There are things that i'm not prepared for, not interested in, or simply cant be bothered about. Yup. A certain few knows what is it. Certain things that i'm not even sure i wanna explore further.
I know i make it sound like a big deal when it seemed as though its not. Coz, seriously, i've never been this confused about something so trivial before. Conversations that i never enjoyed before i seem to be welcoming it now.
Yup. I agree, the conversations was different from last time. But the reason i'm confused or that i dont want to be a part of anything rite now, Is that i'm afraid i'm making use of someone. I'm afraid that I'm making that person a substitute.
They wonder why wasn't i sad. Well, actually i was. There were many reasons that i was actually sad about.
Anywayz, i was prepared for such things to happen. Coz, i know certain things are impossible or just plain wrong-looking or sounding or watever. Therefore, no matter how sad i was, i knew that i had to get over things. Coz, i know, it was a one-sided thing all along. SO, there was no point brooding over something that didnt even have a beginning to begin with.
Then, at that point of time... the reappearance occurs.
Thats the reason why i'm half-hearted to even grant a possible chance.
Well, thats one of the main reasons... besides the other reasons that i've been giving la... muahahhahahahaa
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