Sunday, May 16, 2004

5 1/2 (close to 6) chapters already done.. 6 more to go... hahahha... first time sia.. did it in 2 solid hours w/o me being distracted or whatever sht.. hahaha.. Wooohhhooo.. this is an accomplishment.. lol!! ok ok.. i better stop this.. i think lack of sleep will do this to a person.. and the best part is that i have plenty of time to read it over and over.. but for now.. i'm going to end my studying and cont. on mon since its already so late and i think i better get some sleep..

Anywayz, tok to my fren for a while.. i think it was ard 10mins online.. as she update me with her life and vice versa.. Seriously, I truly admire her strength... Truly salute her man.. 2004 has not been good to her.. disappointments came successively without giving a chance to breathe... She's been worrying about things since the beginning of the year...

I still remember talking to her and she tells me how worried she was about her o's and all.. Then when the results came.. it was truly a disappointment for her.. esp when she has been studying extremely hard for it.. and still she has to retake... I talked to her the night of the results consoling her that everything will be fine and that it is not the end but only a short detour...

Then suddenly, during JAE she found out that her boyfriend sorta cheated on her and that was the end of a relationship that she has put so much devotion into and one that she has fought to prove to her parents that he was not as what they thought he would be.. I remembered SMSing her asking her on her decision as to whether or not she is re-taking or going ITE... then a reply came with her in a state of helplessness... Crying..

She had a difficult time trying to get over him.. Then she managed to find someone new.. Someone that she had known for years.. they went into a relationship.. First.. i really admire her since it was a long distance relationship.. that guy is australian.. and both of them could really make it work.. Then now.. while asking her how's life.. she told me that she was worried about her boyfriend.. when i asked why.. she said that just now she went to the hospital and found out that her boyfriend is at the last stages of leukimia.. and she could not go to him as only close family were allowed in.. and all she could do was look at him through the window.. staring from afar... praying and hoping against all odds that he will be fine..

Currently, she is someone that i truly admire... I mean she's went through alot in short period and she still have the strength to give the encouragement to those who needed as well as comfort herself and still go on with life normally...

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