Ok. I'm still up at 415am... and i'm meeting azi later at 10am for swimming~!

I should just go to sleep now...

but no... i've decided to do something else before i forget all about it.. LOL!

first let me show you something...

No! I didn't behead anyone in the wee hours of the morning la goons! that's my mask! the reason why i'm still awake is coz of this the following:

Yup. I was polishing my sword. Being kept away for 3yrs obviously made it a little rusty... so ya, thats the thing that kept me up for awhile other than the fact that i was talking to mel and azi and also playing dead man's chest with azi.. wahahahhaa..

That is like 1/2 of my fencing equipments.. there's still the pants, plastron, electric jacket and of course my knee length socks and shoes.. wahahaha.. things like that.. And of course, it beats the sauna, with the high collared suit. *faints*

That is my glove turned pink coz, my grandmother attempted to wash it when it was dirty. Now, the glove is an irriversable pink. Thanks to my grandmother, my glove is the one and only pink one in the fencing community. And now, its an ugly pink and there's nothing i can do about it! ARGH!

And yes, if you still haven't realise it at the end of this entry.

I'm a fencer.

Specialising in Sabre' but of course i fence the other 2 sword types (Epee' and Foil) as well for reasons i would not put on this blog. wahahahaha...

And i've not retired. lol!

And now after entertaining myself with yet another pointless entry.. i shall go to sleep to meet azi in less than 5hrs and also to find an inspiration so that i could help hidayah with something.

I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED CABARET!

argh.

*goes to a corner to cry*

anywayz, if any of you go to shahdon's blog.. it shows this yr's ms singapore's evening gown at the miss universe pageant..

and the comments made?

"Miss Singapore's outift does not look like an evening gown it might be great for a fahion show but it is not appropriate for this competition. Instead of setting a trend we hope that this dress will forever be banished never to be seen on the pageant stage again."

How embarrassing is that? seriously.

and i've yet to blog about the NDP sneak preview that i went for yest... will upload the pics soon.

my body is aching! i shall go swimming tmr.

1. CABARET (22July - 30th July)
OOOOO!! i wanna watch CABARET!!

ARGH! i shall pester my mom!

2. Westlife - Face to Face
And guess wat? Wahahha.. Westlife's having a concert in singapore on 8th Sept... Again. I wonder, whether azi will be going? ahahahha...

3. Forbidden City - Potrait of an Empress
Forbidden city? That one. I dunno whether i wanna catch or not. I'm not really a fan of the story to begin with.. so ya.. hmmmm.. *Sings ala yazid: Starting with the eyes.. lalallallala*

4. Robbie Williams - Close Encounters (18th November)
Hmmm.. i know azi is definitely considering to go for this one.. I've never actually listen to him before.. only those older songs you know.. But the ticket price's one of a kind man.. LOL!

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Let's see what else i wanna watch? hmmmm...

cant think of any at the moment.

And i wanna watch so many movies tooo..

1. Lake House

2. Singapore Dream

3. Happy Feet

and i cant remember my list at the moment! argh. like thanks. hrmph! i shall have my movie list up soon..

let's see..

i've caught Mistress of Spice the day it opened with my cousin and mel... Hmmmm.. the movie was ok lar.. nothing much...

Watched Just My Luck with Azi on Tuesday. That was stupid yet funny. I actually enjoyed the movie.

AND AND AND.. I've caught Pirates of Caribbean with mel and azi today!!! FINALLY! Wahahaha.. shall blog about it later...

Things i wanna buy...

1. HAMTARO SOFT TOY!! Its on sale.. $15.
2. this really nice pair of shades... $16.90

And a few other things... but i'm broke rite now.. so shopping is definitely out of question. HRMPH!

Writing in malay was weird yet satisfying.

If you're wondering what is it? oh well, dont bother la.. i mean i only write malay for those who understands. If it sounds rather angsty to those who understand, sorry for the sore eye. Its meant for someone who understands the language and whatever in there is directed to the exact same someone. lol.

But of course, i will translate it to those who ask out of curiousity. lol.

Wahahahaha...

Anywayz,

Its reminds me of my malay public speaking competition that i did back in sec. sch. lol! Coz, i'll always start with a poem. Thats like a trademark of mine. lol! self-written poem. Now, i'm only capable of one that i'm really proud of if its written in malay.

The irony of it all.

I dont even speak malay well.

My written malay still have to be further improved upon. Sadded.

Sekiranya tuan puteri menunggu ketibaan si putera,
Tunggulah sehingga rembulan mengambang.
Sekiranya ada hasrat di hati yang tertera,
Harap janganlah ada yang menentang.

Jikalau reaksi yang ingin dilihatnya, tak akan ku berikan apa-apa untuk menjadi tumpuan semata-mata. Aku adalah manusia. Mempunyai daya fikiran. Mempunyai perasan. Bukanlah boneka yang boleh didapati di mana saja. Boneka yang tiada akal fikiran, perasan ataupun tutur bicara. Suatu boneka yang telah diberi hanya semata-mata untuk dipermainkan.

Begitu cetek kah pemikiran mu? Adakah itu yang kau anggapkan dari diriku? Kalau betul lah sangkaan ku, begitu kecilkah, murahkah aku di mata kau? Tidak ku sangka bahawa akan tiba masanya dimana aku melihat gerak laku sedemikian.

Ataupun, kau hanya ingin memberi pandangan yang amat berbeza? Begitu takutkah kau dengan anggapan masyarakat diatas diri kau? Penghormatan diberi kepada setiap individu. Tetapi, adakah penghormatan diri kau masih lagi berharga? Ataupun ia sudah tiada ertinya, sama seperti boneka-boneka yang telah lama kau humban ke tepi kerana tidak bermutu lagi di mata kau dan disisi masyarakat?

Orang dahulu kala sering meingatkan kita, pelbagai nasihat yang akan diberi. Tetapi akhir kata ku, senang difahami. Ini lah suatu peringatan dari ku di bungkus rapi buat diri mu. "Setinggi-tinggi tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua"

Akan ku tunggu untuk melihat saat kegemilangan itu.

Its funny.

Some things are just priceless. Like jewels, precious stones, gems, knowledge.

Whoops~! Did i just type that there? hahahaha.. i guess it falls in the same catergory. Knowledge of various things are priceless isnt it? Yup. yup. Definitely priceless. *nods to further emphasize*

They always say that the best things are done unknowingly to the world. There's so many people that i know that contribute in that way. Secretly. Coolness is what i call it. lol! Seriously, what satisfaction would you get if you actually announce it to the world?

No one would care. The most, a small column in the news or a 5minutes of tabloid fame. Weird. There's so many people that i know that would be contented with that as well. As in getting known even though its just that small. Whatever amount of fame given to them, they accept it. They yearn about it too much that i wouldn't be surprised if they dream about it. Seriously.

These people, guess what they need? A LIFE! ahahahaha..

Went swimming today. It was fun. Will definitely do it again. Next time with the complete amount aite?

Its been a long time since i swim my frustrations out. Today i did it. ahahahaha.. and i sure get dark fast.

I'm going for the NDP Preview this Sat! YAYNESS! i'm actually looking forward to it. I mean, its just so fun to have the entire stadium singing along to everything.

ITS THE SINGAPORE SPIRIT I TELL YOU!

Kallang wave! I'm coming!!!

I have truck load of pics to put here... I shall do it soon.

Coach will be back soon, i better polish my stuff.

Some thing better get done by the end of next month.

If i dont get started on something by next month, i'm gonna apply for something more fulfilling in a way... ahahahhahahaa...

I swear everything here doesnt make sense. Its just random thoughts. But not every form of knowledge makes sense rite? Sometimes, it takes awhile for it to make sense. Maybe this will take awhile to be made some sense of.

till then, i'm going off.. i have something on tmr afterall. lol!

Oh look...

its 5.15am again....

I've been looking thru photos and all...

As usual.. you know when one is too free... wahahaha..

anywayz, i've realised alot of things have happened. 3 yrs is such a long time dont you think? ahahahhaa...

i have this thing about changing certain things once expiry date arrived knocking at my door.

i mean... time do get shorter and shorter as you pass thru each educational level. dont you think so?

ahahahaha...

6 yrs of pri sch. 4yrs of sec sch. 3yrs of poly.

I'm in the midst of changing alot of things.

Expiry dates have arrived afterall. 13yrs. No joke.

Its about time for changes. And i'm already making some to the things that are closest to me.

I'M SO PISSED RITE NOW!!

HOW CAN SHE JUST CANCEL OUT ON ME LIKE THAT?!?!?

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

LATER SHE WILL ASK ME," EH GIRL, MIA AH?"

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and when i ask her why? she say, DUNNO.

TELL ME LADIES AND GENTS, HOW IS THAT A VALID EXCUSE!?

I'm so pissed. I put down the phone without saying bye. I shall apologize for that some other time... for now, i'm pissed and irritated.

i should have just stick to my decision of going by myself! argh!

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Ooooooooooo.. Now i'm meeting azi instead to watch a stupid show...

wahahhaa.. I'm not so irritated anymore, i'm surprised instead. waahahaa...

I've been distracted unconsciously.

No matter how stupid that might sound. But its true.

The mind is seriously a dangerous place to be in and to be totally absorbed by it. Coz, you start remembering. You start remembering, the good, the bad, the jittery, the everything!

And then the other thing about it? You get absorbed in even more everytime you tell yourself not to think about it too much.

the irony of certain things.

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So, as an attempt to distract myself. Lemme indulge in one of those stupid but entertaining (at least to me) blog entries.

I met a friend the other day. I was shock at the change while he still expect me to be the way that i am. *rolls eyes*

One thing he didnt expect was the fact that i've graduated.

Another little fact about this friend of mine is that.. he loves to irritate me... by talking in a know-it-all manner and i'm cleverer than you tone with that idiotic smug look plastered on his face.

He: "That was fast!!"

Me: "You don't expect me to stay there forever rite? 3yrs have passed you know. Anywayz, what are you doing now?"

He: "NS la. What else?"

Me: "Huh? Still in NS? *bursts into fits of laughter* That's long!!!"

He: "You dont have to rub it in you know. Besides, i'm ending already. Going Uni soon"

Me: "Oh? Where and what you doing?"

He: "NTU, Comp engineering. you continuing rite? you this kind."

Sidetrack: What was that suppose to mean? This kind? Do i look like i love books to bits and geeky to you?

So then he started interrogating me on my results which was bloody irritating.

He: "So how's your results?"

Me: "OK la"

He: "Define ok"

Me: "Hey! Dont use my technics on me! Ok la... how i wanna define ok somemore?"

He: "Can get into local U or not?"

Me: "Cannot la."

He: "Then that one not OK wat"

Me: "Eh excuse me, no matter how much you think you're damn clever, if you're in my course you wouldnt get in local U as well ok.. or at least in the course that i wanna go. HRMPH!"

I seriously hate it when he does that to me! argh. Bloody shit. Please bear in mind that all these took place on my way home. So in other words, we were in the bus bickering like there's no tomorrow and i even ignored my mom la. bloody hell.

He: "Continue your studies str. la. You wanna wait for wat? Waste your time."

Me: "*pouts* you sound like a parent!"

He: "hahaha. i do that to you often anywayz, so get use to it. Go apply local Uni la... Then i can go to school with you"

Me: "Go to school with you?!?! NO WAY! I'll be mentally tortured daily if i go to sch with you!"

He: "You know, i always thought we could end up going Uni together, and i thought that after NS would be just nice for the both of us to be in Uni at the same time dont you think?"

Me: "Seriously, being freshman with you is not exactly my idea of perfect uni days you know, like i said. I dont wanna be mentally tortured. Besides, i dont wanna go NTU."

So after constant bickering about mentally torturing each other. We came to the topic of employment. And also to the fact of what i intend to pursue.

Me: "Looking for job now la."

He: "Nonsense ah you. I still dont see why you dont wanna cont immediately"

Me: "Coz, mister, i wanna go overseas"

He: "Where?"

Me: "UK."

He: "Why cant you just stay in Singapore? I remembered you telling me once when you were in yr1 that you can be a Paralegal once you've graduated. So why do you have to go UK when you can be a Paralegal in Singapore?"

Sidetrack: Is it me or does he have a great memory?

Me: "I want more to life than just to be a Paralegal you know"

He: "Forever. *rolls eyes*"

Me: "Besides, what's wrong in going UK? You, yourself, were just nagging at me 5 seconds ago at how i should continue my studies."

He: "Ok fine. Wat you wanna pursue?"

Me: "Law."

He: "LAW? for wat? Being a paralegal is fine enough as it is. At least its nice"

Me: "For wat? Isnt it kinda obvious? I wanna be a lawyer la... Duh! And what's wrong with that?"

He: "Lawyers are heartlesss"

- I nearly fainted when he said that. GRRR!! I would have strangled him if i had the chance.

Me: "They're only heartless in court.. *rolls eyes*"

He: "Whatever you say... *rolls eyes*"

So at this point, he reach his stop already so we were still bickering while saying our goodbyes and then i went to my mom complaining about the recently ended conversation.

Then this is wat my mom said.

Mom: "I've always found him nice and charismatic. He's a great guy."

Me: "ARGH!!!! Cant you see? He just tortured me out of my wits! How can you say that he's nice?"

*FAINTS A THOUSAND TIMES*

I alighted the bus with a feeling of disbelief and high level of irritation. so ya.

And now, i've entertained myself by typing all of that out.. i shall go to bed. wahahhaha...

"Don't be too confident that you might get it, what if you dont? You have to have a plan B. You were let down before, i don't wanna see the same thing happening to you again"

Seriously, those words keeps going on and on in loops in my head.

A little slap of reality is what i call it.

But she's right. I don't have a Plan B if i dont get it. And its nagging at me every single night even though i've pushed that thought rite to the back of my mind telling myself that i'll only think about it when the time comes for me to think about it.

Bad move.

But i dont see any other choice rite at the moment.

Ok..

i've finally changed my blogskin with a little tweaking done by Shikin.. also known as enlarging my fonts..

wahahhaa..

My blogskin is BRIGHT now!!

I dunno... alittle too bright maybe?? and It seemed a little congested... *Scratch head*

We'll see how long i'll stick with this blogskin.. anywayz, i shall now blog about the NYP Play. This is the first time i went to a play, only to find out the title of the play, seconds before going into the theatre... Why? Coz, Yazid, who informed me about the play didnt tell me wat the title is or wat it was about... he just asked whether i wanna go or not... *Faints*

Now, about the play...

Let's see...

1. i like the ticket. It takes the form of a ration card

2. its free!! wahahaha

3. i like the venue. TFA - Theatre for the arts.

4. I find that most of the characters were either under played or redundant.

5. I like the funny scenes of the play. The lines were really witty.

6. The voice of one of the Jap. soldiers is damn nice.

7. The minimalistic thing was ok, but it could have been further challenged, resulted in the stage being rather 2d

8. There were some wasted scenes

9. I love bookseller - muthu

10. It was an hour play, but it felt kinda long

11. If it was a first attempt at playwrighting = the writer has tons of potential

12. I was confused at some parts, maybe coz, i cant really hear the actors. They spoke alittle too fast/in spurts.

13. The stage directions could have been futher explored.

But all in all, it was a good play...

The end.

There. Not bad rite my commenting? very summarised. LOL!

Went for the NYP play just now with...

Shahdon, Kin, Taufiq and his girl, Yazid and his SEJA friend (is it?) Azmi.

Let's see whether i've gotten the title rite...

wahahaha..

Light of the South.

Am i rite? I shall go check the programme sheet later... LOL!

About it? Comments? I shall dedicate a full blog entry on the play later... for now, i shall just say...

Kudos on the effort!

Need to sleep soon... Guess what have i been doing? its hilarious... i've been look thru my old files, and i've realised how blessed i am...

I've never been so tickled, angered, sad, concerned, all in one night of looking thru files... Talk about a wave of emotions... I guess i'll blog about that too.. Since, i've realised that i actually have a pending business that will continue to stay pending if i dont look to it? i dunno.. we'll see...

But my next blog entry will definitely be about the NYP Play. ehehehe...

I actually think this website is cute... i didn't know Gummy Bears could be educational... lol..

http://elliottback.com/wp/archives/2005/05/03/7-deadly-gummy-sins/

yeah well.. came across it on yahoo 9.

Anywayz, since NO ONE is entertaining me on the MSN.. *glares at certain people* Can you believe it? one of them even ask me to buy my own game so that i wont be bored... grrr.. !!!!!!!!

I shall indulge in one of those inane ramblings that i do here on my beloved blog! *hugs bloggie!*

I'm on my road to recovery! wahahaha.. or rather, now i'm having a slight sorethroat, but other than that i'm perfectly fine... YAY!

But, i've infected the whole house instead... ahahaha.. my aunt's and grandmother's sick...

the good thing is that, THERE'S NO ONE TO NAG AT ME!! *boogies around*

the bad thing? I HAVE NOTHING TO EAT!!!

Let's talk about....

SINGAPORE IDOL!

Ok dont ask me why... But i've been watching every single spectacular show! I swear me being too free = indulging into toooo much tv! but that's gonna change once my coach comes back from HK end of next week *cries*

So Gayle's the second one to be booted... I thought she would stay for abit longer la... I mean.. Haloo? If Jasmine could stay on, why not Gayle? *faints and dies*

Now the guys,

Joakim reminds me of the next Ace you know.. Not that he has the exact same looks. I mean compared to the rest, he is so called one of the most good looking guys around... so ya.. he's gonna be there for quite awhile.. People better start getting used to that performing monkey i suppose... ahahaha

Speaking of good looking, i'm very sure none of my blog readers here know that once upon a time (around a mth ago) i was actually head over heels with.... JONATHAN LEONG!

I actually found him cute!! wahahaha.. before you guys start killing me online, i'm just gonna announce to the world that..

I TAKE THE "I FIND HIM CUTE" BIT BACK!

Why? You know how Singapore Idol have that little bit of half hour extra show before the results? Yeah. I swear that thing is really wrong to have on air! really! wahahaha... Coz, i suddenly remembered why Jonathan looks damn familiar.

Last week, they showed his old sji fencing photo... and he was there with his sword and all along with his red hair.

No. Its not the red hair that turns me off. Its the red hair that triggered my memory. Coz, that red-haired guy, is the EXACT SAME SPOILT BRAT/ IRRITATING TOOT THAT I'VE GROWN TO DISLIKE DURING MY TIME FENCING WITH THE SJI GUYS!

Among the others la..

well, one coz, he really thinks he was damn cool esp with red hair. Personally, i thought he looked like macdonald.

Secondly, he thought he was damn good.

Thirdly, he thought the girls worshipped the ground he walked on. Well, in a way 2 of my seniors did...

Fourth, I just couldnt stand him!!! or rather the sight of him... really!! his smugness irks me ok.

Actually, if you ask me about the rest of the sji fencers, i would have said the same things... coz, if i didnt, i would actually be dating now.. *Rolls eyes*

Bloody Hell. And i actually thought that spoilt brat was cute?!?! *shivers* My coach better not find out or he'll never stop haunting me.

Speaking of coach, he actually told me to get well soon and take care and that i better be alive the moment he return from Hong Kong.. Talk about sweet. ahahahaha..

Anywayz, i feel like changing my blog skin...

what say you to the following?

1) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98405&action=Preview - I'm actually considering this, but the lion looks gay somehow.. dont you agree?

2) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98706&action=Preview - Ok, i love orange and black together, but its not centralised... and the fonts are kinda small rite?

3) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=99056&action=Preview - Now this is nice too.. why cant they make blog skins in the centre?!?! but i like this one too.. wahahaha

4) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=98476&action=Preview

5) http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=73275&action=Preview - this is so cute rite? LOL!

Ok that's the current top 5 on my list at the moment.. lol! another reason why i pot it here is so that i have the links la.. abit duh rite... easy access.. wahahaha...

Hmmm, i'm finally feeling sleepy.. so till another time ya'll!

Besides, i didn't know indulging myself in nonsensical blogging could be such fun! wahahaha...

I shall furnish my 600th blog post with this... ISH! I shall strangle aisya for making me do this.. hrmph!

10, 9, 8... and the number goes on...

10 FAVOURITES

- Fave Colour : anything bright! Lime Green, Orange, Yellow...

- Fave Food : Don't really have fav. but currently thinking of Fish & Co. Prawn with Chilli Cream Fettucini

- Fave Song : BSB!! abit duh la rite? ish. and anything danceable you know... = enjoyable.

- Fave Movie : Lord of the Rings, Finding Nemo, Lilo & Stitch, etc

- Fave Sport : Fencing & Swimming

- Fave Day of the Week : Errr... dunno?

- Fave Ice-Cream Flavour : Chocolate

- Fave Car Model : Lamborghini... but i'll settle for Hyundai Coupe for now.. wahaha

- Fave Subject in School : Intellectual Property.. (err.. we're talking about Poly rite?) if not its Literature. wahahahaha

- Fave Snacks : Pocky

9 CURRENTS

- Current Mood : BORED

- Current Taste : Sore! having sore throat yo! cant taste a thing

- Current Clothes : tee and shorts.. (Whaddya expect? a dress? i'm at home!)

- Current Desktop : Mitac (we're talking about brand rite?)

- Current Toenail Colour : Au naturale..

- Current Time : 1704hrs

- Current Annoyance : Constant Boredom

- Current Thoughts : what am i gonna do after i'm done with this.

8 FIRST

- First Best Friend : errr... how was i suppose to remember? lol... oh yes. my first best friend was this guy i knew in kindergarten... wahahahaha

- First Crush : I'm not gonna reveal this! Alot of people i know, know him. WAHAHAHA!! reputation man reputation.

- First Movie : Beauty & the Beast

- First Music : Top of the World - Carpenters (my mom's fav band)

- First Car : BMW Sports (my dad's)

- First Real Date : errr... none! Anyone wanna bring me out for my first real date? wahaha

7 LASTS

- Last Drink : Milo

- Last Car Ride : The cab? on sat, out for dinner... waahahaha

- Last Movie Crush : Angel from X-Men 3

- Last Phone Call : to Melvyn on... errr.. dunno when.. monday?

- Last Song Played : Sean Paul - Connection

- Last Food Ate : Last Night's dinner

- Last Thing I Do Before Sleeping : Online, off comp, off lights, look up in the ceiling, nightdream and doze off.

6 HAVE YOU EVER?

- Have You Ever Dated 1 of Your Bestfriend? : nope. at least not yet.. wahahaha

- Have you ever broken the law? : nope... *angelic smiles*

- Have you been arrested? : are you nuts?

- Have you ever skin dipped? : nope nope...

- Have you ever been on TV? : errr.. hahaha.. ya.. when i was in pri sch.. LOL!

- Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know? : well.. no.. at least none that i can remember at the mo. wahahaha

5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING

- Tee

- shorts

- beads

- studs

- lingerie

4 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY

- woke up from sleep

- reply various smses

- drink milo

- go online

3 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR NOW

- the fan

- the keys of my keyboard

- my cough

2 THINGS YOU CAN'T LEAVE WITHOUT

- handphone

- cards (atm, credit, debit. supplementary.. you name it... wahahhaa)

1 THING YOU'LL DO WHEN YOU ARE BORED

- look thru my phonebook on who to disturb or go online finding a victim on msn.

5 BEAUTIFUL PEEPS TO CONTINUE THE GAME

- Shikin

- Melvyn

- Huda

- Azi

- those connected to my blog

Basically, beautiful pple yo! lol!

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OK... I've found a nicer website other than the-forever-lagging-and-giving-me-problems-youtube.com... so ya..

i just find this video sooo cute and farnie.. hehehehe...

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Time really seem to pass by damn slow for the past few days...

Or maybe, being sick does that to people...

Headaches, Fever, Flu...

Well at least, i can walk around now... unlike yesterday... I even blacked out in the kitchen...

argh~!

I hate feeling weak... and my mom finally managed to drag me to the doctor this morning... grrr...

yes yes.. i know very late... but i still go right? so dont even think about nagging at me ah... wahahahaha.. and you know who i'm referring this too.. LOL!!!

I'm bored now! i have no idea what to do!!!

wwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I feel like i'm gonna fall asleep anytime soon!

Went for coregroup last friday...

it was interestingly funny! lOL! Helped some of them with their preparation for Magus Luna II. And i found out that they watched the previous Magus Luna. Oh god. *Buries Self* So paiseh-ing lor.. wahahahaha... Played the wolf game later on... Now, THAT game was equally interestingly funny!!!

wahahahahah....

I was wolf twice.

Such an interesting wolf i make! wahahhaa... So innocent. *angelic smiles*

Muahahaha..

So what am i doing now? Idling my time away listening to songs and trying to soothe myself... i think i'm really drowsy rite now..,

Know that I can't get over you
'Cause everything I see is you
And I don't want no substitute
Baby I swear it's...
Deja Vu

-Beyonce's Deja Vu

OK this is one of my most memorable msn conversations!

-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
shit i'm craving for coke

-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
how unhealthy is that?

-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
argh

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
hmm okie lemme try...

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
but it might not be a good one at all..

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
OMG

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
i think i have a prob

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
i swear i thot i saw JOKE rather than COKE

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
okie i need a shrink

-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
eh sia lahh...

-::Countess Dee::- G o N e [Finally, its magical.] says:
i'm gonna cut and paste this and put it on my blog

Instead of realising this little fact, he continued giving me a whole chunk of the following!

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
this happens to me umpteen times alr sia!!.......just now watching some cina tv series right...

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
then i alws read subtitle one mah......

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
so i thot this one part said, blablabla got bed ridden.......

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
n i ask my sis, how she got bed ridden or sthg like that.........

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
den my sis looking damn confuse n told me, no leh, it was title as she died on a bed!!

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
WAO LAOZZ!!!

MaMbOjamBAn: fcukidity fcuk.imhavingfever. says:
now come to think bout it, i m surprise i pass my eng comrpe...

WAHAHAHAHHAHA... i shall not mention who this person is.. but i know some of you will know this person.. so ya...

My latest too free-ness escapade has let me to this...

Courage is definitely something that i'm lacking off.

unfortunately.

Met Azi & Mel today...

YUP YUP! Azi got a new hair style! hehehehe.. wheee..

Met up for lunch, walked around, looked for azi's sneakers... we wanted to watch POC but then... Mel had to go for church today so we cancelled the last minute movie plan...

Bumped into my sec sch best friend... Gosh. Unbelievable... Lost contact eversince poly started... We used to be... like inseparable... we're like a pair of siamese cats... even the difference of class did not manage to pull us apart.. She was in triple science while i was in Comb. sci, pure lit class..

But of course, things have changed... Man. we were both shocked to see each other... seriously. Will be meeting up with her again soon.. =)

Anywayz, i shall not digress any further... back to my outing...

Remember how i've been pestering azi to get her ears pierced since Prom??

WELL!! SHE FINALLY PIERCED HER EARS!! AND I GOT TO CHOOSE HER EAR STUDS!! YAY!!

its this beetle stud.. soooo cute!

then we went to far east gelare's to eat ICE CREAM!! yay even more!

Azi got her own waffle which in the end tempt both me and mel... So, we ended up sharing a waffle! I swear he's trying to kill me... I mean just look at it la.. It even looks sweet from the picture rite??

He even picked caramel sauce over the normal maple syrup! Bloody hell! purposely rite? And his excuse? To get back at me for all the sweet popcorns that i've denied him every time we watch movies... like.. wat the...

I think i had a terrible headache after all that sweetness.. I mean, i dont eat waffle + caramel sauce + honey crunch ice cream + cookies & cream ice cream all in one meal on a daily basis you know...

We got high after that..

Its called sugar rush honies..

After that, mel decided to spend some money on a pair of shades...

and after he left (sadded!) we proceeded to PS!!

that's when i actually started! YIKES!

Well, yes.. i bought shoes.. what else rite?

It all started when we entered Charles & Keith coz, Azi here wanted to buy a pair of sandals to replace her prev. ones... coz, the beads were coming off.. While she was looking around, i took the oppor. to look around as well..

I SHOULDNT HAVE! ARGH!

Coz, i ended up buying this:

Azi bought the exact same shoe.. only, hers is bronze! and that's not all!! We went to People of Asia (POA) next...

Where i found this:

YUP! nice rite? I've been looking around for it.. after i spotted it during one of those fashion runway shows you know... Azi bought the exact same pair too.. wahahhaa.. this is fun! and then she blames me for being a bad influence... wahlau! so unfair.. I never force her to buy lor! lol lol!!

Lemme let you in on our little conversation when the both of us was in front of the mirror...

AZI: Dee, nice or not? I feel like going to war.

ME: ............... *faints and dies*

Shit.

I'm still awake.

Bloody hell.. i'm meeting them later.. shit shit shit.. and i only realised how late it is.. after my aunt's alram clock went off..

shit ahit...

bye world.. me going of to get some shut eye.. before mel calls me for my wake up call.. waaaaa

ART FAZIL

Hmmm, thats a singer yo! wahahaha.. One of my all time fav. malay singers who's currently in UK. or rather.. he's always in UK. one of those singers that have made it big in other countries... His songs are very inspirational.. really! a lounge singer in UK, a recording artist here... Not bad rite?

Ok i like his malay songs.. actually one of his malay songs... its like.. so poetic i could die! wahahahaha... and i love the music video though.. wahahah.. done in UK... i just admire him la.. let's see if i can find his video clip and his picture.. i like his hair! wahahha.. its long and str. now how i wish mine could be permanently like that. HURMPH!

ok i cant find the video clip! sadded. i've found the audio clip though from someone's website... Let's see if i can plant it here... Anywayz, love the song for its simplicity.

Here's the lyrics and as usual... i'll translate it for the benefit of my curious non malay readers. wahahaha...

Merindu Kepastian

(Longing for Something Decided)

Andai kau menjadi pelangi

Biar ku jadi awannya

Agar kita selalu bersama

If you ever be the rainbow

Let me be the clouds

So that we'll always be together

Andai kau menjadi sang duyung

Biar ku jadi karangnya

Agar kita sentiasa bersua

If you ever be a mermaid

Let me be the corals

So that we'll always be near

Andai kau menjadi merpati

Biar ku menjadi sang bayu

Agar kita sering bertemu

If you ever turned to a dove

Let me be the wind

So that we'll always meet

Andai kau menjadi puisi

Biar ku jadi melodi

Bersama kita menyanyi

If you ever become a poem

Allow me to be the melody

And together, we will sing

Andai ku menjadi rembulan

Sudikah kau menjadi kejora

Hingga pagi nanti

If I become the moon

Would you be willing to be the stars

Shining till break of dawn?

Andai esok aku menjadi tanah

Sudikah engkau menjadi bunga

Menghiasi dadaku

If tomorrow, i've become the soil

Would you willingly be the flower

that'll be adorning my chest?

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Ok, end of translation...

I love the way he pushed the malay language to remind us of what we've forgotten.

Beautiful, soft & poetic.

Ps: Ok i cant seem to put the audio clip here.. but here' the website that i got it from: Art Fazil - Merindu Kepastian

I'm totally depressed.

trust me.

There are valid reasons for a girl to be depressed.

and one of it?

The rotation of the moon.

ITALY WON THE WORLD CUP!

wat a bummer!

I wanted France to win it!! waaaaaaaaaaaa...

but its ok..

wahahhaa.. its a great match with lots of unexpected twists... One of the mot hilarious match i've ever watched.

Like Zidane's sudden rash move... ramming his head into the italian player's chest that caused him the red card... What a way to end a career you tell me?

Trezeguet's stupid miss at the penalty shoot-out.. WAT A WASTE!

Zidane's miraculous penalty kick 7 mins into the match...

and me constantly mistaking the italian goalkeeper's name for Bafoon.. when its actually Buffon.

Ohhh.. and its funny watching players falling left and right like flies starting from 3mins into the game.. Starting from french player, Henry.

Its been an interesting match.

and finally World Cup's over and i dont have to wake my mom up every time there's a match...

YAY!

Actually, this post has another purpose aside from the end of the World Cup fever... but rite now, i cant remember wat i wanted to type here.. wahahaha

and italy won germany 2-0!!

There la.. i tell my mom already... germany wont win this yr's world cup.. nooooo.. she didnt believe me...

i already tell her either france or portugal will win the world cup.. but noooo, she didnt believe me... and her reasoning was? how can germany not win the world cup? they're playing at home soil..

told ya!!! this match proves it all.. not all team can win under pressure...

so i think portugal might win, like they all say.. portugal is the underdog this yr...

but then again, if france win would be cool..

i have always supported france since spain is long gone!! lol...

OK.. 2nd entry for 3rd July 2006. wahahaha..

At least this thing will keep me away from watever i was thinking about... Got tagged by my "darling" DT Freshie, Fima. *smacks*

5 snacks I enjoy
1. Cadbury Hazelnut Chocolate
2. Twister Fries (LOL~! i know.. of all things rite?)
3. Pocky!!!
4. MacDonald's Chocolate Milkshake (That's considered a snack rite?)
5. Sour Sweets

5 songs I know the lyrics to
1. Unfaithful - Rihanna (how not to know? The damn song has been going in loops in my head)
2. All BSB songs (Don't stare at me... I'm a die-hard fan *bluek*)
3. It's Like That - Mariah Carey
4. I believe I can Fly - R Kelly
5. Reason Why - Rachel Yamagata

5 things I would do with 100 million
1. Enrol to Uni IMMED. and get meself a pvt apartment, car, laptop and everything else.
2. Buy a huge house that my mom can renovate in anyway she wants.. LOL!
3. Go for Slimming! & Then go on a HUGE shopping spree.. WAHAHAHAHA
4. Create an Empire & have my own fashion label (then like that... i'll get more money!!)
5. Travel anywhere with anyone... I might even be able to pay for anyone to anywhere staying at anyplace!!! wahahaha

5 places I would run away to
1. Beach
2. a coffee house
3. Resort
4. Island
5. anywhere that i feel like running to.. be it a person or not.. lol

5 things I would never wear
1. things that are not suppose to be worn OUT OF THE HOUSE
2. just bra and panties
3. Bikini (well at least not in the figure that i'm in now.. wahaha)
4. Things that i wont be comfortable in
5. Underwear outside my pants, jeans or shorts

5 bad habits
1. Biting my nails
2. Making faces at people
3. Bullying my mom
4. too fussy on certain things
5. being too polite in certain situation

5 biggest joys!
1. My cats
2. My family
3. My 2 groups of 3s
4. Doing things that i'm totally passionate about
5. to know i've make others smile

5 fictional characters I'd date
1. Angel from X-Men
2. Garfield
3. All the prince from various fairytales.. (lol i'm beginning to have a feeling that they're all the same person)
4. Wolverine frim X-Men
5. Ok i have no idea who else... OH YES!! but this would be valid if i'm a guy.. wahaha.. Characters played by ANGELINA JOLIE!! lol

5 unfortunate individuals to do this
1. Melvyn Lee
2. Nur Azizah
3. Nur Hidayah
4. Shahdon
5. Halimah (doesn't mean you're last on the list can escape!)

Went for the interview at Bedok (Hoh Law Corp) on Friday. Well, it went well actually... but i dont think i would wanna work there...

even though there's so many things that's attracting me to the damn place. *kills self*

Supposed to meet Hally since she's been pestering to go out with me since whenever. Met my cousin at Bugis after her school ends... went for lunch and then received a call from her mom rushing her back immed.

I was obviously dragged along only to find out the other person who was together with her mom at the point of time was one that i'm not looking forward to meet.

The 4 of us went to Arab St. And well, the summary was simple... You never fail to amaze me. Especially when you're willing to spend quite an amount over roots than me.

In other words, the damn roots worth more than me.

Yup. I'm being bitter about it... It doesnt help when a few things was revealed... Like how he wanna exchanged my phone with his samsung slide phone (which is actually an EXTRA & UNUSED phone). Well, someone obviously can't see me having more than him.

But me finding out about that EXTRA phone. Well, i nearly strangled someone. I cant believe the things i resort to actually try my luck, to only get rejected and find out things like this after i got my own phone with my own money. ha. THANKS ALOT.

One thing for sure, i just hope i'm treated better in the future by someone of the opp. sex...

Having him doing that to me, makes me wonder whether am i THAT worthless for my own father to treat me like that? If he can...

I dont wanna imagine what the other people of the opposite sex would treat me... the same? am i just at that level? Will i even be worth/mean something to someone in the future?

ARGH!!!!

Ok i'm not feeling too good at the moment... I shall just sign off and continue my friday entry later...

*runs off and hides in a place where no one can see*

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's" Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Ok.. Mel asked me to do this coz he thinks i'm too free.. so ya.. hmmm my dirty little secrets or watever you would call it.. wahahahaha...

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
31) been to a wild party
32) seen the mardi gras
34) had a spring break in florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent cd
41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
61) consider mac, dre, e40 or mistah fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoookkkk...

There goes my reputation.. wahahaha.. or watever reputation there was to begin with... suppose to be 66 but i'm not really sure about the 5...

so i'll just stick to 61/100 ->Now, who would expect that coming from me?