Mother's Day 2004
Mom brought my grandmother out today and obviously i tagged along... It was not a one to one outing.. but sort off a family outing.. my aunt was around too.. Went to Seoul Garden to celebrate mother's day... Hehehe.. Put everything on my grandmother's plate and in the end she was extremely full and i was comfortably full i might say.. hahahhaa..
This year didn't get anything for my mom... in an extremely tight budget and felt kinda guilty not getting her anything at all... but luckilly the day before was baking day.. Siok Lan came over to bake something for mother's day... And i took the opportunity to bake a huge strawberry tart for my mom and something that i had to hide it from siok lan as she tried to steal the strawberries.. hahhaa.. Baked it all by myself.. and kinda proud abt it actually that it turned out well...
Well.. today.. it was fun... but somehow it wasn't really there.. hmmzz.. i have no idea what is missing though.. but it just felt that something is not complete... i dunno what it is... At the end of the day... It was a really fun outing... if only she knows what i've been keeping from her... haiz..
MOM
She's done so much... She's there to comfort me when i'm down... There to stand by me when i needed the support... Even though, at times she is extremely busy she never fail to spent time with me and asking me to update her on what's been happening with my life... Secrets we've shared, Gossips were exchanged... Those are just priceless... And to think that I was not really close to you once upon a time...
But why is it that I'm so close to you but i'm so afraid to tell you the minor things... Why am I so afraid to tell you what my results when i've told you everything... Everything from my pranks, my friends, my thoughts, school, love, life... Practically everything... But why not results... Is it the fear of disappointing you especially when you're always there for me through anything... And i can't even give you something so easy and simple such as good grades or rather just acceptable ones... hmmzz... maybe that's it...
I Turn To You
When I'm lost
In the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared
Losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around
And when I'm down
Your there
Pushing me to the top
Your always there giving me all you got
CHORUS
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For the love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you
When I lose
The will to win
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do
Anything
Cause your love is so amazing
That your love inspires me
And when i need a friend
Your always on my side
Giving me faith
And taking me through the night
CHORUS
For the arms to be my shelter through all
The rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart i can rely on through anything
(you can rely on me)
For the world to
I can feel to...oh yeah
I turn to you
CHORUS
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you
