Some hari raya outing.

The people.



The one that lay eggs.



Let's play: Whose mother is it? lol



Random Pics

The girls


Even though we quarrel endlessly, we still take nice pics ok~! lol


The playground pics



Its titanic all over again~!


My House

The balcony.


The chair.


The sofa.


The fan.

OK it seems like i havent been putting up pics and i'm like still stuck with uploading pics from hari raya rite?

LOL~!

so ya.. here it is.. Hari Raya Day 03

It started of with some photo-taking from home...

Starting of with me and my mom


Then we have me & my 2 cousins that i like totally grow up with..


There's the grandmother and the cucus


and the aunt and the nieces and nephew


Oh ya, and pple say that this one looks like my sister...


then obviously we all went out..

and even in the car we started taking pics la.. i have managed to turn even my cousins into camwhores now.

This was at the traffic light


Yup. My cousin drives. irritating rite? and she's like. wat? a yr older? argh~! and this pic? it was taken WHILE driving.. she plans to kill us all~!! HELP~! and she loves to speed. i nearly died of heart attack the last time we went to harbourfront and she was driving her dad's car.


so we reached our uncle's house somewhere along east coast.. and he has a huge back yard~! and obviously me.. saw it a a potential photoshoot venue. wahhahahaha

Oh wait. I realised i havent introduce my cousins so here it is from the oldest to the youngest.



And well.. i think if shahdon sees the following pics he's going to scream for copyright.. whahaha.. but well.. they requested for it so i had no other choice wat.. hehehe

and first up: Mawarni

She's the eldest, she's 20. she's in sabah rite now in her final yr doing Degree in Geology and she drives. and i love her~! wahhahaha



2nd: Mawardy

he's the only thorn amongst the roses. A yr younger than me. Currently just starting his degree. Still in melaka in a university college doing degree in Java Programming. He knows how to drive but doesnt have a license. instead, he owns a bike and he has a motorbike license. ARgh. this pple have all the luck.. sheesh.. I love him too~! hehehehe



3rd: Marini

Gonna do her SPM (O levels) this coming yr. she's the tomboyish of them all.. no surprise that she's dating the state's u20 team's striker. whahahaha.. And she's the vainest of them all.. she can never feel the breeze.. coz, she'll run to the nearest mirror and check whether or not her hair is still in place. Love that girl~!



and finally: Marliany

the youngest of them all. Just passed her UPSR (PSLE) with flyng colours. Everyone tends to mistake her as my younger sis as pple thinks that she and my mom looks alike.. hehehhehe.. totally in love with her cuteness~!



yup yup yup.. thats the cousins from across the causeway.

Anywayz, lemme continue with the pics.





and this dinosaur always ends up in the photo album... 3 yrs in a row already

Thanks. Thanks alot. really appreciate it.

Its about time. i will no longer stand this shit. i'm not around to be treated like trash.

thanks.

ha. sheesh. ARGHF~!

Having been blogging for awhile now..
cant seem to put anything down in words.. alot of been happening.. hmmzzz... i know ishall just upload pics on of these days..

oh ya.. forgot to mention..

I watched SNOW QUEEN the other time.. really enjoyed it.

muahahaha.. i love it..

aiyah watever la i'm not in the mood to blog..

looking for new blogskins.

ARBITRATION LECTURE.

Anyone knows wat is it?

Its the time where....


Aisyah comes in late and plonks herself rite next to me.. wahahaha.. its the first time i sat with her in lecture...

She came in.. sat beside me... looks at me and gave me a chesire cat smile.. talk about creepy~! wahhahahahaha

Then the lecturer goes on and on and on about something about the difference between interest and position...

And i was obviously losing interest...

then the people behind us started to drop all kinda things... Bags, pens, pencils, sweet wrappers, the ENTIRE pencil case... You name it.. they've dropped it...

Asked me to pick some of the things up.. but i couldnt be bothered.. some of it was UNDER my seat.. dont expect me to pick up rite?

Anywayz, when a pencil case dropped i picked it up and passed it back... then i notice a correction between my seat and aisyah's. So, i asked her is it hers... then she was like.. nope. must be the girl's... so she leaned forward to pick up the tape..

she leaned.. she stretched her hands... she couldnt reach it.. then when she was about to clear her table to move the table out of the way.. i picked it up instead...

then obviously you can expect wat comes next..

Somewhere along the lines of.. OMG. I CANT EVEN REACH TO PICK UP THE CORRECTION TAPE?! I'M GOING TO WRITE ABOUT IT IN MY MULTIPLY LATER TONIGHT~! I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE SHORT HANDS..

I'm like.. HUH? OOoookiez... watever..

then we turned our attention back to the lecturer before losing our interest for the umpteenth time...

That was when aisyah turned to me and said... "Nad. *flashes chesire cat smile* See my face. Improving already or not?" For a moment there i was like.. "Improve? face? huh?"

5seconds later.. it hits me that.. she was talking about the nonexistent pimples on her face... asked me whether or not its still around...

i was like... -,-"

so ya.. basically thats how lecture went today...

more like a facial consultation session.

Mercury Rising

Watched it on Sunday...

Actually suppose to watch Jamaica Cafe that night at Esplanade... Its an indonesian acapella group... They're like.. wooohooo~!

But ya.. didnt watch it..

went to DBS ARTS CENTRE...

wheeee

watched mercury rising..
its like a tribute to Freddy Mercury like that la..

i love the female singers...
i love the pianist... *go du preez*
i love the dancers.. they were like uber entertaining...

Like some of the songs.. but thats about it.. hehehehe
Maybe its coz of the sounds system or something.. heheheh

so ya..

wheeeee

thats all about mercury rising folks~!

I'm FREE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIP has come to an end~!

Yup. Yesterday was my last day... YAy~! wahhahaha.. my bag was sooo heavy... i was lugging my things home as if i just moved house or something... haiyo...

didnt get them a farewelll present... will go back there one of these days then i dont think i'll go back there again... Provided if they post me to another department like Marketing or something.. wahhahaa.. more fun i suppose..

YIPPEE YAY~!

I seriously cant wait for school... like yahoo~!

oh anywayz,

DEENA~!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TODAY~! HAVE FUN WITH YOUR HAIZAD~!

Other than that...

wheee... i'll be back in school on MONDAY~!

Hmmmm...

Leave. I actually left. I couldnt believe that i did it... But still.. i felt guilty afterwards...

but.. haiz.. i'm just too tired to care la ah..

Anywayz,

BACKSTREET BOYS IS COMING TO TOWN~!!!!!!!!!!!
*screams*

Tickets price range from $70 - $160
*screams even more*

I've been wanting to watch them since Primary 3... and now, they're coming in January... But is it the rite thing for me to indulge myself with? concert?

I know i shall ask Santa for tickets this christmas.

Dear Santa,

I'd like to have front row tix for the "BSB Concert - Never Gone"... I know i've been good this entire year... Would you be able to fulfill my dream? I promise that i'll be a gooooodddd girrrllll

*shows toothless grin*
Lotsa Lurve,
Nad

Another thing,

It is tooo good to be true...
I've got my eyes on you...
you're like heaven to touch...
something something sooo much...

I've got my eyes on the new Motorola phone.. the u6 a.k.a Moto Pebl. It's like so cute~! I've always have this fascination over those black smooth pebbles you find in fountains... and now there's a phone inspired by that thing...

I'm like OVER THE MOON~!
Ps: My mom thinks its ugly.. any comments peeps?

Item: Moto Pebl (U6)
Price: $538 with 2-yr plan

My mom knows by hook or by crook i'll get my hands on that piece of communication device... But she just thinks that its too expensive for something that looks like a pebble~! I'm like... wth? -,-"

Anywayz, i'm hoping for the price to drop by January or something? then maybe i might ask my mom to sponsor half the price... who knoes...

*grins*

then... There's the shopping that needs to be done... that itself gonna need cash...

Then, there's this other thing that i think i'm gonna do.. thats like quite ex as well... depending on whether or not i'll get any subsidy from the parental dept..

Why do i suddenly have expensive desires?

ARGH~!

its a hint.

For me to work once SIP is over and term starts.

wheeeee

ok.

my neck hurts...

helpp..

Its dark.

You dont know where to go... You search for something.. You just cant see anything...

You sit.

You wait.

For someone to finally notice that something's amiss.

Coz, everytime you approach,
they run...

I'm at my mom's office at the moment..

wahahhaa.. timecheck: 938pm... (yup. my mom's a workaholic at times)
Mom called around 730pm like that to ask me to accompany her at work...

And i didnt go to work today.. i'm so going to get into trouble.. i didnt have an MC.. and i'm online.. but nobody seems to be online...

this is sad...

i'm sorry to the senoritas for not joining you guys today.. i'm just tired and broke..

and i end up not joining my cousins at this turkish-moroccan lounge & relax place... Sounds high class ah? LOL~! so sad.. me never go~! ARGH~!

Sometimes, i think i'm just too responsible for my own good...

If my mom allows, i'll think if i reach home at 3am, my grandmother confirm nag the following day...

so ya...

haiz...

I just need something to do.. Badly & SOON~!

shit... i cant log into my stupid computer.. haiz..

my keyboard has failed me~!!!!!!

my letter 't' is spoiled..
The number '5' all the way to backspace is spoiled as well...

so ya. i cant log into my computer as my password has a T in it..

so sad sia.. this weekend no computer..

No blog~!
No MSN~!

SHIT~!

Hari Raya Day 2 AND 3...

I know its abit late to post this up...

but then again, its never to late to upload pics rite?

LOL~!
-i'm just currently extremely bored-

Remember how i was complaining abt the fact that my cousin came only at 950 am on the second day and how i wasted my time staying up waiting for them?

Yup.. SO ya..

Lemme present to you the 2nd day of Hari Raya.

The moment i reach home.. the house was in a state of chaos as everyone was getting ready to go visiting... and the first thing i did was ran to the nearest camera that i can get hold of and start taking pics...

Starting with myself of course...


My cousin getting ready...


And how guys just refused to take pics with you if they're not made up... Wat's happening to the world now? tsk tsk tsk..


SO off we went visiting... and the next thing we know.. we were taking pics, coz, the surrounding conversations were not captivating.. LOL!

so ya.. the 3 sisters tried to pose quietly so that no one around would notice..


Me and my not so good aiming.. but nvm.. as long got my face can already...


And the cousins took pics...


Then we happily perasan down there... and obviously got scolding later on.. coz, the flash was too distracting...


SO ya... we went off to the next house.. but obviously my fingers started to itch after like 15mins of trying to behave in the house la... so we went off to the dining area and took pics..


Then there's the drink advert... she thinks one of my DT members is cute.. whahahaha


Followed by the Kerepek Advert...


and of course, my mom couldnt help but sibuk wanna take a pic also.. so much for scolding us.. hehehehe...


Ok till here...

i'll upload the other pics some other day..

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

It was saturday... I was really looking forward to that day...
Why do you have to do that to me?
Why do you have to talk to me about something i despise?

Darling, Tell me.

How do i love someone when i was never shown how to love that person?

Is that the real purpose of you agreeing to go out with me the other day? To talk about something that i shut myself out of? To compare our lives? You'd never know how much i hurt that day... You'd never know how much i teared the moment i reach home...

You know why? Coz, you already have the mindset that i'm in the wrong... You listen to them... But why you as my cousin, cant even listen to me?

You dont know wat i've been through.. Naturally, you wont know how much anger i have towards them... I'm sorry that i nearly let the entire bus hear me... but i cant help it...

Everything, the whole story, was against me... You keep saying you understand, but you didnt listen... You asked me to change... TO CHANGE? HOW CAN I FUCKING CHANGE? OUT OF THE BLUE... How am i suppose to do something i've never done my entire life suddenly?

Sorry. But i'm not you.. I'm not easily swayed..

You dont know how lost i felt that night... You dont know how alone i suddenly feel that entire day... you dont know how hard i had to put our conversation aside to enjoy myself that day... I suddenly felt as though the world shut me out.. As though everything i ever knew was turned against me...

Therefore, i beg of you.. pls pls pls.. don't compare our lives...

And suddenly that Saturday, i was so lost and alone.. With no one to turn too, i cried myself to sleep...

Why do i have to torture myself like that?
Why cant i just enjoy Saturday the way everybody did?

Argh~!

Mr grandmother is driving me crazy.. Can you believe it? That yesterday she stayed up just to wait till i reach home and scold me for reaching home late~!

ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And wat she said? I was so shocked that i was actually speechless.... Haiz

IT HURTS~! IT FRIGGIN HURT~! how can she say that abt her own grand daughter? i wonder whether or not she know wats the meaning of it.. seriously. coz, if she did, i'm very sure she means it...

coz, my grandmother never say anything she didnt mean...

but it hurts... it really does..

I was feeling too rebellious yest to actually feel insulted.. i was just grumbling under my breath... thank god she didnt see me doing that as well.. i might have gotten a slap in the process...

But today, its a totally different story...

why cant she believe me? why is she so against me going back at night.. its not as if i do anything illegal.. its not as if this country is soo dangerous that i need an escort home...

like this.. she insults..

just imagine... next week? 4 days. i'd definitely go home later than rehearsal days rite?

if only you knew wat she called me...

*cries*

Hari Raya

I havent show you guys any pictures from my hari raya... SO here it is..

MY DAY 01..

This is me with my mom la.. [Who else rite?] Morning of Hari Raya...


Then this is me... all set ready to receive guests... since we didnt go anywhere on the first day this yr.. My new earrings nice? LOL~!


Then my aunts came.. or rather old neighbours of my grandmother... but their children and me... are like cousins already.. that close la.. wahahhaa...


Then i had a great big surprise.. my cousin came with my aunt.. Lemme show you my uber cute nephew...

PRESENTING TO YOU: IBRAHIM


And then.. the next few pictures are those of my cousins la.. just a sneak peek into the rojak family i'm in.. lol~! More will come on saturday when my cousin has a open house.. wheeeee cant wait~! more pics~!







And here's my baju from the first day... NICE OR NOT?? Whahahaha...


That's all for my first day folks.. Wheee~!

Other day pics.. coming up soon... i havent even post the other events pics.. waaaaaaaa... *sobs*

Alot to upload... too.. little.. time... *dies*

P.S: To Hudz
EH.. if wanna jalan raya rite.. i'm free on the 20th la.. if you guys can make it la... hmmm we can always ask the other 8... Riana, Ain, Adi, Sambri, Khair, Ismail, Mimi, Hidayah and who else ah? is that all? oh ya.. there's 10 inclusive of the both of us.. so ya.. correct la.. Oh ya.. and i forgot, syaiful..

TO anyone else For now i'm booked on both weekend days for 2 weeks.. pls postpone any future or possible outings for now.. lol~!

Today's the second day of hari raya...

Instead of being at home like most of the muslim population in singapore, I'm at work... Rotting away...

AND~!

i noticed that none of the muslim colleagues are around...

Hmmmz...

Took pictures yesterday, i love my kebaya.. wahahhaha.. Have i mentioned it? ITs LIME GREEN~! WAAAAAAAA~!

I shall post up the pictures when i get home and sleepy or not too distracted by guests or cousins to post up the pics..

Hmmm.. I know its abit late but... there's still like a whole month of hari raya left.. so ya.. I'd like to wish all the muslim friends of mine out there and whoever reads this blog..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI~!

I know i'm not exactly the sweetest or nicest person around, so, i'd like to take this opportunity to say that:

I'm sorry for any wrongdoings that i might have done to you, I'm sorry for any harsh words that might have slipped out of my mouth, I'm sorry if i've hurt anyone in any possible way and did not realise it...

EVE OF HARI RAYA

That night wasn't exactly the happiest... The prayers/takbir, just the sound of it, its sad... I crept around the house after that final day of break fasting changing the bedsheets, arranging fresh flowers and burning aromatheraphy thingys... when i saw it...

I was wondering why on earth she didnt leave the room after prayers, still sitting there when she havent finished wiping the windows to our bedroom... I was just about to call to her when i noticed her shoulders trembling... Yup. I caught her crying. I just left as quietly as i came...

I knew it would happen. She was just too strong the prev yr. She didnt cry, she didnt show any form of emotion. And this yr? It was not easy. The entire year. It was hard.

I turned up the volume of the radio.. i just sat there still attempting to arrange the flowers or rather to make the vase look full when i felt it as well... Tears were rolling down, unconsciously. My vision blurred. I just continued wiping away the tears, it didnt stop. Thank god everyone was inside the room.

Slept late that night. i was helping my aunt to bake nutella rolls... Sheesh.. It was the most back breaking thing i've done.. it just refused to roll well~! But obviously it turned out well.. My aunt's a perfectionist.. if you think doing things with cookie hitler was bad.. think again.

But anywayz, its done and almost finish... and i ate most of it as well...

wahhahahaah

Morning of Hari Raya

I didnt exactly wake up in the morning.... woke up somewhere near 12... couldnt wake up la.. esp after the back breaking baking in the wee hours of the night.

Then bathe already, wore the new baju, then its ritual wat.. to ask for forgiveness rite... thats when i just stared at her and i couldnt say anything... I just said "sorry. Sorry for everything" She asked me... "is that even sincere?" i just broke down. and well, she broke down as well.

And after all that water~!

I GOT MY GREEN PACKETS~!

My relatives came.. My uber cute nephew came as well. Shocking visits from pple as well. hehehe...

stayed up late waiting for my malaysian cousins to arrive.. in the end.. they arrive at 9 plus when i'm already at work.. so ya.. waste my time only staying up late...

SO now.. here i am.. all sleepy.. and cant wait for the time to go home... since i havent seen my cousin in the longest time... esp when i've been psychoing her to pick me up from work..

I mean.. seriously, wats the use of having a car that you can drive but not picking me up rite?

whahahahhahaha...

For more updates...

stay tune for the next post during hari raya month.

PEOPLE OF THE WORLD WHO WANNA GO OUT WITH ME TO JALAN RAYA.

Please take note. As of yesterday:
I'm booked on the 12th of Nov.
Thanks.

ookiez..

SO let's see..

whahahaha.. i'm gonna blog about Magus Luna 2005...

I remembered telling Kay that name for this Arts Nite project. And i remember correcting various people as well and getting irritated in the process... Coz, they keep pronouncing it as Magnus, Magnum.. BUT.. NEVER MAGUS~! wahahhaha but now.. everyone's pronouncing it rite... *sighs of relief*

If still never pronounce it rite also i dunno wat to say ah.. And to think that it'll be a DT annual event...

wahhahahahaa...

Interesting interesting... I cant stop smiling each time i remember the junior's performance...

Magus Luna.

Latin for Magical Night.
Direct translation: Magic Moon.

I'm sure it means alot to alot of the members... Especially the new ones...

You guys were great. You've evolved! You made it possible~!

I dunno which of the juniors will read this.. but ya..

To yazid: You were AWESOME~! You have lots of potential and dont be afraid to show them. As long as you're willing, you'll always have an audience.

To Fadz: Your piece was great. You have the creativity and you used it to your advantage. You dared to take that step and be different... That's your strength. Remember it. Use it.
Ps: The programme booklets, invitations, etc.. were great..

To Mas: My dearest Mak Cik. Wahahaha... You've pulled through being the Mak Cik ah? I'm so PROUD OF YOU~! LOL~! so now i know, once i leave TP, i'll have someone inside there that will play that Mak Cik role... LOL~! You were nervous... But then again.. its the first time you get to be that mak cik within... Next time, I'm sure, you'll blow everyone away... Coz, i know you have that wind inside... and wat it takes to go far.. Watever it is.. Just believe in yourself...

To Mei Li: Your poem was sweet.. ehhehee.. Just dont hold back the next time round.. And you were a great welfare person tooo.. wahhaha.. our stomachs were fed at the rite time~! *Claps*

To Iguana: Believe in yourself and everything else will fall in place... *smiles*

To Priya: Your poem recital was complete. Simple and sweet. =P

To Mato: Next Magus Luna... Pls do something else aside from playing the tablas... Can? Thanks~! hahaha.. Coz, i know you'll do an enjoyable piece.. LOL~!

To Kenny: Your debut project huh? How does it feel? LOL~! i'm sure initial frustration.. and towards the end.. its great satisfaction. Am i rite? LOL~! Congrats kenny for taking care of the minor & major details.. Lol~! don't lose your bitchiness in the process also ah.. if not waste our (me & mel's) time in making you one~! Next Magus Luna, i expect a performance from you.. whahaha..

To Kay: Wahahah.. wat can i say? You even made "i'm Okay" hidayah's new fav song.. whahahaha..

To My BRAIN Co-Actors:
Thanks you guys for making it possible for such a piece to come alive... I know such an experience will never come again... And i'd like to thank the 3 of you for making it possible on that magical nite...

To Ain & Ian: I wonder who noticed your names.. whahahah.. But then again, my left and right~! I love you guys... seriously! Friendships were forged during a play and strenghtened during a play. You guys will definitely go far in theatre... You guys have wat it takes... and once again.. thanks ian.. for coming up with such a storyline and thanks ain for being nice~! wahhahaha

To Dr. Muneru: Doc. I'm not hallucinating~! You have to BELIEVE ME~! Wahahahaha... How does it feel? each time you come on stage in TP.. You're indian? wahahaha.. but another character's coming around the corner yarhz? LOL~! Thanks for being our Dr. Muneru (special guest appearance)... wahahha.. You should go into professional theatre too.. Oh wait.. wat am i talking abt.. it is coming round the corner.. whahahaha..

------- THAT'S ALL FOR MY BRAIN CO-ACTORS ------------------

For everyone else that i've not mentioned here... but have made it possible for Magus Luna to come to live in one way and another.. A VERY BIG THANKS... and you guys have done a greatest and bestest of jobs~!

I've not mention this..

But i know... one of the things that i'll miss once i've graduated from poly will be DramaTec and its people.

And juniors darlings... Don't forget us seniors aye? Esp. those who are currently on SIP~! whahahahaha...

OH YA~! 2 more people.. HOW CAN I FORGET? wahahha..

You guys were there during my first ever production, Devdas. You guys were there again during Magus Luna. My loyal fans~! whahahha.. The senoritas~!

To Hidz & Deena: Thanks for coming that night.. it really made a difference...

Magus Luna. A night where everything came into place.

Magus Luna

It was indeed a Magical Night.

A night that lived up to its name.

I shall tell more abt it when i'm more awake...

I feel so sick...

I'm coughing non stop... I'm aching all over... And i'm tired as hell...

Its been a week. My medicine's finishing. But, i'm not recovering.

My hands. The veins are visible on the palm, like blue worms living inside.
My fingertips cold as ice when the rest of me, perspiring away.
My palms are pale.
My left hand. shivers unconsciously.

I just hope nothing's wrong. I just hope... its just fatigue.

For i cant bear to accept anymore. Not at the moment. My life is stressful enough as it is.

Late nights, early mornings. Full Day.

How much longer can i hold on before collapsing? Before i crack?

All in all. This has been a bad week. A terrible one in fact.

Today. Battery flat.
22 Missed Calls. Angry lady then comes silence.
After that, she ignores.

Conclusion: She might not be coming for tmr's performance.

I seriously thought she knew. I left the card there this morning. I tell her everything. Why i came back late, How's my work, How's my rehearsals.

But i guess, assumption is never the best way to proceed.

I've never felt more isolated in my entire life.

Suddenly, the whole world caves in and i'm lost.

Totally alone in the darkness.

I'm sorry abt yest.

I shouldnt take it out on the next human being i saw...

I mean yesterday was only about food afterall, and well... i was already utterly upset from much much before... and i over reacted...

I'm sorry. Really sorry.

LIke i said its just food for break fast.. i shouldnt have over reacted...

Haiz

I really feel like murdering now..

Have you ever tried bargaining?

At Pasar Malams or markets... or sometimes, even at boutiques during festive seasons?

You feel awkward dont you after awhile? If you're the kind who dont understand how to negotiate.. Or you're there staring unbelievably at your parent, next of kin or whoever that is doing the bargaining trying to squeeze the shop keeper trying to get the next best possible price.

What say you if i were to tell you that it happens on a daily basis here in the legal industry??

Negotiation they call it... But i think ah.. its the same la..

Bargaining, Negotiation, Discussing of sum, Offering of sum...

It managed to drive me up the wall, shiver in my pants and pray to god that i'll live to see tomorrow...

Yesterday i had the most fulfilling and enjoyable dinner ever... The food was great, the service was superb and the atmosphere was AMAZING~! lol~!

Guess where i had my dinner??

HYATT HOTEL - STRAITS KITSCHEN~!

lol~!

A place like that its expected to have such a service.. lol~!

HHHmmm... YUM YUM~! FOOOOOD~! LOL~!

There was so many things, so much food.. fffooooddd~!!

oh ya.. and thanks to all those who wished me...

I met the girls today again.

hahahhaa.. they came over to break fast, again and we ordered pizza hut..

it was hilarious how we knew each other in sec sch, with that stupid blue pinafore, madeena with the extremely long hair, hidayah with the chin length hair and me with the ultra short hair...

And then, just now, the 3 of us met... at my house.. AFTER WORK~! wahahhahaa.. its like.. all 3 in office wear...

it was uber scary~!!!!

hmmm... Work's driving me crazy~! Well, i have to look on the bright side i guess... At least, there's 5 weeks left~!

And i miss school~!!!

NO WAIT.. LEMME CORRECT THAT...

I MISS THE PEOPLE IN SCHOOL~! ARGH~! I'm actually school sick you know...

and its irritating how those people that i usually hang around with in school just dont seem to be able to meet... I mean i'm guilty of cancelling the meetings too.. but, i dunno...

Its like.. its painful how i'm so used to seeing them everyday and suddenly its just near impossible to meet...

Oh well, like i said, its only 5 weeks left to school... and soon.. i can bet you that i'm cursing and complaining on when school's gonna end..

i mean, com'on i'm human toooo~!

wahhahahahahaha....

hmmm i have no idea wat else to talk abt...

its just not worth it to go on and on i guess...

Its been a tiring week..

My flu still havent recover... talk about long.. maybe coz, dont have enough rest or wat la...

OOOhhh.. did a quiz... so nice rite the picture? whahaha... dunno whether the things written there correct or not.. I shall continue my blogpost below this quiz thingy..

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Let's see..

Saturday was a long and tiring yet interesting day.. i did something that i never thought i'd do in a million years.. wahhahaha.. i'll tell you guys about it when i've gotten over it.. for now.. it'll be silence from me..

And those who knows about it.. ARE SWORN TO SECRECY~! MUahahahahhahahaha

hmmmmm

Rushed home from school and and and and.. i had to help my mom bake hari raya cookies.. Wheeee~!!!

SO ya.. Met the senoritas on Sunday, they came over to break fast at my house.. wahahhaha.. it was chaotic.. we went to Arab St to buy our food.. and before that we stopped at Little India..

and and and

ME & DEENA BOUGHT THE MOST GORGEOUS EARRINGS~! whahahaha.. supposed to be $20 bucks i think.. but we got it for $13.. yay~!

I have a feeling i'm going to get dragged to Little India again and i think some time soon.. lol~!

so they came over, we were doing the most stupidest things ever.. and in the end they helped my mom to dip the cookies in chocolate and purposely spoil it so that they or rather deena ends up eating it.. lol~!

its been so long since we last met.. i think i'm meeting them again later..

but thats not the point..

rite now.. wat i wanna say is that...

I'VE GOTTEN MY HARI RAYA CLOTHES~! ~! ~ !~!

and and and.. i think my mom is reasonably broke... whahahahahha

whee~!

i'm hungry. *floats*

Thursday

Sick. Still sick.. dunno when i'll recover.

Managed to look like a baby elephant in a certain glittery purplish pink outfit... I'm so going to run around in the shadows when the time comes... No way am i going to allow my pics to be taken too...

Its like..

NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS will that memory be captured and kept~!

Came home late even though the intention was not to come home late... in other words, i didnt go str. home after costume fitting...

Friday
Woke up extremely late. rushed to work. Nearly went home in the process.

Currently in the process of dying, near decomposing.
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Can't be bothered

I realised i've been listening to others instead of myself. i mean if you listen to correct person, like your parents, etc. is fine la...

I also realised that most of my decision makings have been pushed aside coz, there's other things that i have to consider.

You're always put in a position where suddenly you feel as if there's alot of people that you need to please... But the person that is on the top list that you have to please, is always pushed aside or down the list.. in the end you realise, someone's angry with you or you're just taking a particular person too lightly.

I have to force myself to stick to certain decisions even if it means that i have to be taken out of certain things.
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Fasting Month

Fasting month is coming to an end soon.

Side track: I still havent get my raya clothings

Sorry to some people that i cant meet.. Its fasting month, i prefer to go home to break fast and obviously because of the fact that i have other commitments and as a result, i cant go home early. So i'll take any other possible chance that i have to go home early. to go home.

Apologies to that. And i'll continue to do that till the end of fasting month.
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Comments

Did some maid kill their employer recently or something?

Dunno whether i've heard the right thing la.. but thats the news buzz thats been flying around the office.

then i heard,"She's bad".

Shocking. Such a final statement. Sometimes, i wonder how can you comment on people when you dont even know them rite? you have no right to actually. No right to make a comment so final as if you know that person inside out.

For all you know, she might end up in heaven as her sin to kill might have been forgiven and you end up below, just for talking abt her like that.

Sometimes, i dunno how people can think so highly of themselves.

I"m currently feeling sick...

My nose is running away and my throat is scratchy...

And i feel so tired...

I hate my routined life...

Even scoldings from grandma seemed routined, just because she's been scolding me abt the same thing over and over again.

All i wanna do is sleep... sleep sleep and more sleep... I cant even wake up early in the mornings anymore.. even though i sleep early the night before...

*dies*

I wanna do something exciting like bungee jump or learn ballroom dance... yes, i know i've been saying that i wanna learn ballroom dance... but its expensive, wat you guys think of $100 for 8 sessions? And i want a partner and someone to go with...

tralalallala...

oh shit.. i'm falling sick.. confirm ah this one..

just now got caught in the rain.. drenched and the office is sub zero..

so ya...

I'm dead.

Eyes are slowly closing...

I had an eventful lunch today.... WITH PEOPLE THAT I HAVENT HAD LUNCH WITH SINCE SIP STARTS! It feels like school again~! Being able to talk abt anything under the sun...

Someone at work thinks i'm too quiet and that i should speak up more.. i've been having people asking me.. "Nad, are you a person of few words?"

Hmm wat am i to answer them? Hmm NO. Its just that topics here doesnt interest me? or NO. theres no connection...

SO in the end.. I said. "yes, i am.. Just dont see the purpose of having certain conversations."

sad dont you think?

But thats my life rite now..

EVERYDAY~!

it drives me crazy that i havent be talking normally.. whahahha...

let's see

my eyes are closing again...

WHOOPS~! OK~! work just came in.. gotta go~!

CONGRATS TO MELVYN LEE~!

i shall not state why la..

if he feels like telling then you guys read it on his blog... if not.. then.. MUAHAHAHHA.. maybe you can asks him when you guys see him or something...

Hmmmzzz...

Tmr's work again... Haiz~!

Hmmm.. never mine.. 8weeks left..

yay~!

Magus Luna

29th October 2005.

Its gonnna be interesting i tell you... i'm actully looking forward to it.

Girls hope you guys are free on that day.. hhhahhaahahahah.... Then i'll pss you guys the invitation.... wahahaahahahahahah...

i'm playing a rather interesting character for magus luna... yippeeee~!

oh ya...

PEOPLE OF THE WORLD~!
MOON PEOPLE (YES ITS THE TP 15TH ANNIVERSARY MUSICAL)

THE TIXX ARE OUT FOR BOOKING... MAUHAHAHAHAH


guess where i am rite now?

i'm at the convention centre painstakingly typing out thi entry using a built-in keyboard.. so cool rite?

the keyboard is flat... the alphabets are like those on the ultra slim and small solar calcultors... yup yup...

this is seriously a torture... help~!

so.... i shall end my pain and suffering like rite abt now..

My Mom

You know how HDB always have fire drills ard their neighbourhood estate and at times in school rite?

well,

The other day there's fire drill at her workplace. But, my mom was happily listening to music at top volume in her office. As a result? she obviously didnt hear the fire alarm ringing away...

SO. she obviously stayed in the office rite? LOL~!

Then there's this guy who goes around doing spot checks to see whether or not anyone was left behind... He went to my mom's office and rang the door bell. He continously press it... but the only thought that came to my dear mom's mind was...

"who is that buggeR? Later my battery flat then who wanna buy new ones?"

So she went to the door opens it in a very irritated manner... When the guy cut her off before she said anything...

"Ma'am did you hear the bell?"

"wat bell?" she stares at him, silence... hears bell... "Oh.. THAT BELL!" ya i heard it... why?"

"Ma'am we're having a fire drill, you have to report to the officer at the carpark"

"Oh you mean thats how a fire alarm bell sounds like ah? so lousy.. so soft.. i cant hear it from inside..."

"Ma'am you have to go down..."

"Ok ok" Proceeds to off the light, air con, save her work on the comp... lock the various door and the main door...

About 15 minutes later... "Ok. report at Carpark ah?"

"Yes ma'am"

MY dearest mom saunters towards the lift and on instinct presses it... She waited for the lift to come up.... She told me that she waited there close to 15mins also.. and the lift still fails to appear...

Thinking that the lift was spoilt, she grudgingly when down the stairs and met the same guy still checking the offices on the 2nd floor...

she stopped him.. "eh wat happened to the lift ah? spoil issit?"

He looked at her ridiculously and abt to burst into laughter...
"Ma'am, we're having a fire drill... We've switched off the lift"

My mom stared at him.. "OOOppps" and continues making her way down to the car park...

When she reached the carpark, no one was no longer around...

the officer standing there looked at my mom...

"Ma'am are you aware that there's a fire drill just now?"

"No... I didnt hear anything"

"Ma'am in an event of a fire drill, you have to walk briskly towards the reporting area"

My mom gives her most innocent look... "but i didnt hear anything"

"Ma'am how can you not hear anything? at the rate you were going just now, you'd be burnt before reaching anywhere.."

"Your bell is lousy. You should change it... Use a louder one.. like those... eeeooooeeeoooooeeeooo" (she made the air raid siren sound at the officer)

My mom grinned. The officer burst out laughing.

SO she receives those fire safety posters that she has to paste in her office... Her partner came back to the office and she told him everything.. well, obviously it resulted in him pasting the poster on the wall behind her chair...

And when my mom told me all abt it during dinner... she still think that its a stupid thing to do firedrills and a waste of time..

then she was like... "We dont need it at home also wat... Our door just change wat... its fire proof now"

i was speechless.

Sometimes, my mom is just plain bimbotic.

The Story of A Boy

I've met him a few times on my way home from school....

A young chinese boy... Maybe around secondary 2 or so... That day, when i got into the bus he was still chasing the bus from the traffic light that is close to 200 to 250m away from the bus stop...

The driver actually waited for him to reach the bus stop... Nice man i thought to myself... Its rare to see such a driver nowadays...

Last weekend, i went to Causeway Point...

I took 161 and it happens that its the exact same driver that waited for the boy the other time... And at the seat closest to the driver... i saw him..

The boy.

I was listening to my MP3 so i wasnt really aware of the conversations around... But i saw that boy kept going up to the driver seat and talking to bus driver in a rather animated way...

I lower down the volume and started listening to the conversation...

Really interesting.

He told the driver how he woke up late that day to miss the first bus that the particular driver was driving to Woodlands from Hougang Central.. He jumped out of bed and grabbed his things...

I was wondering what things?

Then i saw a plastic bag on the seat nearer to the entrance... Packed to the brim... There's the straits times, today newspaper, a bottle of water, snacks, etc.

Then he was animatedly recounting his day to the bus driver how he took the exact same bus to woodlands earlier in the morning and how he thinks that the bus needs repair as the speed pick up while going up the slope is getting worse...

He chats about everything from SARS, Dengue, his mom, school, buses, other bus drivers whom he calls friends as well as how he's growing taller and that his mom is complaining abt the growth spurt...

And he tells all this to the bus driver...

Then i realised.. That driver is not the only one he knew...

He was also animatedly recounting the times where he took other bus rides...

Then when we reached Woodlands, he told the driver that he needed the toilet and the driver stopped the bus where it'll be convienient for him and well, the rest of the passengers had to go down also la..

Before going down, he said... wait for me... I'll meet you at the Bus Berth.

Then i realised... he's taking the bus again back to Hougang...

And i also realised that he's going to do that for the rest of his saturday... Just to take bus rides to and fro... chatting with the various bus drivers... He memorises everybody's schedule...

Such interesting relationship he has with them...

He's not weird or anything... Just that he feels comfortable with the bus drivers and that they are his friends...

I wonder how it feels? to take long bus rides just talking away with the bus drivers about everything.. their life and yours...

interesting.

Just came back from lunch...

Hmmm...

I've finally understood a particular medical report.. YIPPEE~!! wahahhaha... talk abt slowness.. LOL~!

Hmmm..

I guess everybody is busy already.. dont even have time to look at kopitiam for some light entertainment.. Whheee... SO ya.. its VERY QUIET there now... no interesting topics..

I seriously wonder how Marcus and Xuan managed to entertain themselves there sooo much.. its like as though kopitiam has turned into the duo's private conversation room... LOL~!

I shall just stick too emails.. at least its more entertaining.. It acts like... NEWSFLASH! NEWS HEADLINE!

Every 5 minutes or so.. I'll have news... You know... Something like CNA.. wahhaha..

So ya.. those pple who wanna email me.. EMAIL~! Don't ever delay your replies... at least i can reply to the mails on the way of clearing my inbox to upload all the files thats sent to me..

YAY~!

Hmmzz...

Ok.. i havent blog for quite awhile...

Just not in the sanest of mind to blog i suppose..

It's either i'm just too tired from work.. OR i'm hating life...

So, since both topics are not appetizing to any readers' eye.. i chose to blog on none.. so ya.. That's the reason for my blog being stagnant...

But.. I'm currently hating alot of things in life rite now... INCLUDING myself...

trlalalallala...

As i REVEALED only 1/3 of the list to Deena, she freaked out... Coz, according to her, its scary and well it obviously got her worried.. coz, she hasnt seen me like this before..

Oh yay! WHoopee!!

But its not the first time... just the first time i told anyone.. That's all..

Hmmm.. This is too bitter..

Must be the bile working over time today. Bile plus afew (or maybe alot) of other things that i could not put at the corner of my head...

haiz.. i shall not torture anyone who'll be reading my blog... haiz..

So, i shall move on to a nicer topic...

Has anyone ever seen the UOB advertisement at the tunnel towards the Raffles Place MRT?

LOL~! Its cute....

"Cinderella was written by a man.

Because,

NO woman would leave their shoe behind"

LOL~!

Cute isnt it?? whahahahha...

I should look at advertisements more often.. wheee...