house keeps me warm.. LOL~!

wheeeee...

oh ya.. and have i mentioned that my current semester sucks?

LOL~! i mean i love my timetable.. but i hate my deadlines.. its like nearly everyday or something.. wahahah

I wake up everyday panicking as to whether or not i've missed any deadlines or is there any deadlines drawing near..

A really scary feeling.

I cant even enjoy thigns properly.

AND I LOVE THE ZOO~!

i think i wanna be a zookeeper.

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OMG~!

I'm over the moon.

I'm going for the BSB Concert.

Thanks you MOM~!

YES~! FINALLY~!

Wahahahaha...

so it seems my mom is quite for the idea of sending me overseas...

she thinks its time..

MUAHAHAHHA~!

so interesting rite?

My aunt even pestered me to go America and study law.. and no need to come back.. just stay there and practice.. LOL~!

and to think that was what i was thinking when i first entered poly.. wahahahah.. to just end up staying where ever i end up going..

well well well...

who knows rite?

we'll just see then if i really go overseas..

wheeeeee

3rd post for the day

Ok i hate Banking & Finance.. whahaha.. nothing seems to be getting in my head...

Ok OK.. nvm. I shall think happy thoughts.. Like.. errrr

yes.

Eating ketupats for tuesday~!! YUMM~!~!

ok ok.. i better concentrate on my B&F project before my group members like kill me or something.. lol..

wheeeeeeee... PICS, FOOD and nearly everything nice for TUESDAY~! *drools*

P.s: Oh ya, girls you better tell me when you guys wanna sign up for driving soon ok? latest by ermm.. end of this week? yup. no answers by friday, i just go sign up by myself.. wheeee.. Set? set.

Hari Raya Haji

I'm suppose to be doing my Banking & Finance project rite now...

Then i kinda remembered that Hari Raya Haji's on Tuesday. Yup. LOL~! Its hari raya again~!

I just hope that i wont be held up in school tmr.. I have errands to run..

And my mom's making ketupat.. and rendang.. and yum yum~!!!

My house kinda open for visitors. LOL~!

I really wanna go to the Backstreet Boys concert....

I know some of you may go wtf? BSB? are you mad? Watever pple. BSB mean alot to me ok.

HOW CAN MY MOM DO THIS TO MEEE???

I've never asked for anything now.. I've even forgot when was the last time i actually asked for something that i really really want.. Just this.. ARGH~! its not as if i'm asking her to pay for it.. I asked her to lend me money...

i asked her for the cash advance.. and then she asked me when will i pay her back? and i said i'll pay her back like $20 a week and thats a promise.

And guess what she says next? You'd wanna waste your hard-earned money on a concert ticket?

Like hellooo.. i've liked the band since like wat? 9 yrs old.. do you think i care how much the tickets cost? Seriously?

she knows it. she knows i like them since then. She knows i have every freaking CD they made. She knows i practically bought (used to ok) every single magazine with them as cover.

Ok fine. You can call me a groupie. But still... my mom cannot do this to me. I've waited for 10 bloody years for this concert.

I just wanna go ok.

ARGH~! she says that i can go the next time they come... They next time they come, i might not be around.. i might be overseas working my ass off trying to get a damn degree.

Or maybe the next time they come, i'll be like 30~! helooo.. they'll do a different kinda concert by then... They might even need walking sticks to assist their posture or something..

OR EVEN WORSE~! They might no longer be together~! That would just be disastrous! NOoooooooooooooooooooo

ya.. and i wouldnt be surprised if she says that i'm wasting money to go even if there will be a next concert and i have the money to go for it..

I think i could negotiate for a cheaper ticket? I seriously will cry if my mom really really dont allow me to go to the concert or thinks that i'm spending unnecessarilly.. so ya..

ok.. maybe you pple think why on earth is Nad making such a big fuss out of this...

Well here's the answer ok...

Their songs have been there for me when everything else wasnt.

Second post of the year.

I think this song is kinda nice.. wahahah.. rather.. err... cute?

LOL~!

The Pussycat Dolls
PCD
song: Wait A Minute

Everybody listen all over the world
I got a story 'bout my favorite girl (Wait a minute)

Oh, my baby sexy for sure
I had to have him when he walked through the door (Wait a minute)

She was 'bout to drive me insane
She come with drama while I'm giving her chains (Wait a minute)

I'm focused but I'm losing control
He only wants me for my body zone (Wait a minute)

Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)

Minding my business, I was doing my thing
Got my attention, so I gave him a chance (Wait a minute)
Did I mention he was buying a bar?
Gave him my number, he was trying so hard (Wait a minute)
Bought me some things I didn't want, didn't need
Dropped down his jeans like I'm supposed to drop to my knees (Wait a minute)
He been blowing up my phone like he know me
Been leaving messages "You know what you owe me" (Wait a minute)

Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)
Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)

What is your problem daddy?
Slow your roll
Who you think you jiving?
You're disturbing my flow (Wait a minute)
Why you be bugging?
Like I'm some kind of hoe
Got no more questions and I want you to go
So break (Break)

Hey, let me talk to you for a minute
Shut up...shut up

I love the way you strut
Girl, you already know
But, I'm feeling like you don't want me
You just after my dough

Baby, please, I'm fine
I'm not one of these hoes
Chasing dreams not diamond rings
So don't call me no more
(Wait a minute)

Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)
Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)

See, I don't want your money
Yeah, I seen you rolling up here
In your cadillac
But, I don't need all that
It is a nice color though
(Wait a minute)

What they call you, Mr. Tin man or something?
See, I don't want your cars
I don't want your jewelry
You can't buy this
So you can keep that
Wait a minute...
Uh yeah, you can give that back

its 1.08AM. 1st January 2006.

God how time files... only an hour ago, it was 2005, last yr. and now.. its like.. 2006...

Saying goodbye to 2005 is definitely difficult.
There were so many things that happened. Good and bad.

It was the year where:

I had my very first holiday job
My very first musical
I made a new friendship that i know will last
My grandfather passed away
There were quarrels
A stronger bond was forged
My performance at SHM
I was ignored by someone
I go out with my cousin often
2 of my friends met the other group of my friends
I made a lot of new friends
I celebrated various people's b-day
I did stupid things on the journey to school
I had camp
SIP drives everyone crazy
An unexpected friendship that was forged during SIP
I did stupid things when i went out with the girls

So many things..

Last movie of 2005:
CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: THE LION, THE WITCH AND THE WARDROBE.
I cant believe i actually watched it 2x

People I saw on 31st Dec 2005. (The ones i know, aside from my family members)
Gillian Champion (For my entire train ride to Dhobby Ghaut)
Melvyn (For 20 Seconds)
Hidayah
Madeena
Haizad (He's the last person i saw for the yr 2005, and of course deena la.. aside from my mom that is.. :))

Yup. i went out with them.. whahaha.. it was one of the craziest outings ever. The 3 of us were never THAT broke in our entire lifes before and YES. we were VERY broke. Too bad the other 2 couldn't join us.. whahaha.. it would have been hilarious. One obviously had family dinner and the other sprained her ankle while playing zero point. WAHAHAHHAHAH~!

P.S: Girls, wat you think about making Hally honorary member of senoritas? LOL~!

Anywayz, let me get back to my entry about the new year.

should i welcome 2006 with open arms?
I'm actually afraid of 2006. Very afraid of it.

2006 arrives bringing along with it tons of question marks.

It actually brings along the beginning of the end. The last time i felt so unsure of a particular yr was 2003. When it marks the end of secondary school and the beginning of poly.

And now? 2006 marks the beginning of the end of my poly life. Something that i definitely am not prepared to come out of. Especially rite now, alot of things that i'm unsure of.

Anywayz, there are obviously things that i definitely am looking forward tooo.. Quite a list of things that i'm looking forward too actually.. lol~!

New year resolution?
Wahahhaha.. I cant remember when was the last time i had it... hmmm let's see? To be pretty? to look good? wahahha.. Is that considered a wish? or do i like have to go plastic surgery for it?

girls. stop it ah. no. i'm not wishing to get a boyfriend. that's one of the things that i've given up wondering when it'll happen.. whahahahahahah...

Let's just see wat this new year brings.
I'm definitely curious.