Wednesday, June 07, 2006

When i feel like giving up and i look at the hard work and i push the thoughts aside...

When i feel like screaming, i look around at the faces and the anger subside, alittle, yet it still subside, somewhat.

When i feel like killing, i remembered that there's enough killing going on in the world and they're not even recruiting for new members.

When i lose faith, i look back at the thing that keeps me going.

When i get disappointed, i remind myself of the times i've been proud of them.

When i feel helpless and lost, i turn to you and i thank you for it. A friend with little to say but actions that speak louder than words. A silent friend is wat i call it.

When i feel like crying, i follow a certain someone i know... think of rainbows, bunnies and colourful lollies and everything in this world will be beautiful again.

and then...

when you look back, you wonder why did you endure all of it?

and unconsciously you find yourself answering, that all of this is a learning experience. For the other to learn from you and you to learn from them.

Coz, beneath ALL of it.

You will not realise at that very moment the beautiful things that were present until yrs have passed and you look back at it again.

And then you see it.

There.

Around all the time, waiting for you to realise it.

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