The One of A Kind

What's the diff with the old and new Nad? (sec Vs. poly)

1)The new Nad have more patience... (seriously, never lasted this long on something.. hahaaha)

2)The old Nad doesn't do anything that she knows will not be a success.. therefore not worth investing her time in... however, the new Nad? Well.. not so sure...

3) The new Nad.. Talks alot.. hahaha... Maybe its coz of the pple i hang with... If i dun talk.. I'll be near to invisible.. hahahaa

4)The old nad... gives up on self-pitying pple who feels that the whole world revolves ard them... but the new Nad? guess not..

5)The old Nad doesn't get frustrated easily... Maybe its coz I had fencing at that pt of time.. SO frustration building up, go for training, whack the hell up of others... hahaha... since now there's no other means of letting out frustration, it will naturally explain the new Nad rite?

6)The old Nad speaks her mind.. frank, str. forward to the extent that most of the time she is considered bitchy... but the new Nad.. tones down a little.. or is it alot? (it was easier in an all girls environment... i mean this is what you need to survive then.. hahaha)

Hmmzz... What else?? Can't think of anything else rite now.. I came into poly unprepared of what to expect... Not knowing who i'll meet... Not knowing what kinda pple i'll see and get to know.. Once upon a time, I would kinda ignore pple who thinks the world revolve ard them... and those who needs help but doesn't need it.. if you know what i mean? I would choose to ignore all these pple.. with the thinking that they are not worth my time... So i ignore them, they ignore me.. coz they think that i'm too full of myself and do not have feelings to what others think and wonder why i even had friends... and we lived happily ever after...

But now, pple change.. and so do i... i guess it explains what i'm doing.. why i'm still there for her.. or maybe it's coz i'll feel guilty if i didnt care coz she's a fren that i've made... and naturally, i shouldn't be giving up on frenz.. rite?? I dunno... Maybe i'll feel bad and as a result i have to go on a long guilt trip... With the reason: I have betrayed a person i've called fren... but the thing is.. i have been caring but only that its not needed.. rite???