The One of A Kind

let's see..

There was rehearsal yesterday...

well.. we did the scene where devdas' mother chased him out of the house for the very first time...

surprise surprise...

I cried.. whahaahhahaha

shit man... lol... it was really.. erm.. i have no idea what to describe it as.. lol

SO ya... you know wat.. i have to slap people.. argh!! i hate this!! i feel so guilty.. coz, its like a little unreasonable rite for a mother to do such a thing over something so trivial?

Ya ya.. trivial for you but not for me.. might be the mother's answer...

aiyaiaiaiaiaia...

yes i cried.. y? no not because i was guilty slapping innocent pple... yes i was guilty but i wouldnt cry over it.. i mean.. c'mon i have to do it anyway...

but its just that... i was thinking if i'm a mother doing this... i mean how stupid can i get doing such a thing?? i mean so much for you doting on your son... and suddenly over small shit.. you chase him out of the house and give him a slap before that...

i mean what has he done to even deserve it rite?? and you do it because you listened to your daughter in law... let me repeat this.. DAUGHTER IN LAW!! you listen to an outsider but not to your son?? not to your own flesh and blood??

oh god.. such a mother i have yet to see...

no wonder he hates you...

i have to stop this... ok nad.. think of happy thoughts... lalallalalal