The One of A Kind

hello hello...

Haiz, can't imagine that i missed Smallville yesterday.. Gosh!! and to think that i was in front of the television all the while.. and yet i missed it.. wanna know why?? coz i fell asleep.. i think the only time anyone knew that i was asleep was when i actually made a sound asking someone to on the fan.. wahahhhaa...

my mom's b-day was on 29th March 2004... went out with her... after waiting for kay and mel to finish their audition.. and left after finding out that there was a 2nd round rite after the first.. so sad.. if not i would have company on my train journey all the way to town... Met my mom at Bugis for dinner.. Happy B-day MOM!! had a great time with her at Bugis.. chilled out and crapped all the way... and went home all sleepy... wahahhaa..

and guess what.. i'm not gonna get my phone in 5mths time.. i think i'm gonna get a new phone by most prob next week.. or latest next month.. cool huh?? hahahahha... and i'm gonna get a new number too.. so be prepared pple.. if i didnt reply to any of your messages soon (the soon is not so soon lah).. means that i've changed my number.. :P

Tell me.. why do i have the feeling that when next term starts.. i have to wear specs?? i seriously think i'm going to go blind soon.. hmmzz.. i think its because of all the lack of sleep that i've been getting this past few days.. which reminds me.. i better go to sleep soon as i have crim law lecture tomorrow at 9am.. and it is 1.32am now..

you know what.. i have something on my mind just now that keeps bugging me to blog about.. and then... now i just can't seem to remember what is it.. haiz.. another disadvantage of sleeping late... Short Term Memory!!! ARGH!!! This is a bad habit i tell ya... and i've been in an extremely weird mood for the past 2 days...

To tell you the truth, i've been rather.. hmmzz.. grumpy?? but i dunno why... thank god.. i didn't bite anyone's head off this 2 days... Phew!! if not.. haiz.. another problem?? whahahaha.. I'm just easily frustrated by someone this week... haiz.. i'm sorry if you're hurt by anything i say.. coz i seriously didn't mean it lah.. i guess its just the weird mood that i'm having.. and the thing is.. i'm just irritated by this only one person.. i dunno why.. but i think i'll figure it out soon... hehehehe... dun worry its not those that i've been hanging around all this while.. its not any of the 3 of you.. and suk ching.. dun worry.. its not you also...

think nad... think.. what is it that you wanna write in this entry??? haiz... Hmmzzz... let's see.. have i remembered it?? sometimes, i just wish that i can turn back time and make everything alrite again... soometimes, i wish that i'm not around to witness anything... sometimes, i just feel guilty and later wonders what am i gonna do to make amendments... sometimes, i truly envy people... envy what they've gone through.. envy certain events that have occured to make what that person what they are today..

To me, i feel that everything happens for a reason... but someone once told me that everything is in god's hands and there is nothing that we can do about it.. which i totally disagree and obviously me being me.. got into an arguement with that someone.. wahahahha...

i mean its true that god determines what our fate will be like.. but the thing is.. god have allowed us to do things within our power, and obviously our actions is the thing that later detemines our fate... am i making sense?? i mean its like.. you can't expect not to do anything for youself and later blames god when nothing turns out right especially when it is something that you could have done something about in the first place...