ARGH!
This sucks. I really feel like killing myself already.
Maybe... Just Maybe.
THIS IS SO FARKED UP. If i could throw a string of vulgarities... i will just do it.
I am pissed.
I'M JUST SO TIRED OF THIS.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Friday, May 25, 2007
Its been a while since i last updated my beloved bloggie!!!
Lol.
Rite... Its only been 4 days.
Muahahahaha.... its 2 days from pay day and i'm uber broke!!! so embarassing lor. And the GSS is on and i'm itching to get myself something... but no i shall behave.
Behave i shall.
MUAHAHAHAHAH!!
Yes yes i have yet to update on my camwhoring session with Sin Ni... lol. She has labelled me as the camwhoring queen of Buangkok.
Well, my dear best friend, ex-partner in crime... Thank you for the honour and how does it feel to be acquainted with me (now "royalty")?
Reading her blog is hilarious. It seriously never fails to tickle me.
We have come to a conclusion. Both of our blogs = BIMBOTIC!
Eh Sin Ni, I TELL YOU ONE SECRET!
*Whispers* I sprained my ankle 2 days ago... Lol... i think you miss my presence so you sent your sprain to come visit me issit?!?!
*smacks Sin Ni*
I think its because i tortured you on the last outing, walking around Vivocity from one end to the other several times. *evil laughter*
anywayz, I am sad.
Due to unforeseen circumstance, I am only getting my pay on Tuesday instead of the expected Monday.
So much for wanting to go shopping! but oh well, we'll talk about shopping after i've cleared several debts. I feel poor just by thinking about it already... WAHAHAHHA!!!
And then I'm going KL. NOooooooooo.... I will refrain from spending too much there... i just need to get several heels and some goodies for certain people. lol! Yup yup.. you know why? Coz, Guess is on sale and i am itching to see how good is the sale and i refuse to go into the boutiques rite now due to the fact that i cant buy anything!
There's a list of people that's been missed. Dunno whether they miss me or not lor! *grumbles*
1. Deena
This girl here has disappeared from my life for the past 3weeks? or is it longer? Eversince you came back from Indo, never call me, never talk to me, never online, never go out, never message. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!? and don't even think of nagging at me for going KL ah... *rolls eyes* And i sound like a possesive boyfriend. Oh well, she does the exact same thing to me too!! Everytime i'm going out of the country.
2. Hid
ok this one... i don't miss so much la.. i talk to her weekly leh.. i just met up with her also.. LOL! besides, she's busy with projects... but she's free enough of our monthly routine of going to the 24-hr prata shop that we usually chill at.
3. Azi
I realised that its been... hmmmm... 2weeks? or is it longer? since the last time we met? i think its 3 weeks.
4. Mel
Its been a week lor! wahahhaa... ok ok fine... i shall not complain... hahahha.. azi will kill me when she sees that its been a week and i'm already complaining. Or maybe, she will kill you too! for the 3 of us not meeting up... MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!
5. Sin Ni
Eh girl, my pay coming soon. LOL! so when's our next camwhoring session to wipe out both our memory cards and battery?
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I am so sick of my schedule la... I'm compromising so many things. ARGH. That is not suppose to happen. Sheesh.
I swear i tell you there are times that i'm more stressed up over a stupid schedule than i'll ever be while interviewing a driver or anyone to do his affidavit.
Yes. I'm beginning to miss my legal work.
The irony of everything.
Lol.
Rite... Its only been 4 days.
Muahahahaha.... its 2 days from pay day and i'm uber broke!!! so embarassing lor. And the GSS is on and i'm itching to get myself something... but no i shall behave.
Behave i shall.
MUAHAHAHAHAH!!
Yes yes i have yet to update on my camwhoring session with Sin Ni... lol. She has labelled me as the camwhoring queen of Buangkok.
Well, my dear best friend, ex-partner in crime... Thank you for the honour and how does it feel to be acquainted with me (now "royalty")?
Reading her blog is hilarious. It seriously never fails to tickle me.
We have come to a conclusion. Both of our blogs = BIMBOTIC!
Eh Sin Ni, I TELL YOU ONE SECRET!
*Whispers* I sprained my ankle 2 days ago... Lol... i think you miss my presence so you sent your sprain to come visit me issit?!?!
*smacks Sin Ni*
I think its because i tortured you on the last outing, walking around Vivocity from one end to the other several times. *evil laughter*
anywayz, I am sad.
Due to unforeseen circumstance, I am only getting my pay on Tuesday instead of the expected Monday.
So much for wanting to go shopping! but oh well, we'll talk about shopping after i've cleared several debts. I feel poor just by thinking about it already... WAHAHAHHA!!!
And then I'm going KL. NOooooooooo.... I will refrain from spending too much there... i just need to get several heels and some goodies for certain people. lol! Yup yup.. you know why? Coz, Guess is on sale and i am itching to see how good is the sale and i refuse to go into the boutiques rite now due to the fact that i cant buy anything!
There's a list of people that's been missed. Dunno whether they miss me or not lor! *grumbles*
1. Deena
This girl here has disappeared from my life for the past 3weeks? or is it longer? Eversince you came back from Indo, never call me, never talk to me, never online, never go out, never message. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!? and don't even think of nagging at me for going KL ah... *rolls eyes* And i sound like a possesive boyfriend. Oh well, she does the exact same thing to me too!! Everytime i'm going out of the country.
2. Hid
ok this one... i don't miss so much la.. i talk to her weekly leh.. i just met up with her also.. LOL! besides, she's busy with projects... but she's free enough of our monthly routine of going to the 24-hr prata shop that we usually chill at.
3. Azi
I realised that its been... hmmmm... 2weeks? or is it longer? since the last time we met? i think its 3 weeks.
4. Mel
Its been a week lor! wahahhaa... ok ok fine... i shall not complain... hahahha.. azi will kill me when she sees that its been a week and i'm already complaining. Or maybe, she will kill you too! for the 3 of us not meeting up... MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!
5. Sin Ni
Eh girl, my pay coming soon. LOL! so when's our next camwhoring session to wipe out both our memory cards and battery?
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I am so sick of my schedule la... I'm compromising so many things. ARGH. That is not suppose to happen. Sheesh.
I swear i tell you there are times that i'm more stressed up over a stupid schedule than i'll ever be while interviewing a driver or anyone to do his affidavit.
Yes. I'm beginning to miss my legal work.
The irony of everything.
Monday, May 21, 2007
I was ready to kill somebody just now.
She's bimbotic, She's dumb, She got on my damn nerves, I was so patient with her and she still dare to snap at me?! FARK! I was ready to dig her eyes out man! Thank god she's across the causeway and i'm here... If not i swear i will just throw something in her face.
She wanna be bitchy to me... Fine. Let's play this game then.
Just don't mess with me. Bitch.
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Went for the bday party the other day with Sin Ni. wahahaha.. It was hilarious. We went camwhoring at Gardens and obviously reached home late. Grandmother wasn't too pleased with me. Oh well. What else is new?
My Sec Sch classmates are definitely one that you can never forget. And guess wat? Nearly everyone's driving their own car.. *rolls eyes*
I tell you if i told my mom that... she will just go "I Told you so..."
Aiyah... Cannot blame me for having rich asses as classmates what... but of course, if any of my close friends were to be driving... that would definitely be blissful for me when we go out... lol!!!
I will definitely upload the photos later.
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PMSing i am not! My gums hurt so bad i can't talk at all... Stooopid wisdom tooth. One wonders, If this excruciating pain is what you have to go through to get "wiser" i will definitely PASS the chance of getting wise if i had the choice.
I cant even eat.
If i were to have this for a whole month. A considerable weight loss can be seen.. Who knows... rite? *shrugs*
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Is age gap showing itself? Are the older ones and the younger ones not meant to be able to talk when they reach a certain age?
Are we supposed to speak only when spoken too, sit when asked, sleep when told, answer when questioned?
What happened to the days where thoughts were vocalised freely, fears were raised, worries put to rest?
What happened to the days where my words were heard, my thoughts were considered and my speech was not cut off?
What happened to the days where silence is not what you'll get out of me?
What happened to the days where scoldings were given for the right situation?
What happened to the days where accusations practically doesn't exist?
What happened to the days where your words don't hurt?
What happened to the days where my tears dont fall unconsciously as i reflect what has happened that day?
What happened to those days?
Am i growing up too fast? Am i growing up too suddenly? Am i breaking out of my shell too much?
Maybe its time to let go and accept that, i will have to lead my own life one day and allow me to explore and make mistakes now.
Running in search of tranquility, i found darkness instead.
In that darkness, i found comfort in you.
Thank you for your presence, your care, your understanding, your love.
I know you're there even when you're not right by my side.
And I appreciate and love you for that.
I really do.
She's bimbotic, She's dumb, She got on my damn nerves, I was so patient with her and she still dare to snap at me?! FARK! I was ready to dig her eyes out man! Thank god she's across the causeway and i'm here... If not i swear i will just throw something in her face.
She wanna be bitchy to me... Fine. Let's play this game then.
Just don't mess with me. Bitch.
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Went for the bday party the other day with Sin Ni. wahahaha.. It was hilarious. We went camwhoring at Gardens and obviously reached home late. Grandmother wasn't too pleased with me. Oh well. What else is new?
My Sec Sch classmates are definitely one that you can never forget. And guess wat? Nearly everyone's driving their own car.. *rolls eyes*
I tell you if i told my mom that... she will just go "I Told you so..."
Aiyah... Cannot blame me for having rich asses as classmates what... but of course, if any of my close friends were to be driving... that would definitely be blissful for me when we go out... lol!!!
I will definitely upload the photos later.
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PMSing i am not! My gums hurt so bad i can't talk at all... Stooopid wisdom tooth. One wonders, If this excruciating pain is what you have to go through to get "wiser" i will definitely PASS the chance of getting wise if i had the choice.
I cant even eat.
If i were to have this for a whole month. A considerable weight loss can be seen.. Who knows... rite? *shrugs*
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Is age gap showing itself? Are the older ones and the younger ones not meant to be able to talk when they reach a certain age?
Are we supposed to speak only when spoken too, sit when asked, sleep when told, answer when questioned?
What happened to the days where thoughts were vocalised freely, fears were raised, worries put to rest?
What happened to the days where my words were heard, my thoughts were considered and my speech was not cut off?
What happened to the days where silence is not what you'll get out of me?
What happened to the days where scoldings were given for the right situation?
What happened to the days where accusations practically doesn't exist?
What happened to the days where your words don't hurt?
What happened to the days where my tears dont fall unconsciously as i reflect what has happened that day?
What happened to those days?
Am i growing up too fast? Am i growing up too suddenly? Am i breaking out of my shell too much?
Maybe its time to let go and accept that, i will have to lead my own life one day and allow me to explore and make mistakes now.
Running in search of tranquility, i found darkness instead.
In that darkness, i found comfort in you.
Thank you for your presence, your care, your understanding, your love.
I know you're there even when you're not right by my side.
And I appreciate and love you for that.
I really do.
. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press Play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie
Opening Credits:
Temperature - Sean Paul
Waking Up:
Pon De Replay - Rihanna
First Day of School:
Love Song – Missez feat Pimp C & Paul Wall
Falling in Love:
Torn – Latoya Luckett
Getting it on:
Ghetto Girl – Lil’ Bow Wow
Fight Song:
Unbelievable – Craig David (How that song is a fighting song I have no idea! Lol! Its more like a patching up song! WAHAHA)
Breaking Up:
Pretty Boy – M2M (this is the most classic song ever)
Prom:
Masquerade – Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack (How appropriate… LOL!)
Life:
Lady Marmalade – Christina Aguilera, Pink, Mya, Lil Kim (Wat the…)
Mental Breakdown:
Down Boy – Holly Valance
Driving:
The Call – Backstreet Boys
Flashback:
Through the Wire – Kanye West
Wedding:
Winding Road – Boa & Dabo (don’t ask about the singers ah…)
Birth of child:
No – Shakira (WAHAHHAHA)
Final Battle:
Naughty Girl – Beyonce (Double LOL!)
Death Scene:
fergilicious – Fergie (WAHAHAHAH!!)
Funeral Song:
Scandalous – Misteeq (My songs are getting more and more inappropriate)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press Play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie
Opening Credits:
Temperature - Sean Paul
Waking Up:
Pon De Replay - Rihanna
First Day of School:
Love Song – Missez feat Pimp C & Paul Wall
Falling in Love:
Torn – Latoya Luckett
Getting it on:
Ghetto Girl – Lil’ Bow Wow
Fight Song:
Unbelievable – Craig David (How that song is a fighting song I have no idea! Lol! Its more like a patching up song! WAHAHA)
Breaking Up:
Pretty Boy – M2M (this is the most classic song ever)
Prom:
Masquerade – Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack (How appropriate… LOL!)
Life:
Lady Marmalade – Christina Aguilera, Pink, Mya, Lil Kim (Wat the…)
Mental Breakdown:
Down Boy – Holly Valance
Driving:
The Call – Backstreet Boys
Flashback:
Through the Wire – Kanye West
Wedding:
Winding Road – Boa & Dabo (don’t ask about the singers ah…)
Birth of child:
No – Shakira (WAHAHHAHA)
Final Battle:
Naughty Girl – Beyonce (Double LOL!)
Death Scene:
fergilicious – Fergie (WAHAHAHAH!!)
Funeral Song:
Scandalous – Misteeq (My songs are getting more and more inappropriate)
Saturday, May 19, 2007
WHEN BOREDOM TAKES OVER!
I'm currently at Mommy's office...
Location: No. 3 Kallang Way 5.
Why am i here? Well, i came by to pass her handphone which she left at home and of course i went to Golden Mile Tower to collect my bus tickets to KL.
So it seems that i am going for the competition afterall even though i have not gone for training due to various miscellaneous reasons. Let's hope that i dont screw up tooo badly or else, my coach will never let me hear the end of it.
So since i'm here, my mom asked me to take pictures of some of her lightings to put up on her website. I was supposed to do up her website some time last year which of course i have yet to bring my lazy ass to log in and insert all the necessary html codes. However, i did warn her i can only do the most basic of websites since i'm no exactly very pro.
So here i am! At my mom's office while she's in her warehouse doing some lighting with her partner and i'm in her office typing happily away on her computer.
HAVE I TOLD YOU I LIKE HER NEW PC? haiz. THE SCREEN SO BIG! I look at stuff on website also like very happy lor!!!!
Coz so big and clear and... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I love her 19" screen or issit 24".. i dunno la...
SEEE!! Told you its big... I think its 24" coz my comp screen at work is 19".
I'm currently at Mommy's office...
Location: No. 3 Kallang Way 5.
Why am i here? Well, i came by to pass her handphone which she left at home and of course i went to Golden Mile Tower to collect my bus tickets to KL.
So it seems that i am going for the competition afterall even though i have not gone for training due to various miscellaneous reasons. Let's hope that i dont screw up tooo badly or else, my coach will never let me hear the end of it.
So since i'm here, my mom asked me to take pictures of some of her lightings to put up on her website. I was supposed to do up her website some time last year which of course i have yet to bring my lazy ass to log in and insert all the necessary html codes. However, i did warn her i can only do the most basic of websites since i'm no exactly very pro.
So here i am! At my mom's office while she's in her warehouse doing some lighting with her partner and i'm in her office typing happily away on her computer.
HAVE I TOLD YOU I LIKE HER NEW PC? haiz. THE SCREEN SO BIG! I look at stuff on website also like very happy lor!!!!
Coz so big and clear and... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I love her 19" screen or issit 24".. i dunno la...
SEEE!! Told you its big... I think its 24" coz my comp screen at work is 19".
This is the ultra meesy office but its really cosy!!! I tend to come here to sleep... wahahaha...
Oh shit. Its 437pm. I have to meet Sin Ni at 7pm at Kovan for Shirlyn's b-day party and i need to go home and change.
OOOOPS! Oh well, i doubt she wanna go so early also.
And i'm currently having a headache. LOL!
That's all folks! MUACKS!!
Lurve ya!
Thursday, May 17, 2007
When B-day parties have themes...
When one reaches 21, many of them decide to have parties. Pretty invitations were sent out with a follow up phonecall for you to rsvp. lol!
One of the main reason is for them to invite those friends that they have not seen for the past few years.. catch up on each others life or basically just wanna know what the other is doing and trust me, there are times that it gets stressful. LOL!
Its not necessary for a party to have a theme... However, there's currently a trend to have themed parties with dress codes that guests will have to adhere to... Well, not everyone will bother to dress accordingly...
But hey, its not everyday you can walk around like some queen of the world, dressed ready for the red carpet... (even though i tend to succumb to such temptation when i go out with some people)
So why not take the opportunity rite?
When one reaches 21, many of them decide to have parties. Pretty invitations were sent out with a follow up phonecall for you to rsvp. lol!
One of the main reason is for them to invite those friends that they have not seen for the past few years.. catch up on each others life or basically just wanna know what the other is doing and trust me, there are times that it gets stressful. LOL!
Its not necessary for a party to have a theme... However, there's currently a trend to have themed parties with dress codes that guests will have to adhere to... Well, not everyone will bother to dress accordingly...
But hey, its not everyday you can walk around like some queen of the world, dressed ready for the red carpet... (even though i tend to succumb to such temptation when i go out with some people)
So why not take the opportunity rite?
I was invited to one my sec sch friend's bday party last sat and the theme was...
"A DRESSY AFFAIR"
So one wonders, what will Nad wear? A dress, of course! Yup, i've worn this dress before so, Deena... don't think that i never go out like dressed like below before ok!?
A white dress, Pink Hair, Green Eyes, Heels and Hoop Earrings... i was ready to star in my very own music video... WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
And i totally dig the pink hair! Would do with blue hair soon! LOL!
So you guys would wanna know how's the party rite? Well, the music's good, the food's great and the company's awesome... By company, i meant hidayah.
SHE OPENED THE DANCE FLOOR YO!
LOL!!! We boogied all night... (well not all night la, till it ends i mean) WAHAHAHAA!
And for those who have been pestering me to do MY 21ST BDAY PARTY....
I have one question for you...
Do i look like i will have a party?!?!?!?!
*faints*
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
PHANTOM OF THE OPERAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Went to watch it yesterday. IT WAS UBER COOL!
It was...
Awesomelicious, beautiful, magnificently enchanting.
I AM SO HOOKED TO IT!
I'm so in love with the set. It gave a whole new perspective on set. I've never seen how a set can be manipulated as such! I was amazed and speechless.
There's really nothing that could describe what i saw.
The technical aspects of the show was great!!!!
The phantom's voice was simply... enchanting. He sings so effortlessly you know... and his vocal range was like.. WOAH!!! Makes you inspired to sing as well.
A person cries because of the show, by the end of it, i wanted to cry... not because of how sad i was... but how awed i was of everything.
I miss acting. That's a definite.
And the guys' voice... Raoul and Phantom... TO DIE FOR!!! wahahaa... actually, more of the phantom's voice la... i'm still not over it..
I'm definitely head over heels with singing men. lol!
I'm having post-phantom fever. It's so HawT!
Went to watch it yesterday. IT WAS UBER COOL!
It was...
Awesomelicious, beautiful, magnificently enchanting.
I AM SO HOOKED TO IT!
I'm so in love with the set. It gave a whole new perspective on set. I've never seen how a set can be manipulated as such! I was amazed and speechless.
There's really nothing that could describe what i saw.
The technical aspects of the show was great!!!!
The phantom's voice was simply... enchanting. He sings so effortlessly you know... and his vocal range was like.. WOAH!!! Makes you inspired to sing as well.
A person cries because of the show, by the end of it, i wanted to cry... not because of how sad i was... but how awed i was of everything.
I miss acting. That's a definite.
And the guys' voice... Raoul and Phantom... TO DIE FOR!!! wahahaa... actually, more of the phantom's voice la... i'm still not over it..
I'm definitely head over heels with singing men. lol!
I'm having post-phantom fever. It's so HawT!
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
"You must be determined. Nothing is impossible." She says.
Was dragged out to lunch again today. LOL! My boss just loves to bully me. But she's really supportive at times. That's one thing i salute her for.
She's fair.
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However that's not the thing i wanted to blog about...
I went out with my cousin yesterday and we just hung at Vivo. When i said hung, we literally hung la... wahaha.. we hung our legs into the pool. WAHAHHAHA!!
So romantic rite?
but its with my cousin lor. So spoil the moment~!!! lol...
Since i havent seen her in like a REALLY REALLY REALLY long time (actually 2 weeks only)... We caught up with each others life.
*evil grins* I hope she's reading this.
I AM ONE INNOCENT SHITE OF A COUSIN EVEN THOUGH I'M THE ONE WHO ALWAYS GETS US INTO TROUBLE...
If you know what i mean.. *Winks winks*
WAHAHAHAHAHAH..
yes, i'm gonna rub it in even more! lol!
My innocence is shining through revealing the angel within!
And she still can say that i'm not gonna be so innocent in the near future, just wait and see. I tell you, those are just excuses!!! Muahahaha...
How can i not be innocent in the near future? I'm such an angel here... rite? lol! *smacks nana* We'll just wait and see my dear... WAHAHHAHHHAHAH!!!
Was dragged out to lunch again today. LOL! My boss just loves to bully me. But she's really supportive at times. That's one thing i salute her for.
She's fair.
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However that's not the thing i wanted to blog about...
I went out with my cousin yesterday and we just hung at Vivo. When i said hung, we literally hung la... wahaha.. we hung our legs into the pool. WAHAHHAHA!!
So romantic rite?
but its with my cousin lor. So spoil the moment~!!! lol...
Since i havent seen her in like a REALLY REALLY REALLY long time (actually 2 weeks only)... We caught up with each others life.
*evil grins* I hope she's reading this.
I AM ONE INNOCENT SHITE OF A COUSIN EVEN THOUGH I'M THE ONE WHO ALWAYS GETS US INTO TROUBLE...
If you know what i mean.. *Winks winks*
WAHAHAHAHAHAH..
yes, i'm gonna rub it in even more! lol!
My innocence is shining through revealing the angel within!
And she still can say that i'm not gonna be so innocent in the near future, just wait and see. I tell you, those are just excuses!!! Muahahaha...
How can i not be innocent in the near future? I'm such an angel here... rite? lol! *smacks nana* We'll just wait and see my dear... WAHAHHAHHHAHAH!!!
Monday, May 14, 2007
I'm actually managing quite well with the lack of sleep and everything. lol!
I'm actually not sleepy at all... even though everyone else says that i looked shagged. LOL!
ARGH.
Something's calling out to me. I need to spice up my life. Really. General energy of where i'm at is not healthy for the mind, body and soul. I'm seriously thinking i need a better paying job.
But like what i told suk ching. I need to lose weight in order to get that.
Seriously.
*rub hands gleefully*
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I have a new colleague tmr...
We call her, Paro.
hehehhe...
Oh... Such Deja Vu...
have i mentioned to you that i miss acting?
Some people here just don't take me seriously. Maybe thats the reason why i feel like killing someone half the time.
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I've never felt the way i did before.
The sudden sharp pain, the sudden sense of lost, the sudden emotional tug.
And then, i knew how much i cared.
I'm actually not sleepy at all... even though everyone else says that i looked shagged. LOL!
ARGH.
Something's calling out to me. I need to spice up my life. Really. General energy of where i'm at is not healthy for the mind, body and soul. I'm seriously thinking i need a better paying job.
But like what i told suk ching. I need to lose weight in order to get that.
Seriously.
*rub hands gleefully*
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I have a new colleague tmr...
We call her, Paro.
hehehhe...
Oh... Such Deja Vu...
have i mentioned to you that i miss acting?
Some people here just don't take me seriously. Maybe thats the reason why i feel like killing someone half the time.
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I've never felt the way i did before.
The sudden sharp pain, the sudden sense of lost, the sudden emotional tug.
And then, i knew how much i cared.
Its gonna be 2am soon and i'm still wide awake. No. I'm not on leave tmr... i'm working tmr... but i've been catching up on sleep so much this weekend... I can't seem to stay awake for long actually. LOL!
until of course if i wake up at about midnight or earlier... then i'll still be awake now... lol! My sleeping habits are kinda screwed up!
ARGH! I haven't been going fencing since beginning of May... That's hmmm... 15 DAYS!! I'm so dead!
Thanks to me being sick for the past 2 weeks! and i have a competition in exactly 2 weeks! I AM SO SCREWED!
What if i got no stamina anymore? I am so gonna suck! ARGH!!!!!
I will need to go swimming nearly everyday already. I havent gone training for 2 weeks. That in itself is disastrous.
And i've been gaining weight. seriously.
I'm in deep shit. So yes. I'm gonna be much stricter to myself rite now. I'm not gonna listen to anyone anymore.
I have my wants. I have my needs. I have my goals. I have my dreams.
So i really hope that some won't try to talk me out of it. I'm sick and tired of it.
Sometimes people tell you other wise, only to make direct opposite remarks and comments later on.
I've had enough.
until of course if i wake up at about midnight or earlier... then i'll still be awake now... lol! My sleeping habits are kinda screwed up!
ARGH! I haven't been going fencing since beginning of May... That's hmmm... 15 DAYS!! I'm so dead!
Thanks to me being sick for the past 2 weeks! and i have a competition in exactly 2 weeks! I AM SO SCREWED!
What if i got no stamina anymore? I am so gonna suck! ARGH!!!!!
I will need to go swimming nearly everyday already. I havent gone training for 2 weeks. That in itself is disastrous.
And i've been gaining weight. seriously.
I'm in deep shit. So yes. I'm gonna be much stricter to myself rite now. I'm not gonna listen to anyone anymore.
I have my wants. I have my needs. I have my goals. I have my dreams.
So i really hope that some won't try to talk me out of it. I'm sick and tired of it.
Sometimes people tell you other wise, only to make direct opposite remarks and comments later on.
I've had enough.
Friday, May 11, 2007
Went to watch Spiderman 3 yesterday.
Seriously pple, ONLY THE TRAILERS LOOK GOOD. Therefore, please do not be deceived by highly captivating trailers as the movie might not be equally captivating. LOL!
Seriously la... It was never ending! 2 and a half hours on a comic book movie?? its practically like watching an epic la. There's too many stories told, too many characters introduced, and its draggy for an action movie. Some of the scenes were not as impactful as you expect it to be. Some of the shock factor from the scenes were expected.
Its actually quite disappointing.
Spiderman 1 & 2 is definitely much better.
I tell you ah, in that movie rite... one thing that Spiderman truly deserved was a tight slap from MJ which he definitely did not get.
Seriously, how could someone be so dense as to not see how affected a girl truly is by his actions?
How can someone not realised how badly he has hurt her?
How can someone not notice that he has neglected the person he loved?
How can someone think that in a relationship between the both of you, its only about one party, ever wondered what the other party is there for?
How can someone who used to go to high school together, best friends, practically know each other inside out and yet as 2 people in a relationship they can't seem to know that one is hurting the other?
Aren't such relationships suppose to be easier? Aren't you naturally comfortable to tell the other what's bothering you even if it is the other person? Wouldn't such a relationship be a more mature relationship in a sense that you can tell the other anything and you know that even if its about the other party, he will definitely understand?
Or is it because of the fact that they're a pair now that they can't seem to tell each other what's truly on their mind or what's really bothering them?
hmmmmzz.... I wonder...
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You'll never be able to get out of a relationship with Spiderman coz he is the one person who truly sticks around.
Somehow i agree to that statement.
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Is Spiderman & MJ really facing the thing i've last stated?
Seriously pple, ONLY THE TRAILERS LOOK GOOD. Therefore, please do not be deceived by highly captivating trailers as the movie might not be equally captivating. LOL!
Seriously la... It was never ending! 2 and a half hours on a comic book movie?? its practically like watching an epic la. There's too many stories told, too many characters introduced, and its draggy for an action movie. Some of the scenes were not as impactful as you expect it to be. Some of the shock factor from the scenes were expected.
Its actually quite disappointing.
Spiderman 1 & 2 is definitely much better.
I tell you ah, in that movie rite... one thing that Spiderman truly deserved was a tight slap from MJ which he definitely did not get.
Seriously, how could someone be so dense as to not see how affected a girl truly is by his actions?
How can someone not realised how badly he has hurt her?
How can someone not notice that he has neglected the person he loved?
How can someone think that in a relationship between the both of you, its only about one party, ever wondered what the other party is there for?
How can someone who used to go to high school together, best friends, practically know each other inside out and yet as 2 people in a relationship they can't seem to know that one is hurting the other?
Aren't such relationships suppose to be easier? Aren't you naturally comfortable to tell the other what's bothering you even if it is the other person? Wouldn't such a relationship be a more mature relationship in a sense that you can tell the other anything and you know that even if its about the other party, he will definitely understand?
Or is it because of the fact that they're a pair now that they can't seem to tell each other what's truly on their mind or what's really bothering them?
hmmmmzz.... I wonder...
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You'll never be able to get out of a relationship with Spiderman coz he is the one person who truly sticks around.
Somehow i agree to that statement.
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Is Spiderman & MJ really facing the thing i've last stated?
Monday, May 07, 2007
OMG! I'm sooooo sleeeppyyy!!
My nose is still on the 2.4km running track. ARGH!
My boss is back! *Sobs sobs*
And she noticed that i'm sick! MUAHAHAHAHAH!! Which means she's not gonna give me a hard time. I think. LOL!
I need to shit.
I'm lazy to move.
ARGH. I think i shall go to the toilet first! LOL!!!!
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Ok i'm back. lol! I really dont have to blog all that down... but oh well... wahahha... i should try documenting my entire day down. I swear it'd be effing boring. WAHAHAHAHA.
Shit. I forgot what i wanted to blog!!!
Yest i was at Taka and i tried on this pair of purplish - pink DIOR shades... OMG! FUCKING NICE! argh. its only 199! NO.
I SHALL NOT GO TO TAKA TO GET IT. I SHALL NOT GO TO TAKA TO GET IT. *chants at self*
Omg Nad. *smacks self* You're not earning 4k or something you know! argh. but itsss sooo nice... i love the entire look of it. The last time i saw the shades i love was at Guess, but seriously, nothing beats this one!
Cannot cannot... Last month i bought myself at CK watch coz i fell in love with it at first sight. This month a pair of DIOR shades? What in the world am i doing?
I've concluded.
WORKING IS UNHEALTHY ON VARIOUS LEVELS.
*faints*
so ya. I shall not go and get it. BUTTTTTTTTT.....
*smacks self again* Get a grip nad!
I shall just put it on my wishlist instead. ha.
Did i mention that i manage to get my mom to get for herself the Gucci: Envy Me perfume? MUAHAHAHAH... that also means... ITS MINE!!! MUAHAHAH!!
i shall go strike that off my wishlist. muahahahahaha...
I got myself this particular topshop tee which some of you might have seen it. I'M LOVIN' IT! lol.
I tell you.... i'm growing up alittle too late.. but its aite... at least i'm making myself broke now instead of making my mom broke if i were to grow up a little earlier. WAAHAHHAHAAH!!!
There's this topshop dress that i want as well... its like a colourful pinafore. LOL! its cute ah... And there's a tee that i intend to get, even though i can't really remember wat's written on it. I think its something bimbotic. LOL! and there's this other tee which is like black with pink words "back from nineteen 80's" its damn cute also la... and also a purple dress top thing. LOL!! oh ya. and leggings.
So that makes it 5 items from topshop.
Then there's this really cute tee from MNG. the wordings "Nothing's gonna stop me now" MUAHAHAHAHA!!!
i tell you. I'm becoming sucha girl i should just kill myself.
Random point: Apples are gonna be my new best friend.
I am farking sleepy rite now... i know.. i'm turning vulgar, i should give myself a rule... Every single vulgar word come out of my mouth, put 50 cents into myc oin box.. lol.
Then i will have money to buy clothes! MUAHAHAHAH *cues thunder and lightning*
i cant really remember what else i wanna but. Oh yes. A hat from Forever 21 & Roxy. WAAHAHAH!! i think that's all ah. i can't really remember anything much rite now.
I'm just damn sleepy. SO tired. i'm gonna kill my cousin for dragging me out on Sunday, shopping with her and her friend the WHOLE DAY!
Reached home damn late, had dinner, went through the things we bought - realised that i bought 6pairs of earrings. LOL! and also i got myself a belt from marina sq, and i had to cut her hair. By the time i slept, it was 3am.
LOL!
yup. i do cut people's hair. there are times i cut my own hair. Cannot help it la... ask the hairdressers to do it for us, come out some other thing. SO we do it ourselves. LOL!!!!
Yup yup.... i cut her hair... inspired by Rihanna's hairdo in her latest music video-Umbrella. Yup yup... Now my cousin has the exact same hair as Rihanna all thanks to me!!! MUAHAHAHAA...
OH YA. SIDETRACK: I have a new hairstyle. lol! now more rocker than before yo!
I went out the whole day on Saturday too... it was damn fun la... Met up with Kin and Don again after Yellow Chair. Its so fun! I MISS THEM! The 4 of us catch up on each others' life...
*blushes* And i've never been soooo embarrassed about some things in my life before lor. and i didn't realise how much i was blushing till i saw the pictures... MY CHEEKS WERE SOOO PINK!!!! wahahhaa... they on the other hand was definitely enjoying it. *rolls eyes* they've been waiting for the chance since our techno outing 2 weeks ago lor...
*smacks kin and don* oh well.. you guys know i still adore ya'll rite? LOL!
So when are we crapping again? This time all of us have to be there, including The Merlimah! *glares at a particular endangered species*
Yup. I totally adore my weekends and i still can't stop smiling everytime i think about it. lol.
My nose is still on the 2.4km running track. ARGH!
My boss is back! *Sobs sobs*
And she noticed that i'm sick! MUAHAHAHAHAH!! Which means she's not gonna give me a hard time. I think. LOL!
I need to shit.
I'm lazy to move.
ARGH. I think i shall go to the toilet first! LOL!!!!
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Ok i'm back. lol! I really dont have to blog all that down... but oh well... wahahha... i should try documenting my entire day down. I swear it'd be effing boring. WAHAHAHAHA.
Shit. I forgot what i wanted to blog!!!
this is strictly a shopping spree entry... so beware for those non-shopaholics... you guys might just find me damn bimbotic. LOL~!
I swear i have this urge to buy ALOT of things.Yest i was at Taka and i tried on this pair of purplish - pink DIOR shades... OMG! FUCKING NICE! argh. its only 199! NO.
I SHALL NOT GO TO TAKA TO GET IT. I SHALL NOT GO TO TAKA TO GET IT. *chants at self*
Omg Nad. *smacks self* You're not earning 4k or something you know! argh. but itsss sooo nice... i love the entire look of it. The last time i saw the shades i love was at Guess, but seriously, nothing beats this one!
Cannot cannot... Last month i bought myself at CK watch coz i fell in love with it at first sight. This month a pair of DIOR shades? What in the world am i doing?
I've concluded.
WORKING IS UNHEALTHY ON VARIOUS LEVELS.
*faints*
so ya. I shall not go and get it. BUTTTTTTTTT.....
*smacks self again* Get a grip nad!
I shall just put it on my wishlist instead. ha.
Did i mention that i manage to get my mom to get for herself the Gucci: Envy Me perfume? MUAHAHAHAH... that also means... ITS MINE!!! MUAHAHAH!!
i shall go strike that off my wishlist. muahahahahaha...
I got myself this particular topshop tee which some of you might have seen it. I'M LOVIN' IT! lol.
I tell you.... i'm growing up alittle too late.. but its aite... at least i'm making myself broke now instead of making my mom broke if i were to grow up a little earlier. WAAHAHHAHAAH!!!
There's this topshop dress that i want as well... its like a colourful pinafore. LOL! its cute ah... And there's a tee that i intend to get, even though i can't really remember wat's written on it. I think its something bimbotic. LOL! and there's this other tee which is like black with pink words "back from nineteen 80's" its damn cute also la... and also a purple dress top thing. LOL!! oh ya. and leggings.
So that makes it 5 items from topshop.
Then there's this really cute tee from MNG. the wordings "Nothing's gonna stop me now" MUAHAHAHAHA!!!
i tell you. I'm becoming sucha girl i should just kill myself.
Random point: Apples are gonna be my new best friend.
I am farking sleepy rite now... i know.. i'm turning vulgar, i should give myself a rule... Every single vulgar word come out of my mouth, put 50 cents into myc oin box.. lol.
Then i will have money to buy clothes! MUAHAHAHAH *cues thunder and lightning*
i cant really remember what else i wanna but. Oh yes. A hat from Forever 21 & Roxy. WAAHAHAH!! i think that's all ah. i can't really remember anything much rite now.
I'm just damn sleepy. SO tired. i'm gonna kill my cousin for dragging me out on Sunday, shopping with her and her friend the WHOLE DAY!
Reached home damn late, had dinner, went through the things we bought - realised that i bought 6pairs of earrings. LOL! and also i got myself a belt from marina sq, and i had to cut her hair. By the time i slept, it was 3am.
LOL!
yup. i do cut people's hair. there are times i cut my own hair. Cannot help it la... ask the hairdressers to do it for us, come out some other thing. SO we do it ourselves. LOL!!!!
Yup yup.... i cut her hair... inspired by Rihanna's hairdo in her latest music video-Umbrella. Yup yup... Now my cousin has the exact same hair as Rihanna all thanks to me!!! MUAHAHAHAA...
OH YA. SIDETRACK: I have a new hairstyle. lol! now more rocker than before yo!
I went out the whole day on Saturday too... it was damn fun la... Met up with Kin and Don again after Yellow Chair. Its so fun! I MISS THEM! The 4 of us catch up on each others' life...
*blushes* And i've never been soooo embarrassed about some things in my life before lor. and i didn't realise how much i was blushing till i saw the pictures... MY CHEEKS WERE SOOO PINK!!!! wahahhaa... they on the other hand was definitely enjoying it. *rolls eyes* they've been waiting for the chance since our techno outing 2 weeks ago lor...
*smacks kin and don* oh well.. you guys know i still adore ya'll rite? LOL!
So when are we crapping again? This time all of us have to be there, including The Merlimah! *glares at a particular endangered species*
Yup. I totally adore my weekends and i still can't stop smiling everytime i think about it. lol.
Friday, May 04, 2007
I'm still sick but of course i'm definitely feeling so much better than yesterday.
I'm more alert as compared to yesterday. Yesterday, i was a mess. I couldn't even form a sentence for a one line letter. Talk about pathetic man.
So i was asked to go home an hour after i reached the office (i was on morning half day since i only have 1 day MC)
I tell you, THE COMPANY DOCTOR HAS SOMETHING AGAINST ME!
The first time i went there also the doctor show me one kind of attitude down there. So that day, i walked into the room and he asked me, "What's wrong with you?"
I just stared at him.
Dont you just hate it when docs ask you such questions? I mean if you know you wouldnt go and see them wat!!!! *faints*
So i just rant the following to him at high speed.
"I have sore throat and i'm coughing. i have dry cough, runny nose, i have really bad headache so i have no idea whether or not i'm having fever... and oh ya, before i forget i need an MC for today."
Don't doctors just love patients like me? I make their job easier. They don't have to check also got full diagnosis.
CB.
I really think company doctors have something against me.
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Some things just remain. Its like, i don't know how and where to begin you know.
I don't know whether anyone get what i've been trying to say this past few days. I don't know whether my message was put across to the person it really meant for.
There are just times that i'm both confused and frustrated and i have no idea how to get it out.
OMG. My headache is back. I shall continue again later. I might have to go Bugis.
I guess some promises are meant to be broken huh? I guess.
I guess some things are just supposed to be left alone? I guess.
I don't know. I'm confused. I'm just... blank out... must be the medicine i suppose.
I'm more alert as compared to yesterday. Yesterday, i was a mess. I couldn't even form a sentence for a one line letter. Talk about pathetic man.
So i was asked to go home an hour after i reached the office (i was on morning half day since i only have 1 day MC)
I tell you, THE COMPANY DOCTOR HAS SOMETHING AGAINST ME!
The first time i went there also the doctor show me one kind of attitude down there. So that day, i walked into the room and he asked me, "What's wrong with you?"
I just stared at him.
Dont you just hate it when docs ask you such questions? I mean if you know you wouldnt go and see them wat!!!! *faints*
So i just rant the following to him at high speed.
"I have sore throat and i'm coughing. i have dry cough, runny nose, i have really bad headache so i have no idea whether or not i'm having fever... and oh ya, before i forget i need an MC for today."
Don't doctors just love patients like me? I make their job easier. They don't have to check also got full diagnosis.
CB.
I really think company doctors have something against me.
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Some things just remain. Its like, i don't know how and where to begin you know.
I don't know whether anyone get what i've been trying to say this past few days. I don't know whether my message was put across to the person it really meant for.
There are just times that i'm both confused and frustrated and i have no idea how to get it out.
OMG. My headache is back. I shall continue again later. I might have to go Bugis.
I guess some promises are meant to be broken huh? I guess.
I guess some things are just supposed to be left alone? I guess.
I don't know. I'm confused. I'm just... blank out... must be the medicine i suppose.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
I've fallen sick.
So much for my darling nagging at me to sleep and rest well so that i wont fall sick... and few days later... here i am in this condition.
Serve me right for not listening to him.
but seriously i'm sick!
My head's spinning, my throat's sore and my nose is running away.
My cousins from malaysia came... Wahlau... they made me sit in front of them, like in front of a panel of interviewees, this morning at abt 2am... and ya... wahaha.... the interview lasted for 2 hours.
Bloody hell. I never even do such things to them lor!!! grrr... You should have seen their evil grins. I was sniffling as they were questioning away.
OH GOD! MY HEAD IS PAINFUL LOR!
What would i really love rite now?
To be hugged to sleep or while i sleep, to be served porridge when i wake up...
WAHAHHAHA... i can so continue dreaming!
flu bug has bitten me!!! and its getting to my head and i have no cure for it! i'm just gonna eat panadol and see what happens tmr.
I still have to drag myself to work.
*faints*
So much for my darling nagging at me to sleep and rest well so that i wont fall sick... and few days later... here i am in this condition.
Serve me right for not listening to him.
but seriously i'm sick!
My head's spinning, my throat's sore and my nose is running away.
My cousins from malaysia came... Wahlau... they made me sit in front of them, like in front of a panel of interviewees, this morning at abt 2am... and ya... wahaha.... the interview lasted for 2 hours.
Bloody hell. I never even do such things to them lor!!! grrr... You should have seen their evil grins. I was sniffling as they were questioning away.
OH GOD! MY HEAD IS PAINFUL LOR!
What would i really love rite now?
To be hugged to sleep or while i sleep, to be served porridge when i wake up...
WAHAHHAHA... i can so continue dreaming!
flu bug has bitten me!!! and its getting to my head and i have no cure for it! i'm just gonna eat panadol and see what happens tmr.
I still have to drag myself to work.
*faints*
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