If Mel has the heaven pic, let me present to you...

MY VERY OWNNNNN..............

Angels Series Ta-da!

Wanita Melayu Terakhir



Have i told you i like this pic? wahahha.. I'm gonna go on a pics uploading spree soon...

GUILT

Yup. GUILT IN BOLD AND CAPS...

I've not met the girls in ages...

Cancelled on Hidayah on Thursday.
I was sick. Even though i meet hidayah more often than i meet the other one... But the thing is, we keep cancelling our outings...

Cancelled on Madeena on Saturday.
First of all, i was still sick... I had no voice... Then, found out that deena had to do her project... Then i told her, just go and meet her grp mate la.. no need to go out.. so that she wont need to rush her meeting also...

The 3 of us have not met in ages! I've not met deena in like wat... 4mths? yes. the last outing we had as a grp was Hidayah's birthday... Did anyone realise that? HAIZ! Keep cancelling here there everywhere.. Like as though 3 of us can never meet like that...

And hidayah's not exactly thrilled at this point of time... Both of us are so going to get into trouble with her... For not meeting up. I mean i know she's already mad with deena for continously cancelling outings...

Then I couldnt meet Rebecca on Friday coz i had Drama. The best part is that? I didn't know it was her b-day... I feel so guilty... 5-6yrs i know her.. and i cant remember her b-day? I should just go and kill myself...

And to top it all off, she actually felt lonely on her b-day? HAIZ. I mean how many times does a person turn 19? I really need to be shot in the head...

ARGH!

OK... THIS WEEK IS MY STUDY WEEK... BUT YOU GUYS KNOW ME.. I'M NOT GOING TO STUDY 24/7...

WE HAVE TO GO OUT!

QUIZ TIME~!!!



VIVACIOUS BEAUTY - You are lively, outgoing, and
fun. You love people and you love parties. All
you really want to do is have fun! To you life
is one big carnival with many opportunities and
good surprises. If you are in love your love is
strong and passionate. If you aren't you gotta
know that you'll find someone soon because no
one resist your charisma and charm!


What type of beauty do you possess? (20 questions + 7 results + pretty pics)
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NATURAL BEAUTY - You are patient, warm, and kind.
Like nature all around you you are methodical
and wise. Laidback and calm you are not quick
to anger but like nature when your wrath is
invoke you are terrible to behold. You can be
passionate and you can be compassionate.
Primarily you live to see others happy, but you
also seek your own true happiness and
unconditional love.

Such a nice morning...

But i should be asleep...

I have class later..

LOL!

Exams around the corner, have i mentioned that before? ya well...
EXAMS AROUND THE CORNER..

HAPPY STUDY BREAK YALL!

LOL! i'm wondering whether or not i'll get allowance or not this week.. whahahahha...

I should be sleeping and waking up later to do my past year papers...
ARGH!

I'm so confused about alot of things sometimes... hahahaha.... Stupid me.. lol..

Hmmmm... I'm bored...

Nobody's really online... and i have a feeling that i'm the only one rotting at home or something like that....

Well, yest had a long long call with azi... i think it was till 3am or 330am... funny la... shouldnt have agreed to the call... wahhaha...

Well, one of the reasons why i agreed was that i was too lazy to message her.. my fingers were getting numb.. she reply really fast! but obviously, clever me forgot all about the fact that i do not have a voice to even have a phone conversation... but it was fun and funny...

I really wonder when i'll be able to go out like that... hehhehe... i thought that once i'm in tertiary education maybe i'd be allowed to go out like that... but then again, i thought wrong... and well, obviously i'll feel guilty la.. as few might have witnessed on a few occassions before....

Hmmm... maybe when i turn 21? or maybe, when i go overseas studies? whahahha... *rubs hands gleefully*

Nah i dont think so la.. Me? Such a good girl... lol!

but i cant wait to get a driving license though... and then? my own car... *dreams*

Coz that will be the day, where i can do quite alot of things actually... lol... like go out for late dinner... go out in the middle of the night... coz, mom wouldnt actually be worried abt how am i going to get home... that's one of the top five things she worries abt most if i go home late...

i really have nothing better to update about you know... ARGH!

Oh ya.. watched Must Love Dogs with my mom just now....

Sidetrack: Yup, as many would know.. i always go out with my mom and do various stupid things you can possibly think off...

Anywayz, the show was F A R N I E!!!! AHhhhhhhh!! Lol!! I was laughing so much in my hoarse voice... I tell you.. confirm those sitting in front or behind will think that there's a gay in the house.. whahahhaha

aiya.. i think thats enough for today la.. i'm getting bored typing anywayz, i cant imagine the state you guys will be in after reading this entry...

*Screams* OMG! ADVENTURE CLUB ORGANIZING SCUBA DIVING COURSES!! I HAVE TO KNOW HOW MUCH~! ARGH!

ok ok.. this time really finish..

-OUTZ~!-

Okiez...

i regretted going to school today... should just have pestered my mom to bring me to the doctor...

I've never before lasted an entire day living like a fish out of water...

And hell no.. i'd never wanna experience it again...

Anywayz, the NP Poly stage factor came down today.... redo the enough scene and the *kepiak* scene...

Well.. to tell you the truth.. i think it sucked... whahahah... *shakes head*

Have a strange feeling about something though.. hmmm...

Anywayz, side track time...

I was on my way home in 291... when suddenly i passed a pitch black section of the normally used to be Techno... I saw candles flickering...

Then and only then i realised that....

TECHNO HAD A BLACKOUT!! WHAHAHAHAHAHHA

*chuckles merrily*

Then as i look again.. i saw familiar figures... wahhahaha

I saw MX, Anand, Marcus & Yolanda there....

*chuckles even more*

I have successfully convert those within the 100 diameter range of me into a cam whore... whahahahahhahaha...

yup yup..

actually, i dunno which alien have invaded me to make me as such... but now.. i dont mind taking pics actually... obviously there must be certain requirements la..

for example:

1) the correct mood...

2) the correct setting...

3) the correct surrounding...

as long as anyone of those things mentioned above met.... you'll see me smiling away... whahahahahah... or even attempting to do some model-like faces... which tends to fail.. whahahaha

but i dont care...

and rite now...

wahhahahaha.......

I'm being me, the quiet yet influential lady within, have managed to convert alot of people around me to being camwhores.. whahahahaha

whaahhahahaha...

I'm loving it!

OK... I think i'm a goner soon...

I feel so sick...

ARGH!

I cant believe this... it always happens this time of the year when exam's around the corner... ARGH!

Went scouting or rackying of the various locatins that has been shortlisted for prom night...

Rather interesting experience...

I think singapore looks good at night... Or maybe, its just my photo taking skills.. wahahahha

As i shall not reveal the pics of the various locations, i shall just show you the night pics of singapore... wheee...

I know i've promised to put up some pics for awhile already, but for now, just enjoy this first... LOL!

This is how it looks like with the flash...


And this is 2 below is without... not bad ah? For a moment there i forgot that i am still in Singapore... wheeee




And the river is soooo colourful... So nice... its amazing...


The lights look like as though they're dancing... *gasps*


And the final pic....


Not bad rite my photo taking skills? LOL! I'm so in love with it... whahahha...

The pics are gorgeous.. I'm so proud to be a singaporean... wahhahaha

Ok.. I shall update now... Or else.. Somebody is really going to kill me...

Remember i promised to update after i come back from the dialogue session rite???

Here it is... My account on the past few days. Therefore this is gonna be a long long long entry...

BE PREPARED... BE VERY PREPARED...

Yes i was late in meeting HALLY!

wahhahaha.. sorry la sista! hehehehe

Anywayz, lemme begin to the events of the last few days...

Well, i did mention somewhere in my previous entry that i went to a rock and roll concert... remember?

YUP! My mom can't get over the song "Sweet Child Of Mine"... LOL! Basically, both of us went crazy towards the end of the show... where the bands started playing songs from Bon Jovi and Guns N Roses... Wahhahahahah.. it was fuuuyyyooooo!

Before the concert really got the audience into the partying mood, it started off with the Harley Davidson bikers riding into the concert arena... it was like.. Having a smaller version of a ferrari.. the engines was like... ROOOOOARING!

Then they showed singapore's under-15 gold medallist ballroom dancers... FUYO!

That would obviously bring me to the next point and that is....

MY LOVE.

Nope, i'm not falling in love with a person...

I'm obviously falling for the art of dancing. YUP! i wanna take up ballroom dancing. For health reasons as well as for future reasons. I mean i wouldnt know when i'll be invited to one of those posh parties... then in the end people find out i cant dance, that'd be damn embarrassing...

Ok.. enough of that...

Next...

My projects are over. Well, Most of it anywayz.. except for MLOCT. *For those of you who dont know wat is MLOCT? It is Management of Law Office & Court Technology*

The dateline's tomorrow or rather today as stated in the project instructions.. but, there's nothing to be handed in...

Nonsense...

Anywayz, there's so many things that i wanna update about but i just cant seem to remember wat is it... Therefore i shall just proceed to blog about the Dialogue Session with Prof Yaacob...

Went there with HALLY... Yup that was when i was late as mentioned above. We met at 1.15pm and ate KFC kinda sauntered to school even though we were late la... But obviously Hally got worried la.. in case we kena left behind.. whahahaha

Anywayz, it was at Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP)... So near my house some more la... but i went to school instead and went from there.. you know why? Coz, my dear friend... only told me that its at NYP at night.. whahahaha.. so ya..

Anywayz, went to the Dialogue Session. A rather interesting experience i might say... LOL! There were laughters and smiles from everyone... Very fulfilling..

HALLY! NEXT DIALOGUE SESSION I'LL BE DRAGGIN YOU AGAIN.. SO YA. BEWARE!
Anywayz, where was i?

Oh ya. I was introduced to Hally's friend, Taufiq. *Hally STOP grinning!*

After the Dialogue session we went out la... WAHAHHAA.. Finally, after several postponement, watched Charlie & The Chocolate Factory! We went to Great World City with Taufiq in tow... Yup! We watched at the Gold Class cinema!!!

Expensive but worth it... He had 2 tix free as he won some contest thingy... and the 3 of us shared the price of the other tix la... and it was damn comfortable! Got blanket and all... WHEEE!!

*shout out to pple: My b-dae coming! HINT HINT!*

Then after that, 3 of us perasan to be rich la...

Chill out at Coffee Bean Taka since Hally wanted to eat the chocolate brownie there after telling us the wrong location.. so ya.. whahaha...

Had a blast... really enjoyed that day... hehehehee

I dunno what else to blog about...

Oh ya, had Civ Pro test... hope i did fine... hmmmzzz... *prays hard*

I'm dead.

So So DEAD~!

ARGH!

I'm so tired. Even though i just woke up... But still.

Confirmed. DEAD.

OH GOSH! Its been 6 days since i last posted!!

Anyone miss me?!?!?!

AWWWW SOOOOO SWEETT!!!

Wheheheheheheh...

I should be updating... but i'm already late in meeting Halimah...

There's so much i wanna update about...

My love.
My first rock and roll concert..
My projects..
there's so many things!!!

and so many pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!

nevermind.. i shall go meet the minister first, then i come home and update.. whahahahahahahahahahah

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need to ground myself soon...

She's not too happy with me also...

I have no idea why i go home so late also...

haiz..

She's complaining that i'm coming home late.. and that how come i'm only schooling and there are more days that i have meeting than she does and she's the one working not me..

She's complaining about the rise in handphone bill.. Don't ask me who i've been calling out.. coz, i wouldnt know since, i have free incoming calls... So, in other words, i have no explaination in the rise in phone bill... But i've not seen the phonebill though...

She thinks that i've been skipping all my classes every week, espcially the 8am ones on thursdays.. I'm like WTF? Yup, she passed that statement this morning at 8am..

Just great. Just what i need.

Seriously, i have no idea why i've been coming home late even though i have the chance to go home early also...

There's so many things that i wanna let out... Maybe that's the reason why i choose to go home late...

I've realised that i haven't been talking much at home... I've realised that i have not been going out much with her... I know she misses me... I know its hard for her...

But, i'm so afraid she'll ask what's bothering me... I can't tell her...

THAT

I can't accept our situation... I stay away from it... I lie... I run away when she handles the bill...

Its not helping when i know i'm not doing anything exceptional... It doesnt help when i know what i have to do but continously failing to do it...

I'm just making it hard for myself...

Today, I've found out alot of things.

Some things that i've suspected and that i never knew i was right on the dot...

Some things that i've suspected all along but still shocked when i found out...

Some things that are unanswered which i don't think will be brought up again...

Some things that are just meant to be left a certain way...

Untouched.

9th August 2005

Singapore's 40th National Day... And also the busiest day in my entire life. Well, not really actually, a little exaggeration will do no harm rite? whehehehe...

I'm currently so sleepy that i have no idea what to type.. LOL!

Well, the drumming was fun, even though its not alot of it... I just love Group 4 at the moment..

The fireworks was nice... It was.. WHEEE!

The performances was ok...

The sun was bad! It's Friggin' HOT!

Performance at SHM was great.. hehehehe...

This year's National Day was different...

But it left my body aching.. hahahaha..

Now, i'm off to bed...

Will definitely upload pics soon.

OOOOOOOOOoooooooo

I just checked my exam timetable...

I only have 2 papers this sem... on the 7th & 8th of September! wheee!


*Mental note: I better not screw things up this time round*

NDP Drumming Rehearsal 2005

This year.. WHEEE... ITS MY FIRST TIME PARTICIPATING IN AN EVENT THAT I THINK I'LL ONLY PARTICIPATE WHEN I'M BECOME ONE OF THE GRASSROOT MEMBERS.. LOL!

Yup, I'm referring to NDP! i mean. ya. even though i'm not performing at the Padang itself.. i'm very sure its gonna be F-U-N!!

Anywayz, while we were having rehearsals just now i received a phonecall..

guess for wat?

For an interview...

No la.. Not some modelling agency.. (Don't puke ah)

But its Toyota Motors Asia.

For a moment there, i thought that i had been transferred to another company for SIP then i realised that.... They're calling me for an interview for SIP.

I'm like.. HUH!? wat's going on?

Well, obviously, i told them that i've already had an SIP Placement and that the dateline for securing a placement has lapsed.

Well. To my surprise, they didnt even know that there's a dateline.

Hmmmm...

Anywayz, i took lotsa pics today.. i'll definitely upload it soon... but not now la.. Its late and i have to be at Clarke Quay for the Singapore History Museum Show at 730 am..

and its already 230am and i'm still awake. I'm so gonna be dead later.. I only have 3hrs + to slp before i have to be out of the house.. haiz..

There's one song that i've been hearing all day, no matter where i was... From LT 21 of Temasek Poly to Lot 1 of Choa Chu Kang... But i cant seem to make out the lyrics.... so ya.. went to find it and i realised...

The lyrics arent that bad.. quite meaningful...

If you had my love - Jennifer Lopez

Now if I give you me, this is how it's got to be
First of all I won't take your cheating on me
Tell me who can I trust if I can't trust in you
And I refuse to let you play me for a fool

You said that we could possibly spend eternity
See, that's what you told me, that's what you said
But if you want me you'll have to be fulfilling all my dreams
If you really want me baby

CHORUS
If you had my love and I gave you all my trust would you comfort me
Tell me baby
And if somehow you knew that your love would be untrue would you lie to me
And call me baby

You say you want my love and you got to have it all
But first there are some things you need to know
If you wanna live with all I have to give
I need to feel true love or it's got to end, yeah

I don't want you tryin' to get with me and I end up unhappy
I don't need the hurt and I don't need the pain
So before I do give myself to you I have to know the truth
If I spend my life with you

CHORUS
If you had my love and I gave you all my trust would you comfort me
Tell me baby
And if somehow you knew that your love would be untrue would you lie to me
And call me baby

CHORUS
If you had my love and I gave you all my trust would you comfort me
Tell me baby
And if somehow you knew that your love would be untrue would you lie to me
And call me baby

wheeeeee....

its the weekend again...

But i have to be in school by 1pm. Have Voices. And i still havent bathe now... ehehehhe... And i'm going to get strangled by them if i reach late... :P

Anywayz, what is it that i wanna blog about???

Hmmmmmmzzz.....

SINGAPORE HISTORY MUSEUM (REHEARSAL DAY 2)

Rehearsals yesterday was fun... Even though i feel like killing myself... but then after that we went on a photo taking spree... If i have the time i'll post up the pics after i've received it la...

Yes yes... I'll have to remember to bring camera the next time round.. wokies?

OH shit.. its 1152 already.. i better get going... I still need to bathe!

Shall blog more later... MUACKS!

Dearest Hidz (sweet senorita),

Sorry la babe. We'll meet up very soon ok? I PROMISE! REALLY! I DONT BLUFF YOU ONE! I know your assignments coming soon, my exams is in a months time too... HAiz. Even, my semestral time table is out...

I missed you guys too.. ALOT! REALLY! There's so many things that i wanna tell you guys... So many reasons that i wanna meet you guys for....

We will meet and it will be some time soon... :)

Lotsa love,
Nad

I'm F***ing pissed!

ARGH!

Don't ever make me regret!

ARGH!

Dear God,
What have i done? ARGH! I pray to you for lots of patience... Really. Esp towards that one.

I'm surprised that i manage to last this long without an MC.

This is great.

I should be proud of myself. really.

Sometimes, i feel like collapsing.. nah. i can't.

I tell you ah.. i give myself at least 2-3weeks, before i'll go on a 3day MC or something...

LOL!