hello hello...
Haiz, can't imagine that i missed Smallville yesterday.. Gosh!! and to think that i was in front of the television all the while.. and yet i missed it.. wanna know why?? coz i fell asleep.. i think the only time anyone knew that i was asleep was when i actually made a sound asking someone to on the fan.. wahahhhaa...
my mom's b-day was on 29th March 2004... went out with her... after waiting for kay and mel to finish their audition.. and left after finding out that there was a 2nd round rite after the first.. so sad.. if not i would have company on my train journey all the way to town... Met my mom at Bugis for dinner.. Happy B-day MOM!! had a great time with her at Bugis.. chilled out and crapped all the way... and went home all sleepy... wahahhaa..
and guess what.. i'm not gonna get my phone in 5mths time.. i think i'm gonna get a new phone by most prob next week.. or latest next month.. cool huh?? hahahahha... and i'm gonna get a new number too.. so be prepared pple.. if i didnt reply to any of your messages soon (the soon is not so soon lah).. means that i've changed my number.. :P
Tell me.. why do i have the feeling that when next term starts.. i have to wear specs?? i seriously think i'm going to go blind soon.. hmmzz.. i think its because of all the lack of sleep that i've been getting this past few days.. which reminds me.. i better go to sleep soon as i have crim law lecture tomorrow at 9am.. and it is 1.32am now..
you know what.. i have something on my mind just now that keeps bugging me to blog about.. and then... now i just can't seem to remember what is it.. haiz.. another disadvantage of sleeping late... Short Term Memory!!! ARGH!!! This is a bad habit i tell ya... and i've been in an extremely weird mood for the past 2 days...
To tell you the truth, i've been rather.. hmmzz.. grumpy?? but i dunno why... thank god.. i didn't bite anyone's head off this 2 days... Phew!! if not.. haiz.. another problem?? whahahaha.. I'm just easily frustrated by someone this week... haiz.. i'm sorry if you're hurt by anything i say.. coz i seriously didn't mean it lah.. i guess its just the weird mood that i'm having.. and the thing is.. i'm just irritated by this only one person.. i dunno why.. but i think i'll figure it out soon... hehehehe... dun worry its not those that i've been hanging around all this while.. its not any of the 3 of you.. and suk ching.. dun worry.. its not you also...
think nad... think.. what is it that you wanna write in this entry??? haiz... Hmmzzz... let's see.. have i remembered it?? sometimes, i just wish that i can turn back time and make everything alrite again... soometimes, i wish that i'm not around to witness anything... sometimes, i just feel guilty and later wonders what am i gonna do to make amendments... sometimes, i truly envy people... envy what they've gone through.. envy certain events that have occured to make what that person what they are today..
To me, i feel that everything happens for a reason... but someone once told me that everything is in god's hands and there is nothing that we can do about it.. which i totally disagree and obviously me being me.. got into an arguement with that someone.. wahahahha...
i mean its true that god determines what our fate will be like.. but the thing is.. god have allowed us to do things within our power, and obviously our actions is the thing that later detemines our fate... am i making sense?? i mean its like.. you can't expect not to do anything for youself and later blames god when nothing turns out right especially when it is something that you could have done something about in the first place...
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
EEEEEEEE.... This is getting irritating.. sometimes.. i seriously do wonder what's the use of putting things at your own territory... I mean its like.. you arrange it in one way.. the next day.. your grandma wakes up and doesn't like what she sees.. and arranges everything again... and in the end you have to mess everything up again coz you just can't find anything..... EEEEEEE.. and it is seriously frustrating and irritating and a total waste of time...
And the next day you will obviously get a scolding because you messed up whatever she has cleaned up the day before.. and making the place looking like a pig sty again.. why?? coz you didnt have the time to clean it up again.. coz you are already toooo sleepy to bother about anything else.. only bothering about finding your things.. getting your tutorials done... and all the while thinking about your comfy beds...
Even though i keep telling her not to re-arrange anything that is put on my table... she just re-arranges it.. its not that i mind... its just that... when you can't find it.. you go and ask her.. and she obviously have forgotten where exactly she puts it.. and obviously.. you will no longer finds it.. and most probably you will find it in the next century or millenium where somebody wants to move house or something.. ahhahaa.. .but its true i tell ya..
sometimes, can't find the first one... then i have to go and buy the exact same thing again.. then obviously, she had to clean my table again.. and then mis-place it again.. and i have to go buy it again.. coz after asking her.. she already forgots where she puts it.. or claims that she did not touch it or move it.. then.. when your mom.. cleans the other part of your house.. and finds it... and then gives it back to you.. now you have 3 of the exact same thing.. and then.. you wonder.. what the hell are you suppose to do with all these...
Esp today.. i better find Suk Ching's Ericsson phone charger or else i'm dead i tell ya... coz i already put Suk Ching's phone in a paper bag together with all the chargers so that i can pass it back already... and guess what.. today... came back from school.... found the phones arranged nicely on my table OUT of the paper bag... argh!! and i have no idea where the paper bag went and the charger... i'm doomed i tell ya.. DOOMED!!!!
haiz.. i better stop complaining and start doing my tutorial... haiz... printer.. WHY??? Do you have to do this to me now?? WHY?? What have i done to deserve this????
And the next day you will obviously get a scolding because you messed up whatever she has cleaned up the day before.. and making the place looking like a pig sty again.. why?? coz you didnt have the time to clean it up again.. coz you are already toooo sleepy to bother about anything else.. only bothering about finding your things.. getting your tutorials done... and all the while thinking about your comfy beds...
Even though i keep telling her not to re-arrange anything that is put on my table... she just re-arranges it.. its not that i mind... its just that... when you can't find it.. you go and ask her.. and she obviously have forgotten where exactly she puts it.. and obviously.. you will no longer finds it.. and most probably you will find it in the next century or millenium where somebody wants to move house or something.. ahhahaa.. .but its true i tell ya..
sometimes, can't find the first one... then i have to go and buy the exact same thing again.. then obviously, she had to clean my table again.. and then mis-place it again.. and i have to go buy it again.. coz after asking her.. she already forgots where she puts it.. or claims that she did not touch it or move it.. then.. when your mom.. cleans the other part of your house.. and finds it... and then gives it back to you.. now you have 3 of the exact same thing.. and then.. you wonder.. what the hell are you suppose to do with all these...
Esp today.. i better find Suk Ching's Ericsson phone charger or else i'm dead i tell ya... coz i already put Suk Ching's phone in a paper bag together with all the chargers so that i can pass it back already... and guess what.. today... came back from school.... found the phones arranged nicely on my table OUT of the paper bag... argh!! and i have no idea where the paper bag went and the charger... i'm doomed i tell ya.. DOOMED!!!!
haiz.. i better stop complaining and start doing my tutorial... haiz... printer.. WHY??? Do you have to do this to me now?? WHY?? What have i done to deserve this????
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Guess what my mom told me today.. what she says really shock me lah..
Just now siok lan came over to bake cakes for the orders that we received over the week.. last week... so ya.. helped with the baking also.. then helped her with Access in preparation for the Online Test which is tomorrow... hehehe... anywayz, after she left and before i went to jalan kayu to meet her again for dinner...
I was singing and singing at home.. practically making lots of noise lah... i think i sound like a wounded cat or something.. wahahaha.. anywayz, ya.. my mom was trying to make me keep quiet lah.. but obviously me being me... continued singing like nobody's business and nearly destroyed the house.. so i was singing and asking my mom to help me comment lah... ask her whether ok or not.. and how should i sing better?? stuff like that lah...
Then she was like.. i think you should train yourself and go and sing more malay songs.. as malay songs are more difficult to bring then english songs... then suddenly she was like.. you have to feel the song.. sing with emotion... I dunno why.. but you are blocking yourself from allowing people to see your true feelings...
and i just stared at her in shock.. i'm like.. wat?!?! i'm blocking my feelings?? since when?? then she was like ya.. you are blocking yourself from emotions that you are afraid to reveal to others... then i just stared at her in shock and speechless.. wahahaha.. seriously got nothing to say.. and what she said really got me thinking actually... i think there is some truth in it... or maybe there is lots of truth in it... i dunno... that is when i realised...
That i have not shown my feelings to many.. i have guarded myself from showing all kind of emotions in certain situations.. why?? i guess by showing feelings sometimes makes me feel vulnerable.. not being able to be in control of a particular situation... so.. i guesss that explains it i guess.. i dunno...
Oh ya.. it's not that i wanna quit.. I just feel like quitting.. but its just a feeling.. obviously something that i would not do and would never allow myself to do it.. hehehe
Just now siok lan came over to bake cakes for the orders that we received over the week.. last week... so ya.. helped with the baking also.. then helped her with Access in preparation for the Online Test which is tomorrow... hehehe... anywayz, after she left and before i went to jalan kayu to meet her again for dinner...
I was singing and singing at home.. practically making lots of noise lah... i think i sound like a wounded cat or something.. wahahaha.. anywayz, ya.. my mom was trying to make me keep quiet lah.. but obviously me being me... continued singing like nobody's business and nearly destroyed the house.. so i was singing and asking my mom to help me comment lah... ask her whether ok or not.. and how should i sing better?? stuff like that lah...
Then she was like.. i think you should train yourself and go and sing more malay songs.. as malay songs are more difficult to bring then english songs... then suddenly she was like.. you have to feel the song.. sing with emotion... I dunno why.. but you are blocking yourself from allowing people to see your true feelings...
and i just stared at her in shock.. i'm like.. wat?!?! i'm blocking my feelings?? since when?? then she was like ya.. you are blocking yourself from emotions that you are afraid to reveal to others... then i just stared at her in shock and speechless.. wahahaha.. seriously got nothing to say.. and what she said really got me thinking actually... i think there is some truth in it... or maybe there is lots of truth in it... i dunno... that is when i realised...
That i have not shown my feelings to many.. i have guarded myself from showing all kind of emotions in certain situations.. why?? i guess by showing feelings sometimes makes me feel vulnerable.. not being able to be in control of a particular situation... so.. i guesss that explains it i guess.. i dunno...
Oh ya.. it's not that i wanna quit.. I just feel like quitting.. but its just a feeling.. obviously something that i would not do and would never allow myself to do it.. hehehe
JUDGE
(Dominant Introvert Concrete Thinker )
Like just 3% of the population you are a JUDGE (DICT). Your affinity for facts and analytical approach to life help you some complex problems and make tough decisions that others cannot. But don't think you don't act like a bitch a lot of the time. You jump into arguments and hold grudges like crazy. Try jumping into the sack and holding buttocks, instead. You could probably use some love.
While some may see you as a bit overbearing and arrogant, your friends know that you are a trustworthy person with depth and a strong sense of righteousness. Although you are introverted and somewhat reserved, you have a forceful personality that your friends appreciate and your enemies fear. God help them. God help all of us.
God help them.. God help all of us??? what is that suppose to mean?? wahahaa..
(Dominant Introvert Concrete Thinker )
Like just 3% of the population you are a JUDGE (DICT). Your affinity for facts and analytical approach to life help you some complex problems and make tough decisions that others cannot. But don't think you don't act like a bitch a lot of the time. You jump into arguments and hold grudges like crazy. Try jumping into the sack and holding buttocks, instead. You could probably use some love.
While some may see you as a bit overbearing and arrogant, your friends know that you are a trustworthy person with depth and a strong sense of righteousness. Although you are introverted and somewhat reserved, you have a forceful personality that your friends appreciate and your enemies fear. God help them. God help all of us.
God help them.. God help all of us??? what is that suppose to mean?? wahahaa..
Well well well... I manage to get my revenge and catch up on tons of sleep today.. hahahaha... slept at 3am on friday and wakes up only at 6pm today... cool huh?? hahahhaa... Its been soo long since i manage to sleep in and wakes up so late without having anyone to disturb me while i'm sleeping and nobody tries to wake me up because of one reason or the other... It was just a peaceful sleep.. and its so nice... but then ah... there is a disadvantage... why??
Coz it is 2am now and i can't even go to sleep... and now i'm staring at the computer screen with nothing to do... nobody to chat with.... nothing to blog about.. and i have no idea what homework i wanna do first.. wahahhaa.. this is terrible.. absolutely terrible i tell you.. hehehe.. so now once again... i'm trying to crack my brain trying to figure out what am i suppose to type in this particular blog entry.. at least it is to past the time before i actually decide on which homework to do first.. wahhahah
HELP!! hahaha... seriously bored.. flipping and flipping everything that i can get my hands on... You know what.. i realised something.. even though i usually have nothing to write.. my blog entries just get longer and longer each time... especially this month.. it just goes on and on and on... never-ending i tell you.. hehehhe..
anywayz, ya.. i think i would elaborate on the can i quit? topic.. hahahaa... well.. i think i've written this in one of my blog entries even though i dunno which one it is... the one on how i wish that sometimes i could close the book and chuck it in a bin and walk away into another life and start afresh.... so ya... coz sometimes, i just feel that i don't see myself doing this in the future... i dunno.. maybe i'm just extremely tired... or maybe i'm just getting bored of whatever i'm doing and i need something to spice up my life..
yeah i think i'm getting bored of what i'm doing which results in getting tired of everything... ya.. i feel that things are getting more and more routined... its like.. i'm doing the same things everyday... i mean its normal to go to school... and go for lessons... and go for break at the canteens... but its like.. even your homeworks get soo routined... if you know what i mean..
its like.. the assignment is the same.. to complete certain questions.. you have to go to the library and find the cases and then read it... and then answer your questions... or if not... go library... find cases... and then see how it applies to the assignment... hmmzzz.. i'm not complaining... but sometimes... when you think about it in the long run... i'll just go HELP!!!
But when i ask myself... did i actually regret my decision.. the answer is no... coz it's something that i've always wanted to do... it's my childhood ambition... even though at one point of time i wanted to be an architect... ya okiez... let me get back to the topic... its just that... hmmzz.. let's see.. i'm getting bored??
and i finally know which homework i'm going to do now... the lucky homework is... MACROECONS!! Yippee!! hahahaha... ciao.. and good nite.. or rather.. good morning...
Coz it is 2am now and i can't even go to sleep... and now i'm staring at the computer screen with nothing to do... nobody to chat with.... nothing to blog about.. and i have no idea what homework i wanna do first.. wahahhaa.. this is terrible.. absolutely terrible i tell you.. hehehe.. so now once again... i'm trying to crack my brain trying to figure out what am i suppose to type in this particular blog entry.. at least it is to past the time before i actually decide on which homework to do first.. wahhahah
HELP!! hahaha... seriously bored.. flipping and flipping everything that i can get my hands on... You know what.. i realised something.. even though i usually have nothing to write.. my blog entries just get longer and longer each time... especially this month.. it just goes on and on and on... never-ending i tell you.. hehehhe..
anywayz, ya.. i think i would elaborate on the can i quit? topic.. hahahaa... well.. i think i've written this in one of my blog entries even though i dunno which one it is... the one on how i wish that sometimes i could close the book and chuck it in a bin and walk away into another life and start afresh.... so ya... coz sometimes, i just feel that i don't see myself doing this in the future... i dunno.. maybe i'm just extremely tired... or maybe i'm just getting bored of whatever i'm doing and i need something to spice up my life..
yeah i think i'm getting bored of what i'm doing which results in getting tired of everything... ya.. i feel that things are getting more and more routined... its like.. i'm doing the same things everyday... i mean its normal to go to school... and go for lessons... and go for break at the canteens... but its like.. even your homeworks get soo routined... if you know what i mean..
its like.. the assignment is the same.. to complete certain questions.. you have to go to the library and find the cases and then read it... and then answer your questions... or if not... go library... find cases... and then see how it applies to the assignment... hmmzzz.. i'm not complaining... but sometimes... when you think about it in the long run... i'll just go HELP!!!
But when i ask myself... did i actually regret my decision.. the answer is no... coz it's something that i've always wanted to do... it's my childhood ambition... even though at one point of time i wanted to be an architect... ya okiez... let me get back to the topic... its just that... hmmzz.. let's see.. i'm getting bored??
and i finally know which homework i'm going to do now... the lucky homework is... MACROECONS!! Yippee!! hahahaha... ciao.. and good nite.. or rather.. good morning...
Friday, March 26, 2004
Hmmzzz.... Finally have the hazrul song on my blog.. hahahhaa... just can't get enough of the song lah... my current favourite song.. loves everything about my blog.. from the skin to the song.. wahhahaa... hahahhaa.. anywayz, thankz azi... once again for saving my blog.. hehehhee you know.. you should be a computer genius or something... and start charging for your services lah.. but minus me lah.. heheheh
Anywayz, what have i been up to?? nothing much actually... been helping out with the Law Advocacy as Emcee.. i think i've memorised the entire thing on the second day.. wahahhaa... suppose to read out the trial procedure and stuff... anywayz, enough about me.. today those who were on trial was kay and azi.. they were in different rooms lah... then ah... there is a particular someone that i think i just dislike today.. haiz... seriously an unreasonable bird!! hahahhaa
where was i again?? oh ya.. mel covered azi's trial and i covered kay's trial... hahaha.. it was kinda funny.. the witness is soooo into the character that i thought she was gonna break down anytime soon.. whahahaha.. so ya lah... interesting and funny.. hahaha...
been listening to malay songs this week.. why o why?? no idea.. hahahaha... its like malay song after malay song... i mean last time in my disc man it used to be alicia keys.. or britney.. or nelly... and now siti nuhaliza?? wat telah happen?? hahaha... but for those who have known me.. been her fan since pri. 5... she is like POWER to the MAX!! hahaha
Remember there was one time when i said that i think that my blog entries are shallow coz most prob it is a public blog where the world could see it.. but somebody told me.. that someone finds my blog rather emotional... Emotional?? My blog?? Mine?? hahahaha
Oh ya... some have been asking abt my msn nick.. can i QUIT?? what do you think i'm talking about???
(Must remember to watch play for arts app assignment... [Due date:080404])
Anywayz, what have i been up to?? nothing much actually... been helping out with the Law Advocacy as Emcee.. i think i've memorised the entire thing on the second day.. wahahhaa... suppose to read out the trial procedure and stuff... anywayz, enough about me.. today those who were on trial was kay and azi.. they were in different rooms lah... then ah... there is a particular someone that i think i just dislike today.. haiz... seriously an unreasonable bird!! hahahhaa
where was i again?? oh ya.. mel covered azi's trial and i covered kay's trial... hahaha.. it was kinda funny.. the witness is soooo into the character that i thought she was gonna break down anytime soon.. whahahaha.. so ya lah... interesting and funny.. hahaha...
been listening to malay songs this week.. why o why?? no idea.. hahahaha... its like malay song after malay song... i mean last time in my disc man it used to be alicia keys.. or britney.. or nelly... and now siti nuhaliza?? wat telah happen?? hahaha... but for those who have known me.. been her fan since pri. 5... she is like POWER to the MAX!! hahaha
Remember there was one time when i said that i think that my blog entries are shallow coz most prob it is a public blog where the world could see it.. but somebody told me.. that someone finds my blog rather emotional... Emotional?? My blog?? Mine?? hahahaha
Oh ya... some have been asking abt my msn nick.. can i QUIT?? what do you think i'm talking about???
(Must remember to watch play for arts app assignment... [Due date:080404])
Monday, March 22, 2004
EEEE~~!!! Can someone strangle him?!?!?!?! By him I mean, MELVYN!! ARGH!!! Once again, i was tricked... i mean its common to get tricked by them... but getting tricked twice on the exact same thing.. Ok for those who are still lost.. let me be more specific.. Mr. Melvyn Lee here have tricked me yet again into watching a freaking horror movie... DAMN! hahahaha
I mean... First it was Gothika and now The Eye 2?? Guess what.. that's the end of your movie tickets buying era.. so that i can make sure that i wouldnt be tricked a third time into watching another horror movie.. Haiyo... I shouldn't have allowed them to know that i dun watch horror movies.. at least i can turn down the offer of watching movie each time they are gonna watch a show.. coz if they didnt know.. they would tell me what they are gonna watch... but since now they knew... obviously, they wouldnt say anything... This is an outrage i tell you!! :P
The best part was that.. Kay knew what we were going to watch and yet she didnt warn me.. hmmzzz.. Ok ok let me start right from the beginning... how am i suppose to know that he will change the movie when he was soo on abt the haunted mansion rite.. Coz previously during gothika... he went in straight to buy the tickets coz we were still discussing on the movie to watch and nothing seemed appealing.. but now... hmmzzzz...
i didnt really followed him to the counter at first.. coz i was lagging behind staring at something which i can't seem to recall right now... the thing that i heard is the part when he says 710pm and i only went up to him when i needed to pass him the money.. now come to think of it.. now then i know why he refuses to let me see the tickets... grrr.... so.. i'm not dumb ok...
anywayz, before the movie.. we went to COURTS and got stuck watching SO CLOSE... i got bored after awhile and started pressing all the hi-fi's buttons and walking around playing with the deep fryer and coming back now and then to pester melvyn that its time to go to the movies.. but obviously he refuses to budge... but now.. after i know what we watched.. makes sense why he didnt budge.... So ya..
I only found out that we are watching The Eye 2 is went the opening of the movie came on.. there and then i feel like strangling him man... EEEEEE~~~!!!!!
But then ah... i think if i dun have someone like him as my fren.. i would never ever watch horror movies... so i dunno whether or not it is a good thing.. but Melvyn.. stop praising yourself over this victory...
After that.. was chill out session at BK... Still feel like strangling him!!!!! But then again.. nevermind.. i will still get back my revenge at him... its coming i tell you.. its coming.. hahahhaa
I mean... First it was Gothika and now The Eye 2?? Guess what.. that's the end of your movie tickets buying era.. so that i can make sure that i wouldnt be tricked a third time into watching another horror movie.. Haiyo... I shouldn't have allowed them to know that i dun watch horror movies.. at least i can turn down the offer of watching movie each time they are gonna watch a show.. coz if they didnt know.. they would tell me what they are gonna watch... but since now they knew... obviously, they wouldnt say anything... This is an outrage i tell you!! :P
The best part was that.. Kay knew what we were going to watch and yet she didnt warn me.. hmmzzz.. Ok ok let me start right from the beginning... how am i suppose to know that he will change the movie when he was soo on abt the haunted mansion rite.. Coz previously during gothika... he went in straight to buy the tickets coz we were still discussing on the movie to watch and nothing seemed appealing.. but now... hmmzzzz...
i didnt really followed him to the counter at first.. coz i was lagging behind staring at something which i can't seem to recall right now... the thing that i heard is the part when he says 710pm and i only went up to him when i needed to pass him the money.. now come to think of it.. now then i know why he refuses to let me see the tickets... grrr.... so.. i'm not dumb ok...
anywayz, before the movie.. we went to COURTS and got stuck watching SO CLOSE... i got bored after awhile and started pressing all the hi-fi's buttons and walking around playing with the deep fryer and coming back now and then to pester melvyn that its time to go to the movies.. but obviously he refuses to budge... but now.. after i know what we watched.. makes sense why he didnt budge.... So ya..
I only found out that we are watching The Eye 2 is went the opening of the movie came on.. there and then i feel like strangling him man... EEEEEE~~~!!!!!
But then ah... i think if i dun have someone like him as my fren.. i would never ever watch horror movies... so i dunno whether or not it is a good thing.. but Melvyn.. stop praising yourself over this victory...
After that.. was chill out session at BK... Still feel like strangling him!!!!! But then again.. nevermind.. i will still get back my revenge at him... its coming i tell you.. its coming.. hahahhaa
Sunday, March 21, 2004
lalalalalal... had fun today with suk ching and siok lan coming over... and we were suppose to do our revision.. but we just cant bring ourselves to do it.. hahhahaa... Well.. we were suppose to help my aun to bake the cakes for law week.. but in the end only siok lan helped as i was trying to crack my head thinking of what to do for my segment of tomorrow's criminal peer teaching...
Managed to finish all the 6 cake orders... not bad ah... hahaha.. but then ah.. both me and suk ching keep digressing from work.. and as a result nothing much is done.. whahahaha..we were like eating and playing games and munching.. hahhaha.. tsk tsk.. seriously need to cut down on all this.. promised my friend... that by june... i would follow her go and... nvm.. anywayz, ya.. really had fun lah..
and in the end they were like... we cannot go to your house if there is alot of things to be done... only will go when nothing has to be completed or during the holidays... hahahaha.. coz its like.. we were trying to do our work.. and then we will be stopping to watch tv.. bug's life.. then we will try to do our work again.. and then its time for dinner.. then we will try to do our work for the final time.. then we digress.. toking abt our current favourite topic.. and we tried to continue.. once.. again.. and then... forces if nature came on.. so ya.. no use continuing.. hahahaha
Managed to finish all the 6 cake orders... not bad ah... hahaha.. but then ah.. both me and suk ching keep digressing from work.. and as a result nothing much is done.. whahahaha..we were like eating and playing games and munching.. hahhaha.. tsk tsk.. seriously need to cut down on all this.. promised my friend... that by june... i would follow her go and... nvm.. anywayz, ya.. really had fun lah..
and in the end they were like... we cannot go to your house if there is alot of things to be done... only will go when nothing has to be completed or during the holidays... hahahaha.. coz its like.. we were trying to do our work.. and then we will be stopping to watch tv.. bug's life.. then we will try to do our work again.. and then its time for dinner.. then we will try to do our work for the final time.. then we digress.. toking abt our current favourite topic.. and we tried to continue.. once.. again.. and then... forces if nature came on.. so ya.. no use continuing.. hahahaha
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Today is great actually.. went to woodlands to get my penal code bound. then met my mom and watched movie.. the movie for today is: Butterfly Effect
The movie is sooo nice.. hahahaa... i kinda get lots of shocks at first thanx to the sounds.. dammit.. i hate those kinda effects.. hahahha.. but i guess that brings out the ambience that was desired for the particular scene... and my mom was like.. since when did you get shock easily... tsk tsk tsk. hahaha.. but other than that.. it was good lah..
I mean everybody knows that lots of things you do will have consequences... sometimes, even when you have the power to change the past to make it perfect, the future might not be all that perfect... Sometimes, you just have to make sacrifices for the ones that you care alot.. so that you will not risk hurting them in the future... come to think of it.. even though the movie is kinda confusing.. it does makes sense... hehehhe...
Its only 10.40+pm and i'm soo tired... Barely can't keep my eyes open anymore.. why am i sooo tired??? why am i soo drained out?? why am i no longer feeling bothered about anything?? I just hope that it wouldnt soon apply to what i've been doing.. to what i'm trying to focus on... Or maybe.. like what my mom says.. she thinks that i'm falling sick soon.. Noooo... hehehhee
Suddenly, there are times that i just dun see myself doing whatever i'm doing for a long time.. there are also time that i just wanna close the book.. chuck it in a bin and walked away.. looking for something else to do and start something else afresh.. can i do that?? hmmzzz... that would be a personal disappoinment and failure...
haiz.. just cant wait for peer teaching to be over and my econz to be handed in...
The movie is sooo nice.. hahahaa... i kinda get lots of shocks at first thanx to the sounds.. dammit.. i hate those kinda effects.. hahahha.. but i guess that brings out the ambience that was desired for the particular scene... and my mom was like.. since when did you get shock easily... tsk tsk tsk. hahaha.. but other than that.. it was good lah..
I mean everybody knows that lots of things you do will have consequences... sometimes, even when you have the power to change the past to make it perfect, the future might not be all that perfect... Sometimes, you just have to make sacrifices for the ones that you care alot.. so that you will not risk hurting them in the future... come to think of it.. even though the movie is kinda confusing.. it does makes sense... hehehhe...
Its only 10.40+pm and i'm soo tired... Barely can't keep my eyes open anymore.. why am i sooo tired??? why am i soo drained out?? why am i no longer feeling bothered about anything?? I just hope that it wouldnt soon apply to what i've been doing.. to what i'm trying to focus on... Or maybe.. like what my mom says.. she thinks that i'm falling sick soon.. Noooo... hehehhee
Suddenly, there are times that i just dun see myself doing whatever i'm doing for a long time.. there are also time that i just wanna close the book.. chuck it in a bin and walked away.. looking for something else to do and start something else afresh.. can i do that?? hmmzzz... that would be a personal disappoinment and failure...
haiz.. just cant wait for peer teaching to be over and my econz to be handed in...
Friday, March 19, 2004
Haiz...
Things just continously happen huh?? BUt then agian.. i guess that is wat makes the world go around... that is also wat makes the sunrise and later sets giving way to the moon... For the high tide to occur every 6 hours and for a new leaf to grow on the tree.. ok ok.. nad.. stop the crap...
The sun shines as usual.. lighting up the great blue sky.. but watever i've heard today doesnt seem to tally to what i'm seeing.. watever i've heard is not even bright and cheerful.. and definitely NOT pleasant to the ears.. but thank god.. its not the eyes that's doing the listening.. its just the eyes that's doing the reading... But i thought it was over... truly.. i thought that things are back to normal.. and i definitely thought that some have actually forgotten abt it....
But i guess things tend to take a interesting twist.. when things tend to happen again only this time to a different person.. and especially when the story of the previous one is just about to go around like hot fritters... but who am i to say anything?? i think if i continued updating.. most of my entries will be near similar... But then again.. i dun think i'll be affected by such childish behaviour...
Things just continously happen huh?? BUt then agian.. i guess that is wat makes the world go around... that is also wat makes the sunrise and later sets giving way to the moon... For the high tide to occur every 6 hours and for a new leaf to grow on the tree.. ok ok.. nad.. stop the crap...
The sun shines as usual.. lighting up the great blue sky.. but watever i've heard today doesnt seem to tally to what i'm seeing.. watever i've heard is not even bright and cheerful.. and definitely NOT pleasant to the ears.. but thank god.. its not the eyes that's doing the listening.. its just the eyes that's doing the reading... But i thought it was over... truly.. i thought that things are back to normal.. and i definitely thought that some have actually forgotten abt it....
But i guess things tend to take a interesting twist.. when things tend to happen again only this time to a different person.. and especially when the story of the previous one is just about to go around like hot fritters... but who am i to say anything?? i think if i continued updating.. most of my entries will be near similar... But then again.. i dun think i'll be affected by such childish behaviour...
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Okiez finally got my sim card... and now finally got a phone.. thx suk ching.. owed you one... and i'll only be getting a new phone in 5months time.. soo sad... but then again.. I will be getting a new phone.. hahaha yippee...
Wat shall i write abt?? hmmzzz... have no idea... oh ya.. wat happened today?? had captain's ball game... hehhehe.. had a record breaking event... lost 3 games in a row.. WHEE~ hahaha
i seriously have nothing to write abt... hmmzzz.. *thinks hard... wrecking my brain.. flipping through the pages and pages of stacked up memories...* guess my mind's just tooo blank.. oh ya.. my mom been complaining that i'm too involve with school.. hahaa.. one of the reasons why i should be more invisible.. hehehee...
oh ya.. finally remembered what to write...
Deleted to be editted.. hehehe... now i shall not attempt things on the spot.. it seriously sounds weird...
i think if my lit teacher read it... she will put her face underneath a bag... wahhahaha... WOndering what sin did she ever do to cause such a deadly disaster.. hahahhaha
(Ok... bad attempt.. i think i can do better if the topic is just something else.. hahahaha)
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
TODAY IS JUST GREAT!!!
Just damn great.. actually... this morning it was really truly great... my OP was not so bad lah.. think can make it one.. BUt later on.. ITS JUST GREAT!!! I mean just imagine.. first, it was the freaking ATM card that was failing on me... and then it has to be the phone... it just disappeared... i mean it evaporated.. as in.. it's just gone...
and now wat am i suppose to tell my mom sia.. and besides that.. no life till i get another phone.. coz all the numbers are in the phone and no where else... omg... help!!! So.. my apologies to those who have been msging me and did not receive any replies... sorrie guys...
Just damn great.. actually... this morning it was really truly great... my OP was not so bad lah.. think can make it one.. BUt later on.. ITS JUST GREAT!!! I mean just imagine.. first, it was the freaking ATM card that was failing on me... and then it has to be the phone... it just disappeared... i mean it evaporated.. as in.. it's just gone...
and now wat am i suppose to tell my mom sia.. and besides that.. no life till i get another phone.. coz all the numbers are in the phone and no where else... omg... help!!! So.. my apologies to those who have been msging me and did not receive any replies... sorrie guys...
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Okiez.. Let me update you with wat happened yesterday...
Saturday: 13th MArch 2004
Went to school at around 12.. Had LSM OP Presentation Rehearsal.. Oh ya.. Still have not come up with a title for our presentation... have to think of it tmr.. actually.. have to think of it by tmr!!! haiz...
Okies enough about OP.. Projects are seriously a depressing subject to elaborate on.. SO i shall elaborate on some other topic.. Such as the trip to esplanade!!! ~WHEE!!~ Had lunch with my friend before going home to get ready for the concert...
Just because i'm the only one.. doesn't mean that everybody tries to filter wat i see.. Just because i'm young doesnt mean that i've not seen much.. I maybe childish and playful.. but does it equals to me being immature in my htinking as well?? Sometimes.. i wonder who's life is it that is sheltered?? Who is it that has not seen enough?? Who's vision is it that has been filtered?? Maybe its just the nature of a human being.. Just because they lived longer... they tend to think that they know better..
Sometimes its true that wisdom come with age... but does experience comes along with age as well?? Let me give you a simple scenario... Let's say the topic is Kissing... A 15-yr-old girl has 15 EXs and a 17 yr-old girl has always been single... who will have more experience?? Never under estimate a person..
Anywayz, back to the topic of ESPLANADE... Went to esplanade to watch the "Nanyang Musical Voyage 2" with Madeena, Hidayah and my mom.. OMG!! It's damn nice sia.. hahaa.. Really enjoyed the Singapore Chinese Orchestra... Haiz.. *Dreaming* Anywayz, wasted coz we had an extra ticket which was supposed to be for Madeena's guy... but obviously they had to quarrel just minutes before meeting us... then obviously he didnt come along for it... But ah.. if they quarreled much earlier.. i could ask someone else along... haiz.. If only... hahahhaa... ok ok.. i shall stop.. i'm mean... wahahaha
Then the singers were Hazrul (local-The talentime runner-up.. remember him??) and Dewi Yull(Indonesian)... And the first few songs were done by Hazrul.. Haiz.. I practically melt down there.. Esp the song.. "Kaulah Segalanya" wahahhaa.. thank god its not literally.. if not my mom would have to bring me home in a bucket... The Malay dance was just ok.. just average... then after that... Dewi Yull sang.. and blew everyone away... i mean.. there was one song that she sang... w/o using a mic and it filled the entire concert hall and everyone was just stunned... staring at her... with mouths hanging open.. hehehe... really.... not exaggerating.. it was just awesome.. and 2 hours flew by damn fast.. and the next thing we know is that.. ITS OVER!!!
Reached home around 11.45pm... Then the best part was that Hidayah slept over!! We talked and talked and talked and giggled and laughed till around 3.30am.. wahahhaa... Luckilly my grandmother didnt wake up and scream at us to keep quiet.. hehehehe...
Then today came along... Sunday: 14th March 2004
Went to my uncle's place for my cousin's wedding... Nice setting... the place was decorated in dark red and pale pink.. i think the concept was garden wedding or something... It was really sweet ah... Got introduced to relatives i never knew existed.. And for the first time.. No irritating comments was passed...
Or maybe coz the pple that usually take up that particular position and take delight in throwing comments wasnt around.. including those who i'm kinda "close" to.. Nadia and Omar.. (So ya.. For those who were wondering who is Omar.. He is my cousin...) Somehow, i wasnt surprised that they were not there... Most prob.. they were not even aware of the wedding also... Ya.. and of coz.. we (my mom and I) were questioned why didnt we attend they function the day b4... hehehehe... Today's event wasn't as stressful as i anticipated.. coz... someone wasn't around
But of course, in the midst of his absence, i learned alot.. i discovered alot.. things that most prob i would not have known if he were around... coz obviously he never wants me to know anything abt him.. and expects me to give all my love to him... i mean.. when you think abt it... how can you love someone and yet you dont even know who that person really is... Eventhough he has an important role in my life..
But to me.. That role is just a name in which its responsibilities you have not satisfied... so ya.. Forgive me.. if one day i might just disappear and run away from my responsibilities and duties that my role has bound me to do... Coz, my role also gives me a choice to fulfill my duties to another person who have done more than what she is suppose to do... who has sacrifice more than what is needed.. who has the courage to fight on when everybody's negative eyes were on her... and someone that i know i could never repay even if i devote my entire life to her...
Anywayz, i dunno whether the rumours are true... but just take care of her.. whoever she is.. And just visit those you have ignored all this while becoz of matters that i think you yourself have forgotten.. so why is the grudge still lingering around?? People are not getting younger each day... and that includes you.. someone practically pleaded me today to pass a message to you.. but i wonder.. can i even pass it when i'm soo terrified of you...
Okiez.. i better stop this...
Haiz!!~~ I'm seriously dying here.. There's so much to do... But there's sooo little time.... MBS is seriously killing me... I dunno how to create a freaking query!! argh!!! Hmmzzz... haiz... The thing just refuses to go on the right track i tell you!! and i'm dying here... and the best part is that i have not done my crim tutorial!! *wails*
Hmmzzz.. this entry seems never ending.. but ladies and gentlemen... this entry for today.. has ended.. (",)
Saturday: 13th MArch 2004
Went to school at around 12.. Had LSM OP Presentation Rehearsal.. Oh ya.. Still have not come up with a title for our presentation... have to think of it tmr.. actually.. have to think of it by tmr!!! haiz...
Okies enough about OP.. Projects are seriously a depressing subject to elaborate on.. SO i shall elaborate on some other topic.. Such as the trip to esplanade!!! ~WHEE!!~ Had lunch with my friend before going home to get ready for the concert...
Just because i'm the only one.. doesn't mean that everybody tries to filter wat i see.. Just because i'm young doesnt mean that i've not seen much.. I maybe childish and playful.. but does it equals to me being immature in my htinking as well?? Sometimes.. i wonder who's life is it that is sheltered?? Who is it that has not seen enough?? Who's vision is it that has been filtered?? Maybe its just the nature of a human being.. Just because they lived longer... they tend to think that they know better..
Sometimes its true that wisdom come with age... but does experience comes along with age as well?? Let me give you a simple scenario... Let's say the topic is Kissing... A 15-yr-old girl has 15 EXs and a 17 yr-old girl has always been single... who will have more experience?? Never under estimate a person..
Anywayz, back to the topic of ESPLANADE... Went to esplanade to watch the "Nanyang Musical Voyage 2" with Madeena, Hidayah and my mom.. OMG!! It's damn nice sia.. hahaa.. Really enjoyed the Singapore Chinese Orchestra... Haiz.. *Dreaming* Anywayz, wasted coz we had an extra ticket which was supposed to be for Madeena's guy... but obviously they had to quarrel just minutes before meeting us... then obviously he didnt come along for it... But ah.. if they quarreled much earlier.. i could ask someone else along... haiz.. If only... hahahhaa... ok ok.. i shall stop.. i'm mean... wahahaha
Then the singers were Hazrul (local-The talentime runner-up.. remember him??) and Dewi Yull(Indonesian)... And the first few songs were done by Hazrul.. Haiz.. I practically melt down there.. Esp the song.. "Kaulah Segalanya" wahahhaa.. thank god its not literally.. if not my mom would have to bring me home in a bucket... The Malay dance was just ok.. just average... then after that... Dewi Yull sang.. and blew everyone away... i mean.. there was one song that she sang... w/o using a mic and it filled the entire concert hall and everyone was just stunned... staring at her... with mouths hanging open.. hehehe... really.... not exaggerating.. it was just awesome.. and 2 hours flew by damn fast.. and the next thing we know is that.. ITS OVER!!!
Reached home around 11.45pm... Then the best part was that Hidayah slept over!! We talked and talked and talked and giggled and laughed till around 3.30am.. wahahhaa... Luckilly my grandmother didnt wake up and scream at us to keep quiet.. hehehehe...
Then today came along... Sunday: 14th March 2004
Went to my uncle's place for my cousin's wedding... Nice setting... the place was decorated in dark red and pale pink.. i think the concept was garden wedding or something... It was really sweet ah... Got introduced to relatives i never knew existed.. And for the first time.. No irritating comments was passed...
Or maybe coz the pple that usually take up that particular position and take delight in throwing comments wasnt around.. including those who i'm kinda "close" to.. Nadia and Omar.. (So ya.. For those who were wondering who is Omar.. He is my cousin...) Somehow, i wasnt surprised that they were not there... Most prob.. they were not even aware of the wedding also... Ya.. and of coz.. we (my mom and I) were questioned why didnt we attend they function the day b4... hehehehe... Today's event wasn't as stressful as i anticipated.. coz... someone wasn't around
But of course, in the midst of his absence, i learned alot.. i discovered alot.. things that most prob i would not have known if he were around... coz obviously he never wants me to know anything abt him.. and expects me to give all my love to him... i mean.. when you think abt it... how can you love someone and yet you dont even know who that person really is... Eventhough he has an important role in my life..
But to me.. That role is just a name in which its responsibilities you have not satisfied... so ya.. Forgive me.. if one day i might just disappear and run away from my responsibilities and duties that my role has bound me to do... Coz, my role also gives me a choice to fulfill my duties to another person who have done more than what she is suppose to do... who has sacrifice more than what is needed.. who has the courage to fight on when everybody's negative eyes were on her... and someone that i know i could never repay even if i devote my entire life to her...
Anywayz, i dunno whether the rumours are true... but just take care of her.. whoever she is.. And just visit those you have ignored all this while becoz of matters that i think you yourself have forgotten.. so why is the grudge still lingering around?? People are not getting younger each day... and that includes you.. someone practically pleaded me today to pass a message to you.. but i wonder.. can i even pass it when i'm soo terrified of you...
Okiez.. i better stop this...
Haiz!!~~ I'm seriously dying here.. There's so much to do... But there's sooo little time.... MBS is seriously killing me... I dunno how to create a freaking query!! argh!!! Hmmzzz... haiz... The thing just refuses to go on the right track i tell you!! and i'm dying here... and the best part is that i have not done my crim tutorial!! *wails*
Hmmzzz.. this entry seems never ending.. but ladies and gentlemen... this entry for today.. has ended.. (",)
Saturday, March 13, 2004
Well.. I better get going to school.. or else... its DOOM!!! hehehee...
Looking forward to meet up with Madeena and Hidayah today... We're going to the Nanyang Musical Voyage with... my mom... hehehhee.... I've been meeting them so frequently this few days... to the extent... that I myself am shock at it.. I think they are too.. .Coz its like we only tend to meet up once a month or twice a month.. or better still eversince poly... its.. once every 6 months... but what to do... you meet up once in a while.. there is so much of catching up to do... But the 3 of us knows that no matter how long we've not seen each other... or we have not been calling each other for the past 3 or 4 months... we know that we will never drift apart from each other... y?? Dun ask me.. heheheh..
Looking forward to meet up with Madeena and Hidayah today... We're going to the Nanyang Musical Voyage with... my mom... hehehhee.... I've been meeting them so frequently this few days... to the extent... that I myself am shock at it.. I think they are too.. .Coz its like we only tend to meet up once a month or twice a month.. or better still eversince poly... its.. once every 6 months... but what to do... you meet up once in a while.. there is so much of catching up to do... But the 3 of us knows that no matter how long we've not seen each other... or we have not been calling each other for the past 3 or 4 months... we know that we will never drift apart from each other... y?? Dun ask me.. heheheh..
Friday, March 12, 2004
Guess what i just realised today?? The term is gonna end soon.. fast rite?? haiz... i feel that i havent been doing anything or rather i havent been doing enough for anything... and its like i'm doing things soo slowly.. that at times even i get impatient with myself... haiz... nonsense...
Well.. Next week is OP (on Tues)... and MBS dateline(on Mon) and econz presentation (tues).... so after next week.. i think life would be much much more less hectic than it is now... coz now its like everyone is sooo tensed with group work... and so stressed with dunno wat... hmmmzzz...
Actually was kinda thinking of joining Law Advocacy.. Part of me goes like.. you join it and you are signing your death contract while the other part is like... just join for the fun of it... But then again... i dunno... I think i'm gonna act as if i'm invisible for the next 2 years or something and that i'd act as if i dun even exist... But it depends on whether i can do it or not in the first place
"I'm waiting for normal body parts to arrive... I'm invisible and I'm drenched...."
Well.. Next week is OP (on Tues)... and MBS dateline(on Mon) and econz presentation (tues).... so after next week.. i think life would be much much more less hectic than it is now... coz now its like everyone is sooo tensed with group work... and so stressed with dunno wat... hmmmzzz...
Actually was kinda thinking of joining Law Advocacy.. Part of me goes like.. you join it and you are signing your death contract while the other part is like... just join for the fun of it... But then again... i dunno... I think i'm gonna act as if i'm invisible for the next 2 years or something and that i'd act as if i dun even exist... But it depends on whether i can do it or not in the first place
"I'm waiting for normal body parts to arrive... I'm invisible and I'm drenched...."
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Did the love quiz... I think it's cool... rather surprising results i might say...
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.
http://naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.
http://naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm
Lalalalala... Today nothing much happen... lalalllalala
Luckilly we didnt went to have dinner outside today... Coz on my way home, I met Omar in the bus... It's been SOOO long since i last met him... i think the last time was 2 yrs ago... It was like sooo long ago.. hmmzz.. hahaa... must be miss him.. wahahaha... To the extent that i nearly couldnt recognize him already.. He is still gd looking and all.. but he looks so damn matured now... If he didnt smile at me.. I wouldnt have approached him at all... hahaha.. Was kinda happy that I met him today actually... hahaha... Managed to catch up on each other's life quite alot... let see.. we manage to tok for a duration of 5 bus stops before he alighted... hahaha... haiz... hmmzz... well.. i think i should end my ramblings for now....
Luckilly we didnt went to have dinner outside today... Coz on my way home, I met Omar in the bus... It's been SOOO long since i last met him... i think the last time was 2 yrs ago... It was like sooo long ago.. hmmzz.. hahaa... must be miss him.. wahahaha... To the extent that i nearly couldnt recognize him already.. He is still gd looking and all.. but he looks so damn matured now... If he didnt smile at me.. I wouldnt have approached him at all... hahaha.. Was kinda happy that I met him today actually... hahaha... Managed to catch up on each other's life quite alot... let see.. we manage to tok for a duration of 5 bus stops before he alighted... hahaha... haiz... hmmzz... well.. i think i should end my ramblings for now....
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Hmmzzz.. you know wat.. i realised something.. I really really havent been updating on what i've been doing all this while.. if you know what i mean...
Well... It started with a clear happy mind on Monday night.. and became rather frustrated on wednesday... hmmzzz.. Grrr.. Really complained to my mom during the weekend.. and the best part was when she started laughing in my face at one point in time... hmmzz... It was rather dumb when you think abt it actually... I mean you expect a person to learn how to do it the right way when you should actually be grateful when someone is already showering you with it.. I mean.. at least its better than nothing... Well.. and i've also realised that i've been doing tons of complaining.. which i SHOULD STOP!!! coz, i really should stop bothering pple with my complaints... :P
Then my days really became better with the start of watching "Cat in the Hat"... It's totally dumb and lame.. and guess what.. the moral of the story is really common... best advice to those who are rule breakers... hahaha.. The Moral is:"Never do the opposite of what your mom says and siblings should not bicker constantly" wahahaha... Well.. that's all about cat in the hat i guess... but then again.. i guess it is not the end of cat in the hat.. I think its just the beginning.. (",)
Then on saturday.. I really had a great time... The whole group of us went to Mr. Ferlin's house.. The whole group is those that are involved in the Murder Game... So ya... We ate... and gossiped... and watched lame VCDs (Goodness Gracious Me..) But thank god.. we switched to X2 after awhile.. coz seriously the show is getting lamer and lamer as each episode pass....
Some of us were gossiping away at the gossip counter while me, mel, kay and azi made ourselves comfortable on the couches in the living room.. that was after we explored his house... which of coz we finished exploring in 1/2 hour.. and we found out that he doesnt cook.. coz his stove is piled with dust.. and he has nice toilet which MX later contaminated it.. wahahhahaha... and he has comics collections which he allowed me to read.. and mel practically made me put it back where i found it... and his CD collections is.. WHOA!!! and that was also where we found the item of blackmail.. wahahah!!!
And Mr. Ferlin also taught the 4 of us how to bitch... wahahhaa... Just follow this rule and you can do it like Mr. Ferlin... "If you wanna bitch... Say it without hesitation" Well, of course we tried it on him.. wahahha.. and managed to blackmailed him as well... but then again.. he threatens my OP marks... so ya.. we'll see what will happen during our presentation.. muahahaha!!! The conclusion to that day.. is that... it was AWESOME!! wahahaha...
Then Monday came... and for the first time in the entire semester that i actually loved MBS.. wahahhaa.. as you can see my monday's posting... then today came.. It sucks.. I mean it was fine.. until there came a time.. that it sucked... hmmmzzz.. I mean even though i didnt prepare for it... its such a failure!!! ARGH!!!
Then went to watch "Big Fish" with azi and mel... Well.. the show is nice.. but personally, i feel that it's slow and draggy... and my advice to my friends is that.. only watch it if you had a good long sleep or rest... so ya... then crap with mel later in the night at LJS while having dinner... tsk tsk tsk... Mel.. Next time bring along a meter rule or something... so that it will keep you walking in a straight line... muahahaha!!! (",)
Well... It started with a clear happy mind on Monday night.. and became rather frustrated on wednesday... hmmzzz.. Grrr.. Really complained to my mom during the weekend.. and the best part was when she started laughing in my face at one point in time... hmmzz... It was rather dumb when you think abt it actually... I mean you expect a person to learn how to do it the right way when you should actually be grateful when someone is already showering you with it.. I mean.. at least its better than nothing... Well.. and i've also realised that i've been doing tons of complaining.. which i SHOULD STOP!!! coz, i really should stop bothering pple with my complaints... :P
Then my days really became better with the start of watching "Cat in the Hat"... It's totally dumb and lame.. and guess what.. the moral of the story is really common... best advice to those who are rule breakers... hahaha.. The Moral is:"Never do the opposite of what your mom says and siblings should not bicker constantly" wahahaha... Well.. that's all about cat in the hat i guess... but then again.. i guess it is not the end of cat in the hat.. I think its just the beginning.. (",)
Then on saturday.. I really had a great time... The whole group of us went to Mr. Ferlin's house.. The whole group is those that are involved in the Murder Game... So ya... We ate... and gossiped... and watched lame VCDs (Goodness Gracious Me..) But thank god.. we switched to X2 after awhile.. coz seriously the show is getting lamer and lamer as each episode pass....
Some of us were gossiping away at the gossip counter while me, mel, kay and azi made ourselves comfortable on the couches in the living room.. that was after we explored his house... which of coz we finished exploring in 1/2 hour.. and we found out that he doesnt cook.. coz his stove is piled with dust.. and he has nice toilet which MX later contaminated it.. wahahhahaha... and he has comics collections which he allowed me to read.. and mel practically made me put it back where i found it... and his CD collections is.. WHOA!!! and that was also where we found the item of blackmail.. wahahah!!!
And Mr. Ferlin also taught the 4 of us how to bitch... wahahhaa... Just follow this rule and you can do it like Mr. Ferlin... "If you wanna bitch... Say it without hesitation" Well, of course we tried it on him.. wahahha.. and managed to blackmailed him as well... but then again.. he threatens my OP marks... so ya.. we'll see what will happen during our presentation.. muahahaha!!! The conclusion to that day.. is that... it was AWESOME!! wahahaha...
Then Monday came... and for the first time in the entire semester that i actually loved MBS.. wahahhaa.. as you can see my monday's posting... then today came.. It sucks.. I mean it was fine.. until there came a time.. that it sucked... hmmmzzz.. I mean even though i didnt prepare for it... its such a failure!!! ARGH!!!
Then went to watch "Big Fish" with azi and mel... Well.. the show is nice.. but personally, i feel that it's slow and draggy... and my advice to my friends is that.. only watch it if you had a good long sleep or rest... so ya... then crap with mel later in the night at LJS while having dinner... tsk tsk tsk... Mel.. Next time bring along a meter rule or something... so that it will keep you walking in a straight line... muahahaha!!! (",)
Monday, March 08, 2004
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Finally my arts app presentation is done!! Whoopee!! So happy!! one down and 5 more to go.. yay!!
The saddest thing in life is when nothing happens.. :p hmmzz... nvm.. i'm sleepy.. have no idea what i've said.. wahahahhaa
A word that is constantly used, yet not easily achieved? A word that is easily said.. But let me ask.. can you do the same?? Maybe its time for the other to take their turn to do it.. coz i'm tired of trying to do it.. coz when i'm actually doing it.. you say i'm not.. and when i'm not.. dun even bother.. coz i'm no longer around to even know what's coming up next... So tell me... can you do it?? can you achieve a much better result at doing it?? if you can.. then prove it! coz i'm tired of trying and why dun you take my place and try??
The saddest thing in life is when nothing happens.. :p hmmzz... nvm.. i'm sleepy.. have no idea what i've said.. wahahahhaa
A word that is constantly used, yet not easily achieved? A word that is easily said.. But let me ask.. can you do the same?? Maybe its time for the other to take their turn to do it.. coz i'm tired of trying to do it.. coz when i'm actually doing it.. you say i'm not.. and when i'm not.. dun even bother.. coz i'm no longer around to even know what's coming up next... So tell me... can you do it?? can you achieve a much better result at doing it?? if you can.. then prove it! coz i'm tired of trying and why dun you take my place and try??
Interesting.. hahahaha.. Quizzes... WHEE~~ You should try.. hahhahaa.. Oh ya.. i'm a wat?? LOL!!! Cute~!!
your bitch.
What swear word are you?
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Your a goddess! Forget angels, its all about you.
Angels serve god, right? So why not be a
goddess? Hold on there, girl, and easy with the
fame. A Goddess is absolutley the most
beautiful, powerful, and magic being alive
there is, but they can tend to be quite
obnoxious. Some goddesses go a little to far
with their power, and turn greedy and shallow.
Good ones are pure and full of life, and if on
earth, flowers sprout at their steps. Others,
decided to live in a palace in heaven, with
such beauty never knwon. They are very kind and
good leaders, but can tend to be a little lazy,
jelous, greedy, and obnoxious.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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your bitch.
What swear word are you?
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Another quiz... MUAhahahahah!!!
Your a goddess! Forget angels, its all about you.
Angels serve god, right? So why not be a
goddess? Hold on there, girl, and easy with the
fame. A Goddess is absolutley the most
beautiful, powerful, and magic being alive
there is, but they can tend to be quite
obnoxious. Some goddesses go a little to far
with their power, and turn greedy and shallow.
Good ones are pure and full of life, and if on
earth, flowers sprout at their steps. Others,
decided to live in a palace in heaven, with
such beauty never knwon. They are very kind and
good leaders, but can tend to be a little lazy,
jelous, greedy, and obnoxious.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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Just when i've said that i'm free of all things heavy for the mind.. it has to be put into again.. Its not that i care.. Its just freaking frustating sia.. Especially when your point is NOT GETTING ACROSS!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! I've regretted certain things i do.. and yest was one of those times... i regretted doing it.. going there... coz in the end.. as a result the freaking frustration is freakingly seeping back in!!! Its truly shit ah.. truly a freaking piece of shit!!!
you know what.. I'm free.. hahahaa.. I know alot have been hearing this.. But then again, Now the calling "I'm free" is more on a personal level.. I'm free of my own doubts.. I'm free of my own questions... I'm free of everything that is personally confusing.. Basically, I'm free!!! And the feeling is GR8!!! It feels as if a dark heavy cloth has just been lifted up and thrown away.. and you can just walk around freely without any heavy things as restrictions... It's Just GREAT!! Ok.. I'll stop repeating this.. hahahhaa
Hmmzz... I've got one thing on my mind.. that is.. TO QUIT OR NOT TO QUIT.. That is the question... hmmzzz... I'll see whether or not i'll quit... but then.. it'll be such a waste... been doing it all this while.. been going for it... But when i ask myself whether what kinda feeling do i get out of it.. It just a BLANK... Coz there was alot of time where i wondered "what in the world am i doing here?" But when i enjoy it.. i enjoy it.. When i don't then it's just plain boring.. and at times can be stressful.. yes... stressful.. hahhahaa
Hmmzz... I've got one thing on my mind.. that is.. TO QUIT OR NOT TO QUIT.. That is the question... hmmzzz... I'll see whether or not i'll quit... but then.. it'll be such a waste... been doing it all this while.. been going for it... But when i ask myself whether what kinda feeling do i get out of it.. It just a BLANK... Coz there was alot of time where i wondered "what in the world am i doing here?" But when i enjoy it.. i enjoy it.. When i don't then it's just plain boring.. and at times can be stressful.. yes... stressful.. hahhahaa
Monday, March 01, 2004
Hmmzz.. Havent been blogging for awhile.. Have no idea what to update on..
What have i been doing these past few days?? Today was the 1st day of school after the term break... I think i'm gonna start gearing up for examz.. Coz or else i'll be lagging behind.. Cant afford to do that.. why?? Coz i know i'm someone who will never accept it if i failed something.. :P
These past few days have been rather interesting...
On fri, as everybody knew, O' levels result were announced.. On Sat.. I helped Madeena chose the courses... hahaha.. Really had fun terrorizing her with the courses that she dont even have the interests in.. hahha.. finally managed to settle with architecture, landscape architecture, HTM, Horticulture and Landscape Mgt, Interior design, FS&V and digital media design.. hahaha.. Interesting courses... Just hope that she'll get it!! AMEN!!
There are people that just know someone so well.. They just take one good look at you and they know that something is up or just that something is not rite... And they start questioning you... (not in an irritating way.. but you know...) then no matter how you try to change the topic... they can just insist and stays on the exact same topic till you finally reveal to them what's on your mind... Then and only then will they be satisfied... Usually (but sometimes, this is not the case.. :P) these are the people that saw you through your transission periods... seeing you grow...
The conclusion is that they just know you well because of what they have been seeing of you.. To the extent that they will know the next line that will come out of your mouth... So sometimes you dun have to finish your sentence, as they will finish it for you.. (",) They know how you will react to stuff.. and these are also the people that no matter what they say... they just CANT offend you.. rite??
Usually, this are also the people that you tend to treasure most in your life... that you would put your life at stake to save theirs... Ever met this people before?? I'm sure everybody has... But then again.. Sometimes i wonder whether or not I've come ......... Nvm... Forget it..
What have i been doing these past few days?? Today was the 1st day of school after the term break... I think i'm gonna start gearing up for examz.. Coz or else i'll be lagging behind.. Cant afford to do that.. why?? Coz i know i'm someone who will never accept it if i failed something.. :P
These past few days have been rather interesting...
On fri, as everybody knew, O' levels result were announced.. On Sat.. I helped Madeena chose the courses... hahaha.. Really had fun terrorizing her with the courses that she dont even have the interests in.. hahha.. finally managed to settle with architecture, landscape architecture, HTM, Horticulture and Landscape Mgt, Interior design, FS&V and digital media design.. hahaha.. Interesting courses... Just hope that she'll get it!! AMEN!!
There are people that just know someone so well.. They just take one good look at you and they know that something is up or just that something is not rite... And they start questioning you... (not in an irritating way.. but you know...) then no matter how you try to change the topic... they can just insist and stays on the exact same topic till you finally reveal to them what's on your mind... Then and only then will they be satisfied... Usually (but sometimes, this is not the case.. :P) these are the people that saw you through your transission periods... seeing you grow...
The conclusion is that they just know you well because of what they have been seeing of you.. To the extent that they will know the next line that will come out of your mouth... So sometimes you dun have to finish your sentence, as they will finish it for you.. (",) They know how you will react to stuff.. and these are also the people that no matter what they say... they just CANT offend you.. rite??
Usually, this are also the people that you tend to treasure most in your life... that you would put your life at stake to save theirs... Ever met this people before?? I'm sure everybody has... But then again.. Sometimes i wonder whether or not I've come ......... Nvm... Forget it..
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